Crush Diary

7.

After meeting Wang Zifan last time, Li Ranxing couldn't help but think of him for some reason.

He gradually remembered those things in high school.

In high school, Wang Zifan seemed to always like to lower his eyes.He was always alone, alone.

He doesn't like to meet people's eyes. A few times when he occasionally looked at him, he would suddenly look away, as if flustered.

Since when did you find out that he likes you?

8.

Li Ranxing remembers that the first time he heard Wang Zifan's name from someone else was when someone said he was a bitch that no one wanted.

This ugly word made him frown.

His mother often said he was a soft-hearted man.

In fact, he doesn't think he is such a soft-hearted person, maybe those modest and perfect masks are just the disguise he shows to others.

Growing up, he has always tried to do what others asked him to do.

He rarely has anything he likes to do.

It sounds a bit hypocritical to say this, he often feels that he lives without self, he lives in the perfect frame in the eyes of elders and outsiders.

At that time, Li Ranxing was just freshman in high school, and such a notorious name hit his ears, and he would always subconsciously observe that person in the crowd afterwards.

He looks very handsome, with straight eyebrows and eyes, and he doesn't seem to be a person who would do those bad things.

But his eyes were withdrawn, like a lone wolf breaking into the crowd.

Li Ranxing has also seen his fierce eyes. In that alley, he was beaten by those people until the corners of his mouth and eyes were bruised, but there was always a fierceness in his eyes that refused to admit defeat.

After that, he stood up and gave him a hard look.

Naturally, Li Ranxing would not be annoyed by his eyes, but he thought this person was a bit funny.

He seems to be out of tune with everyone, but he has his own world, and he still lives well in his own world.

If everyone says the round shape is beautiful, then Wang Zifan must be the square shape. Everyone thinks the square shape is not good, but he thinks the corners are extremely rare.

9.

Of course, he has heard about those things about the Wang family.

But in the end it was someone else's business, and it had nothing to do with him.

In fact, he and Wang Zifan were like two parallel lines, but too many small things caused the parallel lines to shift their angles, and the two of them intersected.

10.

He knew about the dirty things among the rich and powerful early on, and after a little inquiring, he knew that Wang Zifan's current reputation was actually deliberately done by someone.

But he's not that kind of guy.

He was like a poor little wolf then.

Well, it was like this in front of him.

Thinking of this, Li Ranxing slightly bent his lips.

11.

Li Ranxing returned to the house where he lived in high school before.

At that time, in order to be close to the school, he lived in a house near the school. The house was bought by his parents a long time ago, and now the land is very expensive.

At that time, he didn't live in the house much after he bought it, and he lived there for a while when he was in high school. Later, his parents divorced, and the house was simply assigned to him.

This area is an older community, only a few buildings have elevators, and the one he lives in happens to be without one.

He walked up six flights of stairs to his house.

12.

He was in a hurry to leave the country at the time, and the house was not cleaned up. After so many years, the house is still so clean, probably his father came here occasionally to clean it up for him.

13.

The furnishing of the house has not changed much.

There is also a large basketball poster on the bedroom wall.

Li Ranxing originally planned to buy this house when he came back this time, but he gave up after thinking about it when he came back.

He squatted down, ready to tidy up the room.

14.

While tidying up the room, he found a gray scarf.

Quietly placed in a box.

Li Ranxing suddenly remembered that the person once said that this color matched his eyes very well.

15.

When Wang Zifan saw Li Ranxing again, he saw a gray scarf around his neck.

Wang Zifan took a few glances and said, "The scarf is not bad."

Li Ranxing raised his eyebrows and said nothing.

16.

This is the second meeting since we met at the stall that day.

They also gradually became familiar with each other.

Wang Zifan is now working in a scientific research institute, studying the movement of stars in the universe.

"I didn't expect you to be interested in this area." Li Ranxing said, "I remember when you said in high school that you wanted to work in finance."

Wang Zifan smiled and said, "I didn't expect that I would end up doing scientific research."

When he was in high school, Wang Zifan’s biggest goal in studying was to make money, and the financial field has never been short of money.

Compared with scientific research, which is a laborious and possibly thankless job, doing finance can bring in a lot of money quickly, and it is likely that the results of more than ten years of hard research are not as good as what other financial tycoons can earn by selling a stock .

The industry of scientific research sounds high-end, but compared with other people with the same degree of education, the salary in this industry is not high, and scientific research requires a lot of time and energy, and research topics such as cosmic stars are more likely to spend a lifetime I can't study anything, and the effort and investment are often not directly proportional.

"After I was in college, I met a very good teacher. He gave me a different understanding of cosmic and stellar science. Later, he was short of manpower for a project, so I applied for a postgraduate student in our school to work under him. Later , directly entered the research institute after graduation.”

The universe is a vast and vast thing, and human beings are much smaller than Sha Shuo in front of the universe.A small step taken by human beings in the study of the universe will affect the whole world in the future.

The so-called country and the so-called money are, in the final analysis, just things that humans imagined. The country itself does not exist, but because human beings need such a state machine to maintain production and maintain order, so there is a contract, and there is a country in black and white. .And money, in the final analysis, has no value in itself, it is just an exchange tool that human beings came up with in order to exchange goods.

Apart from all these, the most essential thing of human beings is life, and the universe gave birth to life.

Studying the universe is also studying life and human beings.

In other words, the universe is an essential thing beyond the meaning of all life.

The origin of the study of the universe may come from a very old question: why do humans exist?

What gave birth to human beings is the earth.

So what gave birth to the earth?

is the universe.

So what is the universe?

When I was young, I studied for the pursuit of fame and fortune, but in the end I chose a job that had nothing to do with fame and fortune.

Perhaps, there is always something more valuable than money in this world.

It seemed like he shouldn't have existed since he was born.

Explore what it means to be alive.

This may be the final reason why he finally chose to embark on the road of scientific research.

17.

It sounds like something unreal, but he is really working hard on it.

18.

After the two of them finished their meal, someone happened to be playing basketball on the side of the road.

A basketball flew over and was just caught by Li Ranxing.

"It's been a long time since I played, do you want to play?"

Wang Zifan looked at him, then at the basketball in his hand, and nodded.

19.

In the end, two well-dressed adults mingled with a group of children and had a heated fight with them.

20.

"Your technique has improved a lot." Li Ranxing said after taking a sip of water.

Wang Zifan also wiped his sweat with a tissue.

"Well, I have practiced."

21.

Li Ranxing raised his head and drank half a bottle of water.

He wiped his lips, turned his head to look at Wang Zifan and said, "Is the ball that I gave you still there?"