like electricity

After the sun went down, the sky darkened at a speed visible to the naked eye.In the past 20 minutes or so, Jiang Shou searched around the school like a headless chicken. When she couldn't find it, she stood on the side of the street and forced herself to calm down and think about whether she had missed any key information.

They must be in a place remote enough that they will not be disturbed by other people, such as the dark alley before.The broken street lights have been repaired around the beginning of spring, and the rest is the one that turns right after leaving the school gate, and the one in front of the family building of the attached middle school does not lead to the village or to the shop. Except for a few specific times, basically no one will Passed the trail.Last semester, he overheard the senior students chatting, saying that someone was robbed there, which shows how remote it is.

Finally having a clue, he started to run, the warm night wind brushed against his cheeks, his heart almost jumped out of his throat, until he saw the figure leaning against the wall.

"What are you doing here?" Zhuo Shuang raised her chin, her tone was indifferent, and she couldn't hear much emotion.

Because I worry about you.He couldn't say such words, maybe Zhuo Shuang didn't really want to hear them.Who wants to be worried about the trouble of getting rid of it with great difficulty?

His mind, which was dazzled by worry and panic, calmed down again, "Why didn't you answer the phone? Teacher Zhu and the others are going crazy."

He talked about him left and right, asked about another matter, and at the same time realized sadly that this was the first time they looked at each other and spoke for the first time in half a month.

Zhuo Shuang raised his head, and the gentle and peaceful night was reflected in those light-colored eyes, giving him the illusion that everything was still the same as before.

"I forgot."

Snapped.The light soap bubbles burst, and he returned to the unbearable reality again.

In order to relieve the embarrassment, he jumped over Zhuo Shuang's arrow, "Where's Zhou Zezheng?"

Zhuo Shuang curled the corner of her mouth mockingly, "Do you think Zhou Zezheng can beat me?"

Seeing his frown, Zhuo Shuang let out a breath, "Don't worry, I didn't do anything to him. This guy Zhou Zezheng has no other skills. He runs really fast, much faster than the two trash he brought."

As soon as he said this, Jiang Shou immediately had a picture of Zhou Ze running away with his head in his arms.It turned out to be like this, he pursed his lips, no wonder Wei Zhixun didn't dare to tell Teacher Zhu and the others——Zhou Ze was bringing someone to find Zhuo Shuang's fault, but he was the one who got beaten up, and it was written clearly in the school rules that he fought with people outside the school If the fight is minor, it will be recorded as serious, and if it is serious, it will be expelled-if the teachers see Zhuo Shuang beating someone, they will be really troubled.

Seeing Zhuo Shuang's innocent look, he suddenly realized that it was ridiculous to rush out to find someone.

"The teachers are all looking for you. Remember to report to them later. I'm leaving."

Since Zhuo Shuang was fine, he had no reason to stay any longer.

"Jiang Shou, you haven't answered my question yet."

He stopped, but still didn't look back, "What's the problem?"

"What are you doing here?" Zhuo Shuang's sharp eyes pierced his back, making him clenched his fists involuntarily, "Aren't you trying to draw a line with me?"

He draws a clear line with Zhuo Shuang?Jiangchou felt that she heard the funniest joke in the world.Doesn't he have a clue about who is drawing the line with whom?

"I..." When the words of explanation came to his lips, fatigue suddenly rushed into his heart, and he whispered, "You think so."

Hurry up and end this meaningless conversation and go back. As for what Zhuo Shuang will think... Anyway, he has told enough lies, and this one is not bad.

To this perfunctory answer, Zhuo Shuang sneered, "Jiang Shou, did you do it on purpose?"

"What on purpose?"

"On the first day of school, you asked me who Zhuo Shuang was. You have been doubting my identity since then, right?"

Jiang Shou didn't speak, only her own rapid breathing could be heard in her ears.He knew it would be like this.Looking back on how the two got along, he was full of flaws everywhere, but at that time neither he nor Zhuo Shuang thought in the worst direction, but now they all became evidence to convict him.

Yes, I did it on purpose, am I not such a despicable person in your eyes?for a moment he

I wanted to answer this way on purpose, to see what kind of expression Zhuo Shuang would show, whether he would be furious or disappointed.

The only thing stopping him from doing it was that it was too ugly.

Seeing that he was reluctant to answer, Zhuo Shuang became more and more aggressive, "Aren't you very proud that I like you? You did what your mother didn't do, and you watched me fascinated by you..."

He stopped abruptly, but it was too late, the undisguised malice in his words was like a heavy slap on Jiang Shou's face.

Jiang Shou's face was pale, and even her voice trembled, "Is this very important?"

"What do you mean?"

His nails dug into the flesh, and he barely stood up straight with the pain, "I said I thought it was just an ordinary name with the same name at first, would you believe me?"

