ninety-nine twelve

Zhang Tianle didn't say anything, just told me not to worry, and left after school, saying he wanted to stay by himself later.I didn't receive a reply to the message I sent him all night, but in the middle of the night, he suddenly sent a red envelope in the class group, and it exploded a lot of sleepless people.The red envelope itself is not the point, the point is that he changed his avatar to the photo of me and him being secretly photographed, and everyone, including the head teacher, is in the group.

The next day he came to school with his chin rubbed with purple lotion, and he ignored me the night before, but he seemed to be in a good mood after sleeping.I asked him to look up and carefully observe the large scratches, and heard him gritted his teeth and floated a sentence indistinctly: "Are you angry?"

"What am I mad at?"

"I ignored you last night."

"I know, I was so unlucky that I only managed to grab more than four cents."

Zhang Tianle was so depressed that he didn't answer, I nudged his head slightly, "You will die of self-will."

"Did I implicate you?"

"What's the trouble? Isn't it me who is the most out of the way now?"

This is actually true, I really don't know anything, I can see that Zhang Tianle doesn't want to talk about it, so I don't ask him.

There are many rumors, and there are many versions. I have heard all the things that have nothing to do with me. I pieced them together. The story is wonderful and complete. Everyone told me that Zhang Tianle had a fight. There are thorns in every story. .

But only he himself, said nothing to me.Zhang Tianle is the person involved, and his story is the most authentic version. If there are thorns, it must be no less than other versions, but he is the only one who doesn't tell me anything.

I don't care, really.It doesn't matter if there is one more person or one less person talking about me behind my back, it doesn't matter how ugly I am described, it doesn't matter what others want to say and listen to, it doesn't matter whether the friends I have made are now sneering at me or staying away from me.Zhang Tianle got into a fight, but I failed to stop him this time, because of the cause and effect, he had to be brave and carry it alone.

"Tianle."

"Ok?"

"give me a hug."

I stretched out my hand, encircled him across the desk, buried my head in his shoulder, and hugged him in an awkward position for a while.

The influence is very bad, there are many people in the class, and the class is about to start, I know.

I can't even blame him for getting himself like this, all over the place, all alone and alone.

The mouth belongs to someone else, and the owner of the mouth wants to say, who can do what, don't listen, don't take it to heart, it's just fine.There are many solutions to things, and there are smart ones too. Compared with fighting to the end, it is actually better to get by without admitting it.He changed his avatar to protest, adding more fuel to the fire on the teacher's head. The more he feared nothing, the more he would only make things worse.

This matter is not something that can be brought to the table to be finalized. Besides, we only have less than a month left in this school. At this juncture, there is nothing important except the college entrance examination. I don’t think the teacher insists on holding on. Our "scandal" will not let go, as long as we keep our heads down, the school will definitely be able to suppress this kind of bad thing that is easy to spread for thousands of miles. After this month, everyone will part ways, and no one can control the other.

After I figured it out, I wasn't worried at all.I'm only worried about Zhang Tianle's youthful arrogance, and I'm afraid that he won't be able to live well in less than a month, stirring up blood and rain in the whole school, as if he would do something.

"In order to protect me" I can't say that I put gold on my face, but I know it, so I can't blame him for making himself like this and making things like this .

But just like how others say I can't do anything, no one else can do what I do with him.You have to cooperate in playing, who can guarantee that you won't make mistakes, he and I, let's get into trouble together, let's bear the guilt together.

Two things were sort of settled.

The fight between Zhang Tianle and Zhang Tianle was settled. He was as quiet as usual, and his family did not show up at all. However, the parents of the second-grade students did not find Zhang Tianle, which was beyond my expectation. Neither side has any serious internal or external injuries, and there is no need to make a big fuss. In addition, I think the school has a focus. The fight is a minor issue, and the atmosphere is a major issue.

Another good thing is that the Organizing Committee of the Asian Youth Track and Field Competition has successively issued official participation notices for the preliminaries. Four days after the issuance, the school gatekeeper received a courier document that required the recipient to sign for it in person.

This is the happiest thing for Zhang Tianle these days. Although the promotion has long been confirmed, getting the official notice before the competition is the most tangible way to give him a real sense of reality and excitement.

Zhang Tianle was a little overjoyed, and when he returned to the classroom, he gave me a hug. I pestered him to remind him to pay attention to the influence, so he reluctantly stopped the action.

I thought about it, and then asked him, "Aren't you here with me?"

In fact, I am a little strange, I don't understand why Zhang Tianle changed the delivery address to the school this time, saying that the recipient's signature is required, but it was already after school when he went to pick up the delivery, and the courier had already left.

