What is it like to find someone for your ex?

Guan Qing had a nightmare and broke out in cold sweats in the dream.

It seemed to be back to that snowy night when Xie Xu was not there, the power was cut off, the windows were not closed tightly, and the north mixed with snow was pouring in, and it was like a ghost crying.

Tremblingly, he took out his mobile phone and called Xie Xu, who answered it.Before he even had time to be happy, he heard Xie Xu say:

"What's the matter with you? I'm busy, so don't bother me."

He hurriedly said, "I'm not, it's just—"

"Dudu-"

Guan Qing stared blankly at the hangup interface, and redialed. This time, Jiang Lu's voice came from the opposite side:

"I said don't bother me, but I still fight, the noise is so loud... Who are you and why?"

Guan Qing was a little taken aback, and said, "I, I'm Xie Xu's boyfriend."

"Ha," Jiang Lu smiled, "Didn't you break up? I'm the one who thanked Xu's boyfriend."

"us……"

Have you broken up?

Guan Qing held the microphone, sniffed, his eyes were astringent.

"It's really shameless to dominate Xie Xu for so many years."

"Yeah, how can he be worthy of Xie Xu? Xie Xu doesn't like him too much, but he has been acting as a loyal dog to the outside world, so I'm sorry to break up."

"Who is Guan Qing? Heh, a matchmaker."

Guan Qing slowly raised his hands, covered his ears, curled up on the small bed, and whispered: "I am not. Xie Xu and I like each other."

——"Hahaha, look at him, it's so funny."

——"I think you are too passionate. Isn't it normal for Alpha to play with Beta before getting married? You really think you have met true love."

"Xie Xu is not that kind of person." He tried hard to refute.

——"You say this, do you believe it yourself?"

"I……"

Believe it.

Can't say it.Even if he could fool everyone, he couldn't fool himself.

——"You are inferior and cowardly, and you are not self-motivated by nature, so you can only live by relying on others. Admit it, thank you that such a person is not suitable for you."

It was Ye Zi's voice, very gentle and deep.

He heard the sound of the lock being unlocked. Ye Zi's figure was against the light, holding a pair of glasses in his hand and playing with it carefully, there was an inexplicable smell:

"Control freak and coward, we're a good match, aren't we?"

His tone was clearly smiling.

But it makes people shudder.

"Ye Zi, you..."

do not do that.This is too foreign for me to accept.

He curled up and stepped back.

It's really strange, obviously Ye Zi and Xie Xu both brought him pain at this time, but when he had nowhere to go, the first shelter he thought of was Xie Xu.

Just like when we first lived together, stepping on a ladder to place things, and falling down——

Xie Xu will definitely catch him.

No matter how high in the sky or how far away, Xie Xu will definitely catch him steadily and bring him back to the ground.

Ye Zi like that made him feel strange.One is Ye Zi who lures him with a smile in the dark, and the other is Ye Zi who gently guides him and paves the way for him in the afternoon. He is almost torn apart in the confusion of these two sides.

He kept backing away, and a second before he fell, he saw the face of the man who opened his arms, it was...

"Ye Zi!"

Guan Qing opened his eyes on the hospital bed, facing the eyes of Xie Xu who bent over to press the quilt for him.

Both of them froze.

Xie Xu's face was pale, and he was a little shaky.He let go of his hand, sat back on the chair, and twitched the corner of his mouth sarcastically:

"You and Ye Zi are developing very fast, we won't see each other for a while, and we always call his name in our dreams.

"Obviously before..." No one called me.

He was obviously in pain, but he didn't know if it was dizziness from excessive blood draw, or something else.But he couldn't restrain himself, as if masochistic, and continued:

"I was wondering why you broke up so suddenly. It turns out that there is a new place to go."

Every word he said was another stab in his heart, but he actually felt a bit of joy from this repeated torture.

He thought to himself, Guan Qing, look, this is the obsessive heart that loves you so much.

Is it also very fragile, not as strong as you think.

"Is it fun to play me? If you tell me straight up that the breakup is for him, why should I..."

Why bother to entangle endlessly, why still foolishly hold on to a glimmer of hope.

Did Guan Qing also laugh at him behind his back, so overreaching and wishful thinking?It was originally a stolen thing, but I really regarded myself as the owner.

