What is it like to find someone for your ex?

This is crazy.

Guan Qing was lying on the bed, unable to even move a finger.

For three whole days, I don't know what Xie Xu was thinking, but he only had one or two hours to rest and eat every day.

He is a beta, neither has the super strong physical strength of an alpha, nor the physique that an omega has evolved over the years and can adapt to a long time.

Betas are difficult to flag, and fade easily even after flagging.But up to now, he still has a sense of gratitude, as well as the trembling feeling of being mentally controlled by one person.

Even Xie Xu touched him now, he couldn't stand it.

"Wife," Xie Xu helped him up and fed him porridge, "I'm sorry, these few days."

Xie Xu's hand supported his back, Guan Qing's whole body seemed to be electrified, and his cheeks were hot.

Xie Xu also blushed, the two looked at each other for a moment, Xie Xu said: "Baby, don't seduce|seduce me."

Guan Qing became annoyed and pushed his hand away: "I didn't."

The touching fingertips of the two trembled.

"..."

Xie Xu's eyes darkened, and his voice lowered: "You can't stand this anymore."

He put one hand on the back of Guan Qing's neck, touched the teeth marks from his own bites, moved closer, and entwined with Guan Qing's breath.

Guan Qing couldn't move, he found that Xie Xu's mood also affected him.

For example, at this moment, Xie Xu wants to have him.

He also...doesn't want to do anything, he just wants to be hugged by Xie Xu.

The two kissed, and when they were about to go further, Xie Xu's cell phone rang.

"Don't answer." Guan Qing pressed Xie Xu's hand and looked at him with eyes half down.

In fact, he was physically exhausted and couldn't bear it anymore, but his mind was teased by Xie Xu again, and he even felt that his voice was unusually sticky and sweet.

Xie Xu took a deep breath, glanced at the phone, and stood up: "Hello."

He pointed to the porridge on the table and motioned Guan Qing to drink it himself.Guan Qing's whole body was still limp, but he instinctively didn't want to thank Xu for leaving.He felt that he had indeed changed a lot, at least the former him, he would never do this at this time——

He held Xie Xu's outstretched index finger and licked it.

Xie Xu froze, looked at him with dangerous and helpless eyes, and said to the phone: "What's wrong? What is she going to do again, wait..."

Guan Qing kissed his finger all the way, licked and bit his Adam's apple.

This position is very close to the microphone, Guan Qing can hear the voice from the microphone.Very soft, very clear, with a touch of sickness and loveliness, like a baby: "Brother Xu? Why are you not paying attention? By the way, you haven't answered the phone very much these three days. What are you doing... oh, Aunt didn't say anything."

Guan Qing was stunned.

The hot blood all over his body cooled down, and he let go in a daze.In the past three days, besides cooking, Xie Xu spent most of his time in the bathroom during meals, as if he was talking on the phone with someone.At first he thought it was a work matter.

Was it Jiang Lu?

Xie Xu didn't notice his abnormality and went out with his mobile phone.

Guan Qing tried to comfort herself, Jiang Lu talked like that, no matter who he was talking to.He also thought about the intricate relationship between the Xie family and the Jiang family, and it was normal for them to still be in touch.It doesn't have to be...

His cell phone rang suddenly, and it was Professor Wang, who asked him what was going on these days, but he had no contact at all, and asked him how the paper was organized.Guan Qing tried hard to concentrate himself, but he couldn't do it. At the end of the conversation, he still couldn't help asking:

"Professor, alpha's ||estrous||period, the only incentive...is it only omega?"

The professor resolutely said: "Yes, what's the matter? This is basic common sense."

So--

Which omega is it that lured Xie Xu into the estrous period?

What did they do to make Xie Xu go into heat abnormally?

If that night...he didn't ask Xie Xu for love, how would he solve it?

Thinking of the few scandals she saw three days ago, various thoughts flooded into her mind, and Guan Qing was stunned.

After making the phone call, Xie Xu walked in, stretched out his hand and waved in front of his eyes: "Baby, why are you in a daze."

Seeing that he was about to leave when he was dressed, Guan Qing frowned and asked, "Where are you going?"

"Something." Xie Xu started to put on his tie, and slowly changed back to a well-groomed and handsome look from being unkempt. After he was finished, he leaned over and kissed Qin Guanqing on the forehead.

Guan Qing grabbed his tie, looked into his eyes, and asked, "Can I not go?"

Xie Xu's eyes were very confused: "Baby, what are you doing looking at me like this, why are you unhappy?"

He added: "It's really not good, something has happened."

"You can't say that, right?" Guan Qing was a little tired, so don't open your eyes.

"...Well." Xie Xu was stunned for a moment, then nodded, "I will tell you later."

Before going out, Xie Xulin suddenly turned around and asked him, "Can you not take the postgraduate entrance examination of Professor Wang?"

The light came in through the window, the dust was flying, Xie Xu's face was half-lit and half-dark, and in the little pupils that were cooled by the light, the expression was extremely complicated.

Guan Qing looked at him and asked back, "Can you not go to see Jiang Lu?"

The smile on the corner of Xie Xu's mouth froze, and he said, "I have a reason."

"Then neither can I." Guan Qing lay back on the bed and stopped looking at him.

After two or three minutes, the sound of closing the door came.

Xie Xu left.

When Guan Qing came out from Professor Wang's place, he unexpectedly ran into Ye Zi.

"Huh? Guan Qing?" Ye Zi raised his eyebrows and smiled, "I happened to need you for something."

"Ye Zi, long time no see." Guan Qing walked up, and the two walked out side by side.

"I haven't seen you go back to the dating agency recently, are you busy dating?" Ye Zi teased.

"No, half and half, the main thing is to study." Guan Qing was a little embarrassed.

