What is it like to find someone for your ex?

"Cook me a meal, Guan Qing."

At that time, Xie Xu put his hands behind his head, sweating just after playing, and looked at him with bright eyes.

At that time, they were still good friends. Walking on the tree-lined school road of M University, students on bicycles whizzed past, bringing a burst of wind with a unique summer flavor.

Cicadas, sweat, sunshine.

Standing next to Guan Qing was the person he fell in love with at first sight and had a crush on for a long time. That person looked at him innocently, because he made a fuss when he heard that Guan Qing could cook.

Guan Qing felt as if he had been given a potion of fascination. He looked into Xie Xu's eyes in a daze, and said, "Okay, what do you like to eat, just come to my house on Saturday, and I'll make it for you."

Xie Xu pointed out the names of the dishes with his fingers, and ordered several Sichuan dishes.Guan Qing was a little embarrassed and said, "Uh, my family doesn't eat spicy food, so I'm not very good at Sichuan cuisine..."

Strange, didn't he just tell Xie Xu about this while chatting online last night?

It was too late to get to the bottom of it, because Xie Xu immediately came over to touch his head, and straightly held him in his arms and rubbed him, saying: "It's okay, I like Cantonese food too. Sigh..."

Guan Qing's entire face was red, and he struggled to break free, stammering and asking, "What's wrong?"

"I really want to see you eat spicy food," Xie Xu said frankly, with a very fascinated expression, "You are so white and tender, and you blushed after eating spicy food, calling me brother Xie Xu...

"Tsk tsk tsk, our Guan Xiaoqing is really a disaster, Brother Xie Xu will fall in love with you."

Xie Xu came over and pinched Guan Qing's face, then walked forward.

Guan Qing lagged behind, his whole face was so red that it was about to burn.

At that time, the sunlight fell on Xie Xu through the gaps in the leaves, his whole body was glowing, even the tips of his hair, as if falling in honey-like light gold, very beautiful.

That was Guan Qing's whole world.

"Cook me another meal, Mr. Guan."

Xie Xu looked at him, this time he didn't avoid it, but calmly looked directly into Guan Qing's eyes.

Guan Qing couldn't take it anymore, looked away, looked at the potted plants on the table, and heard herself whispering: "It's not suitable."

Xie Xu tapped the contract in his hand.

Guan Qing didn't know what to say.

"By the way," Xie Xu folded his hands, leaned back, and smiled, "Did I say that before? My ideal type should be white, not too tall and not too short, 175 is best. It must be beta, besides--"

"I see." Guan Qing lowered his head and interrupted him.

Xie Xu was stunned, and after a while, he forced a smile: "Just know. I'll take you home later."

"No, I can do it myself."

Guan Qing couldn't take it anymore, everything was beyond his understanding on this ridiculous night.

There was a thunder outside the window, the clouds were overcast, and a storm was brewing.

Xie Xu frowned, and at a place Guan Qing didn't see, his expression instantly became flustered and soft, as if he wanted to say something.

But he quickly calmed down, smiled, and said:

"In the future, I will definitely send my blind date home. It should be within your responsibility to preview my future blind date, right?"

Guan Qing didn't speak.

He stared at the Fengwei bamboo on the table for a long time, and he seemed to lose his soul, motionless.He tried to detach himself from certain emotions, but he couldn't.

He still can't help but think...

"The contract you just signed—" Xie Xu wanted to use that trick again to suppress him.

"Sorry, I'm leaving first." Guan Qing stood up with her head buried.

This ridiculous night should end here, and he doesn't know what will happen if he stays any longer.He walked so fast that he even slipped when going down the stairs, stepping on the steps and falling directly into the heavy rain.

He was covered in mud and drenched all over, and he was in a terrible mess.He picked up the bag in a panic, even forgetting that he came by car, and kept his head down, following the subway station in his memory.

Someone called him from behind, but he didn't dare to turn around.

There were overwhelming sounds of rain and thunder in his ears, but even though it was so noisy, it still couldn't cover up the words that echoed repeatedly in his ears.

"I just want a Xie Xu child, Guan Qing, don't be so selfish."

"Jiang Lu, you don't need to come to my wedding as a guest."

"If I remember correctly, Brother Qing, you and Brother Xu have broken up, right?"

Those two voices played in a loop over and over like a nightmare. He wanted to escape, but he didn't know where to go.Until someone grabbed his hand hard and held him tightly in his arms:

"What's wrong? I'm sorry, I'm crazy, I have no other way to do that. I'm sorry, I shouldn't have forced you..." Xie Xu's voice was trembling, and he kissed Guan Qing's hair over and over again.

Guan Qing didn't speak.Later, Xie Xu lost control of his emotions, and he closed his eyes wearily: "But if I don't do this, you won't come to see me again."

The phone was blocked, the WeChat account was deleted, and even the room card was returned.

An attitude of being indifferent to old age and death.

Xie Xu was scared.

He has quite a few, but none of them are what Guan Qing wants.It wasn't until this moment that he realized that he had nothing to use to keep Guan Qing.

