What is it like to find someone for your ex?

"You think I'm fine?

"Then do you like it?"

Guan Qing opened her mouth and looked at Ye Zi, speechless.

Ye Zi intertwined her fingers, leaned forward, and looked straight into Guan Qing's eyes: "Are you not satisfied with your current life? Your ideals, your lover, including your psychological state... fell into a failed relationship, There is no escape from it.”

Guan Qing looked at Ye Zi's eyes, Ye Zi's eyes were light brown, giving people a very gentle feeling.At this moment, Ye Zi put one hand on Guan Qing's shoulder and got very close, but Guan Qing didn't feel any discomfort.

He wanted to say, Ye Zi, don't analyze me.

But he couldn't say it.He felt that from Ye Zi's voice, to his movements, and even the way he looked at him, there was a wonderful power that made people unable to refute, and even made people involuntarily accept all his statements.

"Guan Qing, I know you, you are always hesitant, unable to let go of the past - that's why you have fallen into the current bad state. Have you ever thought about starting over? Or...you dare not?

"You are always like this. When you encounter something, the first thing you think of is to escape—"

The door was suddenly pushed open.

...It's Xie Xu.

Xie Xu was wearing shorts and a T-shirt, flip-flops on his feet, and sunglasses in his hands. He didn't dare to look at Guan Qing's expression, but stared at Ye Zi, his eyes were furious:

"Ye Zi, don't fucking take you—"

"What about me?" Ye Zi frowned briefly, then smiled, and opened his arms to meet him: "Thank you, you are so enthusiastic, I just wanted to contact you later."

With his back turned to Guan Qing, he said something to Xie Xu with his lips.Xie Xu's pupils constricted, he couldn't finish the second half of the sentence, he stretched out his hand stiffly, and hugged Ye Zi.

Ye Zi leaned into Xie Xu's ear and whispered, "Thief."

After finishing speaking, he let go of his hand with a smile, and patted Xie Xu on the back.

The atmosphere between the two was very strange.Guan Qing didn't have time to study it carefully.

Xie Xu has lost weight, has unshaven beard, and has dark circles under his eyes. He doesn't know what life he is living.

He...Jiang Lu didn't take good care of him?Guan Qing had a bitter taste in his mouth, thinking, if I—

That was so self-deceiving, he didn't want to think about it.

When Xie Xu looked over, Guan Qing quickly looked away.He felt that Xie Xu's gaze stayed on him for a long time, until Xie Xu's assistant, Xiao Zhang, came running out of breath, hugging Xie Xu's coat, and said while wiping his sweat:

"Brother Xu, why did you get out of the car suddenly? It's so dangerous, and many passers-by took pictures—"

It turned out that when Xie Xu heard the news of Ye Zi's return to China, he immediately came by car, but halfway through the road, Xie Xu threw his coat to his assistant, got out of the car and ran all the way in flip-flops.

Now there has been a hot search on Weibo for "the man running wild on the road is suspected to be Xie Xu".

What was even more frightening was that several people had already gathered downstairs, looking upstairs, and one of them was wearing Xie Xu's fan T-shirt.

In the past, Xie Xu was fully prepared when he went out. He was fully armed with sunglasses and hats, and came very low-key. This time was the first time he was so ostentatious.Originally, running around in the downtown area in the evening rush hour wearing big underpants was very eye-catching, not to mention that he was Xie Xu.

Xiao Zhang urged Xie Xu to leave quickly: "Brother Xu, there are more and more people, and who is waiting for you?"

'that whoever'.

Today is Friday, and couples have an evening date...it's normal.

Guan Qing froze, stared at the floor, and asked, "Is there something wrong?"

Eviction order.

Xie Xu opened his mouth, looked at Guan Qing, then at Ye Zi.Sensing his gaze, Ye Zi raised her head and slowly smiled at him.

Guan Qing didn't even look at him, nor did he ask why he came.

After such a long time, the first thing I said when we met was to drive him away.

Xie Xu tugged at the corner of the T-shirt, thinking belatedly, should he not dress so casually, should he shave his beard, should he walk in as if nothing had happened and dignified

Compared to Ye Zi, he really doesn't seem to be good enough.

So Guan Qing didn't even want to say a word to him.

Xie Xu was stunned for a while, tried his best to pretend nothing had happened, and said, "It's been a long time since we got together, why don't the three of us have a meal together?"

Guan Qing shook his head.

Xie Xu twitched the corner of his mouth: "Okay."

Ye Zi rolled his eyes at him, and made a graceful "see you" gesture.

Xie Xu took a deep look at Guan Qing and said, "Guan Qing, can I have a word with you alone?"

Guan Qing froze.

Xie Xu wants to... say what?

"I'm getting married on the eighth of next month"?

Guan Qing didn't want to hear it.He wished he could bury his head in the sand, even if he didn't see Xie Xu for the rest of his life, it would be much better than hearing about his marriage.