He can pretend not to care and pull out the heart to show Guan Qing, and he can even laugh at the scars on its body together with Guan Qing.

But that hurts too much.

He was afraid, afraid that one day in the future, this heart would really hurt...it would no longer be able to beat for Guan Qing.

Kicking Guan Qing out of his tired heart, this kind of thing...

How could he be willing.

"I do not have."

Guan Qing's face was also pale, and after sleeping for an unknown amount of time, her throat was hoarse, but her lips were not chapped - it was the result of Xie Xu dipping a cotton swab in water and moistening it a little.

He looked at Xie Xu, and said word by word:

"I'm not with Ye Zi, the breakup is not for him, and I don't like him either."

Xie Xu forced a smile: "It's not for him, then you..."

——Why are you leaving?

"Ye Zi helped me a lot, and I am very grateful to him—no matter what kind of person he really is, he has helped me and encouraged me, there is no doubt about it."

When he said this, he didn't dare to look at Xie Xu.

Why did Xie Xu look so sad.

Seeing such a thank you made him feel bad.

And... have unrealistic fantasies.

The two sat opposite each other in silence, the sun was shining on the floor, it was very quiet, and there was noise from the TV program next door.

Xie Xu stared at the light reflected from the floor and asked, "You really don't like him?"

Guan Qing: "Yes."

In this regard, Guan Qing never lied.Saying you don't like it means you really don't like it.

The afternoon sun was good, not too hot and not too dim.Xie Xu's eyes are slightly lighter, like a clear stream, bright and gentle.

He was quiet for a while, and his cold heart warmed up.

He thought he could still run.

As long as there is a little hope, it is enough.

He has lowered the moral bottom line to a very low level, and not being a third party is his only insistence.

It's simple to say, but Xie Xu doesn't know what will happen to Guan Qing if he finds someone else in the future.

At least for now, he is the only person Guan Qing has ever liked.

How amazing.

"I...even if I like him, so what." Guan Qing lowered her head and said.

Or Xie Xu's desire for monopoly is still at work.

He knows that he has owned something for a long time, even if he no longer likes it, he doesn't want to see it become someone else's.

Xie Xu probably had this kind of feeling for him.

It is a pity that it is tasteless.

"If you like him, I will be very sad." Xie Xu looked at him, putting away all his foolish expressions.

It's not fair.Guan Qing thought.

"Then you like..." Guan Qing couldn't continue, he felt like he was making trouble for no reason.

——If you like Jiang Lu, I will be sad too.

Both of them calmed down at this time, no longer tired and hysterical in the heavy rain last night.

So there are some things that Guan Qing is not easy to say.

"Who do I like?" Xie Xu looked at him seriously, "...Jiang Lu?"

Guan Qing's heart ached and he didn't answer.

Xie Xu hesitated for a moment and said, "I don't know why you have such a misunderstanding."

When Guan Qing was in a coma, he thought a lot, but this was the only explanation.

"I never liked him. His room card was given by my mother. The second half of the show—due to a live broadcast accident, I couldn't find the second half online. I clearly rejected him.

"Here are my chat records with him, and the second half of that show. If you... don't bother, just watch it."

Guan Qing was stunned.

He didn't expect that the end of the mountain, there is still a turning point here.He took Xie Xu's mobile phone blankly, and watched from beginning to end without saying a word.

Xie Xu waited until he felt uneasy, and couldn't help asking: "What's wrong? If it's not enough..."

Unexpectedly, Guan Qing lowered his head, and tears rolled down his cheeks little by little.

Xie Xu panicked instantly.

He stood up at a loss, trying to hold him in his arms, but he was extremely clumsy: "Don't cry, what's wrong?"

Guan Qing shook his head in tears.

Fortunately, Xie Xu is not that kind of person.

Fortunately, thank you... I don't love Jiang Lu.

Guan Qing has had bad luck all his life, but at this moment, he is suddenly grateful for his previous bad luck.

The author has something to say: Little Theater:

Guan Qing: I don't like Ye Zi.

Xie Xu: Hahaha.

Ye Zi: Crying in anger.

Preview:

Xie gangster said: "Why do I just stare at you without looking at anything else? It must be your reason. You should reflect on it."

Guan Qing: Damn, what should I do if my husband is possessed by the dean?

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