Identity swap

I stepped into the classroom because I couldn't find my way.Song Qi also forgot where my lab building was. I fainted twice in the huge campus, and I couldn't walk around in the right place.

Fatty, Ah Mao and Xiao Linzi were all sitting in the last few rows, and they were all startled when they saw me coming in through the back door.The fat man had just finished eating fried dough sticks, and his hands were covered with oil stains. He pulled me to sit next to him: "Xiao Zhao, why are you here?"

A Mao opened his sleepy eyes and looked at me, and was also frightened by me.

"It's rare, Zhaozhao is finally here?" Just as she finished speaking, people looked back at me curiously before and after.Embarrassed, I sat down and covered my face with a book.

"Well, Huaiyuan said, I want to come to class today, I've been lying down for too long, and I want to come to class as soon as possible."

"Tsk tsk tsk, it's terrible, Xiao Zhao has just recovered from his illness and has chased after her boyfriend. Is life complete?" Xiao Linzi looked back at me from the front, with a look of "I understand" on his face. expression, patted my shoulder.

The three of them didn't seem surprised that I had a boyfriend, which was beyond my comprehension.

A Mao picked up the book and was about to hit him: "What are you talking about? You are still sour"

I smiled awkwardly, opened the textbook and asked, "Where did the teacher talk?"

They glanced at me, and the fat man turned to page 224 for me, pointed to the PPT above and said, "I just arrived here today"

When I looked at that page, I was a little dizzy. I tried to read it, but I couldn’t understand it. I turned to the first page and started from the beginning. After one class, I only read a few pages. bible.

Fatty has been listening carefully to the class, and Xiao Linzi is chatting happily with the people around him. Sometimes I ask him a few questions and they will answer them patiently, but I still don’t understand. I can recognize every word of the organization and hierarchy. , I don’t know what the hell they are talking about when they are combined together. This makes me very irritable. I have been flipping through books throughout the class, searching while flipping, but the things on the Internet are not necessarily accurate, and may also lead to misleading. Section [-] I got a little depressed in class.

Amao looked at my book while listening to the class, and tapped me with a pen: "Actually, if you take a break from school for half a year, it doesn't matter if you forget what you learned before. Anyway, it's only October now, and the final exam is still far away."

I could hear her reassuring me, but I wasn't sure I could keep up.

The fat man said: "You have been the first in your grade for four consecutive years since your freshman year. It doesn't matter if you retire this year. Just treat yourself as a vacation."

Ah Mao gave the fat man a thumbs up and said teasingly: "Retire this time, fat man, you are the first in the school year, and the abacus is hard enough."

"Then Xiao Zhao lost his memory by virtue of his strength, I will do my part." The fat man clasped his fists and replied without humility.

In fact, the fat man is not fat, and his figure is tall and straight. He looks like he has practiced.

"Why is fat man called fat man?" I couldn't stand it any longer, closed the book, and chatted with them dejectedly.

Xiao Linzi heard it, and turned around and gossiped with me: "Because of love, he was still a chubby fat boy in his freshman year, and he persisted for four years for his girlfriend. Fat people are all potential stocks. This figure , how many boys' dreams!"

The fat man said: "Go away, don't disturb my class"

As soon as get out of class was over, a bunch of people started to gather around me.

"Yang Zhao, you are back, how are you doing, are you okay?"

"Yang Zhao, how is your body now?"

"Yang Zhao, do you still remember me?"

"..."

They surrounded me, and I responded with one sentence and one sentence with another. Strange faces appeared in front of me, but I didn't know who they were, so I could barely cope.

It seems that I was very popular before I lost my memory, but now I don't know how to get along, and I can't follow the good people.

Amao blocked some curious people: "Go, go, Zhao Zhao is not fully healed yet, I can't remember."

Ah Mao used to be the vice-chairman of the student union. He could mix with boys and girls, and was very popular in the medical school. This trick blocked the curiosity of most people. I am sincerely grateful to Ah Mao.

After class, Ahmao and Xiaolinzi took me around the campus.

Every time I go to a place, Amao will point out to me, where is Lover's Bridge, Qianshipo, Qingmeng Garden...

Xiao Linzi teased me and said, I once had a date with Jiang Huaiyuan in Qingmeng Garden, and I sat under the wisteria tree facing the moon, but I couldn’t say anything. They said that one year they secretly made an appointment in my name to go to the Lover's Bridge in Jianghuaiyuan on Qixi Festival, and then lied to me to go up, but I didn't do anything and ran back, so they didn't have time to take pictures...

I looked at the lover's bridge in front of Qingmeng Garden and the sparkling river under the bridge, and imagined the scene of the two standing together when the breeze blows... I couldn't imagine it, because even this campus is strange.

After finishing diagnostics in the afternoon, it was already dark, Ah Mao was still doing experiments at school, Xiao Linzi invited a group of friends to play, and Fatty had to work part-time.

When the classroom was empty, I hadn't packed my textbooks yet, so I leaned on the back of the table and stared at the sky outside the window in a daze.

In this world, people around me take it for granted that I am a person and things related to me, but I am like a blind man who is lost, unable to find the exit, grasp the way he came from, and do not know the way back.

Even the feelings they mentioned, when they mentioned it to me, I felt that "I must have loved Jiang Huaiyuan very much", but in fact, even if I were in the same room with Jiang Huaiyuan, I didn't have the deep-rooted love they said. emotion.

I don't know what went wrong, now I even wonder: am I really gay?

Carrying my schoolbag on my back, I followed the path that Amao took me through during the day, and I walked to Qingmeng Garden, and sat down on a long chair by the river.

