Red door

"I have another person in my head, but I know I'm not sick. He's my ghost, he's always there, just dormant in my soul, he's my blood, he's my guts. He doesn't want me to die , I have lived until now." "One day, I will return to his side." Bless me, Lord.Not that you protect me from swords or bloody spears, but that you don't let me be seduced by hope again. - "A Doctor's Religion"