Ye Zi first invited him to have lunch together, and then said: "That's great, how are you getting along with Xie Xu?"

"...Very good." Guan Qing hesitated for a moment.

When he saw Ye Zi, he remembered what Ye Zi said when they met last time.

——'Your credit is no longer worth mentioning in front of Xie Xu'.

Of course he doesn't believe that Xie Xu doesn't love him.

But what kind of mood did Xie Xu feel towards him?Love him, consider him an equal lover?

he does not know.

This time Ye Zi chose a relatively high-end Cantonese restaurant, and the two of them didn't enter the private room, so they did it at the booth by the window.Seeing that Guan Qing was obviously absent-minded, Ye Zi helped him order food and asked him, "Why are you unhappy?"

Guan Qing forced a smile.

"By the way, what happened to your competition paper." Seeing that he didn't want to talk, Ye Zi changed the topic in a timely manner.

They chatted about the thesis for a while, Ye Zi suddenly saw something and stopped talking.Guan Qing followed his gaze and looked——

Xie Xu and Jiang Lu walked into a box talking and laughing, and Jiang Lu held Xie Xu's hand.

This restaurant is a high-end restaurant, and the personal privacy of customers is well protected. The two of them are not fully armed, just wearing sunglasses.And judging from the figure and clothes, he could almost recognize who it was at a glance.

Guan Qing felt his heart being clenched tightly.

After absent-mindedly eating the whole meal, he didn't know what he was thinking, and finally asked:

"Ye Zi, do you think Xie Xu and I are born with incompatible personalities?"

He was depressed.

He and Xie Xuming were in the period of passionate love after reuniting, but such a big conflict still broke out.This shouldn't be, so it will take a while later, the passion is over for a while, what will happen after that?

"There is nothing suitable or inappropriate." Ye Zi crossed her hands in front of her and smiled softly, "There is no such thing as a natural couple in this world, but...

"You two are indeed not a healthy couple." Ye Zi gave him a deep look.

Guan Qing's hands holding the soup trembled: "Huh?"

"Do you think Xie Xu trusts you? Of course, he loves you, anyone with a discerning eye can tell." Ye Zi took a sip of tea slowly, with a casual tone, "But love is cheap."

"Don't be brainwashed by those love supremacy theorists, love is not a noble thing...you should know that if you study psychology?"

Phenylethylamine, dopamine, endorphins.

Intimacy, commitment, passion.

"Love without trust and commitment is actually not love at all." Ye Zi smiled at him, lowered his head and fiddled with a shrimp with his chopsticks, moving it around the edge of the bowl, "Xie Xu rarely tells you In the future, the desire to monopolize is very strong, and there are many things to hide, right?"

"Does he still come to you often, very clingy, close on the surface but alienated on the inside? He doesn't feel safe from you, so naturally he won't—"

"I trust you, let alone...truly love you."

Guan Qing's hands trembled, he missed a bowl of soup and spilled the whole bowl on his body.It was hot, and he lost feeling.

At the same time, the shrimp under Ye Zi's chopsticks also fell from the edge of the bowl, fell into the soup, and disappeared.

Ye Zi stood up, took a tissue to wipe Guan Qing's clothes, and said, "Why are you so careless?"

Guan Qing stared at him blankly, without speaking.

Trust, commitment, security.

Indeed, Xie Xu had never explicitly discussed the future with him, whether it was the past eight years or the present after reunion.

It shouldn't.

He seemed to have glimpsed their crux, but he was so helpless.A sense of tiredness welled up from the soles of his feet, and he pursed his lips.

He no longer considered himself unworthy of Xie Xu.But Xie Xu has been hiding something, worrying about something...he doesn't know anything.Xie Xu never thought of telling him.

He didn't know what to do.

It turned out that Xie Xu never thought of relying on him.

At that moment, he didn't know what he was thinking, or his lack of self-confidence was still at work. He wanted to find someone to discuss and ask someone for a solution.And he - like countless times before - thought of Ye Zi immediately.Like a headless chicken, Guan Qing stared into Ye Zi's eyes in a hurry:

"Then what should I do?"

Xie Xu didn't like staying with Jiang Lu very much, if he had no choice.

He thought, and hurried back after talking, Guan Qing was still waiting for him at home.

I don't know if Guan Qing is asleep, or is he watching a movie?The movies, books, and movies he liked before kept them in their original places.

Thinking of Guan Qing, he barely had the motivation to continue.

After finally finishing the meal, he and Jiang Lu walked out of the door, and heard Jiang Lu's 'ah'——

Ye Zi and Guan Qing, the two were very close, from this angle, it was like whispering between close lovers.

Ye Zi turned his back to them, but he would never mistake the expression on Guan Qing's face.

Dependent, full of trust, unreserved.

That was an expression he had never shown to Xie Xu before, his heart seemed to have fallen into a hole in the ice.

The coolness rolled up from the soles of his feet and the panic and anger overwhelmed him.

They look so close.

... The thing he was most afraid of still happened.

The author has something to say: when it comes to writing about Ye Zi, it's Calvin, he might have a grudge against me...!

Ye Zi has really played a very important role in Guan Qing's life. Xie Xu is more like a "friend, male god and lover" to him, while Ye Zi is a "father and brother" kind of existence.

Thank you for breaking the bones into a torch, hb, the world's most flaming landmine, meh!I found out that in the last chapter, many people who dived were blown out by me. Oh, sure enough, most people love cars and don’t love me_(:з」∠)_

My pre-received article "I, Xueba, Super Sweet" was renamed Liao, and changed to "I, Milk Meow, Begging for Lu" (this is a true portrayal of myself), and the cute little one who didn't accept it passionately kept a duck