Embrace each other

Inscription: It turns out that we have been keeping our own little secrets for so many years.

It may be that I had hallucinations after drinking too much alcohol. I always felt a beam of eyes coming from the opposite side, stopping on me from time to time, but I didn't have the courage to see what meaning was behind this beam of light.

I thought about tonight, and I no longer have any reason to stick to it. Whether God wants it or not, I have to say goodbye to the past. I don’t believe it. As long as I don’t want to, God will force me to build a chastity archway for him.

Didn't you just save my life, as for making me lose my whole life?

Halfway through the drink, I saw Bai Yu muttering something to Man Yue, and then Man Yue got up to bid us farewell, saying to go back and rest early, so as not to delay the flight tomorrow.I thought Bai Yu would leave with her, but I didn't expect that he just sent Man Yue to the car and came back again.

After returning, Bai Yu didn't drink or eat, and leaned lazily in his chair, staring at his phone with full concentration.And I, taking advantage of my drunkenness, picked up a bottle of wine from the table and handed it to Bai Yu on purpose, saying:

"Okay, our county is as big as a palm, and we can't lose people. No one cares now, do you want a drink?"

I don't know what the original intention of doing this thing is, I only know that there is a voice in my heart that has been forcing me to ask him for proof, and I have to listen to him say that yes, Man Yue is my girlfriend.

Bai Yu casually looked up at me, then turned his attention back to the phone again, and said five words calmly.

"Surgery the day after tomorrow"

"All right"

I took back the beer resentfully, obviously I didn't use much force, but when the bottle fell to the ground, it still splashed a lot.

"too full"

I said it myself.

Bai Yu's expression was extremely calm, as if he had long been used to my self-righteous behavior, the corner of his mouth slightly curled up, and he continued to look at the phone.

After the full moon left, we let go a lot, talked about more and more topics, and drank more and more wine.Bai Fei, Cheng Weige and Bai Yu were talking about stocks and investment projects that I wasn't interested in.And the third child and I are like bear children thrown aside by their parents. Of course, I am the one who is responsible for taking care of the younger one.

The drunk third child hugged me with snot and tears, it was obvious that he was hurt by Yuan Yue.

I thought it would be fine if he cried a few times, but I didn't expect that when I finished saying: the moon should only exist in the sky, and those boys who are favored by God can get it, the third child cried even more fiercely.

And weeping bitterly, he asked me what was wrong with him and why he couldn't be favored by God.

After I told countless answers, even God fell asleep and didn't see you, I even made it up, but the third child was still not satisfied, and cried more and more vigorously.In the end, I ordered a bowl of Malatang for the third child, and then said to him:

"My young master, many girls have been hurt by you over the years. What did you do when they were crying behind their backs? No matter what, it's your turn to cry for others, and it's a redemption .Come and eat it, and you will be so spicy that you don't care about the mess."

Sure enough, the third child stopped crying, and looked at me eagerly, as if thinking about how to connect the relationship between Malatang and broken love.

"Don't use your tricks to spoil him." Bai Yu, who had been silent all this time, said suddenly, with a hint of anger that was not obvious in the plain.

"Wei Xiaoduo, you schadenfreude. I'm so uncomfortable, you still let me eat this shit." The third child yelled at me.

I pouted at him, thinking, why don't I hug him and cry after listening to him like that.

"elder brother,"

I am really afraid that the third child is holding me and crying, and I am even more afraid that my expensive white sports jacket will never see the world again. Right now, I just want to get out of here and find a place to save it.

Maybe it was because I was too focused on appeasing the third child, and when I turned around, I found that Cheng Weige and Bai Fei were neither in the position, so I had no choice but to bite the bullet and turn to Bai Yu, signaling him to take care of the third child.

Obviously, a fool would wait until he said no.No, I slipped away before he could open his mouth.

Some things, some changes are like a sudden huge wave on a calm sea under a sunny day. Before you have time to avoid it, you are submerged in a vast ocean.

The bathroom of the tavern is built at the innermost side of the whole house. Before that, you have to pass through a narrow but retro-decorated corridor. The lighting in the corridor is very artistic, dim but elegant, suitable for lovers to talk about love like.