"Same name and surname." Zhuo Shuang paused for a long time, "How could there be such a coincidence."

A liar with a bankrupt reputation will be suspected of being a fake even if he tells the truth. Isn't this a matter of course?

Hearing what Zhuo Shuang said, he felt a little more relaxed, "So is this important? Don't you already have the answer?"

It was easier to believe that he had planned from the start than to persuade himself to accept a series of coincidences.

"Why is it you?"

Even if he couldn't see it, he could roughly outline Zhuo Shuang's expression at this time in his mind.

"What's the use of asking me, I don't know why."

Why must it be him?Why was someone like him born and raised?He asked himself the same question many times and never got an answer

Today, he is willing to give everything he has with both hands, even if he spends the rest of his life, he wants to bring everything back to the beginning, under the dim streetlights in the back mountain.

This time, he would rather be beaten to death by Zhou Zezheng, and would rather be framed and slandered until he dropped out of school, and he would not dare to have anything to do with this person again.

Let him face everything in the dark alone, and don't let him get it for a short time and lose it again.

"You're right. I shouldn't have been born. I brought misfortune to many people. If I really die that day..." His voice was very soft, like a handful of ashes on the sundries, lightly It fell apart with a light blow, "Unfortunately, your wish was not fulfilled."

I don't know when it was so dark, the street lamps outside the alley were turned on one by one, and the hazy light illuminated the profiles of him and Zhuo Shuang.

The noisy voices of people in the distance, the heavy traffic, and the lights of thousands of houses reflected by the high-rise buildings made their surroundings extraordinarily dark and quiet.

"Do you know what you're talking about?" Zhuo Shuang's tone became irritable, "Are you threatening me?"

"I know."

He was actually awake the whole night of the drowning.

The oxygen surrounding him changed from an invisible gas to a hard solid in the blink of an eye. One second he could breathe in and out freely, and the next second no matter how hard he opened his mouth to breathe, the oxygen was like a layer The film covering his whole body only stayed on the surface, and couldn't penetrate deep into his body no matter what.In the tens of seconds of gradually suffocating, he had tasted half of the taste of death, so he knew exactly what he was talking about.

"If I die earlier, it may be a relief for many people..."

If he had died earlier, Jiang Suqing's life would not have been ruined to this point, his grandparents would not have been overworked, and Zhuo Shuang...

"Enough!" Seeing that he still did not repent, Zhuo Shuang was furious, "Shut up!"

"Why are you so angry?" Jiang Shou felt a little amused after being astonished, "I agree with your point of view, I shouldn't have been born, or I should die sooner."

These are the exact words that Zhuo Shuang said to him that day, and they fit perfectly with the countless dark thoughts he had in the past - he is a burden, the biggest burden in the lives of those who love him.

Zhuo Shuang strode towards him, grabbed his shoulders and forced him to turn around to face her, "I don't need this kind of recognition! What do you think of yourself?!"

He didn't restrain his strength at all, Jiangchou's thin shoulders were almost crushed by him.

"I don't know, and I don't know what people like me should be regarded as." Jiang Shou frowned in pain, "Do you know?"

Zhuo Shuang's eyes were red in rage, he stared at Jiang Shou, and forced him to look at himself, "One mouthful of people like you, you tell me who you are, you think you can intentionally irritate me by saying that? Me? Let me tell you, Jiangchou, I won’t be happy if you die.”

I don't know which sentence hit him, Jiang Miao forcefully opened his hand, and stumbled back two steps.

This is the first time he has resisted Zhuo Shuang so resolutely.He could see the hurt and disbelief on Zhuo Shuang's face very clearly, almost to the point of stinging pain.

Why are you showing such a face?Is it for me?Secret shame and hatred erupted in an instant, turning into unspeakable anger.If you want to hate him, you should hate him well, why do you say such things that will shake him?He was like a dog without self-respect, who was kicked away again and again, and every time he made up his mind to stay away, he couldn't help but flicked his tail back for the little bit of kindness shown by the other party.

"What do you want? Zhuo Shuang, what do you want from me?! Do you think this is very interesting?! Saying this makes me mistakenly think that you still care about me, watching me shake and suffer, you are very happy Right?! I know I was wrong, please let me go..."

Zhuo Shuang watched him collapse and lose control in astonishment, hesitating with his fingers, wondering if he should touch his cheek, "Why are you crying?"

"I didn't cry." He snapped back, "I didn't..."

"Then what is this?"

The warm touch slid across his cheeks, he opened his eyes wide and panted slightly, "I didn't..."

"If you don't have it, then you don't have it." Zhuo Shuang put down his hand, turned his eyes to other places, so that he could wipe away the tears by himself, "You let me let you go, then tell me, what do you want, how can I let you go .”

