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At the 24-hour convenience store outside the community, Zhuo Shuang let go of her hand, and lowered her head to kiss Jiangchou's temple.

"I'll go in and buy something, wait for me outside."

As soon as he left, Jiang Shou received a call from Jiang Suqing on his back.

"Ms. Li called me and said that you are not feeling well and want to ask for leave. Where are you feeling sick, do you want me to ask for leave to take you to the hospital?"

Under this indiscriminate bombardment, Jiang Shou was completely unable to intervene.

"Did you listen to me?" Probably she also sensed something was wrong, the other end of the phone was quiet for a while, "Tell me how you are first."

"I'm fine, you don't need to ask for leave..."

Hearing that he was fine, Jiang Suqing breathed a sigh of relief, and then became annoyed. She raised her voice and began to criticize him, "Then you tell the teacher that you are not feeling well? What are you doing when you are not in school as a student? Where are you now?" ..."

"I..." He quietly took the phone away, "I'm with him now."

Who is he? The two of them knew each other. Jiang Suqing sneered, and she unconsciously added a bit of sarcasm in her words, "Where was he when you were in the hospital? You skipped class together."

In fact, I have seen it.Jiang Choi lowered her eyes, "He was stalked by the little bastard who bullied me before, and I came out to look for him because I was worried."

When he said this, Jiang Suqing couldn't continue to be mean, but she was still skeptical, "Why didn't you tell the teacher?"

"The situation is more complicated..."

"You, Mr. Li, are not unreasonable people. Aren't adults more useful than you for catching the blind?"

He waited for Jiang Suqing to finish speaking before continuing, "He fought back. The attached high school is very strict about fighting. I don't want him to be implicated and punished."

"Then...you can't hit people." Jiang Suqing, who never expected this development, was speechless, "Are you okay? And... what about him, is he okay?"

Since Jiang Suqing asked this question, it means that she has believed his statement.

He was silent for a while, "Mom, I have something to settle with him, can I stay at his house tonight?" Afraid that Jiang Suqing would refuse, he added, "If it wasn't for me, he wouldn't have offended that bastard. "

Listening to Jiang Suqing's rough breathing on the other end of the phone, the guilt and self-loathing that had been haunting him began to emerge again.

He frantically waited for his answer, afraid that he would be scolded by her in the next second.

In the end, Jiang Suqing agreed unhappily, "Let's not make an example. Next time the teacher calls and sues you, it's over."

"I know..." Before he finished speaking, Jiang Suqing hung up the phone.

If she knew that he agreed to do that kind of thing with others so rashly, would she be so angry that she would break off with him?

The street lamp made his shadow long and thin, and through the glass door of the convenience store, he could just see Zhuo Shuang behind the shelf, and felt his gaze. Zhuo Shuang raised his head and returned him a smile.

This smile seemed to fall into his heart, slightly illuminating those dark corners, he hung up the phone, waited for Zhuo Shuang to come out of the store after shopping,

"What did you buy?"

He lowered his head and saw Zhuo Shuang holding an opaque plastic bag in his left hand and a small paper bowl in his right.

"I bought some food to fill your stomach. The soup is a little spicy, so I didn't ask the clerk to add extra chili."

Jiangchou can eat spicy food but can't eat too spicy. If it is too spicy, his eyes and nose will turn red.He didn't expect Zhuo Shuang to remember this, "Thank you."

Zhuo Shuang handed him the oden, watched him pick the fish balls inside with a bamboo stick, and opened a pack of wet wipes to wipe his face.

"Does it hurt?"

The slight sting after the tears dried was wiped away with a soft wet towel, Zhuo Shuang's movements were very gentle, as if the indifference and barriers of this month did not exist, they did not quarrel, there was no cold war, everything was still the same as before.He turned his head away, trying to suppress the urge to cry, "It doesn't hurt."

"Go back and get some ice

Roll your eyes, and if you don't know, you think I bullied you..." The smile on Zhuo Shuang's face faded, "It's okay to say bullying, I am indeed responsible for your crying like this. "

Jiang Shou didn't know what to say, "It's not your problem...what are you doing?" Zhuo Shuang took the flower stick pills on the bamboo stick, he hesitated for a while, then picked a small sausage and brought it to Zhuo Shuang's mouth, " Do you eat this?"