Before, I always thought that what made it last for a long time was the business experience accumulated by the boss for many years. Now it seems that this very sentimental decoration must also be a part of it.

I walked in while admiring, but at the corner, the sound of two people talking stopped my steps. I stopped, leaning against the dark corner by the wall, and even my breathing became cautious.If possible, I would rather stay outside and be tortured by the third son Ren, even if I sacrifice this dress, I will not hesitate.

"Cheng Wei, I don't like to beat around the bush. I just say what I have, so listen carefully to what I'm going to say next. I like you. I like you. It's not a whim, it's love at first sight, the kind of liking that must be you. I know you Don't like me, and I'm telling you because I think you should give us a chance, give you a chance."

"Bai Fei, I'm sorry, I really don't want to think about it right now."

"I don't want to think about it, or I don't dare to think about it"

From a distance, I can feel Bai Fei's aggressive aura. If it weren't for the next conversation, I think I would definitely go over and help her persuade Cheng Weige.

"Bai Fei, I don't understand what you mean,"

"I know you like Xiaoduo. But you know very well that you are not in her heart, and you know that if you let her know, there will be nothing between you, so you dare not, right?"

"..."

If Cheng Weige denied it at this time, I would take what I said just now as a joke on Bai Fei's whim, however, Cheng Weige's silence seems to be longer than tonight's night.

As for what they said next and what they argued about, the sentence lingered in my ears all the time, I know you like Xiaoduo, I know you like Xiaoduo, I know you like Xiaoduo.

The fact that Cheng Weige likes me is even more unacceptable than Bai Yu not liking me.

"Such a good opportunity, why don't you go and expose Bai Fei and tell Cheng Wei that you like him too"

Bai Yu didn't know when he came over. He stood behind me, his voice deliberately lowered to show his charm.

"Mind Yourself"

If I had left it in the past, I would have reasoned with him about it, but right now I don't even have the intention to argue for myself.

"Wei Xiaoduo, what do you mean?"

Bai Yu turned his hand to grab me, his strength was enough to make my back come into zero-distance contact with the solid wall, but the next second I was caught by his other arm.

"What are you doing?"

"I should ask you this question, Wei Xiaoduo, what exactly are you going to do. During this period of time, you have been trying your best to create those hopeless opportunities for Bai Fei, isn't it just for this moment."

In retrospect, Bai Yu has always been so mean to me since I was a child, every word was like a sharp sword that pierced my heart with precision, and the affectionate and gentle boy just now seemed to be with him It has nothing to do with it, but such a person has lived in my heart for many years.And the other side is not far away, the person who has held me in the palm of his hand since childhood and treated me like a treasure, I accept it as a matter of course and at the same time really hurt him.

Before that, I always thought that I didn't need other people in my life, no classmates, friends, or even colleagues.Because what this alley and the people in this alley have given me is enough to support my entire life.

It now appears that those ideas were nothing more than my whims.

The person I love loves someone else, and the elder brother who I always thought would love him forever?No, or a friend?

My mom used to say I was determined to do it, and now I believe it.

As for those things that have happened, the eternity that I insisted on holding on to is just staying in the moment after turning around.

Suddenly, I really want to go home.

"Bai Yu, I want to go home"

I don't remember how pitiful he was when he said this, but under the dim light, I saw that the anger in his eyes was gradually replaced by searching, struggling, puzzled, and confused.At the same time, the hand that had been holding me so tightly became softer and softer.

Just when I thought he was going to let me go, suddenly, the arm behind me moved forward suddenly, and I was caught off guard by lying on his chest. Before I had any resistance, he attached my lips.

There is a domineering aggression in the cold touch.

While I was greedy, I was more afraid, so I could only let him kiss me without daring to make any sound.Let me wait until Brother Cheng Wei and Bai Fei leave, and then I can't break free from his unfinished thoughts.

"Bai Yu, you are crazy, please take a good look, I am not a fucking full moon"

"Wei Xiaoduo, I was not drunk that night five years ago, I know who I kissed."

