ninety-nine twelve

The rumors about me and Wu Haoyu, it is said that we have been in close contact, we have not been caught, and we can't even be included in the puppy love.I thought this time it was the same as all the lace gossip on campus, the only difference was that one of the protagonists was replaced by myself, but it would still gradually subside over time, so I didn't take it seriously.

Unexpectedly, the rumors intensified. In the second week, there was even a saying that "moans were heard in the men's room of the senior three teaching building", which was so outrageous that even I, the client, was surprised when I heard it.

The people in the class were better. Wu Haoyu and I were watched by them from morning to night every day. It was common for us to have a good relationship. Rumors were thrown into our class, and the splash was the smallest.But people from other classes were curious. During the first two days between classes, there were always people staying back and forth in the corridor, looking into our classroom through the glass window. At first I didn’t pay attention to it. I was able to meet some new faces on this floor. It wasn't until Wu Haoyu found out that I didn't know that most of them were people from the lower-education class downstairs, so I went upstairs to "verify" the rumors.

In addition to the intentional or unintentional observations among the classmates, the head teacher also continued to put pressure on me. Instead of attacking me, she just talked to Wu Haoyu and mentioned to him about changing seats, but Wu Haoyu still refused.The next day, the head teacher suddenly ordered Wu Haoyu to change seats with a girl in the front row in her class. At that time, Wu Haoyu didn't even stand up, but just sat down and replied: "I don't want to change."

There was a moment of silence in the class. The head teacher probably didn't expect Wu Haoyu to refuse her in front of the whole class. He didn't give her any face. Wu Haoyu then added: "I'm in a good position now, I can see the blackboard clearly. , no need to change."

I couldn't help laughing out loud.

"Zhang Tianle, what are you laughing at?" The class teacher took advantage of the situation and pointed the finger at me, beating around the bush and sternly educating the two of us, without mentioning the ultimate reason.Wu Haoyu just stood there listening to her scolding, and when asked to stand outside the classroom, he went, and never answered her words from the beginning to the end.

Then I also stood up, and bumped into the class teacher's muzzle, "What are you doing standing up? Isn't it messy enough? Then you go out and stand!"

I was happy, I didn't even intend to talk to her, I just wanted to accompany Wu Haoyu to stand for punishment.

Before I stepped out of the classroom, the head teacher issued another order: "You two are not allowed to stand together, one at the front door and the other at the back door. After class is over, let everyone who comes and goes take a look. Don't lose face!"

I made an expression of indifference behind her back, and when I passed by Wu Haoyu from the front door, I heard him say "what's the matter?", but I saw that his expression was half a smile, not a smile.

There is probably no precedent for a relationship like ours in this school. Seeing that the ambiguity has come to an end, no one dares to open up and ask questions, so this confrontation ended in such an abrupt stalemate. It was not very pleasant, but it was still a success. , I was still sitting behind Wu Haoyu, receiving scrutiny from teachers and classmates from all directions.

These are not problems. The biggest problem is caused by me, myself.

The school's track and field team disbanded all members of the third grade except sports students two months before the college entrance examination. I was neither a sports student nor a college entrance examination student. Although I was also excluded, I could still train with them occasionally.

As old players leave the team, new players join.The track and field team recruited a group of newcomers from the first and second grades. As a free agent, it took me several weeks to recognize them all.

When I was doing squats today, while the teacher was checking the space at the other end of the line, a person next to me said to me: "Is it true?"

"what."

"Who are you with?"

"What do you think."

This person is from the third-level physical education class, and he is very familiar with me. In his eyes, I don't know what the relationship between me and Wu Haoyu is like. I went back and forth with him a few times. In the end, he started to scold me casually, saying that I was guarding against him.

"It's because I didn't guard against you that I didn't lie to you, okay, but you stop here, don't follow my words, you can't get anything out of it."

"Hey, it's boring, you think I'd like to know." After finishing speaking, he changed the subject in time: "The three models have got their grades, and yours has entered the top [-] list. Don't you go and see?"

After listening to this, I was refreshed. There was no news about the results of the three-mode test before the self-study class. Everyone felt that there would be no results today. I didn't expect that this would directly be listed in the top [-] list. Wu Haoyu must not have known about it.

