Identity swap

Jiang Huaiyuan called this my home, but it was actually a property under Jiang Huaiyuan's own name.

He was just a doctor, and the house was just one of two properties left to him by his parents before they went abroad.

Jiang Huaiyuan put the laptop on the living room to look through the medical records, and I stayed in my room and didn't want to go out.The four walls have already been pasted with printed wallpaper, which looks elegant and simple, but it does not affect my bad mood and continues to flood.

I looked at the whole thick anatomy book, pharmacology, pediatrics, internal medicine, etc., as well as medical books of various forms on the bookshelf, and felt dizzy for a while.

Until today, I always thought that amnesia had nothing to do with what I learned.But when I opened the book, I realized that I might have lost my memory to the point where I forgot everything I had learned. Clinical medicine is a field I don’t understand at all.

I suspect that Amao, Fatty and Xiao Linzi lied to me together, saying that I have been the number one professional for four consecutive years, and I am struggling to learn even the most basic nursing, but I opened the drawer, looking for something At that time, when I saw the thick stack of award certificates and group photos on it, I had no choice but to be discouraged.

I did appear in the group photo. "×× Debate Competition Gold Award", "×× Excellent Host of Singing Contest", "The Chairman of the ×× Outstanding Student Union"... Every certificate is matched with my ostentatious smiling face.

I turned over one by one, Jiang Huaiyuan knocked on my door: "Xiao Zhao, can I come in?"

I responded casually, and Jiang Huaiyuan opened the door and came in.

"What are you doing? Lock yourself in the door when you come back"

I looked up and his eyes were full of concern.

"I went to class today, only to find that I forgot all the medical content I learned"

Jiang Huaiyuan pulled up a chair and sat down beside me: "That's easy to say, you are my direct apprentice, if you tell me what you can't, I will teach you."

I looked at the messy medical books on the desk.There are scattered notes and stickers that I copied from the class group.

Jiang Huaiyuan should ask me what knowledge I know, but I can't say it.

"I'll see for myself, if it doesn't work I'll call you again" I don't know where the stubbornness comes from, I don't want to admit defeat like this.

He looked at me with a straight face and said: "Okay, you read the book, I will sit here and wait for your questions."

"Do not you have a job?"

"After work, those cases and documents can be read quickly, and academic articles are not in a hurry"

Holding the stack of medical books in my freshman year, I prepared to read from the beginning, covering the covers of each book, and secretly glanced at Jiang Huaiyuan, hoping that he would not notice that I had degenerated into a blank sheet of paper.

He took a book casually and sat on the sidelines thinking, while I was still reading a book on Nursing Fundamentals and didn't realize this at all.

"Have you forgotten even the most basic medical theories now?" Jiang Huaiyuan pondered for a while, put the book aside, and said lightly, "In the past, you used to pester me with books and ask me about this. Ask me that, I don't mind if you ask it again now"

There was no emotion in Jiang Huaiyuan's words, but I said stubbornly: "Let me read it first, I will copy it out and ask you if I don't know it."

He was reading a book of psychology, and occasionally stopped to watch the pages of the book in my hand turn over.

I know that Jiang Huaiyuan is just accompanying me, he can do something he likes, there is no need to waste time with me, but with him, I feel at ease for no reason, just like I can't find him in the dark night. On the road ahead, Jiang Huaiyuan drove out and stopped beside me, just telling me "I'll pick you up", I felt extremely at ease.

"Do you still remember why you chose medicine?" He said suddenly, with a faint smile on his face.

I looked at his slender fingers holding the book and asked, "Why?"

"You tell me that because you want to chase me, you want to spend more time with me in the future, and then I will find out that you are good"

I looked back, it was indeed like what the "I" who loved him said.

"I forgot" I paused, my words flickering.

He rubbed my hair and smiled: "You don't have to always talk about forgetting, I will accompany you to remember slowly, in fact, it doesn't matter if you don't remember."

Jiang Huaiyuan is right, I can only think about it slowly.

Seeing that I didn't answer, he continued: "You have always studied well, and I am naturally proud of you."

He shouldn't be talking to me. Originally, I was watching all over the world, but when he interrupted me, I started to be distracted, thinking about what I had experienced before.

I read until midnight, Jiang Huaiyuan looked at the time, raised his hand and threw my book aside, and said in an orderly tone: "Xiao Zhao, it's time to go to bed, don't read any more."

The disadvantage of wolfing down a book is that what I can remember is fragmented, and if I come up with any theory, I can probably only mention one or two unrelated professional terms.

After brushing his teeth and washing his face, Jiang Huaiyuan was still there when he returned to the room.

He sat on a swivel chair, smiled when he saw me coming in, stood up and hugged me, I had a bad feeling in my heart.

"Huaiyuan...I, I haven't gotten used to it yet"

He froze for a moment, and his smile deepened: "Xiao Zhao, what are you thinking? What are you afraid I will do to you?"

My heart was exposed, and my face was a little hot. I have no objection if he wants to hug me, but I find it difficult to accept him if he wants to kiss me. People don't want to be crooked.

"Then...then you go back first"

Jiang Huaiyuan hugged me and moved to the bed, my mind was full of red warnings, nervous and restless with rejection.

"Xiao Zhao, relax, I'm not doing anything to you." His breath came from my head, and there was a faint fragrance of bathing on my body.