"What did you say"

I thought it was the alcohol that made me hallucinate.

"I said, I'm not drunk, I know it's you I kissed,"

After Bai Yu finished speaking, he looked away from me, and fumbled to take out a cigarette. Instead of smoking, he turned it back and forth in his hand.

"The name, the name is, I called it wrong on purpose, because I'm not sure if the person in your heart is me"

After he finished saying this sentence, no matter how I think about it, I should feel happy, but I don’t know why, all the tears I’ve shed, the heartbreak I’ve had over the years, and the mala tang I’ve eaten are all here at this moment. Gather into resentment.I pushed Bai Yu away violently, and ran out angrily.

It turns out that we have all spent countless long and lonely dark nights with secrets on our backs.

That night, we did not disperse because of this, but replaced the original frolic with silence.Sitting in their respective positions, watching insignificant people talking and laughing happily.

Later, there was less and less wine on the table and more and more words in my mouth. I don't remember how much wine I drank or what I said in the end.I only remember that when I woke up the next day, my head was still groggy, and the burning sensation in my throat was like a fire was about to be ignited.

Bai Fei pushed the door open and entered, and handed me a glass of white water and two unknown white pills.I took them, raised my head and drank them.

"What stimulated you yesterday, it was as if you were about to die." Bai Fei looked at me and asked.

"To be honest, I don't remember anything except lying half dead on the bed now." I fell back to the original place, rubbing my forehead in a meditation state.

"Did I make a slip of the tongue after drinking and say something I shouldn't have said?" I turned around and asked her tentatively.

Bai Fei didn't answer right away, first he smiled mysteriously, and then said in a long voice:

"It's hard to say whether it's a slip of the tongue after drinking or taking advantage of alcohol, anyway, someone was scolded badly by you"

Although she didn't directly tell me who someone is, I can almost conclude that it is Bai Yu.

Because apart from scolding him, there is no reason to scold others.

Bai Fei's plane ticket was set in the afternoon, so I was not in a hurry, but I still endured the discomfort caused by the hangover and got up from the bed, volunteering to help her pack her luggage.During the period, there were many times when Bai Fei wanted to come over to help, but I refused all of them decisively, so I simply picked up a book and read it beside me.

"Underwear, coats, pants, skin care products, books, chargers"

In the end, I was afraid of missing something, so I checked it again carefully.

Looking at the neat and tidy suitcase that has almost been filled with all the knowledge I have learned all my life, I can't help being amazed. It seems that human potential is by no means as simple as you think.

"How is it?" I looked at Bai Fei proudly, such a powerful labor achievement deserves more people's praise.

Bai Fei closed the book, looked at her suitcase, thought about it seriously, and said

"It seems that your wardrobe doesn't have to be so messy"

The so-called hit the nail on the head, I couldn't refute it.

The rest of the time is mostly spent talking with me alone, and the content of the talk is some trivial daily life, for example, which road will be blocked when I go to work, which hotel near the company is better? delicious, wait.Bai Fei, on the other hand, read the book and listened with great interest.Although I don't know if she is really interested in these miscellaneous trivial matters, but as soon as I stop, she will turn to look at me and seem to ask "and then".

Then I racked my brains to extend the simple distance between two points and one line as long as possible.

My state of looking for something to say continued until Bai Yu came back.

Bai Yu said that he was transferred to the evening shift, and he had time to have dinner together at noon, and he treated them.Getting to know my mother during this period, Bai Fei is naturally happy. While telling my mother that it is a pity that she can't eat the food she cooks, he can't restrain his joy at the same time.Bai Yu and I watched her play quietly before going out with the suitcase.

As soon as he arrived in the yard, Bai Yu suddenly stopped, turned around, looked me up and down and said:

"Are you planning to go to the airport like this?"

Between the words, the expression was indifferent, as if what happened last night was just a dream I had and had nothing to do with him.Did he really forget that it was Man Yue who volunteered to send her off to the airport last night?

"Watch what I do, you still have 10 minutes"

Bai Yu looked at the watch on his wrist and said seriously.

