What is it like to find someone for your ex?

At that time, they had rented a house and lived together.

Guan Qing doesn't care about long-distance relationships.But Xie Xu disappeared without saying a word, and went to bed late every night, and even stayed up all night, turning on the lights until sunrise, thinking whether Xie Xu would come back, wondering if Xie Xu had any accidents.

He went to the places where they used to go to find Xie Xu, and he called every friend of Xie Xu, until everyone was annoyed.He didn't want to be so annoying, but he really couldn't help it.

He didn't know Xie Xu's parents, and Xie Xu had never introduced him to him, but his mother had long been very familiar with Xie Xu.

Although love itself is not equal, but... some details will always make people sad.

Finally, Xie Xu hurriedly called back, but hung up after only saying a few words.It was winter during that time, while Guan Qing was working part-time, while worrying about Xie Xu, one day he had a fever close to [-] degrees in the rental house.

At that time, he was lying on the bed in a daze, feeling very cold, and wanted to turn on the heating, but found that the electricity bill was not paid to the landlord and the electricity was cut off.I don't remember most of the things, I just remember that I kept shouting thank you, but no one answered, and no one answered my phone.

But for some reason, he was still so sure that Xie Xu would definitely come.

Maybe it was because he wanted to thank Xu so much for coming, and thinking about it made his whole body hurt.

And in such a bad situation, he didn't even think of asking others for help, and he didn't even think of calling others.

As if Xie Xu didn't come, he kept waiting.

Wait until... you can't wait any longer.

At the end of that day, there was the cool wind blowing into the bones, and countless hallucinations caused by the high fever.In those hallucinations, he felt that someone hugged him, and that breath was very familiar.But he couldn't remember anything.

Finally, after nearly 48 hours of tossing and turning, Guan Qing fell into a deep sleep in that embrace.

When he opened his eyes, he was in the hospital, Ye Zi was sitting beside his bed and looked at him worriedly.

It turns out...it wasn't Xie Xu.

Ye Zi must have also seen his disappointed expression.

He didn't want to be so rude, but he couldn't control it, his joy seemed to be moved by thanks, let alone when he was sick and so vulnerable.

His voice was so hoarse that he couldn't speak, Ye Zi slowly helped him up to feed him water, and when it was almost time, he brought out the porridge from the thermos.

Guan Qing wanted to take it by himself, but Ye Zi blocked his hand and scolded him while scooping up the porridge: "You have a fever of almost [-] degrees, don't you know? You are dying?

"if not……"

Guan Qing interrupted him: "Senior, thank you."

Ye Zi stared at him fixedly, then lowered his head to stir the porridge again, and said, "It's okay, there won't be another time."

Guan Qing drank two mouthfuls of porridge, but still insisted on coming by himself. He took the spoon and asked, "Senior, thank him..."

Has he ever been here? ……where is he?

Guan Qing found that he could no longer ask.Obviously the answer is obvious.

Ye Zi patted him on the back and didn't speak.

It was winter, it was dusk outside, and it was still snowing.The curtains were drawn, Guan Qing looked at the heavy snow in the twilight outside the window, thinking, this should be the worst.

It should get better in the future.

At least next time, when you are sick or uncomfortable, Xie Xu will be by your side.

Unexpectedly, Ye Zi paused and said, "There is something... I think I should tell you, but don't be in a hurry."

Guan Qing turned his gaze back and asked, "What?"

Ye Zi: "Auntie diagnosed breast cancer at an early stage...it's okay, it's an early stage, and it can be cured."

Guan Qing's eyes darkened.

God, it really fell down.

"You take the 20 yuan first, and if it's not enough, I'll find a solution. My aunt has medical insurance and can reimburse part of it. I'll take care of the school affairs, so I don't need to suspend school.

"About Xie Xu...don't blame him too much, he must have his own difficulties."

Ye Zi waved her hand in front of his eyes, feigning anger and said, "Guan Qing, you are the first person who is still in a daze after eating with me."

Only then did Guan Qing withdraw from the long memory, he raised his glass to Ye Zi awkwardly, and punished himself with half the glass.

Ye Zi shook his head helplessly: "Then what I said before, how did you think about it?"

As I said before...

I have good conditions, do you like it?

Guan Qing was startled, and said, "No, it's not that kind of liking..."

If he hadn't met Xie Xu, he might really have fallen in love with Ye Zi.

But now, how could he fall in love with others again.

Ye Zi was angry and funny: "I didn't mean that. I just talked to you and lost my mind again? I'm asking, do you need a psychological counselor for the matchmaking? I just returned to China and I just want to relax for a while. I don't mind." , give you a job for a while? Mr. Guan?"

"Oh..." Guan Qing took a sip of wine and said in a friendly voice, "As long as you are willing, of course I am very honored——"

Ye Zi interrupted him with a smile: "However, I was also very concerned about that question before."

Guan Qing almost choked: "Cough, I—"

"Don't rush to refuse, didn't you break up?"

Before Guan Qing could answer, Ye Zi helped him cook a shrimp, while calmly changing the subject.

Strange to say, Guan Qing and Ye Zi lived in very different social classes, yet Ye Zi had many topics in common with him, including some interesting things in college.

It stands to reason that Ye Zi was a year older than them, and they were not in the same department, so he shouldn't understand some things so clearly.

Guan Qing buried a doubt in his heart.

At the end, Guan Qing drank a lot of wine, Ye Zi drove him back.Guan Qing is the type who gets sleepy after drinking too much, although Ye Zi seems to have that kind of meaning towards him, but he feels that Ye Zi is mostly joking, so he doesn't care much.

