What is it like to find someone for your ex?

Guan Qing had some materials in his previous computer, and when he copied them, he left the USB flash drive in Xie Xu's place, so he went back to Xie Xu's house.

Unexpectedly, Xie Xu sat in the porch, couldn't see his expression clearly, he could only see the cigarette butt flickering - Xie Xu didn't have a heavy cigarette addiction, he only smoked when he was in a bad mood.He hadn't seen Xie Xu smoking for a long time.

"Why don't you turn on the light?" Guan Qing froze for a moment, going to press the switch.

It was almost evening, and the whole room was very dark, and the curtains were not drawn.The coldest day is coming, the wind is howling, the whole city of S is brewing, waiting for the first snow.

Xie Xu stood up suddenly and clasped his wrist.His hand was quite strong, but Guan Qing didn't break free, and it still hurt a little.Xie Xu whispered, "Don't turn on the light."

The smell of smoke was so strong that his nose was choking, and his voice was hoarse.

"Smoking so much again." Guan Qing realized that something was wrong, he stood on tiptoe, stretched out his hand to smooth Xie Xu's hair, and asked in a low voice, "What's wrong?"

Xie Xu reached out and hugged him tightly, buried his head in his neck, sniffed around like a big dog, and asked, "Where have you been?"

Guan Qing said, "Go to Professor Wang."

Xie Xu said sullenly, "It doesn't taste right."

Guan Qing has the smell of other people's pheromones, like some kind of perfume, the top note is very mild, the middle note is mysterious and dangerous, and the tail note is suddenly blazing.Xie Xu is very familiar with this smell.

"It doesn't smell good." His hand holding Guan Qing tightened suddenly.

"I wear a lot of clothes, I may be a little sweaty, I'll go back and wash later..." Guan Qing is a beta, and has always been insensitive to pheromones.He thought that Xie Xu meant that he smelled sweat, which made him a little embarrassed.

At the same time, he was still a little awkward - he knew that Xie Xu was going to see Jiang Lu, and Xie Xu didn't lie to him this time, but he just felt panicked.

Xie Xu is obviously his boyfriend.

He wanted to take the things and leave, to calm down with each other.Just about to push Xie Xu away, unexpectedly, Xie Xu licked the back of his neck, and bit off unexpectedly.

"Ah—" Guan Qing was unprepared, the ending trembled badly, almost jumping up.

He is not an omega, there are no glands that can be marked, but maybe the degeneration is not complete, there is very sensitive||sensitive.What's more, he was marked by Xie Xu just yesterday. Although the mark faded quickly, it still remained.

Xie Xu was there, licking and biting carefully, and asked him in a low voice: "Ask you again, where have you been, and who have you met?"

"Go, go see the professor..." Guan Qing panted anxiously, almost crying after being bullied.

He couldn't bear Xie Xu's teasing, and the Xie Xu during this time seemed to be different from what he was familiar with before—like a dog that would wag its tail against you every day, suddenly showing its fangs, and you realized that it was not at all Not a dog.

...is a wolf.

The heating was turned on in the room, Guan Qing didn't have time to take off his clothes, he was still dressed in the street, wearing a scarf and a coat, and was thanked for this again.He soon sweated, the bangs on his forehead were wet, a drop of sweat slid down his forehead to the tip of his nose, and was licked off by Xie Xu.

Xie Xu turned to hold Guan Qing's lips, and the two of them did not close their eyes, staring at each other from such a close distance.This kiss tasted salty like sweat and bitter like tears.

"Not only, who else?"

When lips parted, Xie Xu asked coldly.

Being so close, Guan Qing finally saw his expression clearly.Xie Xu frowned, his eyes were cold, he was obviously making out with his lover, but he was not happy at all.

Guan Qing's heart also slowly cooled down.

"It has nothing to do with you." He looked away, pushed Xie Xu away hard, and turned to leave.

He doesn't want to take that thing anymore, he just wants to get out of here.He felt that both he and Xie Xu needed to calm down and think about it separately.

Xie Xu reached out to block his way.

He imprisoned Guan Qing, did not hug, nor let go.Xie Xu lowered his eyelids halfway, and looked at him from top to bottom: "Don't leave."

"What are you doing, don't make trouble—" Guan Qing froze suddenly.

Thank you for releasing the coercion.

Alpha's coercion will arouse the desire of omega, but for beta, simplicity is a kind of torture, a kind of fear of power itself that has evolved over the years.

Guan Qing's complexion was pale, his legs went limp, cold sweat kept pouring out, and he almost fell to the ground.

Xie Xu picked him up, leaned his head on his shoulder, and whispered, "Where do you want to go? To Ye Zi's?"

An absurd disbelief surged in Guan Qing's heart. He couldn't pull up the strength, and said with a pale face, "What does it have to do with Ye Zi...?"

"It has nothing to do with him?" Xie Xu sneered, "Then you had a good talk at noon."

"I'm that..." Guan Qing took a breath, the feeling of being tightly pressed and falling made him panic, "You, can you take it away, I feel uncomfortable."

Xie Xu had never released coercion in front of him.

The thank you in front of him has always been harmless and non-threatening, he has never seen such a thank you.