It wasn't until I was lying on the bed that Jiang Huaiyuan bent down to cover me with the quilt, and I was relieved when he turned to leave.Unexpectedly, he would lean over again and leave a warm and moist kiss on my forehead.

Jiang Huaiyuan said: "Good night"

Get up and go out, and turn off the light for me by the way.

I touched the remaining kiss on my forehead, and the soft touch on his lips when he kissed me. I tried my best not to notice it, but the kiss was like a spell, and the more I didn't want to pay attention, it made me The feeling became clearer and clearer, and it gradually reminded me of his face in front of me when his lips and teeth were close to mine in the car.

It was only seven in the morning when Jiang Huaiyuan woke him up.In fact, he didn't call me, I woke up after feeling a tickle on my face, and Jiang Huaiyuan was kissing my face when I opened my eyes.

He had just finished washing, his lips were moist and soft, leaving a cool and watery touch on my face.

Jiang Huaiyuan half-supported his body, saw me wake up, and said, "Xiao Zhao, are you awake? I thought this was keeping you awake."

I wiped the half of my face that he kissed with my hand, brushed my hair casually, and half-opened my sleepy eyes, he couldn't help but reach out and rub my hair, it must have become a chicken coop.

"Why did you sleep like this?" Jiang Huai laughed at me from a distance, but he didn't stop rubbing his hands, "If I saw you like this before, you must have run back and hid?"

I pushed his hand away and got up to look for slippers.

"Once I went to your dormitory to look for you, you just woke up, opened the dormitory door, saw me, and closed the door with a 'bang', which startled me, and I was just wondering, keep knocking on the door, fat man Come out and open it for me. As soon as I go in, I see that you are all dressed and your hair is combed meticulously. I can tell what you are messing around in there at a glance, and you are still pretending..."

When Jiang Huaiyuan talked about the past, he always talked non-stop.

I frowned, probably Jiang Huaiyuan would never know that I actually didn't want to hear those memories that I had no feelings for. I didn't interrupt him because when he talked about the past, his face was always as sweet as if he had got a piece of it. treasure.

On the table was the breakfast he made early in the morning. I looked at those breakfasts and then at him.

"Xiao Zhao, I made a loving and nutritious breakfast for you," he smiled at me. "As a doctor, I may not have so much time to accompany you, but I still want to have breakfast with you as much as possible when I have time."

Jiang Huaiyuan is a doctor, and he is extremely particular about the ingredients he chooses when cooking. This is a rule that I discovered slowly later. He pays attention to the combination and nutrition of the ingredients in the meals he cooks, as small as a bowl of porridge.

He is an idealistic person.

When I went to get my schoolbag after breakfast, I found that the books for today's class had been packed and put in my schoolbag.Jiang Huaiyuan half leaned against the door, knocked on the door, and said, "Let's go."

Jiang Huaiyuan has to go to work, and I have to go to school.

I took the mobile phone he gave me, turned on the navigation software and said: "I can navigate, and look at the road by the way, so I won't forget it next time."

"Are you afraid of cars?" He turned his head and asked me, "There are no vehicles on this road, and the roads are very wide."

I didn't expect that he was worried about this.

"No, you may not have enough time to go to work after sending me off"

"It's okay, I'll drop by." He didn't give me any room for negotiation.

Jiang Huaiyuan insisted on sending me to the gate of the university, and when he got out of the car, he blew me a kiss and blinked: "Go in quickly."

I was dumbfounded by his air kiss, and waved to him with my schoolbag in my hand: "Then go to work quickly."

On the road, I met a fat man riding a bicycle into the school gate. He had half a bun in his mouth and greeted me with one hand: "Good morning, Xiao Zhao."

Jiang Huaiyuan's car had already driven away, and I said, "Fatty, take me with you"

The fat man said: "If you can catch up with me, you will come up."

I ran a few steps, grabbed the back seat of his bicycle and jumped lightly, the bike shook a bit, and I sat firmly on his back seat.The fat man should be considerate of me not long after I was discharged from the hospital, and let me go, otherwise I would not be able to catch up with the car of a person who exercises regularly.

I looked at the time, and it was almost eight o'clock. I urged the fat man to say, "Hurry up, it's time for class."

"Whose class is today?" Fatty asked me casually as he rode slowly.

I opened the class schedule and said, "Histology and Embryology... who taught it?"

"Damn it," the fat man exclaimed, "the old witch's lesson"

Next, the fat man exerted all his strength and rode the bike very fast. If I didn’t grab the back seat, I would probably be thrown on the road, but it’s almost the same. strips.

When the fat man and I ran upstairs panting, that fierce little woman almost sprayed us to death because we were 1 minute late.

The woman seemed to recognize me, and asked me in front of so many people from all majors, why didn't I sit in the front row now that I was here.I was embarrassed for a while, hesitated and couldn't speak, and I didn't know who shouted: "Teacher, Xiao Zhao has just been discharged from the hospital" and I was able to escape.

The courses of the fifth grade of clinical medicine are all recurring courses, and they pay more attention to the internship and practical operation. Most of the students have lost their enthusiasm for listening to the lectures.There are not a few people lying on the table yawning, playing with mobile phones, and making small movements.

But I can't do this, because any student who is playing in the game dimly can answer a few questions when he is called to answer the question, but if I am called, I really can't.