During the break, I slipped to the school bulletin board. The top 70 list of the college entrance examination simulation took up most of the bulletin board. The three-mode section that was still empty after school at noon had already posted the list. I looked from the back to the front, in the science department Wu Haoyu's name was seen on the seventh place of class No.[-].

This is the first time for him to enter the top [-] in the grade. Before this, no matter how big or small the monthly exam mock exam was, he was hovering outside the top [-]. There were a few times when he fell below the top [-]. The fluctuations were quite large. I thought he would be included this time. Even in the top [-], it was barely in the [-]s, but I didn't expect to squeeze into the [-]s, which is too competitive.

If you ask me, Wu Haoyu is a model for reviewing for the college entrance examination. If he speaks with his grades, he is not a top student.

I took out my mobile phone, and happily sent a voice message to Wu Haoyu: "Baby, do you know that you have passed the three-mode test, you are 77th in science, and the power of love is so awesome."

I continued to walk forward while talking, and the top ten and top five came and went from the same group of people, and their names had already shined brightly on the first two hundred lists, which was boring.

This meeting has just finished school, people who heard the news gradually gathered in front of the bulletin board, and there were more people joining in the fun. I went back to the back of the list, intending to take a photo of the names of the top students before slipping back.

"Wow, isn't this the gay guy?"

"Where?"

"Oh...Wu Haoyu, this name."

"So his grades are alright?"

"What is he doing? He was not among the top [-] in the previous two times."

"Didn't you say that the three models are the papers produced by the school itself? It's not difficult. It's useless for the three models to enter the top [-]. Don't you just look at one model?"

"Another one?"

"Isn't the other one from Hong Kong? He also wants to take the test?"

"Hey, if he takes the test, will he get extra points directly, or walk him out?"

"He majored in liberal arts and science?"

"Nonsense, Hong Kong people definitely don't need to study politics."

"You're stupid, you must be in the science class. You seem to be in the same class as that Wu Haoyu, otherwise how could you get together."

"Tch, I thought he was a sports student."

"He's not. I don't know what he's going to train for. He's just pretending to be so fucking awesome."

"Has he ever spoken to you?"

"I said it, but I don't think he's very gay, it should be Wu Haoyu posting it."

"I also think he looks a little more gay."

"No, I think he's okay. Didn't many girls like him when he was a sophomore in high school?"

"Huh? There are women who like him?"

"I heard that he was very strong in the previous singing competition."

"I rely on you not to like him too, are you gay too?"

"Of course not, you're crazy, I just said he couldn't see it."

"But I heard people say that Wu Haoyu used to be super dog licking. Every day after school, he went to practice with him, and then he invited him for lunch and dinner. He seemed to help with homework. If someone licked me like this, I would be willing, hahahahahaha."

"That's not enough, at least he has to really lick - you are sincere enough..."

There was a rumble in my head, like the sound of a train passing through a tunnel. Someone was dragged out by me and pressed to the ground. The backs of the heads in front of me just now all turned into faces with specific shapes.The person I was pulling by the collar was a junior high school player who was absent from the track and field training today for no reason. The others should also be senior high school students. They dared to come and pull me. I greeted first, and before I could pay attention, I was kicked behind my back, and my chin hit the ground. When I got up and wanted to continue, a school guard had already come over. The bulletin board was facing the school gate, less than 50 meters away. The movement attracted the school gate guard very quickly.I couldn't break free, so I had to bite my mouth, stop my hand and let it go. Before I was pulled again, I took the opportunity to punch the other person in the face again. I heard someone scolding me, but I couldn't hear it. What are you scolding? There are more and more people onlookers, watching the show all around. The face of the person opposite is not good enough. I should smash his mouth...

Later, I didn't eat or go to evening self-study. It seems that the head teacher and grade teacher negotiated with the second grade group and asked everyone involved in the fight to go to the teaching office for questioning.

I stood in the school doctor's room unmoved and made it clear that I would not go.

The grade director was even more sullen, and immediately came to drag me away, and said sharply: "I don't know the heights of the sky and the depths of the earth."

I raised my arm to break her away, and smiled a bit, and said: "I rely on my being a borrower, because I am a Hong Kong household registration, because you can't punish me, because you I don’t have any stains on dropping out of my school. Let me say it again, I don’t want to see those people. It’s a few steps from the school doctor’s office to the teaching office. Help people, unless you cover my eyes and ears, tie me up so that I can't see their people and can't hear their voices, otherwise you can't stop me."