Zhang Tianle glanced at me, and pondered for a while, "I know what you're worried about, it's okay, my dad didn't allow me to go, he just talked about it, I'm so old, I have human rights."

In fact, even if it is unreasonable to send it to my house, it can still be sent to his coach in Hong Kong. Why is it not as safe as he collects it himself.

Zhang Tianle saw that I didn't respond, as if to prove that his words were trustworthy, he folded his arms and swung them up and down, saying: "My wings are hard, I don't accept his control."

I couldn't help smiling when I saw his stupid look, "Okay, then lend me your wings for today."

In the evening, my mother came over. When I got home, she was sitting on the sofa watching a video, and asked me if I would like to eat some supper. When I came back from the project, I breathed a sigh of relief.

Fortunately, not mixed doubles.

I sat on the other side of the sofa and said inadvertently, "Mom, let me tell you something."

My mother responded with an "um" and focused on the phone.

"The teacher may contact you recently, I will give you a vaccination first."

"I'm with Tianle."

"I've been with Tianle for a while."

"It's love."

My mother raised her head when she heard the sound, her attention was finally drawn from the video, and she looked at me, unable to tell what expression she was saying, "What are you talking about?"

I exhaled and replied, "I'm serious."

She put down her phone and stopped looking at me, her tone was mild: "Are you kidding me?"

"I'm crazy I'm joking about it."

Then there was no sound from her end, and it took a while before she said, "Aren't you just crazy?"

I was a little startled, I knew it would not be a smooth process, but at this moment, my mother's reaction really made my heart beat, I straightened my thoughts and continued: "We were discovered by the school recently, I didn’t do anything, it was passed from class to class, the teacher talked to me, I didn’t deny it, I didn’t admit it, and so did Tianle.”

"It was passed on by the classmates, and the teacher also knew about it. The whole school knows that you are having an abnormal relationship?"

"Don't think about the worst. Of course it's not normal for everyone to think about the worst."

"What do you mean don't think about the bad? Can I not think about the bad?" My mother sat up straight and faced me, and asked quite seriously: "What happened to you recently? In your studies? Do you have any questions?" Communicate with the family and the teacher in time, you are talking about it without beginning and end, what is the main thing you want to say?"

"Mom... don't be so sensitive. There is nothing wrong with your studies. Everything goes well, and the college entrance examination will go well. It's not that there is no beginning and no end. It's because I have to talk to you about this sooner or later. As long as you are the first It's nothing but the fact that Tianle and I are together, let me tell you."

My mother paused after hearing this, and said to me in an urgent tone: "What's the matter with you? Is it too stressful to study for the college entrance examination? How did you start doing these things? Puberty? Are you confused?"

"Why do you have the same reaction as Tianle?"

"I also reacted the same way as him. Did he provoke you or you provoked him? Did you provoke him first? Have you been stimulated by anything during this time? Why...you can't tell the difference between this man Women's priorities, what do you think? There must be a reason, if you need to adjust and rest at home for a while, it's fine."

"Mom, don't delve into these things now, just like you just mentioned the priorities, why and how I got together with him, these are all gentle and gentle, I can tell you slowly, right now we are being held by the school It is serious when you discover it, and urgent is how to get over it.”

"You expect me to support you? Then don't think about it, it's impossible." My mother looked at me worriedly, her eyes conveying her displeasure.

I confessed to her at this time that I was the first to act first. It is better to hear this from me than from the teacher. It is to stand with Zhang Tianle and prevent him from fighting the pressure of the family alone. But I want to try it if only in case my mother is on my side.But my mother is so traditional, she always only wanted me to be good, smoking hurts homosexuality and affects her grades, which one she can bear, I unfortunately became an adult prematurely, and I don’t even have the chance to let my puppy love block the gun.

"I think you are fooling around, you are still young, how can you tell what you like, the two good friends have a good time, and some vague feelings have developed, you don't know how to distinguish now, and you two will not be together when you graduate Slowly you will calm down. When you think about it again, will you still feel the same as now? Of course not! You are under a lot of pressure to take the exam and your spirit is tense, but we have various ways to relax You and Tianle are the stupidest and stupidest way. Don't get into the horns of this matter, don't give yourself a name or label, both of them are good boys, how can you get along with that kind of relationship? Get it on the edge."

"I'm not—" I knew that such a showdown with my mother would not lead to any good results, and she crackled and said that my brain hurts, "Mom, can you stop being so bitter and bitter, I know you have a short time I will definitely not be able to accept it, so I am telling you right now, you have already characterized me, and you feel that I am psychologically, ah, mentally stimulated, and something is wrong, right? I am not, Do you listen to me, do you believe it, neither you nor Tianle believe me. "

After I finished speaking, I suddenly felt like laughing, only to realize that I didn't understand the logic. When I got anxious, I treated them without distinction, and even complained with Zhang Tianle.

