【Kaiyuan】Shewu Blurred

[Because loss is the normal state of life, I never dare to let go of your hand again. 】

When the first snow falls in winter, run to see the person you like.

He was wearing that soft sweater that you used to love to rub against, and he sat there quietly playing the guitar and humming soft tunes.

The hair is freshly washed, seems to still have the warmth of the hairdryer, smooth hair, no hairspray that you don't like so much.

The eyes are drooping, although most of the charming pupils are covered, but the shadow of the eyelashes is more obvious, and the upward arc is a little bit seductive.

His profile is really, really beautiful, sometimes you will complain that he looks like a doll, but if you don’t say it, you know that he doesn’t like such cute metaphors, he always feels that he is very manly.

How much do you like him?

When I miss him, I especially want to be together, and I can't help but look at him when we are together, and I still miss him when I look at him.

The most beautiful silhouette you have ever seen, the brightest eyes, and the warmest smile are all his favorite appearances.

Even though I was very angry about this person, I went through a difficult time, and my heart is still pierced until now, I can't lie to myself that I don't care.

And he actually said to you so cheekily that he wanted to hug you.

It was so unreasonable to say that he couldn't wait that long.

My heart softened as if it had melted.

Wang Yuan stood where he was, his hand still resting on a stain on his clothes.

"Come here." Wang Junkai repeated.

He moved half a step almost subconsciously, only then remembered that he had just come here with resentment, and quickly stopped the car: "I won't go."

Wang Junkai put the guitar aside: "Then I'll go there."

"Wang Junkai, are you sick?" Looking at the leg he was about to move, Wang Yuan shouted hastily, "Are you able to move now?!"

"If you don't come, I'll go." Wang Junkai didn't listen to him at all.

"You can't see the mess on my body??"

"Then I'll go."

"Lie back for me!" There was Kai's father and mother outside, Wang Yuan didn't dare to raise his voice very loudly, but there was still anger that couldn't be ignored.

Wang Junkai didn't speak anymore, but directly supported his upper body.

... This person can really kill people's anger when he gets into a dead end!

Angrily, Wang Yuan threw his coat on the ground, and walked in front of him in three steps at a time——

Just now, one was anxious to let the other party come over, and the other wanted to come over but refused to show it, but when they really faced each other at close range, they were all taken aback.

Come here, then what?

Want...a hug?

Wang Yuan's eyes wandered for a while, and when he lowered his head again, he saw Wang Junkai frowning and staring at his hand.

When he raised his hand, he realized that a small piece of skin had been scratched on his palm. Because it was too small, it didn't hurt, and he didn't even notice it.

But Wang Junkai actually showed a very complicated expression.

Wang Yuan is very familiar with this expression. It has been like this since he was very young. When he is sick or injured, even if it is a very mild one, Wang Junkai will always show this expression.

There is some guilt, probably because he is the older brother and should take care of him.

A little sullen, maybe because he is the captain and he should be taken care of.

Even, and some, pain.

Maybe it's because he empathizes with him.

Such an expression made Wang Yuan feel guilty, and couldn't help turning his hands behind his back: "It's okay, it's just..."

But before he finished speaking, Wang Junkai actually took his hand and kissed it.

Kiss next to the wound.

Wang Yuan stared blankly, a little at a loss.

His hands were dirty, he just fell down and stood on the slippery ground, he was so anxious when he came in, he didn't even care about washing his hands, there was a little blood stain on the broken skin, it seemed that even he would dislike it Own.

But this guy with an astonishing degree of cleanliness actually kissed his hand.

He seemed to feel that this action was too intimate and hypocritical. Wang Junkai's face flushed a little, but he still looked confident and confident, and asked, "Is there any other injury?"

"No, it's thickly dressed..." Wang Yuan subconsciously said, and only after he answered did he realize something was wrong—what the hell? !So what if there were other injuries?What do you want...

This kind of embarrassing atmosphere had never existed between the two of them, Wang Yuan tried hard but still felt unbearable, turned around and wanted to run away.

But the next moment, he was dragged into his arms forcefully by the person behind him.

The moment he lost his balance, Wang Yuan didn't know how he did it, but he was still distracted thinking about not pressing on Wang Junkai's injured leg.

The big tiger seemed to have a posture of not caring about it, and it took a lot of strength to bring him into its arms. It seemed that it had been too long since I saw it, and I forgot that even though the little rabbit had grown a lot taller, it was still light.

It should be painful to slam into someone's arms so hard.

But the man so gently supported his weight with all his strength, and then hugged him from behind with all his might.