I turned around and looked at Bai Fei, she looked like she had nothing to do with her.

"This kid, why don't you hurry up, what are you doing in a daze, who will drive if you don't go, how hard it is for Xiaoyu to be on duty at night"

Under Bai Yu's slightly satisfied expression, I ran all the way back to the house, washed my face quickly, and changed my clothes.

Dog thing, he didn't tell me that there was a change in the itinerary when he came back, and he insisted on letting me be scolded.

Spend your 10 minutes, this girl is naturally beautiful, 5 minutes is enough.

When I reappeared in front of everyone with a brand new look, I didn't expect Bai Yu to lean over suddenly, and my heart tightened suddenly. In broad daylight, could it be that he wanted it.

At this moment, my mind is full of the picture of him kissing me last night.

Of course he didn't do what I imagined, he just leaned over and sniffed me, then frowned and said:

"You are still in the range of drunk driving, sit in the back and let me drive."

"Then hurry up and sit in the back. This kid, knowing that he was being dropped off today, still drank so much. If it wasn't for Xiaoyu, Feifei would have to take a taxi away."

I glared at Bai Yu, opened the car and got in.

This girl is very angry, but the car is my own, so when I closed the door, I still restrained the surging anger in my heart.

Bai Yu said he was treating guests to dinner, but he didn't say that he was treating us to KFC, and it was still at the airport restaurant.In the face of my doubts, he behaved with peace of mind.

"Who made you sleep so dead in the car"

Well, it was my fault too.

I can't say why, but I always feel that after last night, Bai Yu seems to be a different person, and he has become more talkative than before. In my opinion, I always feel that he is the same as when he was a child, and he owes something.

When eating, he thought I was ugly and indecent.

When drinking, he thought it was unhygienic for me to blow bubbles into the bottle.

He even talked about wiping his mouth with a tissue.

I finally couldn't bear it and said to Bai Fei:

"Can you please take him away?"

Bai Feize had the same accent as Bai Yu, and thought about it seriously before answering me:

"He has reached the age of 18, he can decide his own fate"

Should I be thankful, thankful that I can sit and eat with this alien sibling.

Then I never thought that Bai Yu would mention the person I had been avoiding all morning so naturally.But it was precisely because of his intentional or unintentional words that the cancer lying between us was healed.

"I don't understand why you have to act so aggressive when you're with me, but not when you're with Cheng Wei",

"What are you talking about, Cheng Wei is my brother, of course he is different from you"

Because of what happened last night, I was worried that Bai Fei would be unhappy because of it, so I blurted out before Bai Yu finished speaking.

"He's your brother, so what's the difference between me and him?"

"you you,"

Bai Yu stared at me intently, and I became speechless in a moment of desperation.

"I, me, what's wrong with me?" Bai Yu asked after imitating me

"Because she loves you, I understand it, but you still don't understand it, and you still say you are not stupid after all this."

Undoubtedly, Bai Fei's words put me in an extremely embarrassing situation. I hurriedly turned to look at Bai Yu and wanted to explain, but I couldn't even utter a complete sentence in my panic.

In the end, I could only watch helplessly as Bai Yu had a long-lost smile on his face, patted me on the shoulder heavily with the original expression, and then walked towards the bathroom.

"Bai Fei, you killed me, we can't make jokes like this, besides, you will make Man Yue misunderstand"

I looked at Bai Fei and said solemnly.

"Since you can't make such a joke, then don't make a joke or it will be over."

"Bai Fei, I'm serious"

"Okay, I'm really tired for you guys. Tell me if you're tired this morning, and you're acting in front of me just for that little shit, Wei Xiaoduo, you're too self-conscious, you know. Look at how packed your closet is." Yes, with the wholesale market. People who still want to help me tidy up. They usually don’t talk too much nonsense, but they chatted with me all morning about trivial matters. You heard my conversation with Cheng Wei last night, so you feel sorry I, and then I was thinking about doing something for me to make up for the so-called debt to me."

When Bai Fei told me these things, his tone was calm and his expression was indifferent, as if I was the one who needed to be comforted.