"Eat." Zhuo Shuang said vaguely while chewing, "It won't happen in the future."

This seemingly random sentence made Jiangchou's heart skip a beat.I will not do it again.Zhuo Shuang meant that they would have a future?

·

Zhuo Shuang took Jiangchou to see his bedroom, learned from the accident last time, this time he remembered to lock the door properly.

"My dad," he stopped and changed his name, "that man was talking about business abroad recently..."

Jiang Shou withdrew her gaze from the door lock, and interrupted Zhuo Shuang abruptly, "It has nothing to do with me, nor does it have anything to do with my mother."

So what if he knew that the man was his biological father whom he had never met before?After the death of his grandparents, his only family member is Jiang Suqing. He does not have any expectations for the role of "father", it has been in the past, and it will be in the future.

Zhuo Shuang was very surprised that he would say this, "You..." He thought for a long time but couldn't think of the right words, "Forget it, I won't mention him at this time, it's a disappointment."

He casually threw the bag in his hand on the bed, half of the contents slipped out, the most eye-catching thing was a small blue box with Durex printed on it.

Any fool knows what Durex is, and Jiang Shou is not stupid, her cheeks blushed suddenly, "You..."

"What's wrong with me?" Zhuo Shuang undressed halfway, not knowing what he was referring to.

"Why did you buy this?"

Zhuo Shuang pulled off her school uniform and was about to get the black T-shirt that was draped over the back of the chair when she stopped suddenly, "What?"

Looking in the direction Jiang Shou pointed, he saw the box of Durex he just bought, "Is there any problem?"

Jiang Shou was at a loss, and stammered, "I won't..."

"What did you say?" He said a lot of things that ordinary people can't understand, but Zhuo Shuang couldn't hear clearly, "Say it again."

"I won't get pregnant again." Jiangchou closed her eyes and said in a heartbeat.

Seeing Jiang Shou's puzzled face, Zhuo Shuang was stunned for a moment, then laughed so hard that she even burst into tears.

He also knew that laughing so wildly would make his boyfriend unhappy, so he specially turned his back and tried not to make too much noise.

But seeing the twitch of his shoulders, Jiang Shou, who realized that he might have said something stupid, lowered his head, "Am I not right?"

Zhuo Shuang, who finally stopped laughing, grabbed his wrist and pulled him into his arms, "Answer me first, why did you think that way?" His restless fingers took the opportunity to lift Jiang Mou's school uniform T-shirt The hem touched his flat belly twice, which made Jiang worry itchy, and kept hiding, "You still know that you won't be pregnant, should I give you a little red flower?"

Jiang Chou, who was extremely lacking in sexual knowledge, said in a dull tone, "Then... isn't this for contraception?"

Zhuo Shuang was amused by him again, and kissed his forehead affectionately after laughing, "Silly boy."

Sure enough, he was glared at by Jiang Shou, he coughed, and became a little more serious, "You said before that you knew what I wanted to do to you, so I assumed that you knew how to do it."

Jiang Shou hummed unnaturally, "I've checked."

He read both the text and the pictures, so he knew what the two men should do, but he couldn't imagine the same scene happening to him and Zhuo Shuang.

Zhuo Shuang stroked the smooth skin of his side waist, "Since you know, don't you know that if you are inexperienced (.) the one who enters is easy to get hurt?"

Sensing that the person in his arms had opened his eyes wide, Zhuo Shuang kissed him and said, "You are so naive or so cute, you dare to promise me without even knowing this kind of thing, I'm not afraid that I will really..."

Really what?Thinking of where these things will be used in the future, Jiang Shou becomes more and more uncomfortable, "Did the cashier look at you strangely at the checkout?"

In junior high school, a condom was found in a girl's bag, and the parents made a big fuss in the school, so in his opinion, this thing is almost equivalent to not learning well and shame.If he had been told at that time that he would be able to use it two years later, he would have thought this person was crazy.