After being so strong for a while, he rubbed softly on the back of his neck and back like a kitten, sniffing gently between his hair and shoulders and neck, as if he had seen someone who hadn't come home for a long time. Owner.

Wang Yuan felt a little at a loss.

This way of describing it is too decent. In fact, half of his body is weak, he feels flustered, and his mouth feels dry.

The festive fireworks outside the window seemed to explode inside his head.

It wasn't until the people behind him began to restlessly put their lips on the mole on the back of his neck that Wang Yuan came back to his senses, and his voice was still soft when he spoke: "Wang Junkai... I'm still angry."

"Hmm..." I don't know if this person heard it, but he still kissed his neck lightly.

"Wang Junkai," Wang Yuan raised his voice a little, "I didn't forgive you."

"Hmm." The tiger's teeth brushed against his smooth neck, itching and hurting a little.

The apex of his heart trembled, Wang Yuan finally couldn't bear it, and unceremoniously gave the person behind him a strong elbow: "Wang Junkai! Are you finished?!"

When Wang Junkai raised his head, his eyes were still a little drowned: "...No."

"Will that brother punch you and you will be finished?" Wang Yuan glared at him angrily.

In his eyes, that handsome face looks like a child's, and it has no deterrent effect. Wang Junkai's heart is like strawberry-flavored cotton candy, sweet and soft, and he can't help pretending to be stupid: "You are bullying the wounded. .”

"I think you've been fine just now..." Wang Yuan gave him a white look, but he still couldn't help asking, "What's wrong with your leg? Is it seriously injured?"

"It's not serious," Wang Junkai explained truthfully, "I just twisted a bit when I landed. I didn't feel it at the time. I just wanted to rest."

Wang Yuan broke free from his embrace and pulled his trousers. It seemed that there was nothing wrong with him. He couldn't help but realize that he was cheated by his mother - the relationship between the two families has always been very good, and the adults didn't know about the awkward quarrel before. Among the entanglements, it is natural to find a way to hope that the two of them will reconcile quickly.

I just don't know how the family members will react when they really know the situation between him and Wang Junkai.

Together with this thought, my heart became a little irritable in vain.

"Since you're fine, I'll go first." Wang Yuan stood up and went to get his coat.

Wang Junkai grabbed his arm: "My leg will be broken if you leave."

"If you talk nonsense again, I will never talk to you again." Wang Yuan was so angry at his unrestrained speech.

"So you're going to talk to me now?" It's frightening for a guy who has always been dull to be clever.

Wang Yuan was about to refute, but Kai's mother's voice came from outside, asking him if he wanted to eat pork ribs, he hesitated and changed the subject: "Let's talk about it later, I have to go out."

"When is the future?" Wang Junkai didn't let go, "Wang Yuan'er, don't you know how difficult it is for us to meet?"

"Who made it so difficult?" Wang Yuan stabbed him unceremoniously.

"...Don't be angry anymore," Wang Junkai seemed to be begging, "at least let me finish what I didn't finish a year ago."

That look made Wang Yuan feel a little shaken, but Kai's mother thought that he didn't hear the question and made him a little flustered, so he could only say: "In the future, I will listen to you when I have a chance, I really have to go out."

"Then I'll take it as if you agreed." Wang Junkai didn't intend to force him, he let go of his hand and smiled, "I have to go directly to Hengdian to film after the festival, please be good and don't run around."

Hearing this, he knew that it would be difficult for the two of them to meet immediately. Wang Yuan felt a little uncomfortable, and blurted out: "I don't like long-distance relationships." Kay's mother's calling sounded and fled.

Sure enough, among other things, the fact that the two of them had been together for only 5 minutes in a serious manner had really not changed.

You can't talk nonsense during the New Year, especially during the Spring Festival.

Wang Yuan casually said "I don't like long-distance relationships", which directly caused the two to start a long-distance relationship before they "loved" again.

Although the two are not completely reconciled, the situation in front of them is indeed a bit of a bright future. When Wang Junkai left Chongqing again, the haze was swept away.

He didn't fool Wang Yuan this time, the injury on his leg was really not serious, he flew to Hengdian immediately after the fifth day to film a movie, coincidentally, Tang Yu was also in Hengdian.

However, Tang Yu's fear of chaos in the world is worthy of the name, so he took the time to go to his crew for a walk, and immediately bombarded Wang Yuan on WeChat after returning——

"Wang Xiaoyuaner, Wang Xiaoyuaner, who do you think I'm with?" (Selfie & Half of Wang Junkai's face)

"Listen Wang Xiaoyuan, our crew can hear the screams of Wang Junkai's fans." (Voice)

"Wang Xiaoyuan, I saw a super beautiful woman outside the shed holding a sign saying that she is going to marry Wang Junkai, why isn't she my fan..." (highly blurred picture)

"Wang Xiaoyuan..."