"Then Tianle understands the child. It's right that he doesn't mess with you. Don't provoke him anymore. Calm down and concentrate on preparing for the college entrance examination." Where to go, a place the size of a little bit at home, that obviously means that I don't want to continue talking with me.

But I don’t want to stop here. The main point I want to say has not been said: "The teacher may find you recently, I don’t expect you to speak for me, but at least you don’t share your nostrils with the teacher, okay? Just like what you said It's not a normal thing, I know, so can you at least not stand on our opposite side when we are in such a difficult situation? Tianle and his father had a bad fight, and I talked with you today in the same way, I..."

"Stop talking, go to bed early and wake up after a night of sleep." My mother interrupted me, frowned and sat back on the sofa again, sitting on the other side of the sofa, and said this sentence, which ended the conversation .

I opened my mouth and said nothing more.

When Zhang Tianle saw me at school the next day, the first thing he asked was: "Are you in a bad mood?"

I raised an eyebrow, not realizing it would be so obvious.I don't know how to talk to Zhang Tianle, what are you talking about, saying that I can finally understand your feelings, saying that my mother can't understand, saying that I have added chaos to us at this juncture, saying that I see you When I was so brave for me, I also wanted to be brave for you, but it was so inappropriate.

I really don't know what I'm thinking. On the one hand, I feel that Zhang Tianlening is not the right time to bend. The toughness at this time not only fails to highlight his bravery, but also looks rebellious. It is not good for him to insist on going against the school and family. On the other hand On the one hand, my heart seems to shrink into a ball again. As immature as I am, I want to see his stubbornness and bravery with my own eyes. He guards us in his own way, never giving up a single step. Living within a frame, I have done the most outrageous things but failed to escape from this frame. Zhang Tianle is the most vivid exception. He is so stupid. Where is the uprightness of a man reflected in these things? I think I am familiar enough He, his character and likes are all so rampant, and being an enemy of the world is cool enough, handsome enough, and enough to be a second grader. My life has never been so domineering, so I want to try it too.

What's more, the uprightness of a man is not reflected in this way, and the degree of liking is not reflected in this way, but I just think that he likes me so much.I put on an old-fashioned posture, complaining that he was naive, but my heart was sore and soft, and I was a little swollen for no reason.

So I thought, why I dared to take the initiative to tell my mother, probably because Zhang Tianle finally pulled out a little bit of real optimism from my pessimism. Although the result was not satisfactory, let’s just leave it at that.

In the last self-study class, when school was about to leave, the old class came to the class and asked me to go to the office. I wondered what I was going to do, and as soon as I entered the office, I saw my mother sitting by the old class's desk.I was a little surprised, I was really afraid that something would happen, the old class was too fast, so looking at it, I told my mother last night that it was really timely.

My mother didn't respond when she saw me coming, she just gave me an unhappy look, the old class led us to meet, and then invited my mother to go out for a detailed talk, I glanced around, and almost all the teachers in the office were there , students also come in and out from time to time, the content they are going to talk about next is obscure, the office is really not a good place.

The old class led us to a small terrace at the end of the corridor. The place is spacious and open. What we said would be blown away by the wind in a second without leaving any traces. The teacher also detoured far away on this side, and what he said could not reach anyone's ears.

I looked downstairs inadvertently, and I seemed to see Zhang Tianle training on the track, but I didn't seem to see it either.

As soon as my mother spoke, I realized that I was wrong. This time, it wasn't Lao Ban who was looking for her, but Lao Ban who she took the initiative to contact.

My mother's anti-customer attitude made me uncertain of her intentions. The conversation between the two middle-aged women was complicated and serious, and there was nothing I could intervene in the whole process.My mother implicitly admitted the facts for me in disguise, saying that I was not too confused, and told my family that the two children must have played too well. I didn’t understand that goodwill and friendship were two different things. I even reached a consensus that I might need some psychological counseling. The old class suggested that my mother confiscate all my communication equipment all day before the college entrance examination. She would also pay attention to me in school, change a suitable seat for me, and prepare wholeheartedly. The college entrance examination, don't be distracted by anything.

My mother agreed again and again, and finally made a request, hoping to meet with the teacher and Zhang Tianle's parents.

I really think my temper is okay. I was not very angry at first, but I was very depressed and speechless, but after hearing what she said, I blurted out: "Why do we still see each other? Isn't this the end of today's talk? Isn't it a good talk Is it?"