There is only one heart that beats for him from beginning to end, but this heart... Guan Qing doesn't want it.

There was nothing he could do.

"You hate me so much, and I... can't help it."

The two of them were drenched in the heavy rain, and their hearts were equally cold and hopeless.The rain was so heavy and long that it was almost impossible to see the direction.

That's how it got to a dead end.

Guan Qing was trembling all over, and was hugged tightly by Xie Xu.

As if Xie Xu was some kind of ghost, he struggled hard, but could not escape.

He finally closed his eyes and said weakly: "Xie Xu, can you not do this."

"Don't like you that much?" Xie Xu was silent for a moment, unwilling to withdraw his hand, "I can't do it."

"Yes, you like me." Guan Qing twitched the corner of his mouth:

"Sorry, your like is too cheap, I dare not ask for it."

I could like him before, but now I can also like Jiang Lu's.

"Cheap?" Xie Xu felt as if someone had poured a handful of cold water on his head, his whole body was chilling from the soles of his feet to his heart.

He laughed at himself and said, "It's pretty cheap."

Only give something to Guanqing alone, and he will do whatever he says.

In the past, it was Guan Qing who promoted him to the clouds, but it turned out that it was only a matter of Guan Qing's words to step him into the mud.

Xie Xu wondered if he was being cheap.

He said so.

I am still hopeless... I like him.I like it so much that my heart aches just thinking about it.

Guan Qing obviously didn't want to look like a jealous husband, not to mention he didn't have that qualification long ago, but he still couldn't control it: "Can you stop being so greedy."

The rumored boyfriend is Jiang Lu, who went on the show with Jiang Lu to hype, and gave Jiang Lu the room card of the house where they used to live together.

"You like him so much," Guan Qing said with a sore nose, choked up in the overwhelming rain:

"...can you please stop messing with me?"

I will take it seriously.

It's true that I like Jiang Lu, and it's out of habit that I like Guan Qing.

Guan Qing knew it, and he reminded himself countless times not to have unrealistic fantasies.

They are not from the same world as you, Jiang Lu...Jiang Lu and Xie Xu are a natural couple.He is a jumping clown, as long as he takes his own things and exits the scene obediently at the end of the scene.

Don't be offensive.

The protagonist's resistance is called resistance, and the resistance of a clown like him can at most add a little laughter to the audience.

It was obviously painful enough.

"You already... already have someone you like, so just control yourself and treat him well. Don't go on blind dates, and don't—"

If this continues, one day in the future, Xie Xu will ask him...to be the third party.

He will agree too.

He couldn't do without Xie Xu, and he was willing to do everything possible to stay by Xie Xu's side.

He couldn't bear such a corrupt self.

But he couldn't control his liking for Xie Xu. Every day when he saw him, he would like him a little more until he couldn't get away.

Maybe it's impossible to get away now.

Guan Qing's eyes were extremely red, and the tears were mixed with the rain, making it difficult to distinguish clearly.

"If you weren't the owner of a dating agency, why would I go on a date?"

Xie Xu's heart ached and softened, even though Guan Qing said that to him just now, he couldn't get angry at all.He held Guan Qing's face with his head down, and said:

"I like him? Who is 'he'... Forget it, let's go back first, or you'll catch a cold if you do this."

"Farewell." Guan Qing twitched her lips, "Don't lie to me."

"Who lied to you?" Xie Xu was in a hurry, he realized that there seemed to be a problem with the understanding between him and Guan Qing:

"I only ever liked you, I—"

Guan Qing's tears flowed even more fiercely, he covered his ears.

Xie Xu stopped talking.

His expression was blank for a moment. He never thought that a single action of a person could make him so sad and painful.

Guan Qing hated him so much.

His thoughts, his likes... are all worthless.It might stain your ears after hearing it.

Guan Qing didn't know where the strength came from, and suddenly pushed away Xie Xu who was in a daze, turned around and left.

He couldn't listen anymore.

Xie Xu's words were so nice, and his expression was so serious...as if he really liked Guan Qing so much.

he knew it was impossible

In the heavy rain, the whole world was blurred into lumps of color, and the sound of the rain and the heartbeat gradually became mixed. Guan Qing only felt that the blood flow was getting faster and faster, and the heartbeat was getting louder and louder. He tried hard to control his steps, but he couldn't. At last my feet go soft——

fell into an embrace.

The author has something to say: really...so...abuse? ?

Rubbing it for you, it won't be long before the abuse, after entering the main storyline, it will be Xie Xu chasing his wife in a fancy way, and two people abusing a dog in a fancy way!

Let’s preview the main line of the following article sweetly:

"I—" Xie Xu imitated his tone and smiled, "What's wrong with me? Yes, I kissed you and hugged you. How about Mr. Guan, you go to the court to sue me?"

Guan Qing was bullied terribly by him verbally, she became anxious for a while, and said, "So what if I'll sue you?"

Xie Xu is here: "Then the two of us will get the certificate by the way."

(How about it, isn’t it very sweet?? So don’t abandon the article, ehhh) (I lost it today, this cat’s heart is broken)