What is it like to find someone for your ex?

Xie Xu opened his eyes wide and woke up.

Guan Qing only kissed for a short while, then lightly patted Xie Xu's face, and said, "Wash up, eat, and then go to the set."

Just now Xie Xu's assistant made several phone calls to remind him that Xie Xu has a scene at ten o'clock this morning, so he should be there at least at 09:30.Xie Xu got up slowly, walked out with a toothbrush in his mouth, followed Guan Qing, and looked at him:

"What are you doing, wife?"

Xie Xu, foaming at his mouth, leaned in front of Guan Qing, read his review materials, looked at them for a while, and said, "...I don't understand."

Guan Qing thought, it's strange that you can understand.

Unexpectedly, Xie Xu looked at him, and repeated again aggrievedly: "I don't understand, wife."

"Ah?" Guan Qing didn't know why.

"So can you give me a kiss." Xie Xu Laipi said, froth all over his mouth as if to kiss him.Guan Qing held up the documents to cover his face, and scolded with a smile: "Don't mess around."

He pushed Xie Xu back to the toilet, handed him a toothbrushing cup, and urged Xie Xu to finish brushing his teeth.Then, he pointed to his lips and said, "Yes."

Xie Xu smirked and hugged him.

After finally packing up Xie Xu so that he could barely go out, and sending Xie Xu away, the house was empty again.Guan Qing picked up the ideological and political notes to memorize the knowledge points, and looked down.

Don't think about it, what should come will always come.It didn't come, it's just that the time has not come.

Xie Xu is the sweetest cherry on top of the cake, how could it be so easy to get.

The weather is getting cooler day by day.

Guan Qing's life was basically on the right track, he studied during the day, talked with Xie Xu on the phone at night, and then they went on dates on weekends.

A few days before New Year's Day, the remedial class arranged a mock exam.Guan Qing was very depressed after the exam.Although hard work can make up for one's weakness, the people competing for the spot with him are all fresh graduates, or at least they majored in psychology as an undergraduate, while he has nothing.

The importance of the starting line becomes apparent when everyone is working at a similar level of effort.

Every day, Xie Xu called at 08:30 in the evening, and the two chatted until ten o'clock, and then Guan Qing reviewed for another hour and went to bed.

Guan Qing was going to be mourned today, but he waited for Xie Xu's phone call and waited for nothing to come. Instead, he checked Weibo and read a lot of surprises!Xie Xu suspects empathy, "Xie Xu and a well-known movie star went in and out of the hotel for real hammering" and so on.Guan Qing clicked on one at random, it was shot and released at nine o'clock today.

Xie Xu just sent him a selfie this morning. Judging from his clothes and figure, the photo is indeed Xie Xu and...Jiang Lu.

That familiar feeling is back.

Guan Qing thought, if you tell him to trust him, if you tell him you are not afraid of pain, you can't go back on what you say.

"beep--"

"Hello, wife? Ah, I'm a little busy today, I forgot to call you, I have something to do now, I'll come later—"

"Well," Guan Qing nodded, and asked as calmly as possible, "What are you up to tonight?"

"Filming, I've been here in the film and television city." Xie Xu said without hesitation.

Guan Qing's fingers pinching the pages of the book were stiff, the film and television city and the address of the hotel in the photo were separated by an entire city of S.He paused, and said, "Let's not fight later, you are so tired, let's talk about it tomorrow."

"It's fine." Xie Xu said indifferently, "I'll die for my wife, and the director is looking for me."

"Ah."

What a coincidence, Xie Xu Mingming was going to make a low-budget movie, he happened to remember the director, and he also remembered the director's Weibo that few people follow.

On that Weibo, a new message was posted at [-]:[-] pm: Celebrate Xie Xu's completion.

Why did Xie Xu do this? He was full of lies without changing his face.

Guan Qing couldn't tell the difference.He knew he couldn't do this, and he knew he needed to trust Xie Xu.He also knows that he should always maintain equality in love like Chris and the others.

