ninety-nine twelve

When I got home that night, my dad told me he would go to school tomorrow afternoon.

I didn't expect the progress to be so fast. My little-known dad was able to meet everyone's time by such a coincidence this time, but I also believe that he must spare time to go to school despite his busy schedule. □□It is much more serious than participating in the Asian Youth Championship without authorization, isn't it?

For so many days, I really haven't had a chance to talk to Wu Haoyu. My aunt came to pick him up after evening self-study, and now he has no mobile phone. Fear.

The next morning, the homeroom teacher asked Wu Haoyu to change seats again. This time, he didn't respond much, and he took his schoolbag slowly and was about to pack it up.I thought to myself that it came again, and I said, "I'll change, let me change my line!" Then I moved the table and chairs to the back row of the classroom against the wall. This position is actually not far from Wu Haoyu, but the words are Certainly not.

In the small conference room of the administration building after school in the afternoon, my dad, Wu Haoyu's mother, the class teacher, the grade teacher, and one who seemed to be the teaching director, plus me and Wu Haoyu, there were seven people in total.This battle is much bigger than I imagined. I thought that like Wu Haoyu and the others did yesterday, they would find a small corner in the teaching building, and no matter how bad they were, they would go to the office, get criticized, and it would be over.

At this point, the rumors between me and Wu Haoyu have finally been passively proved. There is no physical evidence, but there are a lot of personal evidence. From now on, anyone in the school will have nothing to criticize.

Outside the window and downstairs, there was always laughter after school, which also somewhat loosened the atmosphere in the small conference room.

"Separating the two children as soon as possible is the top priority." My dad pointed to Wu Haoyu, "He has to take the college entrance examination, so don't make any major adjustments at this time. I will let him go back to Hong Kong for Zhang Tianle, and he just took part in a What kind of track and field competition, after going back, I can enrich myself, kill two birds with one stone, and the emotion will pass after a while."

"Why are you bringing this up? What does the competition have to do with going back to Hong Kong!" I was surprised and angry, but I laughed instead. I didn't expect him to bring this up. My dad is ridiculous. He said this at first glance It's true, but I still don't know what's going on, the competition is nothing more than the lack of the top, and the surplus, which will turn out to be a good thing, a hundred or eighty times better than falling in love.

The grade director echoed inappropriately: "This is quite good. Now both of them have immature concepts of right and wrong. The best way is not to contact or contact. After studying for so many years, now is the most critical time. Zhang Tianle Going to the competition is also a healthy and progressive thing..."

"It's none of your business!" I interrupted the grade director, turned to my dad and said, "Don't change, what you told me a few days ago is what you say now, don't you disagree? Killing two birds with one stone? Do you think I will thank you now that you agree? I said I will not go back. I will go to Japan for the competition and not Hong Kong. I am not for anyone. I just don’t want to do what you want. Are you satisfied with it?"

"Wow, it's none of my business with your attitude. I warn you that you are in school now, and you won't be allowed to go crazy!"

"Apologize to the teacher!"

"Zhang Tianle, what's the matter with you, do you think no one can control you!"

"What the hell! What kind of students haven't seen in school for so many years! Do you think you are capable of talking back to teachers and parents here?"

All those who had a position to speak spoke at the same time, only Wu Haoyu and Auntie remained silent.Isn't it just a quarrel, what's the difference between one-on-one and one-on-one, anyway, I'm completely muddled, I'm hopeless anyway, it would be a pity not to seize the opportunity to scold me.

I don't care about the three school teachers, I just looked at my dad, gritted my teeth and said: "Curse, keep scolding."

"Okay, you are so capable, you don't do anything, you don't go to college, you don't go to the competition, you just go back to Hong Kong and correct your sexual orientation!"

I subconsciously looked at Wu Haoyu, I couldn't see his expression, I could only see his lips pursed, his neck seemed a little stiff.

Sexual orientation, these three words are too sensitive, too hard, my liking for Wu Haoyu, where is the feeling related to sexual orientation.I know I'm just gay in their eyes, different, abnormal, shameless, and mentally ill.

But Wu Haoyu is not.

I licked my lips and took a deep breath. He was right. How could adults be wrong?I met my dad's gaze and nodded suddenly, "You're right."

Seeing me like this, my dad was so angry that he raised his hand and was about to hit me. I shrank back subconsciously. At this time, someone blocked me, raised his arm to protect my head, and hit my dad. click.

It's Wu Haoyu.

Seeing that he blocked, everyone was stunned for a moment. Of course, my dad had no reason to beat Wu Haoyu. After all, he is not Wu Haoyu's parent, so he has no position to teach him a lesson.

No one said anything, Wu Haoyu just closed his eyes and frowned, then turned his head and said gently to my dad: "Uncle, let him go to the competition, give him more encouragement and confidence, he will be there soon."

