everything about loving you

No, not even the beginning of the struggle.

Lin Xiao disappeared when I was held hostage.

I was silent along the way, and the person sitting next to me didn't say anything, and I didn't ask.

Qin family.

A group of men in black stood on both sides in an orderly manner. I saw Mr. Qin sitting on a mahogany chair, and Lin Xiao was sitting on his right.

Old Mr. Qin raised his hand and waved, Lin Xiao stood up and walked out.The group of men in black followed him out until the last one closed the door.

"Sit down, Mr. Ji."

Mr. Qin made a "please" gesture to the seat beside him.

I'm not afraid.

The right is for Lin Xiao.

"Qin Zilan was killed by me."

Now, there is no need to hide the facts that everyone knows well.

"I promise Mr. Lin to save your life."

Ha, Lin Xiao actually pleaded for me.

"Isn't this the poor little girl I saw last time?"

This woman's voice was so familiar that she had heard it somewhere and at a certain time.

"My name is Su Xiao. We met last time."

Su Xiao is very beautiful. She is wearing a white robe, which is close to the skin, highlighting her sexy and perfect figure. Her slightly curly long hair hangs over her shoulders. She has spying eyes and seductive red lips.

Everyone said she was a beautiful stunner.

"..."

I laughed at myself inwardly.

Lin Xiao, whom you love, returned your love in this way.

The conditioned subconscious was a few steps away from Su Xiao.

"I heard from Mr. Lin that you like Su Xiao's technique very much..." Old Mr. Qin kept looking at me with lewd eyes.

Lin Xiao said?

don't want……

I almost scrambled to open the door, but the door was locked, and I tried to open the handle.

"Do not……"

"do not come!"

"Lin Xiao, Lin Xiao..."

I knocked on the door and shouted Lin Xiao's name.

Seeing that I was about to run away, two strong men pushed open the door and came in, holding my arms, with a pair of handcuffs on my wrists locked at the head of the bed.

I was lying on the bed, Su Xiao took off my shirt, a wave of nausea rushed up my throat.

"Do not touch me!"

Mr. Qin looked at me kindly: "It's really a rare novelty, why don't you invite Mr. Lin to watch it together."

"Do not……"

I admit defeat and close my eyes.

The sour pain pricked me like a thorn.

Lin Xiao...

Your cruelty is far beyond my imagination.

I dare not love anymore.

The last psychological line of defense is broken, and the remaining numbness pours in through the flaws.

Diluted my love for Lin Xiao.

The heart full of love and activity vanished, the heartbeat slowed down, it might be dead.

Lin Xiao.

If the appearance of my destruction is what you want to see.

as you wish.

I smiled at Su Xiao.

Very satisfied with her surprised expression.

"Please hurry up."

It completely soiled me, made me feel ashamed, and had no face to face Lin Xiao.

Reduced to a prisoner.

The aphrodisiac powder melted with the blood, fantasizing the woman in front of her as Lin Xiao.

No one else can replace him.

"Ahh... ah..."

I can't tell if this is heaven or hell.

Still a maze with no way out.

"Ah……"

Su Xiao lowered her beautiful head, her long hair fell on my pillow, and I warmly and boldly responded to her kiss.

Like Lin Xiao kissing those lovers.

I can also be so affectionate.

Su Xiao asked me: "Do you like it?"

"like……"

I looked at her, or him, smiling unconsciously.

"These are the imprints I left for you."

Su Xiao's nails scratched my phalanx, she was not satisfied, so she asked someone to send needles, thin and long needles for mending clothes.I felt my veins, stuck them in and pulled them out.

The back of my hand was bleeding and twitching in pain, I tried not to make a sound, even though I knew that even if I cried and shouted, Lin Xiao would ignore it.

She asked someone to give me a simple bandage, and the coagulated blood stained the flesh/body and the bed quilt.I tried my best not to care about it, to be at ease.

"It's really pitiful." Su Xiao said sympathetically, while she was saying this, she was beating/violent to me with props.

Old Mr. Qin sat beside him calmly, admiring a scene that could shock the sensory organs.

I leaned on my whole body and rubbed/rubbed my legs in front of him.

He finally couldn't bear to take off his pants and climbed up.

That's right, that's it.

Make the inside even dirtier.

If it is broken, you can throw it away.

Anyway, Lin Xiao, you won't regret it, right?

"Be gentle... ah... um... just stuff it in..."

Empty places are filled.

But I always feel lonely.

His eyes flicked to the direction of the door.

I believe that Lin Xiao was listening outside, and couldn't guess what kind of face he used to humiliate and insinuate me after this revenge.