"But honey, I don't take comfort from this. On the contrary, you will only make me more and more frustrated. I like him, he doesn't like me, he likes you, and it's not one of us. Wrong. So, you don't have to feel guilty about it, you forgot what I said, I am determined to win him, but before that, you have to do me a favor, a favor that must be yours"

Looking at her bright smile, the phrase "I'm sorry" finally disappeared from her lips.As she said, none of us need to apologize, because feelings are the only things in the world that are not controlled by others.It won't ask you if it's okay or not, and it will swarm and be unstoppable as soon as it comes.

When Bai Fei left, his last look was towards the entrance of the station. As she expected, Brother Cheng Wei didn't come.

But at the next moment, when she looked at the mobile phone she had been holding in her hand, she had a bright smile on her face.

In the afternoon light, her back is shining through the glass of the airport. I envy her bravery and wish her bravery will not be let down. She and Cheng Weige have a bright future.

"What did Bai Fei talk to you about? Why does it make you feel depressed?" On the way back, after I was silent for several minutes, Bai Yu asked.

I actually wanted to suggest that he become a psychiatrist instead. When I thought about my frank confrontation with Bai Fei, I had to thank him for "throwing bricks and attracting jade", although the quality of the jade he brought out was a bit off.

"I don't want to say that, but I still want to thank you"

"Raise your hand"

"Do you need me to explain to Man Yue? It's not good to break the appointment at the beginning of the original agreement."

"Huh?" Bai Yu focused, looked at me suspiciously, and seemed to ask for an explanation.However, soon, he regained his memory and said calmly:

"Oh no, I said it before"

"it is good"

Then there was another silence. It is obvious that my silence is far-fetched compared to his calmness. His sudden kiss last night and that inexplicable sentence changed in my mind as the alcohol volatilized. more real.

He kissed me more than once, and although he apologized twice, shouldn't he say something about yesterday, or explain it?

Don't I look like I've been treated casually and frivolously?

"Then what, don't take what Bai Fei said just now, she's talking nonsense."

I'm sorry to bring up the kiss directly, I can only adopt a roundabout attitude.

"Which one?"

To be honest, I didn't expect him to ask such a question. At this moment, I seriously suspected that he had severe amnesia, and it was the kind that only happened when I was together.

"Don't pretend, I know you remember"

"Well, good" is simple and straightforward

"I'm serious" I repeated my attitude

"I know you are serious." YouQi deliberately emphasized his tone when he said the word "very serious".

"Then can you be serious and stop laughing so obviously?"

"I didn't laugh, you read it wrong." After finishing speaking, he turned his head and gave me a serious expression to prove that he was right.

Seeing his strange words and deeds instantly made me feel like a lifetime away, like returning to the days when we were tit-for-tat when we were young, refusing to give in to each other, making the whole street restless.

Undoubtedly, the roundabout tactic ended in failure. I still couldn't bring up what happened last night, and in the end I could only imitate Bai Yu and pretend to have amnesia after drinking.

After Bai Fei left, we each returned to our original state of life.In order to catch up with the previous progress, unfortunately, I became an overtime worker. In addition, I also acted as Bai Fei's eyeliner here, accepting the surveillance work on Cheng Weige that she ordered from time to time.

Brother Cheng Wei seems to be busier than before, and it has become normal to not see each other for a few days.However, this is not a bad thing for me who is not yet mentally prepared.I can't contact Brother Cheng Wei, so I can only inquire about news for Bai Fei.The aunt said that he had a new project in Shanghai, and during this time he was on an inspection tour.I called my second child, only to find out that it was one of his research results that Cheng Weige's company wanted to invest in.I said he was mutilating siblings, but he refused to admit it and insisted that it was a waste of fat and water.

So, my text messages to Bai Fei basically reply like this: target, AI, gender: ominous.

As for Bai Yu, like I said before, he seems to have completely broken away from the tsundere-bellied black man.I won't talk about the evening shift, because we basically don't see each other.But as long as it is a day shift, he will quickly get into the car one second before I start the car, and then smile brightly at me.The enthusiasm of laughing is like paying for the car fare.