The aunt who hadn't spoken much the whole time came out and pulled Wu Haoyu's arm, and said bitterly, "Don't meddle in other people's family affairs!"

"Uncle, you let him go, it's really, really important to him, he's going to get the medal."

Wu Haoyu didn't listen to what his aunt said, and insisted on saying another sentence. My dad listened in silence and didn't answer.

I stared at Wu Haoyu closely, for fear of missing any subtle expressions on his face, but he was only standing one step away from me, facing everyone, but never looked at me directly.

I can't remember how we finished the conversation in the end. It was getting dark and there was no need to go back for the second half of the evening self-study.I just remember that in the end we all walked out of the school gate in the same direction, and there was no one else around. My dad was driving, and I dared to look back when I got out of the gate.

Wu Haoyu glanced at me and turned his head away.

"Ayu." I couldn't help calling him.

Wu Haoyu was silent, but my aunt said to me peacefully: "Tianle, you can go home."

I didn't move, seeing that they were about to leave, I quickly reached out and grabbed Wu Haoyu.

Wu Haoyu twisted his wrist slightly, freed his arm from my hand, and shook his head imperceptibly at me.

Auntie took a half step forward calmly, stood sideways between Wu Haoyu and me, and said to me: "Tianle, I will ask Xiaoyu to sort out your things when you go back, and send them to your home tomorrow."

"Auntie, I..."

"You should go back early, too. You have to go to school tomorrow, so go back early and rest."

After the auntie finished speaking, she turned around and left, and tugged Wu Haoyu to signal him to follow. Wu Haoyu looked up at me, sighed softly, and also turned and left.

My dad stopped on the side of the road and honked impatiently for me to get in the car.Wu Haoyu was walking in the opposite direction, and once he was within the range of the street lights, he couldn't see his figure clearly.

Until we parted, I had no chance to speak to him alone.

"You stay at home tomorrow to pack your luggage, and return to Hong Kong early the next morning. There is no need to go through any formalities here. You will be treated as a drop-out, and you will go back to participate in training or competitions. If you think you can afford it, you will go. I won't stop you."

When I got home, my dad took off his watch and threw it on the shoe cabinet, and finally said the first sentence on the road to me.

I feel the blood rushing to my head again, he is always like this, don't ask my opinion, don't consider my feelings, don't even give me time to react, everything has to go according to his idea, "I said I don't Come on, how many times have I said it, can't you understand?"

My dad didn't seem to hear me at all, so he took out his mobile phone and started calling: "Hey, Xiao Liu, yes, book me a ticket for the child, and the ID number is..."

My dad took out a brown paper bag from the locked drawer at the bottom of the wine cabinet, and out came my ID card, passport, and a bunch of other documents I didn't know what they were.

I panicked, these things were put away by him when I didn't pay attention, and before I had time to go up and try to get them back, I suddenly thought of something, and suddenly my heart was half cold, and I hurried back to the room. At the bottom of the stacked clothes, I found the participation notice.

Fortunately, this thing is still there, so I still have chips, so I won't be led by the nose by my dad...

I rolled up the notification book and held it in my hand and walked out of the room. My dad’s booking call was coming to an end, and he hung up after thanking me. He was probably a little surprised to see that I didn’t have too much reaction, and his tone softened: " I fly at [-]:[-] in the morning the day after tomorrow, so get up early and take you to the airport." At the end he added: "When you return to Hong Kong, just stay there."

I said, "I want to find Wu Haoyu."

My dad looked at me with sharp eyes, "What do you want to do with him now?"

"I have something to ask him."

My dad let out a heavy breath, "Didn't you listen to what he said? He knows what to do and what not to do. He told you to compete well. Didn't you listen to him?"

I shook my head unconsciously, "Don't worry about this, I really have something to ask him..."

"I think he is much more sober than you. Don't you understand what he means? Is his family hurt? He doesn't pester you, so don't bother him. You don't want a future, and he doesn't want a future, right?" ?”

"I know, I know Let me go out, just tonight, I will definitely come back, and I will just say a few words to him, just a few words."

"You! You're really obsessed with ghosts!" My dad got up impatiently, went to the bedroom and took a suitcase out, opened it and dumped it on the living room floor, "You start packing now, I'll watch you pack it up."

I didn't move, and my dad said again: "Don't you want to go to Japan? Yes, you want me to go with you or your mother to go with you. I will call later and book a ticket right away."

"What about your coach? You told him to go to his resume training when you go back, and run as long as you want. Didn't you say that you can win medals? If you can win, you will work hard. Don't be like those little-known little competitions before. It's the same as mixing up the rankings."

I know I'm shaking.

I have a decent fortress in my heart, built up brick by brick, and collapsed brick by brick.

"I'm not going." I heard myself say.

