Identity swap

I started to supplement the basics crazily. Fortunately, my medical books from freshman to senior year were densely filled with various notes and remarks. Five courses are few, I can have time to make up all the courses.

In the anatomy class offered by the school, a group of students in white clothes were tossing a dog with bloody hands. After watching it for a few minutes, I pulled away the crowd and rushed to the bathroom to vomit.

The fat man's white coat was stained with blood on his hands, he ran out after me, looked at me throwing up, frowned and asked me, "Xiao Zhao, what's the matter with you? You can't even bear this bit of blood. Doctor? Shouldn't you get used to it when you were a freshman or sophomore?"

I managed to vomit dryly, and said smoothly, "Maybe I forgot, I have to get used to it again."

"Why do I have the feeling that your life has to start all over again? I just took a practical class in my freshman and sophomore year, and it's much bloodier than it is now, and I don't see you being so irritated like this."

Amao called me outside the bathroom and asked me how I was doing. I washed my face and replied, "It's okay."

If they don't say it, I also have the feeling that my life has been reshuffled.

I didn't continue the practical class. I went in and tried it once, but it still didn't work.

I don't think I'm fit to be a doctor.

Ah Mao took two skewers, gave one to me, ate most of his own, and asked me, "Then what do you want to be?"

I was shopping with her when she asked me, and she regarded me as a "best friend".I don't like that word applied to me. Although I don't look like a strong and fleshy macho, at least I don't look like a sissy.But she can be cute in everything. To put it bluntly, except for the daily crazy gossip about the progress of my relationship with Jiang Huaiyuan, she is pretty normal at other times.

I thought about it carefully, and a sentence suddenly echoed in my mind:

"Lin Chen, you belong to the most shining stage..."

I had a splitting headache, and there was a buzzing sound in my head. I saw the group of strange faces around me again, still with nervous and curious eyes. I also saw A Mao. She should be shouting loudly. What, but I can't hear you.

When I woke up, I saw the familiar ward again, with a drip in my hand, and Yu Xiaoyan was invited to be my temporary nurse again.Seeing me waking up, her first reaction was to put the handful of melon seeds back into the fruit plate, and rubbed her dirty hands against me.

"Xiao Zhao, are you awake?" There was only surprise in her eyes but not joy.

"What's wrong with me?" I rubbed my forehead, remembering that I fainted on the street with people coming and going.

When Jiang Huaiyuan passed by, he took a look inside, and I inadvertently exchanged glances with him. He changed his direction and walked quickly into my ward.

"Xiao Zhao, how do you feel now?" He asked me.

"It's okay, what's wrong with me?"

There was a hint of worry on Jiang Huaiyuan's face that was not easy to be noticed by others, but I could still see it.

"The blood clot in your brain is a bit serious," he closed his eyes and took a deep breath, "It's okay, I will definitely help you"

I don't know how heavy the meaning he said is for me. Even if he doesn't help me, what can I do, but no matter what I say to him, I should thank him, because he is doing it for my own good. Also because since waking up, he is the only one who is willing to take care of me like my family.

"Xiao Zhao, I heard that you are not used to the practice class?" Jiang Huaiyuan reached out to wipe the sweat from my forehead, and Yu Xiaoyan withdrew wisely.

"Well, it's still not good to do experiments, the scene is too bloody"

Jiang Huaiyuan pondered for a moment, then pulled a chair and sat beside me: "Xiao Zhao, as a doctor, there is no way not to face these things."

I understand what he said, so I don't think I can be a doctor.

"You have been studying for four years, and you have mastered everything very well. I went back to school to give a speech before, and several highly respected teachers in the school were very optimistic about you." He pressed his hand on my shoulder, just like his hope for me. As heavy, "Didn't you agree that you and I will work hand in hand in the same field?"

I looked at his distinct facial features, and the expectation in his eyes, and silently swallowed all the words of rejection.

If I could do it before, maybe I can do it now.

"The experimental course will inevitably be bloody at the beginning, just get used to it." Jiang Huaiyuan continued to comfort me, his voice was calm, making people want to believe him involuntarily.

Jiang Huaiyuan always said he wanted me to stay in the hospital for observation, and I lay in the hospital for another two days. He was afraid that I would not be able to keep up with the courses, so he even brought me the books, a few big volumes.

If he said clearly that he was very busy and couldn't take care of both home and the hospital, I could understand it. After all, being a doctor is really tiring, especially when he sometimes has to perform more than a dozen operations a day, but he didn't say anything. In the name of illness, they forcefully kept me in the hospital.

Most of the time I can see Yu Xiaoyan, she is eating. For example, she is eating toffee now. It was given to me by Jiang Huaiyuan. Jiang Huaiyuan always has candy in his pocket. I don’t know where it came from. habit.