But he can't control it.

Guan Qing read the book for a while, couldn't read it at all, and was going to sleep, when suddenly there was a siren sound below, and then a loud noise.This is a dense residential area with a large population. Some aunts poured out a basin of water to wash their feet.

He was just about to go to sleep, and he was also disturbed by such a noise.He opened the window and looked around, and saw a familiar figure standing downstairs, looking in his direction.

It is thank you.

The frustration and unhappiness of the whole day disappeared in that instant.Of course the unhappiness is still there, but the appearance of Xie Xu is a short-term painkiller.

But he can't just take painkillers all the time, Guan Qing thought as she went downstairs.

but--

It was very cold in S City at the end of December. Guan Qing saw Xie Xu rubbing his hands under the street lamps, his 1.8-meter-long figure shrunk aggrievedly, and let out a cloud of white air, like an old farmer who was still farming in the middle of the twelfth lunar month.Guan Qing walked over, Xie Xu looked at him with a smile under the street lamp.

Xie Xu's eyes were too gentle, the kind of emotion that was so full that it was about to overflow made Guan Qing want to cry again in an instant.

Xie Xu first hugged him and kissed him, and then said: "Honey, come here." He looked around to see if there was no one around, and lifted his coat and sweater, revealing half of his abs.

"...?" Guan Qing didn't understand why, "What are you doing, aren't you cold?"

"It's warm here." Xie Xu pointed to his belly and said, "Your hands are cold, come here."

"This idiot." Guan Qing's nose soured, and he pulled him into the car, "Why do you want me?"

"It's impossible to find a partner for me." Xie Xu said confidently.

"Then I'm done looking, can I go?" Guan Qing gestured to open the car door, Xie Xu quickly stopped him:

"Hey, do you still remember that you owe me a meal?"

Guan Qing thought for a long time in confusion.

Dating back...to the distant August, when they broke up, Xie Xu forced him to sign a rogue contract.

At that time, Xie Xu also said, "Mr. Guan, cook me another meal.".

Unexpectedly waiting for him here, Guan Qing could only say, "Okay, where are we going?"

"Our family."

Xie Xu whistled and started the car to go to their former home where he had been living.

The furnishings have not changed at all, but Guan Qing's things are empty.When Guan Qing left, he packed everything away and left without saying hello to Xie Xu in advance.

He was afraid that if he dropped something, he would not be able to help but look back.

The clothes were neatly folded, and the floor was mopped very clean. Guan Qing looked around, put the bag in his hand on the sofa, and met Xie Xu's expectant eyes.He touched Xie Xu's hair on tiptoe, and said with a smile:

"Very capable, wait for me to praise."

Xie Xu nodded and raised his chin proudly.

Guan Qing put on her apron, rummaged through the refrigerator to find something, and went to the kitchen to cook.Xie Xu also dawdled in to help—but most of the time, he was staring at Guan Qing in an apron in a daze.

Make a meal.

Xie Xu opened a jar of wine, and Guan Qing served the food with the wine. The two brought the food to the balcony, drinking and chatting while eating.

Guan Qing held back something in his heart, but couldn't find the time to ask.

What did you do this evening?Why lie?Why do you want to see Jiang Lu?

He dared not ask.

Asked what if Xie Xu was wronged, he couldn't bear Xie Xu to be sad.

Moreover, at this point, he did not believe that Xie Xu could not love him.

It's just still a little unbalanced.

"Honey, what do you want to ask?" Xie Xu held the teacup in both hands and took a sip. He didn't dare to drink too much, and he didn't allow Guan Qing to drink too much.

Guan Qing glanced at him, Xie Xu looked up at the starry sky outside, with a smile on his lips, and he seemed to be chatting.

"I will always trust you, and I also hope that you will not hide anything from me." Guan Qing picked up a dish with chopsticks, implying something.

Xie Xu put down his teacup and looked at him.

His eyes were so serious that he didn't even smile: "Baby, my biggest weakness is already in your hands - I love you, you can do anything to me."