"I didn't pay attention." Zhuo Shuang let go of him, sat on the bed and unwrapped the box, "So what if you read it, why don't you buy it for the sake of being indifferent? I bought these because I didn't want to hurt you, not to see other people's faces. .”

In addition to condoms, Zhuo Shuang also held a small yellow bottle of the same brand with the words "water-based lubricant" printed on it.

Jiang Shou hesitated to sit beside him, sweating palms nervously about what was going to happen next.

"Are you sure you want to do this with me?"

Suddenly hearing Zhuo Shuang's voice, he was startled, and then asked in a voice comparable to a gnat, "Otherwise?"

"I'm just asking, in case you suddenly regret that you want to go home, I don't have the confidence to stop..." Zhuo Shuang said deliberately.

"I'm sure, haven't I already promised you?" Before Jiang Shou finished speaking, the world was turned upside down.

Zhuo Shuang looked at him condescendingly, "You promised me, and I will not accept going back on my word."

Jiang Shou lay on the bed defenseless, her soft black hair spread out, her eyes full of helplessness, Zhuo Shuang looked at him for a few seconds, then lowered her head and kissed him.

Zhuo Shuang sucked his lips, licking from the jaws to the tip of her soft tongue, while Jiang Shou responded to him equally jerky and earnestly, saliva that could not be swallowed dripped down the corners of her mouth, leaving ambiguous traces.

Zhuo Shuang, who was already naked from the upper body, took off her shorts and underwear, then reached out to touch Jiang Shou's clothes, and helped him take off his underwear, becoming as naked as herself.

The scorching skin stuck together, and the familiar heat flowed down the lower body. The two hugged each other instinctively and rubbed against each other for a while, but Zhuo Shuang, who didn't want to ejaculate so early, pulled away first.

"Help me." Zhuo Shuang handed the torn tinfoil package to Jiang Shou, while she squeezed between his legs, picked up the small bottle on the side and made preparations for him.

Jiang Shou pinched the thin latex cover at a loss, her eyes moved down a little involuntarily.Zhuo Shuang's genitals were long and straight, with a red tip, and the size of her half-erected body was already impressive.Although there have been several close contacts before, but this is the first time to see him so straightforwardly, Jiang Mou didn't even know where to put his eyes.He tentatively touched Zhuo Shuang's groin, but unexpectedly, the thing in his hand jumped slightly, and the volume expanded a little.

"Easy." Zhuo Shuang grabbed his trembling fingers and guided him to put on the condom, "It's like this."

He said it nicely, but in fact Zhuo Shuang didn't know much about it himself. He tossed with Jiang Shou for a long time, and didn't put it on until the air got in. Instead, he felt it completely hard.

After wasting one condom, he gained experience with the second one. Jiang Chou reluctantly put it on for him, but as soon as he let go of his hands, he felt a chill in his lower body.

The wet, cold and slippery liquid poured on his half-erect cock, flowing down behind him, and at the same time he smelled a strange aroma.

"There are two types of mint and mint in the store. I chose this because I was afraid that mint would be too irritating." Zhuo Shuang kissed the corner of his mouth soothingly, "Just tell me if you feel uncomfortable."

He didn't know why Zhuo Shuang suddenly mentioned this, and he was so ashamed that his whole body was on fire.

"Is there any difference?" The lower body was wet with lubricant and other liquids, and a hard object kept pressing against his lower abdomen. The more dizzy his mind was, the more vivid the sensation under his body became.

"Of course, I want to try to leave some good memories for you."

Zhuo Shuang went all the way down, kissing his neck and collarbone, the thin skin was gripped by the pointed tiger teeth, and the slight stinging pain caused by the biting made him moan involuntarily.

"Hey, bear with it, or it will hurt more later."

Fingers stained with lubricant penetrated into the back acupoint, slowly opening the narrow passage.It didn't hurt, but it felt a little strange and swollen. Jiangchou looked over Zhuo Shuang's head to see the ceiling, and her mind went blank for a moment.