"Doctor Jiang is very busy these days." Yu Xiaoyan peeled off a layer of sugar coating, threw the toffee into her mouth, and said vaguely, "It's the seasons again, especially in autumn and winter, when respiratory diseases are high. The doctors in the hospital are busy.”

I responded to her words one after another. Yu Xiaoyan is a girl who can't be idle. The key is that she talks a lot, so I can't review—or it should be called preview. How many laps do you go out first?"

So Yu Xiaoyan happily went out for a tour, and she never came back for a whole afternoon, so that I lost my dinner. She probably forgot the meal schedule in the hospital, and even forgot that she is still in the hospital. Take care of a sick person.

I got out of the hospital bed by myself, and when I went to the hospital canteen, the canteen was closed. I was wearing a hospital gown, so I couldn’t get out of the hospital at all, so I had to wait for Jiang Huaiyuan, Yu Xiaoyan, or any living person to bring me food.

Back in the ward, I took out my mobile phone, clicked on the contacts, and slid down one by one. Most of the names were unknown. When I slid to "Song Qi", I regained my energy, and he should give me Bring something to eat?

Sure enough, Song Qi came to the hospital very quickly with two large insulated boxes. I opened it and saw that it was full of tonic soup. The restaurant ordered and brought it.

"Drink secretly," he put his index finger on his lips, made a silent movement, and whispered, "Don't let Huaiyuan find out."

As soon as I picked up the insulated box and was about to bury my head in it, Jiang Huaiyuan's voice sounded.

"What to drink? I won't find out what?" Jiang Huaiyuan put his hands in his pockets, looked at the big insulated box in my hand, frowned, and asked Song Qi, "Old Song, what soup did you bring him? "

"What kind of soup...just ordinary chicken soup"

"Where's the material? What's there?"

"..."

Song Qi was choked, he probably didn't expect to be asked what material was in it.

"Why do you care so much? Xiao Zhao didn't even eat dinner. You don't even know how long it will take until you're still in the operation. If I don't bring him food, why should Xiao Zhao wait for you to finish the operation before eating?" ?”

I felt that the atmosphere was not right, so I hurriedly interrupted: "I think the soup brought by Seventh Brother is quite delicious."

Jiang Huaiyuan was instantly ignited: "Good drink doesn't necessarily mean health, health doesn't mean it suits you, your own life is at stake?"

I knew I was wrong, so I stopped talking, covered the soup that Song Qi had sent, and put it aside.

Song Qi pulled him: "No, Huaiyuan, what do you mean? How did I offend you today?"

Jiang Huaiyuan glanced at me with indifference: "I'm sorry, I'm not in a good mood today." He closed the door and left alone.

Song Qi opened the soup again and cursed: "Is Jiang Huaiyuan sick today? Who messed with him today?"

I shrugged and said I didn't know.

If it's me, it's probably because of what I said.After thinking about it, I think the most likely thing is that he was angry because I said that I am not suitable to be a doctor.

But what is there to be angry about?

He wants me to be a doctor, so I will continue to study, maybe I will really be a good doctor, saving lives and healing the wounded is not bad.I was suddenly interested in why Jiang Huaiyuan wanted to be a doctor, so I asked Song Qi about it.

Song Qi and I were drinking soup from a large thermos box: "He, it's simple, don't you have a heart disease?"

"...Just because of me?"

Song Qi knocked on my thermos box: "What other reason do you want? A good man's angel who saves lives and heals the wounded?"

I said, "He does look like"

Song Qi sneered: "I've known him for so many years, but I've never seen him shine like this before."

"Well, how long have you known him?"

Song Qi glanced at me, squinted her eyes and said lazily: "College classmate, you should call me senior. How long do you say you have known each other?"

I nodded, patted my stomach, and said, "I'm full, go out for a walk with me"

Song Qi packed up the thermos box and put it on the table. When he walked to the door, he suddenly turned back and picked up the thermos box, saying, "Xiao Zhao, I'm tired today. I'll go back first. You can go out by yourself. It's not too late."

I was feeling baffled when I walked out of the ward and saw Jiang Huaiyuan sitting on the bench at the door, like a statue, a statue that had lost its color of sadness and joy.

The lights in the corridor turned on one by one following Song Qi's footsteps, and the white light above my head never went out. I tried to call him: "Huaiyuan"

Jiang Huaiyuan raised his head, looked at me slowly, a faint smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and there was no real happiness in his eyes: "Xiao Zhao, it's so late, where are you going?"

"Brother Qi sent too much soup, I'm overwhelmed, let's go for a walk"

He let out an "oh", lost in thought, or was wandering.

"Then... shall I go first?"

Jiang Huaiyuan stood up and walked towards his office: "Wait for me, I'll go with you"

When he appeared again, he was holding a coat in his hand: "Let's go, it's cold at night, don't catch cold anymore"