……

In Wang Yuan's recording studio in Beijing, when his phone vibrated, his eyelids jumped, and he wanted to pull Tang Yu out of the phone and beat him up.

After struggling to finish recording a song, he didn't bother with that person in the end, but took out his mobile phone and sent Wang Junkai a WeChat message: "Why don't you take Tang Yu to step on the horse?"

Wang Junkai replied almost in seconds: "Diaoweiya-style dazed. GIF".

"Stop talking about Wia with me." Wang Yuan was upset when he remembered that Wang Junkai was injured and bedridden during the Chinese New Year, so he casually screenshotted the chat history between Tang Yu and him and sent it to him.

Who would have thought that Wang Junkai was smiling like a fishy cat: "Are you jealous?"

"No." Wang Yuan sent an indifferent face, "I find him annoying."

Wang Junkai smiled: "Don't you know how to deal with him?"

"I know but I don't dare. Bei Jianing's situation doesn't seem to be very optimistic. Tang Yu gets very annoyed when he mentions this recently." Wang Yuan sighed. Although he and Wang Junkai are going well now, the things about his friends will inevitably affect his life. Emotions, not to mention that Tang Yu and Bei Jianing are really a bit like their replicas, which made him feel a bit sad about the death of a rabbit and a fox.

Bah bah bah!He is talking nonsense again!

He and Wang Junkai are still hanging in the middle of the road, and they are really drunk if they still have the energy to worry about Tang Yu... Although they are hanging, most of the reason is because of him.

In fact, he didn't want to make both of them uncomfortable by holding on like this. Tang Yu was right, there is a limit to everything. If he was so stubborn and made Wang Junkai feel cold in the end, it would be too much for the loss.

It seems to be the most reasonable choice.

But things like feelings can't be measured by simple pay and rewards or choices and benefits. Sometimes it's just a tiny bit of feeling stuck there, and I always feel that something is a little bit wrong.

I can't say it, it makes people uncomfortable out of thin air.

Hormone kicks and dopamine hits are innate biological abilities—but they just aren't enough.

Destiny may lead a bridge between you and the person you like, but whether you can walk or not depends on each other. If you miss one step, you will pass by each other, and if you stumble for a moment, you will be smashed to pieces.

Some people learn by themselves without a teacher, and some people understand quickly when they meet the right person.

But there are still many people who stumble all their lives and fail to understand the meaning of it in the end.

Relationships have always been managed together in order to feel at ease and at ease. In the past, Wang Junkai was passionate and led him away, but now he always refuses when he has a grudge, it is not the most suitable way.

Maybe the way was wrong at the beginning, he should listen to what Wang Junkai wanted to say all the time, and he should also tell all the entanglements in his heart, so as not to let the two of them get so entangled without knowing why.

That's right, that's how it should be.

The idea in his heart was good. Wang Yuan made an appointment with Wang Junkai when he returned to Beijing from Hengdian, but before the man got off the plane, an unexpected call came.

"Yuanyuan, do you have time to come to the original dormitory?" I haven't seen each other for more than a year. The voice of Xiao Ren has not changed, but there is still a little strangeness, "This place is going to be renovated, I will find some you I want to give it to you with my own hands."

When asked what it was, Miss Ren would know when she said it, and she had been used to listening to her for so many years, and there was still time before Wang Junkai arrived, so Wang Yuan didn't shirk and went for a trip.

The most familiar places will become strange.

He used to be able to touch the bathroom in the dormitory with his eyes closed in the middle of the night, but now he just vacated the furniture, which made him feel as if he had fallen into a strange space.

It is not only this place that hits the heart, but also all the memories carried here.

Sing, dance, study.

Slapstick, games, jokes.

This used to be their second home and their first home in Beijing.

Most importantly, there are many pasts between him and Wang Junkai.

The memory of rushing back willfully, secretly sleeping in Wang Junkai's room with many small thoughts.

The memory of accidentally lighting the fire, and being turned yellow by the light bulb above the head.

Very few, but very warm, memories of sleeping together.

When those memories flooded his mind, Wang Yuan's mind was in a mess.

Together, there is actually only one thought——

Why doesn't Wang Junkai come back soon...

Sister Xiaoren followed him around in the small dormitory, and finally gave him the box that had been in her hand all along.