"I'm going to study finance, I'm going to study management, I can do anything, you don't like me running, I won't run in the future, you are right, running is a waste of time, I won't waste time, I won't participate in any competitions, in the future I won't mention it again, I'll go to college well, don't let me go back at this time."

My eyes were swollen and hurt, so I spoke in a calm voice to avoid it shaking too much. My thumb was pulling the joints of the other four fingers, but I couldn’t make a sound. I lowered my head. I think I must be very depressed at this time, maybe like a mourner Dog, the last second was yelling madly that he was not afraid of anything, but this second he succumbed and begged for a way out.

The roll of participation notice in my hand has been squeezed into the most wrinkled appearance by me. Is it my bargaining chip? No, it is my voting certificate.

I bent my knees, and at the same time I lifted up the damp preliminaries notice with the seal of the Asian Youth Championship committee in my hand, gritted my teeth, closed my eyes, and tore the paper to pieces. "……Please."

I don't know if this will work, but I don't seem to have anything else to show my resolve.It's useless to just say it, I have to exchange it for something, I only have this notice, which I worked hard to get step by step, although it is not worth mentioning in my dad's eyes, as long as my dad can understand what it means One ten-thousandth of my importance is enough. I don’t just love to play, I don’t want to study, I don’t have to disobey him, I also have things I want to do, I also have things I like, and my efforts are not just words. No proof, I'll trade my results, as long as my dad can't bear it, I promise I won't let him hear a word about the competition in the future.

"Get up! What do you look like!" My dad came over and pulled me.

There were scattered pieces of paper in front of him. He stepped on some pieces of paper when he walked over. I moved my left leg forward and pressed my knee on one of the pieces of paper.

How can there be a dream, the dream is broken on the ground, worthless.

The last words my dad said to me before going out were: "If you go out, don't come back."

I had to wait for nearly half an hour to order a car. I ran to the main road to stop the car, but none of the whizzing cars could stop for me. I ran on the road, thinking that I could get closer to where I was going.

Someone got out of a taxi by the side of the road, I quickly grabbed it, reported the destination, and then leaned against the car door and slumped on the back seat.The school uniform on my body was sweaty, and my forehead was sweaty when I touched it. The phone was hot in my hand. I took off the phone case to dissipate heat, and a small piece of paper fell out.

I picked it up, only to find that it was Wu Haoyu's ID photo I snatched from him before.

I forgot I had a picture like this.

His smile in the photo is so warm, no matter how depressed people are, they can laugh out loud when they see this photo of him.I rubbed the edges of the photo for fear of getting my fingerprints on it.

I put the photos on the phone case properly, turned on the phone and clicked into the album. There are not many photos of Wu Haoyu in my phone, and even fewer photos of me and him. First, I don’t like taking pictures. Second, I think You can see real people every day, so what do you want those photos for?I flipped through them, and there were only about ten photos in total. There was a picture I took with him grudgingly at the shopping mall last Christmas with my back facing the Christmas tree, and there was a picture of him crouching down and blending into the scenery on the playground. The big figure, there is the group photo taken by the children on the day of the graduation photo shoot, the shadow of us on the shelf in the stands of the stadium at night, the smiling selfie of him knocking on my shoulder, and the cuddly waist sticker of me and him being secretly photographed The back of the ear talking, and a few snapshots of dark history, such as when he was lying on the desk and sleeping with his mouth open, such as when a group of men in the back row were laughing all over during class, such as the triple jump in physical education class When he was flying in the air, his facial muscles were deformed by the blow.

There is also a candid photo of Wu Haoyu sleeping on my lap with the ring on his nose.

This person is always so lazy and muddling along, and everything seems to be no big deal when it comes to him, but he is pessimistic about me, and he doesn't know whether he is pessimistic about me or himself.

In fact, I didn't give him the ring so much to make him worry. What does the ring itself mean?

I know that I am younger than him, not even an adult, these words are ridiculous and unbelievable, the act of giving a ring may be the same, but I am anxious, I want to like him more than he likes me, and I want to express everything Give him everything you love.

I also had a wish, I want to win a medal in the international youth competition.

But that was all from a very young age.

Wu Haoyu wished me a happy birthday yesterday.He was standing on the top of a flight of stairs, smiling slightly, with a casual and gentle look, as if he had digested all the unpleasantness in the first ten minutes, and a new chapter was opened as soon as the page was turned.

Sometimes I'm really afraid of his character, I can refrain from talking to him, but I can't see him shaking his head at me.

I'm also going to be an adult soon, and if I give him the ring to wear, won't it make me look less childish?

Life is all about two choices. If you want to avoid making your parents angry, you can’t go for a run. If you want to go back to the mainland to study, you can’t be with your girlfriend. If you want to go to a competition, you can’t have Wu Haoyu.

Don't make decisions for me.

I have done so many two-choice questions, this is not difficult for me at all.

The author has something to say: My heart is broken