The night wind is cool and blows slowly.There are no stars in the sky, only the bright moon is left in the sky, and the silver light spreads across thousands of miles and spreads on the ground.

The long chairs around were full of people, and some people were sitting on the ground in the garden, playing games in a circle, whispering, and the sound of playing and playing filled the ears, and there was still October in the air. The sweetness of osmanthus.

I have a feeling that I have nowhere to go.

I didn't know how long I sat there, until my stomach started screaming hungry, so I touched my stomach and walked out.

When Song Qi sent me in, she didn't say that she would wait for me to go back at night.I touched my pocket and looked through my schoolbag, but found nothing, not even an ID card.

Should I ask Jianghuaiyuan if I have a mobile phone?

It was dark and I didn't even know the way, and I forgot to ask Jiang Huaiyuan where he lived.

I turned back to the laboratory, hoping to find Ah Mao, but the doors of the laboratory building were locked, and the whole building was pitch-black, and there was no way anyone could be inside.

It felt like a broken bottle. Fortunately, I still had dozens of dollars in my pocket. There was a snack street right outside the school. I just found a small shop and ordered something to fill my stomach. I would not starve to death.

A large bowl of wontons was brought over, and I was stunned to see it. There is such a large bowl for more than ten yuan. Although the soup is watery, it is really delicious. If I can’t eat it, I really want to have another big bowl.

But after eating, it's time for me to worry, how do I go back?

I finally went to the security room and squatted, told the security that I was waiting for a friend, and waited for someone to come to me.God knows how I came up with this method at the time, and I was embarrassed to say that I didn't remember anything and waited for someone to pick it up.

In fact, I don't have much hope that Jiang Huaiyuan can come to the school to find me.

I just want to find a place to stay for a while, because I don't even have an ID card, and I can't go to an Internet cafe, and I can't open a warm air-conditioned room, otherwise I can only run around like a headless chicken , may not be able to find the way back.

When it was almost ten o'clock, the old security guard was very impatient and chased me back and forth several times. I finally made up my mind to follow the broken memories of the day to find the way back.

The wind was a bit cold at night, there were only two rows of white street lights on the road, there were hardly any pedestrians, and there were few vehicles. I stopped and stopped, and I was still not sure about the direction.

The night is like a ghost, beckoning to me, even if I go to a wrong intersection, I may get lost in the long night, I can only put the hood on my head and speed up my pace.

A car or two drove by, and I dodged subconsciously.

I can't deny that I was a little scared.

Then I thought of some scenarios.

A man wearing a ghost mask, the corner of his mouth curled up, and he smiled lightly with red lips: "Are you afraid of ghosts?"

After I was taken aback, I replied viciously: "You are afraid of ghosts, your whole family is afraid of ghosts"

He smiled without saying a word, and shook his head: "Today is Halloween, am I creating an atmosphere?"

He is wearing a mask, I really can't remember his face, I even forgot his name, but he feels very familiar to me, like someone who is by my side day and night.

Sometimes reality is so cruel.Many people have told me that the person I love is Jiang Huaiyuan, and the person I have spent all my energy chasing after is also Jiang Huaiyuan, but Jiang Huaiyuan is just an ordinary stranger to me now.

Another car drove past me. This car was driving a bit slowly, and it was easy to think of a human trafficking vehicle. I was about to turn around and leave, when a voice came from inside the car: "Xiao Zhao?"

I stopped and turned my head to look, it was Jiang Huaiyuan.

He quickly opened the car door, rushed over and hugged me tightly, I don't know if it was him shaking or I was shivering from the cold, he hugged me for a long time, and whispered: "I'm here to take you home"

At that moment, I thought I was moved, waiting in the security room for hours, stumbling on the road, lost my way at night, no matter what, someone cared about me.

Jiang Huaiyuan was not in a hurry to drive. He took out a cigarette and a lighter to light it. He tried several times, but he couldn't get it on. I looked at his trembling hands, reached for his lighter, and lit it for him up.

"The doctor also smokes?" I put the lighter in the drawer of his car and looked at him sideways.

Jiang Huaiyuan didn't answer me.He took a deep breath, exhaled the smoke out of the window, was silent for a while, stubbed out the cigarette, threw it on the side of the road, turned sideways to support the back of my head, and kissed me unexpectedly.

I could feel that he couldn't calm down, but the moment he kissed me, I was not prepared for anything, my mind went blank, my heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and I was a little out of breath. Taste, this kiss, I can't tell whether it is sweet or bitter.

He closed his eyes, and I watched the magnified face in front of me so nervously that I didn't know what to do. He grabbed my waist with the other hand, and I began to struggle to push him away.

Jiang Huaiyuan slowly half-opened his eyes, but he didn't move his face away, and the breath of speaking was blown on my face: "Xiao Zhao, why are you so stiff? You can't even open your mouth to kiss you."

I had no choice but to look away: "I... I'm not used to it"

Jiang Huaiyuan let go of his hand, and looked at me in silence, the light reflected in his eyes, with bits and pieces of beauty.

"I still feel too unfamiliar with you." I concealed my panic, trying to calm down the strong anxiety in my heart.

"Oh" he simply said a word, held my hand, and said in silence for a long time, "Xiao Zhao, I made a mistake today... I forgot to give you my mobile phone when I went out."

Jiang Huaiyuan handed me a mobile phone of the same type as his: "It contains my phone number...I reissued your old card for you."

I took it, flipped through it casually, and tried to avoid his scorching gaze: "Thank you"

"Do you blame me?"

"what?"

"I mean, it's been so long since you haven't come home. I thought you were playing outside. I found out something was wrong after calling your friend. I didn't know where to look for you..." His lips were pale, Laugh with bitterness.