In a daze, I seem to hear Ye Zi say: "You, the first thing you think of when you encounter something is to avoid, escape, and not bear it.

"Your personality is suitable for living dependent on others. Isn't it great that you never make decisions and never have to bear the consequences? Isn't that why you and Xie Xu broke up?"

Ye Zi's voice was so low and gentle that Guan Qing almost didn't know whether he was dreaming or in reality, but those few words were like magic, imprinted in his brain over and over again.

He muttered, "No..."

"What isn't it? Haven't you ever thought about being attached to someone forever, not talking, listening, or thinking?

"Now everyone is saying that everyone is equal, but what if someone is born suitable and likes inequality? Isn't it a kind of equality to respect him and give him the right to depend on him? Guan Qing, do you yourself... longing for this inequality?"

In this moonlight, Ye Zi looked at Guan Qing's frowning, sleeping face that seemed to be very uncomfortable, lowered his body, brushed his sideburns and kissed him lightly in the ear, and said in a low voice:

"Think about it, it doesn't matter if it takes a little longer.

"I can wait.

"After all, I have been waiting for so long."

When Guan Qing woke up, he had a splitting headache.He is not a frequent drinker. Last night after being away for many years, he reunited with an old friend and unconsciously drank a few more glasses.

It seems that Ye Zi sent him back.But when he woke up, Ye Zi had already left.The clothes helped him change into pajamas, and there was even a thermos cup with porridge on the table.

Ye Zi has always been so meticulous, which moved Guan Qing while almost at a loss as to what to do.

In Guan Qing's eyes, Ye Zi is almost omnipotent.Ye Zi never wanted anything from him, but she helped him so much, it would be a lie to say that she wasn't moved.Guan Qing's character is not easy to get along with others, so he is very grateful to have a friend like Ye Zi.

And with Ye Zi's education, how could he worry about not finding a suitable place in China.He said that he wanted to come to his small temple to rest his feet, but in fact, he was just looking at Guan Qing's face and helping him.

While washing and dressing, he was thinking about choosing a better gift for Ye Zi on the weekend.It just so happened that Ye Zi had just settled in China, so he went to visit his house, get together and warm up the house.

When he arrived at the office, he saw Ye Zi sizing up his bookcase. Seeing Guan Qing coming, he glanced sideways at him and said with a smile, "Are you still studying psychology?"

Guan Qing was a little embarrassed: "I used to have it, but I'm a little busy recently, so I put it on hold."

He has been interested in psychology since high school, but he studied a major that was far from psychology in college under his mother's expectation. He didn't get close to psychology until the end of his job, but he was interested in psychology. Interest has continued unabated.

Ye Zi nodded, and said, "These books of yours are too obscure, you can go to my house some other day, and I'll pick out some suitable ones for you."

Guan Qing hurriedly said hello.

He turned on the computer to look at the client's information, while Ye Zi went to make tea and brought him a cup.When putting down the teacup, Ye Zi put a hand on his shoulder, and looked at the client together with him:

"This Mr. Li is resistant to falling in love and starting a family, which is the projection of his abnormal family relationship in childhood, the lack of fatherly love, and the mother's excessive desire to control...you can consider the male beta who is older than him.

"and this……"

Ye Zi got very close when talking, but Guan Qing didn't feel any discomfort.A lot of what Ye Zi said inspired him a lot, and he even felt a sudden enlightenment.

A morning has passed like this, and Guan Qing is still a little bit unsatisfied.

Ye Zi saw Guan Qing's eyes, smiled and patted him on the head, and said, "I see you're interested. Let's go to lunch first."

There are residential buildings around here, and most of the nearby restaurants serve cheap home-cooked food. Ye Zi didn't mind, and started eating with disposable chopsticks.

"Speaking of which, if you're really interested, do you want to consider going back to school for a graduate degree? Don't worry, there is a tutor at S University who knows me very well. You can go to his class when you have time, and then make plans. "

Guan Qing paused with his chopsticks, and looked up at Ye Zi: "Really?"

Ye Zi nodded: "If you want to, I'll ask you later."

Guan Qing was so moved that she didn't know what to do: "Here, Ye Zi... I don't even know how to thank you."

Ye Zi did what he said, and quickly contacted the person, asking Ye Zi to take time to sit in on a get out of class on the working day next week.

He has worked in the past few years, neither needing a house nor a car, and has no children to support, so he has indeed saved a lot of money.It must be good to be able to return to school, rather than being wasted in a job I don't like all the time.

Guan Qing felt that everything was getting better.

In the past, there was only Xie Xu in his life, so when he left Xie Xu, he would feel such cramping pain.

But he seems to have a lot now.There is a sincere friend who has his own goals for the future, and things that were once out of reach seem to be approaching a little bit.

It would be better if there is a thank you.

But people can't be so greedy.Moreover, Xie Xu was originally his...

Can't wait.

The author has something to say: Xie Xu went offline for a short time in this chapter... It’s okay, Xie Xu will go online in the next chapter, cheating his wife with his acting skills, and finally going to enter the main line to provoke, and then it will gradually become sweeter!

Preview of the next chapter:

"Sorry, Mr. Xie, we are just a small-scale dating agency, so I can't do it. I can recommend you—"

—— "Then it doesn't matter if Ye Zi is sued in court?"

"What do you want?"

——"Sign." "And... cook me a meal, Mr. Guan."

By the way, thank you for the world's cutest and most adorable landmine, okay (I just remembered to thank now, sorry