What is it like to find someone for your ex?

Leukemia was indeed a false alarm, Guan Qing was immersed in a sense of exhaustion for the rest of his life.

There was a long silence on both ends of the phone.

Guan Qing suddenly heard Xie Xu muttering in a low voice: "The phone number is indeed his new phone number. The voice is indeed his voice.

"...This dream is quite realistic."

After speaking, I hung up.

Guan Qing: "...

A little want to laugh, but also a little distressed.

Guan Qing called Xie Xu's agent, but was told that the agent had terminated the contract with Xie Xu.When I asked Xie Xu's assistant, the assistant actually said that Xie Xu hadn't worked for more than a week and had been staying at home, refusing to let them go.

Guan Qing's heart was up and down.

Want to meet Xie Xu?Thought.but……

He didn't know what he was afraid of.

When he realized it, Guan Qing was already standing downstairs in their former home.After all, Xie Xu is a superstar, and the security system in this community is strong enough. Guan Qing was let in because he used to be a resident, and the security guards didn't know he had moved out.

At that time, the scene of dragging the suitcase and leaving step by step is still vivid. At that time, I really thought that I would never come again.

He still overestimated his endurance.He thought that the rest of his life would pass by alone without thanking him.

It's only been a month, and it's already unbearable.

I want to see him, I really want to see him.

As the elevator went up one level at a time, Guan Qing felt that his heart was floating up from its original position, almost flying out of his chest.

Too useless.

On the entire 28th floor, only one resident is allowed. Guan Qing keeps the previous room card, and only by swiping the card or the owner's permission can he go up to a specific floor.

Guan Qing stepped out of the elevator and saw a pair of startled eyes.

——Jiang Lu.

The fair-skinned young man buttoned his neckline, his face was flushed, and he looked over in a panic.His pheromone overflowed almost without restraint, very sweet.

Guan Qing choked for breath, and suddenly felt his throat was extremely dry: "Hello..."

Jiang Lu smiled at him, obviously his whole body was pale and weak, but his lips were very ruddy, as if...he had just been kissed hard.He said, "Brother Qing, are you going to see Brother Xu?"

Guan Qing nodded stiffly.

Jiang Lu said: "Unfortunately, Brother Xu just fell asleep." He took a step forward, his eyes were bright, "If I remember correctly, Brother Qing, you and Brother Xu have already broken up, right?"

Guan Qing lowered his eyelids: "So what?"

Jiang Lu straightened his collar, and gave him a decent but slightly arrogant smile: "Then you still have the room card of Brother Xu's house, is it appropriate?"

Guan Qing: "..."

Jiang Lu: "Brother Xu is a public figure after all, I hope you will think about it for him, don't do it for your own selfishness—"

Guan Qing looked at the floor and said, "It has nothing to do with you."

Jiang Lu raised his eyebrows, as if he didn't expect Guan Qing to refute.He shrugged and stepped into the elevator.

Guan Qing thought, so he was afraid of this.

He was afraid, and when he regretted it, Xie Xu was no longer there.

Or... Xie Xu was never waiting for him.

The hugs, kisses, and unconditional love and pampering in the past have never been exclusive to Guan Qing.

When he was holding Xie Xu's hand, when he was nestled in Xie Xu's arms, when he was woken up by Xie Xu's kiss, he was always like a thief who occupied his master's house.

Can't feel at ease.

Guan Qing placed the card in his hand at the door.

He put his hand on the iron door, letting the cold seep from his palm into his heart little by little.Finally, he smiled: "Xie Xu, I have been here today...

"I won't come in the future."

——Xie Xu probably doesn't need him anymore.

In their love, Guan Qing has been dodging, probing, and evading.

It's all because he can't believe that Xie Xu loves him.

Just like a beggar who was used to being poor all his life, suddenly made a fortune, he has always been suspicious and uneasy.One day, when the treasure that is being held carefully in the hand is broken, you will feel a long-lost relief in the sadness.

It turned out that he was not magnanimous, nor was he thinking of Xie Xu.As Xie Xu said, he was just tired.

He was the first to let go.

"Mom, why did you give Jiang Lu my card?"

After arguing with his mother for a long time, Xie Xu hung up the phone in a fit of anger.

Xie Xu was very angry.He finally found out that Jiang Lu's intentions were very obvious, and he was very ignorant - he had already said it clearly, and the other party tried every means to get here. To be honest, he didn't like it a bit.

After answering Guan Qing's call, Xie Xu suddenly sobered up.

He was holding the phone, and couldn't control his smile. He looked at his face reflected in the French windows and thought, a little silly.

But—at least Guan Qing didn't hate him yet.

Xie Xu got up and tidied up the house, opened the window, threw the dirty clothes for several days into the washing machine, and sat in front of the washing machine with a small bench to watch.

If Guan Qing came and saw the mess at home, he would definitely not like it.

Guan Qing loves cleanliness so much.