He didn't directly answer the matter of 'hiding something', Guan Qing's heart skipped a beat:

"Then you... have something to hide from me?"

"Qingqing," Xie Xu smiled helplessly, "I don't want to lie to you."

That's it.

"Can't you say it?" Guan Qing was a little lost, just a little bit.

He knew that even the closest lovers kept things from each other, and he knew it.But that sense of imbalance came back.

Without waiting for Xie Xu to answer, Guan Qing shook her head and opened her hands: "Hold me."

Xie Xu came over and picked him up from the seat.Guan Qing wrapped his arms around his neck, looked at him through the early autumn starlight, nose to nose.

Xie Xu looked at him fascinated, as if his whole body and mind were completely dominated by him.

Guan Qing bit his nose lightly as if to vent her anger, and then said, "Kiss me."

Xie Xu tilted his head and kissed him viciously.

When the kiss ended, both of them were out of breath.Xie Xu wanted to put him down, he felt that he was about to lose control, he said: "Baby, you come down first, I'll go take a cold shower—"

Guan Qing hugged him tightly, forcing him to look at her.Guan Qing's eyes are very serious, and there is a kind of seductive innocence and simplicity in this atmosphere.

Xie Xu seemed to be confused by him, for a moment he forgot what he wanted to say, and just stared at him blankly.

Guan Qing whispered, "Mark me."

At that moment, the fuse was finally ignited.

Xie Xu held the corner of the table tightly, and the veins on his arms burst out.Sweat broke out on his forehead, and he forced a smile: "Honey, I'll see you another day..."

"Don't you dare?"

Guan Qing lowered his eyelids, and looked at him with slanted eyes like that, with a bit of contempt and a bit of temptation.Like some kind of snake, it slowly entangles you, makes out with you, and leads you to sink.

"Still, I already did it today, so..."

Guan Qing gently let go of his hand holding the corner of the table, lifted it up, and stretched out his tongue to lick along the gap between his fingers.

Something exploded in Xie Xu's brain.

This is different from Guan Qing in the past, who used to be docile, soft, and take whatever he wanted, but now he is aggressive and even possessive. Guan Qing rarely directly shows this level of possessiveness towards him , that kind of strong jealousy, even a fool can hear it.

"Baby, you doubt me about anything, and you shouldn't doubt this."

Xie Xu smiled lightly, then lowered the corners of his mouth.He reached out and clasped the back of Guan Qing's head tightly, kissed him a fierce and long kiss, then picked him up horizontally, hugged him into the room, and carefully locked the door.

At that moment, the pheromone he had suppressed for a long time burst out without reservation.

Different from the past, Guan Qing, who was in it, could feel more intuitively that there was a strong——

Monopoly.

What's wrong this night, when Xie Xu bit the back of his neck, Guan Qing thought in a daze.

Xie Xu almost gritted his teeth and said in his ear, "You asked for it."

What was wrong? It was his abnormal mood at the beginning, or he shouldn't have taken the first sip of wine, or the moment of depression when he realized Xie Xu's rejection, and the subsequent self-abandonment.At that time, he thought, love is not enough, sex is also ok.

Indeed he asked for it.

But Xie Xu's state is also obviously wrong, not gentle, not restrained, and too impulsive.From Xie Xu's pheromone, he could feel the overwhelming, almost desperate love almost immediately, as well as the abnormal possessive desire.

This is……

Guan Qing closed his eyes, feeling a little unbelievable.

This is the ||love|| period.

He didn't have time to think any more, he was dragged back by Xie Xu's arms, and fell into the vortex of crazy desire||desire.

The author has something to say: After thinking about it carefully, if you drive the hearse, it should not turn over!

(Hearse = the car of the soul)

(Do you like to seduce Qingqing? I like it very much!)

(ps, raise your hand to lick = hand above the neck = can write, above the neck can write! No violation!!)

Thanks to the ten landmines from San Yueliu