My mother probably got angry when she saw that I made a sound, and hit me lightly. She was telling me not to talk and not to make trouble, but I was really anxious, "Why do you see his parents? Tianlejia It’s not like you don’t know what’s going on, can you arrange for me to come anyway?” I took out the phone and handed it to my mother while talking, and when my mother didn’t pick me up, I handed it to the old class, hoping that any one of them would People quickly took over.

Parents meet each other, what is it, I can't let this matter cause Zhang Tianle's father to come back to school, I don't care whoever wants to scold me, it can be seen what to do about Zhang Tianle's competition, the competition is already his father I disagree. It was originally just a one-on-one situation between father and son. How to deal with it is their own business. Once the relationship between me and Zhang Tianle is exposed, it will only add fuel to the fire. These two things seem to be the same. The codes belong to one code, but it is too easy to forget them together when they meet together. In case his father tells the old class about the game, in case his father still makes it clear that he is not allowed to go, in front of so many people On the other hand, who will speak for Zhang Tianle at that time, it doesn't matter if the old class is in charge of me, but Zhang Tianle can't be seated, he is about to compete, and now is the critical time, his training can't be interrupted for a day.

My mother took my mobile phone, ignored me, and continued to say to Lao Ban: "I'll go back and talk to his father."

This "his father" is not Zhang Tianle's father, but my father.

"Don't tell my dad! Is this a good thing? You have to tell my dad everything!" I was really angry, and I felt that the top of my head was smoking. Is it really me who is rebellious, or is it my mother? become impersonal.

"You know it's not a good thing, ah." My mother frowned and gave me a gouging look complainingly.

I know it's useless to say anything, and I don't want to quarrel with her.I can always prepare for the worst when things are a little bit of a sign. What will happen in the worst case? My dad made a video call to me on the construction site and talked all night long to let me explain, or my dad thought it was a shocking event Put down everything at work and come back to take care of me, or should my dad just break my leg without saying anything?

Just fuck it.

I nodded impatiently, and said "I'm hungry, I'm going to eat" with my remaining politeness and patience, and then turned around and left without the teacher's permission again, leaving my mother and the old class alone. Everyone behind me called out to me.

When I was looking for Zhang Tianle, Zhang Tianle found me first.

Probably because my expression was too depressed, Zhang Tianle looked at me in surprise and said, "No way, are you angry?"

I replied feebly, "Yes."

"Damn, what a wonderful scene." Zhang Tianle bumped into my shoulder, came over and stood beside me, "What's going on? Why is Auntie here?"

"Let me tell you, I experienced the biggest Waterloo of heart-to-heart talks between family members last night."

"What do you mean?"

"I told my mother about our business."

Zhang Tianle's expression was stunned for a moment, and it took a while to come back to his senses, and said: "Huh?"

"I thought it wouldn't be so miserable, because I think my mother is quite reasonable, who knows... Oh, don't mention it, I just said it last night, no, the phone was confiscated just now."

Zhang Tianle looked at me with some sympathy, "What's the matter? Use mine first?"

"Come on, use yours. It will be wonderful if you can't even keep yours later. No one can contact anyone. Go pass the letter on Feige."

Zhang Tianle laughed twice, "Look at us, Ayu, it's too powerful. The joint operation between the teacher and your mother is amazing."

"My mother wants to see your father."

"……what?"

"I don't know if this old class can be organized, but I think the atmosphere of the two of them chatting just now is probably a joke."

"Hiss—seeing the parents so soon, I'm going to be nervous."

"When will you stop being so optimistic about your dick." I kicked Zhang Tianle with my leg, without exerting any force, but I also rubbed him with my hands habitually.

"Ayu, you...how did you tell Auntie?"

"I just said I'm in love with you."

Zhang Tianle didn't answer, I looked at him belatedly after a while, I saw that he lowered his head slightly and pursed his mouth, his eyes seemed to be on the ground, there seemed to be a smile on the corner of his mouth, and he didn't seem to have any expression. An inaudible "hmm" was heard.

He said that he was hungry and wanted to eat, but where could I eat? After a few words, it was almost time for self-study last night.Zhang Tianle and I dragged our way to the floor where the classroom is located. I suddenly remembered his birthday at the end of the month, which was about to come of age. There are still two weeks left, so many things happen at this time, oh birthday, timeliness is the most important thing.

Thinking of this, I suddenly turned around. Zhang Tianle was still at the bottom of this flight of stairs. He looked at me inexplicably. I smiled at him, calmed down, and said to him, "Tianle, happy birthday."

He looked at me blankly from below, really expressionless.

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