Crush Diary

29.

After confirming my mind, I no longer hesitate.

There is such a thing to look forward to in my life, it seems that the gray is becoming blinding.

30.

My life hasn't changed much because of this, but my state of mind seems to have changed.

I make more chance encounters, but in fact, I dare not meet him more often, just take a look at him, sometimes I can easily muster the courage to meet him "accidentally", and we just nod and miss up.

I didn't even get to say a word to him.

Although I sometimes feel disappointed, but most of the time I feel happy.

I can think about it for a long time at night for a look in his eyes.

I looked at him like a man looks at a lamp in the dark.

31.

Slowly, I am no longer afraid of being burned, but I just want to be closer to him.

32.

There is a small circle around Li Ranxing, which only belongs to their powerful children, and no one else can get in.

For the first time, I envied my half-brother. He was born half a year earlier than me and is my brother in name. If I were him, I might be able to get closer to Li Ranxing.

33.

In order not to be seen by others and to be close to Li Ranxing, I took the initiative to sign up for the tennis club. They were not willing to take me. Many of those people knew my reputation, but they heard that I volunteered to clean up the ball after school. tools, cleaning, they hesitated, and finally agreed.

They are not willing to do such dirty work, and if someone is willing to do it, they are fools to refuse.

They asked me why I wanted to join the tennis club?

I said I want to learn tennis.

Of course I don’t really like tennis, but I found out that Li Ranxing and the others would always go to the basketball court opposite the tennis court to play basketball. I didn’t dare to go directly to the basketball club for fear that people would notice my straightforward eyes, so I simply went. tennis club.

But even if Li Ranxing and I are only one court away, we rarely communicate with each other.

Li Ranxing's friends are all young men, he has his own circle, and ordinary people can't get in.

But I can look at him across the court from a distance, and I feel content and joy.

34.

It is said that secret love is sour, but I seldom feel sour. I feel joy when I see him.

35.

In a blink of an eye, I am in my third year of high school.Li Ranxing is also a sophomore in high school.

The college entrance examination is approaching, and the academic pressure is increasing, but the number of times I go to the tennis club has not decreased because of this. It has become a rare leisure time for me every day.

That day I dragged the box past the basketball court as usual.

Li Ranxing and the others are playing basketball.

Li Ranxing was surrounded by several people trying to grab the ball. He suddenly stopped, jumped up, and made a beautiful shot.

Li Ranxing played basketball very well.

There seems to be nothing in this world that he can't do.

He is so perfect and humble, never arrogant, not even a bit of arrogance of a rich kid.

My heart is jumping for joy at this moment again because of his beauty.

36.

I lowered my head and pretended to clean up the tennis court, but my eyes kept sneaking across the basketball court.

I saw that some of the group of people who had finished playing basketball with Li Ranxing looked at me a few times, then put their hands on Li Ranxing's shoulders and said a few words with a smile.

Although I don't know what they are talking about, I feel keenly that it has something to do with me.

Suddenly, Li Ranxing looked at me after listening to their words.

I happened to be peeking at him at that time, but now he caught him, I suddenly panicked, and was about to lower my head when I saw the man next to him with Li Ranxing's shoulder waving at me.

There were several other people on the tennis court besides me. I wasn't sure if he was waving at me. It wasn't until the man pointed at me again to let me pass that I was sure he was talking about me.

I don't know if there is something wrong with them calling me, my instinct tells me not to go there, but Li Ranxing is right there...how can I control myself not to approach him?

After thinking about it, I put down the box in my hand and walked over.

37.

It's only the distance of a one-person court, but I feel like I've walked a century.

38.

I even kind of wanted to cut my hair before going there, but of course I didn't.

I don't want anyone to see that I like him.

It's just that I didn't expect the person next to Li Ranxing to say something to me as soon as I passed by.

"Hey, kid, why are you always looking at our brother Li?"

39.

I stopped immediately, almost turning around and running away.

The blood flowed back on my face, and my face suddenly flushed red.

I was flustered, but I quickly analyzed the meaning of their words. I don't know if these people really saw my strange thoughts, or they just wanted to tease me.

"Tell me, why do you always look at our brother Li? I found out that you have been watching for several months." Those people stood in front of me and stopped me.

There was a bang in my head, and my face turned even redder.

I tried desperately to explain, but felt that nothing made sense.

How could a normal boy watch another boy play for several months?

Of course, I didn't just watch it for months.

For a moment, I felt like I had been sentenced to death.

39.

I didn't dare to look at Li Ranxing's face, and didn't dare to think about what would happen if Li Ranxing knew my thoughts?

Does he really know that I like him?

40.

Those people stood in front of me, even whistled a few times, and looked at me maliciously.

Finally, Li Ranxing spoke.

41.

"Do you like basketball?" Li Ranxing asked me suddenly.

I looked up at him.

After I had made enough mental preparations, I suddenly found that his expression hadn't changed much, and I felt a lot more at ease in my heart.

When Li Ranxing opened his mouth like this, the people next to him stopped talking.

They watched me quietly, waiting for me to speak.

I nodded my head, and said with a bit of disobedience in my tongue: "Hi... I like it."

Those people looked at me with different eyes, but at that time, I had already ignored how others looked at me.

My attention is all on Li Ranxing.

I noticed that he actually looked at me and smiled again.

He threw the basketball in his hand to me suddenly.

I hastily caught it.

"Practice well, we can fight together next time."

He and his gang of brothers turned and left.

42.

I stared blankly at his walking back with his basketball for a while.

I didn't realize what I was doing until they were all gone.

I can't tell what Li Ranxing said just now.

But suddenly I felt hot on my face.

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