It didn't seem very comfortable to do this kind of thing, it was only because this person was Zhuo Shuang that he reluctantly endured it.

Zhuo Shuang patiently expanded for him for a while, but since she had no experience, she wasn't sure if it would work, "I'm in?"

Jiang Shou came back to his senses, moved, and felt that the thing holding him down was getting harder and harder, so he nodded lightly, "Okay." At this point, it seems that he has no other choice but to agree.

After getting permission, Zhuo Shuang pressed Jiang Shou's inner thigh, aimed at the place, and pushed the hard penis in slowly and without rejection.

The size of the fully erected Zhuo Shuang was not small at all, and her slender fingers couldn't compare with it. Jiang Shou was so frightened that her whole body became stiff, feeling that she was split in two from the tailbone.

This kind of invasion from the outside stimulated all the self-defense of the body, and when he entered his head, his eyesight was lost due to the pain, his chest heaved quickly and weakly, and his whole body was covered in cold sweat, as if he was fished out of the water.

Lost in consciousness from the pain, he suddenly understood what Zhuo Shuang meant by "will get hurt". If there were no condoms and lubricants, he would probably be even more miserable than he is now.

But even so, he still wanted to be close to this person... He half-closed his eyes, and obediently opened his mouth to accept Zhuo Shuang's kiss.

"Does it hurt so much?" Zhuo Shuang murmured against his lips, "Another day..."

The tip of his tongue and lips were numb from being bitten, and he sensed Zhuo Shuang's intention to withdraw, his eyes were red, and he grabbed the man's arm and begged softly, "Don't go, don't leave me."

Between pulling it out and making it to the end, Zhuo Shuang finally chose the latter, and ruthlessly inserted all the remaining parts into it.

"I..." Zhuo Shuang didn't feel very comfortable being pinched by the tight corridor, and spoke intermittently, "I won't leave you behind, I can't do it."

Jiang Miao turned her face away in embarrassment, but in the next second, she was pulled back to kiss again with her jaw pinched.Zhuo Shuang kissed very deeply, almost reaching his throat, he puffed out his chest, tried his best to let himself forget the pain in his lower body, and immersed himself in this deep and long kiss.

They maintained this posture for a while, until Zhuo Shuang felt that the person under him was not so stiff, then slowly moved his waist, pulled it out a little and pushed it in again.

A certain part of her body was wrapped in the hot and humid interior, and Zhuo Shuang had to exert a lot of force to restrain the rampant urge.

The first penetration of a young man is always very fast, even the pleasure is hazy and unreal. Zhuo Shuang, who ejaculated after a few penetrations, touched his nose and said in a low voice, "It seems a bit embarrassing."

Jiang Shou, who didn't feel too much pleasure at all, turned pale, clinging to his shoulders and panting non-stop, her soft lower body slid against her lower abdomen, without any sign of erection.

After the moment of ejaculation passed away, Zhuo Shuang, who noticed this, pressed a kiss on the tip of his nose guiltily, held the limp thing, and moved his five fingers together to help him.

He looked more serious than usual, and he didn't know how handsome he was, Jiang Shou, who was finally aroused, leaned into his arms, and his moans were blocked by kisses, turning into thick nasal and broken voices. Panting, he bit Zhuo Shuang's shoulder and shot after a while.

A teenage boy who has just tasted love, how can he know restraint, let alone get what he has always dreamed of, he must confirm it over and over again, the two of them snuggled quietly for a while, Zhuo Shuang became hard again, this time he did not let Jiang Worrying about it, I put on a new condom by myself.

After the development of the previous affair, Jiangchou's posterior acupoint has become very soft and can be inserted easily.The boy's body was flexible and slender, he pressed Jiang Shou's waist, and buried himself deeper than ever before.

With her back facing him, Jiang Shou's forehead rested on the horizontal arm, and the waist was completely suspended in the air, barely supported by Zhuo Shuang's arm.Maybe it was because of the change of position, after Zhuo Shuang's penis was inserted this time, besides the familiar pain, he also felt a little strange numbness.

"Is it here?" Seeing that he was trembling badly, Zhuo Shuang slowly touched the doorway, knowing where to fuck to make the person under him comfortable.