Unexpectedly, Xie Xu paused and asked him, "Uncomfortable?"

Guan Qing nodded.Xie Xu didn't say a word, while helping Guan Qing take off his coat, and carried him to the bathroom.Guan Qing didn't know what he wanted to do, she wanted to struggle but she had no energy, but Xie Xu never looked down at him.

He took off Guan Qing's clothes one by one, and finally put him in the bathtub, picked up the shower and towel, and scrubbed his neck and shoulders.

Guan Qing frowned tightly, weakly nestled in Xie Xu's arms and let him manipulate him: "Take it easy, it hurts."

That piece of skin was rubbed red, and Xie Xu rubbed it nervously over and over again.Xie Xu paused and relaxed his movements, but he was still not satisfied.He lowered his head and explained: "It's dirty here, I'll help you wash it."

Where is it dirty?Guan Qing was wearing his clothes all the time, and there were no stains there at all.

At most... During lunch today, Ye Zi held his shoulders and talked to him for a while.

"You, don't make trouble for no reason, I'm really... uncomfortable, thank you." Guan Qing was tortured by the overly exposed coercion to the point where he could hardly breathe. He had to open his mouth wide and cling to Xie Xu like he was drowning. .

He was wronged and painful.

What on earth did he do, Xie Xu wanted to do this. Beta's fear of alpha is engraved in the genetic code, which has never been changed, but when he was with Xie Xu, this kind of trouble almost never appeared.Xie Xu has always respected him with an equal attitude and never used gender to force him.

"Just wait a little longer, it's still not clean." Xie Xu said in a low voice.

Guan Qing's consciousness was a little fuzzy.

The incandescent lamp in the bathroom and Xie Xu's figure against the light slowly intertwined into a very oppressive black shadow, pressing down on him, he heard the sound of water, wind, and his own heavy and tired heartbeat.

He said to Xie Xu over and over again: "I am in pain... Please."

Xie Xu was silent for a long time, and said, "So uncomfortable?"

"Then you just... have no strength to leave." Xie Xu whispered, holding him in his arms, kissing him to breathe out, "You said it yourself, you said you love me, that you are me of."

"Then you must keep your word and don't leave. You leave me, and then go to be nice to others, smile at others... I can't bear it." Xie Xu's trembling at the end could not be suppressed.

He has already lost Guan Qing once.

That was the biggest nightmare in his life, he had to turn everything into a war.

His most precious things were out in the sun, they couldn't stand any heavy rain, and when a cloud passed over the sky, he would start to fidget and feel flustered.

He would rather have those things broken in his own hands than lose them.

"Is that what you think?" Guan Qing barely opened his eyes, feeling a sense of powerlessness in his heart.

"Why...can't you belong to me alone." Xie Xu buried his face in Guan Qing's hair and choked up.

Excessive hypoxia, everything Guan Qing saw before his eyes was blurred into distorted blocks of color in the steam in the bathroom, his sense of hearing disappeared, and the sound of water, traffic, wind and rain in the whole world disappeared.

In a blur, he saw Xie Xu.

Xie Xu is like a child holding a borrowed toy car and unwilling to let go, standing in the overwhelming rain crying helplessly, vulnerable and wronged, and no one comes to comfort him.

His crying passed through layers of rain curtains and reached his ears.He was so distressed that he couldn't add it.

During that near-death experience, Guan Qing surprisingly calmed down.

With his last bit of strength, he whispered in Xie Xu's ear, "I belong to you, and I won't leave."

"..."

He closed his eyes in despair: "I love you."

He didn't intend to fight for anything, and if this was the end of his life, he felt no regrets.

However, he still hoped...that little boy standing in the rain and crying could smile.

Xie Xu still looks the best when he smiles.

The coercion on his body receded like a tide, Guan Qing relaxed all over, and before he had time to think about anything, he just lost consciousness like that.

Ye Zi opened WeChat and saw a message from Xie Xu saying 'Get away'.

He smiled and dragged the person who commented 'Thank you idiot' into the blacklist.

Ye Zi's usual smile is just like this. At first glance, it may appear to be a gentle, polite, mature and generous smile, but in fact, the contempt and arrogance are hidden in the corners of the eyes and eyebrows, with a bit of carelessness.

There is no way, he can and is used to firmly controlling everything in his own hands, and he lacks expectations and surprises for most things.He is lonely and cold by nature, he once thought that Guan Qing was the same kind of person as him.

"Xiaoye?" The lady sitting opposite him picked up the cup and took a sip.

"Oh, sorry, I was distracted just now." Ye Zi turned his gaze back to the person in front of him:

"So, what do you want?

"... Madam Xie."

The author has something to say:

Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo lowIn the future, I may have to rely on the manuscript box to survive.Change the list this afternoon, I don’t know if there is an app list, let’s make a wish.Although the start of school is painful, but I will not stop updating, please rest assured =w=

Thank you Jiuzi for reading the land mines, okay (づ￣3￣)づ

(I was flattered why there were so many comments in the previous two chapters_(:з」∠)_ Sure enough, everyone still prefers cars and abuse, I understand)