……

Lin Xiao has been standing outside the door, he heard Ji Mo's call for help, and then replaced the call for help with a weak gasp/breath.

Still indifferent.

Guess what the reaction will be at the end of the season.

It's crying like a rabbit, shrinking in the dark so pitiful that it makes people feel distressed.

Still repeat the tiresome love words, from jerky to proficient.

He is even more curious about how low the bottom line can be paid for him at the end of the season.

The clock ticked two hours.

"Thank you for hospitality."

This is Su Xiao's last sentence after having had enough fun.

I buried my whole body in the water, wiped my whole body vigorously, to cover up the hormonal smell after sex/desire on my body, and then opened the door neatly dressed.

Remove the gauze bandaging your hands.

Pinholes are small holes in the surface of the skin.

It's hard to spot without looking carefully.

Lin Xiao was at the door, and I smiled faintly: "Brother-in-law, let's go."

Quiet to resignation.

Unusual response.

Lin Xiao was a little surprised, but he couldn't explain the weirdness.

"Brother-in-law, I want to eat your steamed fish tonight." I took Lin Xiao's arm, coquettishly.

It seems that the scene just now didn't affect me much.

never mind.

no problem.

Just let me use my dirty mind and dirty body to please him.

Lin Xiao, this is the result you want, right?

I did it too, right?

Standing in front of the house in a daze, a key was placed in front of me.

It was one of the New Year's gifts I gave Lin Xiao more than a year ago.

"Brother-in-law, I don't belong here." I just looked at it and didn't take it. "Old Mr. Qin said that there is no need to pursue it. I should go back."

Lin Xiao touched my lips with his fingertips, and made a "NO" with the index finger of his other hand.

He said: "Anyway, youbelongtomeforever."

(No matter what, you'll always be mine.)

Is this...a confession in disguise?

It can also be regarded as a little sweetness after the tragedy.

The disappointed expression was swept away.

I ate the whole fish and wiped my mouth with a tissue.

Open the drawer, there is leftover anti-allergic medicine taken more than a year ago, throw it into the trash can, put the key in the pocket and leave.

"Where are you going?" Lin Xiao thought I was going to run away when he heard the noise.

"I'm going out to get some air."

Walking out of the house openly, I came to the place where my sister died.

On a certain road at a certain intersection.

Looking at the watch, at twelve o'clock, there were fewer vehicles on the road.

Then at 12:57.

I took a glass bottle of beer, sat on the street and drank it.

After drinking it, it hit the ground and shattered into glass.

I picked up a sharp piece of glass and held out my left hand.

My sister died at 1:21 a.m., 15 minutes from now.

I'm going to make amends to my sister, but I don't know if I can see it. People like me are going to hell.

If you want to talk about your biggest regret before you die, it's probably not being able to see Qi Si and Lingling.

No, it's better not to show up.

Maybe they would have been better off without me.

I'm not a person who is so strong that I can penetrate everything. I have reached my limit. If I continue like this, I will go crazy sooner or later.

I have no choice but to die.

Otherwise, if it is later, I may not even be able to die.

The allergies cause my arms to be flushed, and if it stays on for longer, it triggers the signs of shock.

……

1 minutes countdown.

59, 58, 57, 56...

"The end of the season!"

Lin Xiao came to interrupt my pious ceremony.

Like me who refused to go home alive and dead back then, he knew where I was with a tacit understanding, and then came to pick me up.

He ran towards me quickly, and I was afraid that if he came, my chance would be gone.

The fragments in his hand were placed on the veins of his hand, and he cut through the fragile skin tissue vigorously, fearing that he would die a few more times.

I'm sorry sister, I'm going to accompany you right now.

Blood-stained glass pieces fell to the ground, arteries ruptured, and the meandering blood flowed like branched rivers.

"Are you crazy?!"

Lin Xiao scolded me, pulled off his tie and tied my arms, I saw that he was so flustered that he became terrified.

"I'm sorry... Am I naive? I'm not here because you hate it, are you calm?" I waved my injured hand to show him with difficulty, "Don't hate me, okay?"

"You don't talk."

Lin Xiaoheng picked me up, he was looking for his car.

"Brother-in-law, let me die."

"Don't even think about dying so quickly. You haven't paid off what you owe me." Lin Xiao said through gritted teeth. He hugged me tightly and drove towards the hospital quickly.

"Didn't I pay it off..." I smiled wryly, "Isn't even death enough to pay it off...Then what do I have to do to be considered a passer?"

"If you die, I will definitely not let Qisi and that cat go."