A great panic swept him, and at the end of the darkness, stood Xie Xu.Xie Xu looked at him quietly with a strange expression on his face.

Guan Qing didn't raise his head, but shook his head, but suddenly felt Ye Zi press his shoulder, smiled comfortingly at him, and mouthed: "It's okay, I'm right outside."

Ye Zi's voice suddenly brought him out of the endless depression, he looked up at Ye Zi, finally looked at Xie Xu, and nodded.

Xie Xu's hand clenched instantly.

The way Guan Qing looked at Ye Zi...full and unreserved trust and dependence.

Guan Qing had never seen him like that.

Ye Zi and Xiao Zhang went out, and thoughtfully closed the door behind them.

The room fell silent.

Xie Xu took two steps forward, not daring to get too close, feeling his throat was dry: "Guan Qing, are you so afraid of me?"

Why?He obviously... didn't do anything.

At most think about it.

If you want to lock Guan Qing up, you can only see him alone, you can't talk to others, and you can't smile at others.

But then, Guan Qing would completely hate him.

Guan Qing didn't answer, Xie Xu didn't think of him to answer, and then said: "Ye Zi...it's not what you think, be careful."

Ye Zi's intention, in Xie Xu's view, was too obvious.

In other words, he never thought of hiding it.

And what Xie Xu was most worried about happened.Guan Qing was finally willing to look up at him, but what he said was:

"What do you know about him?"

Guan Qing's tone was not aggressive, but very flat: "My mother was ill back then. If Ye Zi hadn't given out 20 yuan, I wouldn't be able to finish reading. He is my benefactor."

...so you can't say that about him.

Xie Xu had a sore nose and was speechless for a while.He wiped his face with his hands and said, "...I'm sorry."

He didn't dare to look at Guan Qing, and asked in a low voice, "Aren't you, you don't want to talk to me?"

Guan Qing didn't know how to answer.

How can I not want to, I want to see him every day, I want to be hugged by him, in my dream I will dream that he lazily calls me to get up, and after I open my eyes, I will stay up all night in an empty room.

Love Xie Xu has become a habit.It seems that when I get up early every day, I still subconsciously pour a cup of hot water and put it on the table.

The glass of water is still not cold.

He was reluctant to let the warmth that belonged to Xie Xu disappear, even if that would make him feel better.

Afraid to talk to Xie Xu?

It's just that he was afraid to admit that Xie Xu no longer belonged to him.

Since Xie Xu is already smiling at others, be nice to others... Can you be merciful and don't force him to see it with his own eyes.

In this way, he can still in his hallucinations and memories——

Effortlessly survive.

Seeing that Guan Qing didn't speak, Xie Xu didn't know what to say.

He could pester him endlessly, forcing Guan Qing to look at him, forcing Guan Qing to talk to him.Just like when they were in love before, Guan Qing concentrated on studying, and Xie Xu would stick to him every day and yell, sometimes "was scalded by boiling water", and sometimes "knocked his hand when going out, it hurts", always let Guan Qing take care of him.

But at that time he was confident.

And he is no longer the favored one, he will also be afraid, afraid that after this time, there will be no next time.

Xie Xu: "...Then I'll go first."

Sorry to upset you again.

Xie Xu's family conditions are very good, and he has never envied anyone since he was a child, and his family education has always taught him to be neither arrogant nor humble, neither arrogant nor jealous.

But now, he is so jealous of Ye Zi.

He also wanted to be mentioned by Guan Qing in that tone, it was very close and special.

Even now, he doesn't seem to understand himself.Is he doing it for Guan Qing's good, or for his own selfishness.

He said high-sounding words, trying to find a decent enough reason to push everyone around Guan Qing away.

What position does he take, what qualifications does he have.

He seemed to be immersed in his own sweet dreams, his hands were clearly empty, but he still had the illusion that he was still holding something.

He wanted to protect the person in his arms, but found that there was nothing in his arms.

"My mother was ill back then. If Ye Zi hadn't given out 20 yuan, I wouldn't be able to finish reading. He is my benefactor."

There is a sentence that Guan Qing didn't say——

Thank you, where were you then?

That was probably the first rift between them.

Sometime during my junior year, Xie Xu suddenly disappeared.I said I was going to film, but I didn't see any new work in the end, and I only called back occasionally, it seemed very busy.

That was the first time he realized that without Xie Xu, Guan Qing seemed not to be Guan Qing anymore.That was also the first time he realized that Xie Xu didn't trust him as much as he thought.

He used to think that he was the more important person in Xie Xu's life anyway, but that's not the case.

Like a tramp who was lucky enough to sleep next to a golden mountain, he issued the owner status to himself without authorization, which is ridiculously arrogant.

I don't know where his self-confidence came from at that time.

The author has something to say: Little Theater:

Xie Xu: Who is 'that who'?

Assistant: Huh?Didn't Director Fang invite you to dinner just now?

Xie Xu (fall): Director Fang just said Director Fang, what are you doing, my wife misunderstood me again, okay?

assistant:……

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