Over time, sending him to work became part of the routine, driven by habit.Of course, the source of all this is only because a promise that is too difficult to reach the sky has not yet found a chance to be fulfilled.

At the airport that day, Bai Fei asked me to do her a favor, and that favor was to open the compartment of Bai Yu's wallet and tell her who was inside.She said it was a bet she made with Bai Yu, and if she won, Bai Yu would help her chase Cheng Weige.

Opening his wallet compartment was easier said than done.If he doesn't want to show it to me, do I have to sneak around in other people's wallets?Can I, Wei Xiaoduo, be able to do this kind of chicken and dog thief?

I can't match Bai Fei's softness and strong curiosity, so I can only wait patiently and wait for the opportunity.

Later, it turned out that I, Wei Xiaoduo, could really do those tricky things, although the results were not ideal.

In these waiting days, I don't have a day when I'm not in a state of tension.Because Bai Yu has changed to Saya during this time, in order to keep an eye on the whereabouts of Bai Yu's coat, waking up suddenly in the middle of the night has become a frequent occurrence.

Sometimes even in my dreams, I can dream of girls with all kinds of strange looks smiling at me maliciously.With this going on, the day when I'm going to have a mental breakdown is really just around the corner.

It is said that God will not disappoint every caring person, no, the opportunity really came.

At three o'clock in the morning, I woke up as usual and waited with my ears open for the completion of the series of actions from opening to closing the door in the outer room.When everything was quiet, I got up from the bed and tiptoed to the living room.In order to walk like a cat, I didn't even wear shoes.

Sure enough, hard work paid off. Suddenly, when he looked at a corner of the sofa, his eyes were instantly lit by a black cloud.

Although I couldn't figure it out afterwards, how I saw the black suit in the corner of the sofa at a glance in the darkness.

At that time, I was startled, and the uncontrollable joy in my heart dominated my eager hands.I looked around, but no one was there, so I groped along the lines of the suit until I reached the inside pocket.

Thankfully, the wallet is still there!

I was both excited and nervous, and my feet jumped unconsciously.

Just as I was secretly cheering for success, suddenly, a pair of big hands stretched out from behind, and landed firmly on the wallet, and then, the prey I finally got was taken away in front of my eyes.

It took a long time, but it was still cut off.

"Wei Xiaoduo, if you need money, you can ask me for it, but you can't steal it"

When the word "steal" is said, I really don't like to hear it. I just wanted to talk to him, but suddenly, I had a flash of inspiration, why not follow the trend?

It not only preserved Bai Fei, but also maintained his little thoughts.

"I'm not stealing, I'm taking it, take it out first, and then ask you to borrow it"

Bai Yu looked at me suspiciously, as if he was weighing the authenticity of my words.

"Did you do anything that violated laws and regulations or violated morals recently?" Immediately, he asked

"No,"

"That is not doing business properly and being fired from the company"

"no"

"Then why are you staying up late at night and stealing my wallet?"

"It's been said that it's not stealing, it's borrowing." I defended this behavior again.

Based on my many years of struggle experience with him, it is more suitable for a quick fight than a tug-of-war.So I adopted the strategy that I have always used since I was a child. The hero will not suffer the immediate loss, and he will run away if he can't beat it.

"If you don't borrow it, don't borrow it. Why are there so many nonsense, you are stingy."

I went back to my room, and the moment the door closed, I saw Bai Yu still standing there, thinking with a wallet in his hand.The white shirt hadn't been changed yet, and her neat hair hung softly around her ears.

No, I clearly heard that he closed the bedroom for a while before he acted. Could it be that a real scene of praying mantis catching cicada and oriole behind him was staged just now?

Later, after thinking about it carefully, I always felt that I had entered Bai Fei's game.

The reason is that she is angry that Viagra likes me.

You see, women are all the same, they say it's okay, but they are actually extremely jealous.

However, compared to those storylines where you are fighting to the death and wishing to rub each other into the mud, I gladly accept Bai Fei's petty revenge on me.

Therefore, I plan to continue with her as pure as possible.