If he finds that the house is clean and that Xie Xu is a self-disciplined person, won't he find him troublesome?Will it stay longer?

Is it just...won't leave?

Then the doorbell rang and another person entered.

Xie Xu shook his head, cutting off the unpleasant memories.He clumsily folded the clothes according to Guan Qing's usual method, took out the cups and saucers from the dishwasher, and arranged them neatly.

He tried his best to restore this home to the way it was when Guan Qing was still there.

In the past, Guan Qing always thought he was sloppy, and he always couldn't learn how to fold clothes and do housework.At that time, he fell asleep when he came home from filming. Guan Qing scolded him while washing the dishes while wearing an apron. Xie Xu hugged him, rubbed his unshaven chin, and said:

"What do I learn to do housework with you?"

Guan Qing was afraid of ticklish, she pushed him with a smile and said, "What if I'm not here anymore?"

What if I'm gone...?

A prophecy.

Xie Xu put the folded clothes in the most conspicuous place, and said in a low voice, "I have learned everything you taught me."

He's not lazy, he just likes the way Guan Qing loves him.

He also likes to refuse when a friend invites him to drink at night, saying: "It's too late, my baby won't let me."

Very proud tone.

Owning Guan Qing is the most proud thing in his life, far surpassing all his previous achievements.

After finishing the housework, Xie Xu waited while watching TV.

It was getting dark, and then slowly getting brighter again.

Xie Xu looked out the window, and occasionally had auditory hallucinations, and heard someone ringing the doorbell.Until noon, Xie Xu didn't believe it.He opened the door and saw what was pressed on the door—Guan Qing's exclusive room card.

"So you've been here before." Xie Xu knelt down, picked up the card, and smiled uglier than crying.

"You hate me so much? You don't even want to see me."

When they said they wanted to come back, they just came back to return the card.

"You...what do you mean?" Xie Xu's eyes were sore, he looked at Ka, and asked in a low voice with aggrieved voice, "You mean, never come back again?"

Then don't tell me.

Don't make me... have expectations.

He covered his face, and it took a long time before he picked up the card.He turned on the social software and spoke to that 'Qingqing':

"You lost your card today, I'll keep it for you first.

"Come and get it whenever you want it..."

He thought for a long time, and he was clearly facing a non-existent person, but he still couldn't say the following sentence:

"The next time you come to get the card, can you take me away by the way."

This is too shameless, and Guan Qing probably won't like it either.

Xie Xu didn't dare to say, now that he has nothing, he doesn't dare to ask for anything.

Although, he didn't really want much.

Guan Qing was the carrot hanging above his head.He clearly knew that no matter how he ran, he couldn't reach it, but just looking at it like this was enough for him to run hard for a long, long time.

He has reflected on that before, he was greedy and repented.

He really just needs a little sweetness.

It is enough to call him once in a while, meet him, and smile at him like before.He will keep running.

But Guan Qing is not even willing to give this.

"I..." Xie Xu buried his face in his palms and whispered, "I'll be tired too."

Seeing Guan Qing would make my heart ache, but not seeing him would make me miss him very much.

The guillotine that had been hanging above his head fell down and turned into a blunt knife, cutting randomly on his heart bit by bit.

He can hug the blade without any scruples, after all, a blunt knife doesn't hurt.

But he clearly saw blood coming out.

Guan Qing is used to getting up early. Although he is the boss, he is always the first person to arrive.But since meeting Jiang Lu at Xie Xu's place last time, he often suffers from insomnia and nightmares.

Falling asleep at four o'clock in the morning and getting up again at seven o'clock the next day.

He didn't like breakfast anymore, he was too lazy to do it, but he insisted on making fish and meat rice every day, and brought it to the little wild cat near the dating agency.

This group of little guys must recognize him, and they gather in the alley on time at 07:30 every day, meowing and circling around him.

Raising small animals is good. If you feed them and treat them well, they will get close to you and like you.

It would be great if people could do the same.

After a little raccoon was full, it walked up to Guan Qing, tilted its head to look at him, then lay down on the ground and rolled over, revealing its belly.

Guan Qing smiled and scratched its chin.

He thought about adopting a kitten one day.In the past, Xie Xu was allergic to cat hair, but now I don't have this concern.In the next few decades, he doesn't plan to make do with anyone anymore. It is enough to be able to honor his mother well and raise one or two small animals well.

At least not to die alone in a rented house.

There was a sudden noise outside the small alley, Guan Qing heard the sound and rushed out, and saw a girl in school uniform fainted on the ground, bleeding all over her body, a group of aunts around her were pointing and pointing, and some young people were hesitating Do you want to save:

"He's still a student, he's a good omega, but he actually had an abortion...and even went to a black clinic to have an abortion, tsk tsk tsk."

"What should I do? Oh, don't die at my door, bad luck."

"Whoever made her indiscreet, she deserves it."