Eyelids twitched a few times.

Lin Xiao's consent was required even for death, but unfortunately he couldn't help it this time.

"Don't you always want me to die?"

I asked Lin Xiao, but he didn't answer me.

"Lin Xiao, I'm sleepy." My left hand was hanging down, blood slowly flowed out of my body from the cut, dirtying Lin Xiao's car. "Please, let me go...I'm so sad that I can't hold it anymore."

Accompanied by the pain in the wrist, there is also invisible pressure.

It split into countless voices that harassed me.

Lin Xiao frowned, pursed his lips and said nothing.

I was afraid that he would think this was another bitter trick I directed and acted on my own, so I said cautiously: "Don't worry... I didn't ask for it this time, and I won't threaten you like I did before. Don't be angry..."

"Really, I swear."

I lost too much blood and looked forward to death.

Send me to hell to repent.

I beg you.

☆, 37

"The patient is unconscious and the heart rate is dropping..."

Lin Xiao looked at his watch.

Time 1:47 AM.

He thought about many ways to end himself at the end of the season, but he didn't expect to choose this at the end of the season.

This time, he looked at the sad look at the end of the season, and didn't feel the pleasure.

The end of the season may leave him like Ji Ya.

No.

But he's just a mortal, and if he did die at the end of the season, he wouldn't be brought back from the dead.

The guy in the emergency room must have loved him.

Otherwise, she wouldn't be led away by him, cornered, and sacrificed by smashing her body to pieces.

Without Ji Ya, Lin Xiao still has an end of the season.

Without the end of the season, Lin Xiao only has himself.

Lin Xiao thought, he could be more heartless, instead of sending Ji Mo to the hospital, watching him die, as a sacrifice, to commemorate Ji Ya.

But the dying words at the end of the season...

He saw in the eclipsed eyes of this poor man, betrayed all the humbleness that was only dispensable.

Lin Xiao only thought of one word: muddy.

At the end of the season, he was waiting for rescue in the dark. He tried to resist, tried to escape, tried to obey, and tried to bet on everything.

What I got was falling to nowhere, calling Lin Xiao's name in despair.

until the hoarse.

Take a good look at the end of the season.

In fact, he is not worthy of death.

Blindly immersed in revenge, she has long since left her original purpose, hurting the end of the season in the name of revenge, just to enjoy the sadism that is ready to move in the blood.

When he came back unconsciously, the scars at the end of the season were like withered white roses.

The thorns on the flower branches were smoothed so that Lin Xiao would not get hurt when he held it in his hands.

"Are you a family member of the patient?"

When the nurse was checking in, she saw blood on Lin Xiao's face and clothes, so she kindly took out a tissue and gave it to him.

"Well, I'm his brother-in-law."

As soon as the words fell, the doctor in the emergency room shouted: "The patient gives up his desire to survive."

"what?"

Lin Xiao pushed open the door and wanted to go in, but the doctor hurriedly stopped him: "Sir, you can't go in."

How can you leave at the end of the season.

Didn't he say he loves him?

The doctor is an elderly uncle who is very concerned about the condition at the end of the season.He looked through the case at the end of the season and found out that the end of the season had a mental illness in the past.In one year, I was admitted to the hospital several times, either due to external injuries or internal injuries, some of which were particularly serious.

"At present, the patient is under strong mental stimulation, and his will is unwilling to wake up."

He hesitated to speak and looked at Lin Xiao complicatedly.

"If the doctor has any secrets, please tell me." Lin Xiao knew at a glance that the doctor had something to say.

"Has the patient suffered any serious internal injuries?"

Lin Xiao thought of the allergies at the end of the season and the accidents he had personally created, and nodded with a guilty conscience.

"The patient has not passed the critical period. The tricky thing is that in addition to losing cognitive ability, there are also allergic phenomena."

"He...is allergic to fish."

Lin Xiao quietly watched Ji Mo in the isolation room.

The person who worked hard for more than a year to find him was admitted to the hospital after failing to get along for a week.

Can't be soft-hearted, the end of the season is the end of the season to blame for being able to have today.

The next day, Lin Xiao went home and took a shower. Looking at the empty home, it seemed that he had returned to the year when the end of the season was absent.

I always feel like something is missing.

Whenever this feeling of emptiness comes, Lin Xiao will turn on the phone.

There is a video of the end of the season stored in it.

On that day alone in KTV with Xu Bei, he played a song called "Everything About Loving You" on a single loop.

The psychedelic lights reflected on the calm face of the man.

Sing softly.

Cut off the picture with you