"There are your things, and there are Xiaokai's. You didn't leave anything when you left. If you can't wear those clothes and shoes, I probably don't want them anymore. I just left the ones I might have."

The box was not big, and it was quite empty inside. There were only two things that caught Wang Yuan's attention.

One is the bracelet Wang Junkai gave him on his 17th birthday.

He wore it for a year, and finally left it here cruelly when he left. Unexpectedly, Miss Ren took it well.

The other thing is a receipt.

The date was a week before his 18th birthday.

Artemer's ring.

"Lifetime Promise".

Miss Ren looked at his trembling eyes when he stared at the receipt, hesitated a little and said, "Yuanyuan, there are some things I don't think you know yet..."

Wang Junkai's plane was not late, and there was no traffic jam on the road, but he didn't contact Wang Yuan as soon as he landed - he encountered a more difficult matter.

When Wang Yuan called him, the voice of the kid on the other end of the phone was a little hoarse, but he was still confused: "Wang Junkai, where are you, I have to see you right away."

"I'm here, but I came back on the same flight as Tang Yu, so it's more troublesome now."

"Ah?" Wang Yuan was confused, "What's more troublesome?"

Wang Junkai sighed: "Didn't you watch the news this afternoon? Bei Jianing's news."

Another old story.

Young actress and established producer.

Another old fashioned way of exposing.

Photos, countless photos.

Arms hooked in front of hotels, kisses and hugs in saloons.

It's just that when these stereotypes happen to very familiar people, everything seems unreal.

Along the way, Tang Yu leaned against the car window and didn't speak. There were a few moments when he didn't even breathe. Wang Junkai observed his expression while driving, almost thinking that he was going to die.

After finally arriving at the underground garage of their company, Wang Yuan and Xiao Tong could be seen waiting there from a distance.

The three hurriedly pulled Tang Yu out of the car and were about to help him up the elevator, but the man suddenly pushed them away and ran up the stairs.

Wang Junkai and Wang Yuan followed subconsciously, but Xiaotong hesitated for a moment and got into the elevator.

There are more than 20 floors, and I don't know how the person who drank like that stumbled all the way to the top of the building, and the other two people didn't catch up.

Xiaotong had been waiting there for a long time, but he still couldn't stop Tang Yu, who was so strong after drinking.

The three of them thought he was going to jump off the building and were frightened to death, but they didn't expect this person to enter the roof, but he collapsed on the ground as if he had no strength, his mouth was open as if he was about to shout, and he was clutching his chest and panting in pain.

Wang Yuan rushed over to support his head, and stroked his chest one after another.

Wang Junkai held back the frantic little boy and motioned him to call Tang Yu's assistant.

"Don't worry, don't worry...Speak slowly..." The impact of the news was too great, and Wang Yuan didn't even recover from it, but Tang Yu couldn't help being complacent.

Wang Junkai walked over slowly with light steps, and when he walked to Wang Yuan, he happened to hear Tang Yu finally say those words:

"How...how did it become like this...how did we..."

The little girl who shyly called him "brother" with two braids when they first met.

The little girl who wrapped up in Hengdian down jacket and ate candied haws with him in the winter.

Sweaty little girls walking past many red carpets and podiums holding hands.

How did it become like this?

It turned out that in this circle, two very good people would really get separated in such an unbearable way.

After Tang Yu settled down, Wang Yuan felt that his trembling heart didn't stop.

He couldn't help walking to Wang Junkai who was standing in the corner of the room, and secretly held his hand.

At that moment, he realized that Wang Junkai's hands were cold, and there was an inexplicable fear in Wang Junkai's eyes.

Wang Junkai shook his hand back, holding it tightly.

A lot of things seemed to happen in half a day.

The receipt of the ring, Miss Ren's secret, news about Bei Jianing.

Wang Yuan suddenly realized something that he had never understood.

He thought that in the relationship between him and Wang Junkai, Wang Junkai was the stronger side, leading him by the nose and emotions for so many years.

But so many things mixed together made him realize that everyone is equal in love.

Wang Junkai is actually very unconfident, very scared, very weak, and very cautious.

Wang Junkai really didn't know how to like him.

So he thought about it, and lightly kicked Wang Junkai's calf in the dark.

"This time is to punish you for choosing to leave me."

He pinched his arm lightly again.

"This time, it's punishment for not telling me anything."

Then she pinched his face lightly.

"This is to punish you for taking so long to come to me."

Finally he stood on tiptoe.

"One last time."

"Thank you for never really wanting to leave me."