The level director exaggeratedly surprised, "Yo, you are really amazing, don't you leave, will you? If you don't leave, I will call your parents right now."

I was really happy after hearing this, what kind of big joke is this, "You call, you call now, if you have the ability to call any of them over, then I'm really good at you."

She didn't talk nonsense with me, she took out a registered contact list and started calling, it seemed that she was already prepared.She first called my dad three times, the first two were directly cut off by my dad, and the third one was finally picked up by my dad. Before the director had time to reveal his identity, he was told by my dad that he couldn't do it temporarily because of work. She made a call to my mother, but this time the answer went smoothly. She asked, "Is this Zhang Tianle's mother?" but the reply was "I am her husband." Seeing her puzzled face, I rushed She raised her eyebrows, and sure enough, after she explained the purpose of the call, the other party explained with some embarrassment: "Oh...that's right, Tianle is the child of her mother and her ex-husband, and I am her current husband. It is not very convenient for her to answer the phone now , I'll ask her to call you back later, do you think it's okay?"

The director's calls were all open and outgoing, and her expression was particularly exciting after the last call. After she declined my mother's current husband's proposal, she tried to call my father again. The busy tone was not answered either, my dad must have muted his phone.

I sneered, with the joy of seeing the expected ending, and concluded abruptly: "My dad is busy, and I will heal when I have time to deal with the shitty fights. I haven't seen my mom for three weeks. She is gone, maybe I will go to her house for dinner this week, I will take the initiative to mention my fight to her, and bring some troubles to her family life, after all, my custody is not with her."

After hearing this, the director was furious, and after saying "No wonder you have no education at all", he went to the teaching office first, looking anxious and heartbroken.

When I was looking at each other with the head teacher, I spoke up first: "I still want to fight, but if you ask me to go to the teaching office, I will still fight. I can listen to you scolding alone, but I don't want to see those people."

The head teacher is a middle-aged veteran who makes me confused. When he scolds me angrily, he seems to be a really bad teacher, and when he talks to me calmly, he seems to really want to save me.

I don't know how she explained it to the teaching office, but in the end, I went back to the office of the third grade with her. After she sat down, she didn't look at me, and sighed wearily: "You are really not afraid of being expelled from school."

This sounded like a statement, but also like a question. I thought about it and answered truthfully: "I'm afraid."

"Why did you fight, tell me."

"They commented that I am a Hong Kong native with extra points and walks, and that I was training with the track and field team to pretend to be aggressive. I heard that, and I got angry and started doing it."

"that's it?"

"that's it."

"Is it right to fight? Is fighting the solution? Why didn't you tell the teacher? They are sophomores and you are seniors. The older ones beat the younger ones. Does your face look bright?"

I took a deep breath, tried to explain but felt it was a waste of effort, so I said, "Yes."

"...You are really crazy." The head teacher was silent for a while after finishing speaking, hesitant to speak, and then said after a while: "You are stubborn, if you don't say it, why don't you want to be beaten by you?" Will they say it? Do you think the reason you gave is consistent with the reason they gave? "

I know the traps come one after another, I can't guard against them, I can't fight the protracted push and pull battle with these teachers, "Teacher, maybe you and I know the reason, not only the fights, but all the recent things, it's the same reason, If you don't ask clearly, then you should understand that I don't want to say clearly, even if you ask clearly in the future, I still won't say clearly, but I think don't pretend to be confused, of course there is a reason why I fight, you If you think it’s what’s going on, that’s what’s going on, I have nothing to say.”

The teacher in charge shook his head and sent me off calmly: "You go back to study by yourself at night, I will contact your dad later, the teacher can't control you, let your parents control you."

When I returned to the classroom, everyone looked up at me. The classroom was obviously quiet but there seemed to be subtle discussions everywhere.Wu Haoyu also looked at me, watching me walk all the way to sit behind him, looking worried.

He turned around, leaned closer to his head, raised my face to see the injury on my chin, and asked silently, "What's wrong?"

I suddenly felt sad, and I was so wronged that I couldn't speak, and I looked back at him with red eyes.Fortunately, fortunately, he didn't hear those words, fortunately, he didn't see me fighting, fortunately, he wasn't present for this farce.