Guan Qing only felt a surge of anger welling up in his heart. He pushed through the crowd, took off his suit jacket and put it on her body, then carefully picked up the girl.In fact, the little girl didn't completely lose consciousness, she was still frowning, and kept whispering "help me" and "it's so cold".

An acquaintance aunt advised Guan Qing: "Leave her alone, how unlucky she is, maybe they will beat you up and touch your porcelain."

Guan Qing looked at her and said seriously: "Please don't show up near our dating agency in the future. I feel bad luck. I will refund all your son's money."

"Don't be afraid, the hospital will be here soon." He comforted the girl in a low voice, but suddenly remembered that his car was parked 200 meters away - the only place where the car could be parked was there, and although the little girl was not heavy, he Not much strength.

"Follow me." A tall man next to him took the girl from his hand and walked quickly to the parking place.

Guan Qing was very grateful, looked at him, but found——

"...Ye Zi?"

Ye Zi was their senior brother who studied psychology. Guan Qing joined the Psychological Association in college and met him there.Ye Zi once helped Guan Qing a lot, and their relationship has always been very good.

And Ye Zi and Xie Xu have known each other since childhood, it seems to be a family connection.Later, when Ye Zi went abroad to study in her junior year, Guan Qing still missed her for a while.

They have been in contact with Ye Zi in recent years, but after all there is a time difference of several hours.

Ye Zisheng was handsome, with peach eyes, looked at him with a smile: "It's me."

Guan Qing had so many thoughts in his mind that he didn't know where to start, but it was obvious that the matter of the girl in front of him was more important.They took some temporary measures to stop the bleeding in the car, and when they arrived at the hospital, they were immediately sent to the emergency room. He and Ye Zi sat down outside, and before they could let go of their hearts, they saw Wu Gui come out and said to them:

"Which of you is a family member? The patient's blood type is special, and here we are... Guan Qing?"

Guan Qing greeted him, and then hurriedly asked, "What blood type?"

Guan Qing also has a special blood type, but he didn't expect that girl to have the same blood type as him, so he hurriedly said, "I am, take mine."

Wu Gui glanced at him: "You were moderately anemic in the last physical examination, I don't suggest you do that."

Hearing this, Ye Zi also frowned and looked over: "There is still time to adjust the inventory from other hospitals, the body is important."

"Is she bleeding profusely? It's more dangerous to delay it for a minute, and it won't be good for a girl to stay at the root of her illness in the future." He was a little worried, and said, "Just smoke mine, I'm fine."

"……All right."

Fortunately, although the girl was bleeding heavily, the measures to stop the bleeding were timely. Guan Qing felt fine after drawing the blood, but she was a little dizzy.

The girl's father came, and thanked Guan Qing and the others a thousand times, and insisted on giving them money, but Guan Qing quickly refused, saying that he was rushing to work, and slipped away with Ye Zi.

Ye Zi repeatedly suggested that he go home and lie down and eat some pork liver, but Guan Qing didn't think he was doing well, so he took some medicine with Wu Gui and insisted on going back to work.Today he also made an appointment with three clients.

Ye Zi had no choice but to agree, and the two arrived at Guan Qing's office, looking at each other, both wanted to laugh.

Guan Qing's suit jacket was covered by the little girl, and the white shirt inside was stained with blood, but Ye Zi was fine.Guan Qing went into the lounge and changed into a suit of clothes, and when she came out, she saw Ye Zi waiting for him with tea.

"Long time no see, Guan Qing."

After Ye Zi finished speaking, she smiled and hugged him.Ye Zi is an alpha, although he controls his pheromones very well, Guan Qing is still not used to it after all.Ye Zi just hugged her and let go quickly.

The two chatted about the past for a while, and Ye Zi suddenly said, "Are you a matchmaker?"

Guan Qing is a little embarrassed. The work he is doing now is far from the major and ambition he has studied: "Yes."

Ye Zi bent her peach blossom eyes and said with a smile, "Why don't you introduce one to me?"

Guan Qing nodded and took the notebook: "Okay, what kind do you like?"

Ye Zi looked at him fixedly, and said, "You are like this."

Guan Qing was taken aback and looked up at him, but Ye Zi laughed first and said, "Just kidding."

While talking, he pinched Guan Qing's face and said, "Oh, Qingqing is so cute, who doesn't like it? I really want to have a son like you."

Ye Zi feels very comfortable, which may have something to do with his major. Although he is an alpha, he feels very peaceful and easy to get close to.

Guan Qing took him as a joke and said, "You still have a blind date with this condition? Seriously?"

"No," Ye Zi put down his hand, tapped on the table, and said, "Do you think my condition is very good?

"Then do you like it?"

The author has something to say: Little Theater:

Ye Zi: Guan Qing and I are in the same room, and I'm flirting with him

Xie Xu: You wait.

Xie Xu has 30 seconds to reach the battlefield

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