Jiangchou bit her arm, not knowing whether to shake her head or nod, she just felt that she was going to die.A certain switch deep in the body was turned on, even through a thin layer of latex, the feeling of the top of the genitals brushing against that point was so vivid that it made him tremble all over.

Pushing back and forth more than a dozen times, he ejaculated again. During the ejaculation, the inside of his thighs kept convulsing, and the inside of his body tightened accordingly. Zhuo Shuang's panting suddenly changed, and after a while, he leaned against him back to climax.

Zhuo Shuang hugged him for half the night, continued to do it when she was hard, and spent it in her arms repeatedly kissing him after finishing, as if she wanted to vent all the accumulated feelings.

The first two rounds had consumed most of Jiang Shou's physical strength, and he curled up in Zhuo Shuang's arms drowsily and drowsily. Halfway through, he was made to cry, with animal-like sobs in his throat, Zhuo Shuang kissed him and coaxed him while continuing The collision of the lower body, until the end he didn't even have the strength to cry, his eyes were red, he hugged Zhuo Shuang's neck and shot a light and light liquid before he got the permission to sleep.

·

The exhausted Jiang Shou was so sleepy that he couldn't even open his eyes, Zhuo Shuang didn't bother him, got up and went to the bathroom to get a towel to help him clean up the mud and turned on the air conditioner for ventilation.

After cleaning up for Jiang Shou, he took a shower, then went out and threw the school uniforms that the two of them had taken off into the washing machine. After doing all this, he lay back on the bed again.

I don't know whether it's cold or simply aware that there is someone beside me, Jiang Shou, who is asleep, unconsciously moves a little closer to him.

He has been obsessed with cleanliness since he was very young, and he will never sleep on the sheets touched by other people, but this other people definitely does not include Jiang Shou.

At first he thought that this young man named Jiang Shou was a tough guy who was difficult to get along with, but he never imagined that this young man's heart was softer and purer than he thought. will be rejected.

Even without extra words, he could clearly feel that this young man relied on him from the bottom of his heart, almost to a pathological level, and this need just filled the huge hole Tang Lin left in his heart.

He is no longer a dispensable and transparent person in everyone's eyes. The child who cried because he was not taken seriously can finally stop crying by himself.

Although he vehemently denied it, Tang Lin's influence on him was far more than that.Her distortion and meanness left a deep mark in his bones, and he had to admit that in the past half month, whenever Jiang Shou was stabbed by his words and indifference, he would feel that kind of feeling that came from his soul. malicious pleasure.

——This is the pain I have suffered from Tang Lin since I was a child, and now it's your turn.

When he was young, he always hoped that the illegitimate child he had never met would live a miserable and painful life, but when he heard Jiang Shou tell him that his life was meaningless, he had no other thoughts except rage.

What kind of environment is needed to develop such a cautious character?If he met someone else other than me, would that person treat him well?If I were a little bit worse, and deliberately hung him with such a no-nonsense attitude, how would he be bullied by me?Will he continue to accept it in silence, or will he finally run away from me unbearably?The moment she saw Jiang Shou broke down and cried and said that she would give up liking him, all the joy turned into pain.

He kept asking himself, what the hell am I doing, is this what I want to see?

Fortunately, it's not too late to recognize his own heart - rather than being hurt and bruised, he wants to see Jiang Shou carefree and happy.

He wanted to respond to Jiang Shou's expectations and needs. For the first time in more than ten years since his birth, he wanted to try to cross

The complex hatred that countless people built for him in the past.

He was engrossed in his thoughts, and Jiang Shou beside him opened his eyes in a daze, "Zhuo Shuang...are you there?"

"Go to sleep." He closed his eyes, pulled Jiangchou into his arms, let him lean on his shoulder, and said softly, "I won't leave you behind."

This is the person he likes, the person he knows he can't but can't give up. Maybe, maybe, the truth about their mother and child is not as bad as he always thought.

No matter what, he wants to try together with Jiang Shou, trying to overcome all the difficulties left to them by the previous generation.