Why is there so much malice in the world? I want to protect him, but I can't get rid of even a ten thousandth of the malice.

There was a wave of ups and downs, and when I went home at night, I had to face my dad, and it was another tough battle.

My dad is much simpler and rougher than the teachers. He doesn’t have so much language skills. He only hits straight shots. He asked me when he came up: "Your teacher said you got into a fight at school today?"

"Yes, beat up a few people in the second year of high school."

"what reason?"

"Household registration, arrogance, superiority in school, etc."

"How did the school say to pursue it?"

"I don't know, I'm also hanged, how do I want to pursue it?"

"Why are you talking so muddled, kid!"

With a deep voice, I raised my head and looked at my dad, "Don't you have to be bullied if you don't care about it?"

My dad seemed to want to pick up the topic and continue to scold me, but he stopped abruptly, adjusted his mood, and asked in a different tone: "Your teacher said that you have been unclear with a male classmate recently."

"Yeah, Wu Haoyu, I told you that when I don't go home, I always go to live with him."

"Then explain, explain, what's the relationship if you don't know?"

"I don't know, but the relationship is very good."

My dad sat in front of the dining table, slapped the table hard, and adjusted his emotions in vain, "I just said no wonder you started some competitions recently, and you have to go to school after the exam. He encouraged you? He asked you Are you obsessed or something? You must have become disobedient after entangled with him. You didn’t listen to the teacher at school, and you didn’t listen to your parents at home. Now you can only listen to him? "

I frowned, very dissatisfied with my dad's logic, "He doesn't know, the competition has nothing to do with him, and the fight has nothing to do with him, don't pour dirty water on him."

"I think your teacher is right."

"what did she say?"

"Say you have a puppy love, and the puppy love is a male classmate, which makes the school a mess."

I snorted coldly, "I am so capable."

"You go back to Hong Kong as soon as possible. Anyway, after the exam, there is no need to finish the studies here. Don't you want to go to the competition, and you can compare how you like when you go back."

This is the second big joke I heard today. I shook my head and said: "I will go to the competition without your consent. I will continue to study here until I graduate. I am going to be an adult soon. Can I have a choice of my own?"

"You really grew up now, huh? You didn't go to school when it was time to go to school, you secretly signed up for the competition, and you had a close relationship with the same sex. Do you think this is normal? I don't think you really want to go to the competition. How did you rebel and how did you come here, you made an inch of it, you didn't listen to what you said, and you didn't return home, just because of that boy?"

I told myself not to fight hard with my dad, but my personality is too similar to his, and we always quarrel without saying a word. When I am impulsive, I like to break pots and smash things. I have always been afraid of my dad. Yes, but I stood up and was as tall as him now.

"Yes! I'm for him! Do you think I'm always against you? Why do I still feel that you're always against me? Why are you dissatisfied no matter what I do? As far as my running is concerned, is it a vice or a habit? Am I depraved? Why can’t you support me once? If it were someone else, if they could participate in the World Youth Championship, their parents would be so happy, right? Why are you and my mother so despised me? Ah? Now you are talking about the game with me, do you think it will work? You have never been to the game that I needed you since I was a child, and you never took the game and ranking that I valued seriously. I am also sad. I am also disappointed. I am disappointed until the end. I am not disappointed. I listen to you and study hard. Do you know how many opportunities for training and competitions I gave up? Am I not obedient enough? Now you use the competition to talk to me, It’s just that I like men is worse than the competition. Anyway, I don’t really want to go to the competition, and you don’t really agree with me to go to the competition. What’s there to talk about? Is this what you want to talk about? Whether to participate or not? It's my business, who I'm with is also my business, you don't need to talk to me, you are just like those teachers in school, wasting your tongue."

My dad’s expression was full of laughter, he raised his hand and then lowered it, “It’s not that I can’t see you well, I can’t see you well? But you have to know if we are the kind of children who are born excellent, you have to make strong words, I won't tell you too much, anyway, you can't listen to what you say at your age, you'd better draw a clear line with that boy as soon as possible, or you won't even leave the house. "

"Then you lock me up." I took out the key card from my trouser pocket and threw it on the dining table, then turned around and went back to the room to unlock it.

Wu Haoyu sent me several messages and let me see them and reply to him.I threw the phone on the bed, pulled out the chair and sat down, put on the headphones and turned up the music volume, panting.

Damn it.