"I want to..." He raised his face and tried his best to pour back the tears in his eyes, "I want to break up with you."

He covered his eyes, not wanting to expose his ugly appearance to Zhuo Shuang, and said in a low voice, "I want to break up with you."

Zhuo Shuang said flatly, and opened his fingers one by one, "I told you, look into the other person's eyes when you talk, otherwise who knows if you are serious."

He bit his lip, trying to make himself look indifferent, but the red eyes betrayed him, "I think..."

Since Zhuo Shuang didn't want to say it, then it was up to him, as long as it was what Zhuo Shuang wanted, he could give it to him.

"Shut up." Zhuo Shuang covered his mouth with a warm palm against his soft lips.

His tone is very gentle, but if you listen carefully, you can hear the warning in it, "Jiang Shou, let me warn you one last time, what I want to hear is not such words against my will."

Against your will?His mind went blank, he forgot even the struggle.

How did Zhuo Shuang know that this was against her will?

"I want to listen to the truth." The rage and perverseness faded from Zhuo Shuang's body, his eyes were sober and restrained, like a ruthless sharp knife, picking apart Jiang Shou's disguise, "Either tell me now, or you will die in the rest of your life." Needless to say. I won't listen to anything you say after tonight, so now is your last chance."

Jiang Miao panicked and wanted to lower her head to avoid the frightening gaze, but her chin was pinched.

"Tell me, I want to hear."

His throat tightened and his voice choked, "Zhuo Shuang, do you want to hear my truth?"

His sincere words, if he speaks out, he will definitely be cast aside, so why must he embarrass him?

"Otherwise? Otherwise, why would I waste time here with you?" Zhuo Shuang approached him, "Tell me, okay?"

This gentle, almost coaxing tone made him close his eyes involuntarily.Unreasonable words, it is obvious that he wants to leave and this person does not allow it, so how come it is his fault in the end?

Since this person wants to hear it so much, he should speak out, anyway, he has not lost face in front of this person once or twice.

"I don't..." He gave up on himself and couldn't continue.

"louder."

"I don't want to..." His voice was indescribably weak, "I don't want to be separated from you, I don't want to break up...not at all."

Even with such a distorted relationship, he didn't want to end it. After speaking, he closed his eyes and waited for Zhuo Shuang's humiliation and ridicule.

"Is it because of this that you are unwilling to confess to me?" Zhuo Shuang didn't seem to have any special reaction, "You are afraid that I will break up with you." He said firmly.

Jiang Shou was so ashamed that she couldn't even raise her head, "I didn't mean to lie to you...I don't know what to do, there has never been anyone like you, I'm afraid."

Zhuo Shuang stroked his cheek, "Tell me, do you need me?"

Warm tears filled his eyes again, and he raised his hand to wipe them, but they wiped more and more.

No one has ever been so kind to him, how could he not need this person, "...need." He took a deep breath and said hoarsely, "Please, don't leave me."

Zhuo Shuang's movements stopped.Do you think he is disgusting like this?He almost wanted to dig a hole and bury himself.

"Say you like me, tell me." Zhuo Shuang's tone still couldn't tell much like or dislike.

"I like you." Even if Zhuo Shuang doesn't like him anymore, he still likes Zhuo Shuang, that's the kind of person he is.

Countless pain, grievance and fear emerged, making him cry out of breath in front of Zhuo Shuang.

"I'm leaving." Knowing that he must look very ugly, he tried to get away from Zhuo Shuang's control and whispered, "I'm sorry."

"Why are you leaving?"

The fingers fixed on the chin forced him to raise his head, only then did he notice that Zhuo Shuang was staring at him gravely, his spine numb, unlike the tone of indifference everywhere.

In the next second, Zhuo Shuang kissed her with a hot breath.He bit Jiang Shou's lip to force him to let go, once Jiang Shou gave up resisting, he penetrated deeper, from the tip of the soft tongue to the palate, never letting go.

The wet and hot lips and tongue were intertwined, and he tasted the salty and bitter taste of tears on the tip of Jiang Shou's tongue, which made him even more impatient - he was like a tornado, tyrannical and ruthless, he managed to clean up Jiang Shou A little emotion messed up again.

"I thought about leaving you, but I can't, Jiangchou." The madness passed a little, Zhuo Shuang rubbed the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand, "I can't. I hate that illegitimate child to the bottom of my heart. I don't even dare to touch a single finger of yours in front of you, I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself and hurt you. Just being in the same space with you makes me less like myself... I'm head over heels for you, From the past to the present, it has always been. I look down on myself like this, but as long as I think that you still need me, I can't help but touch you. "

Jiang Shou, who had been crying, was dizzy and hung on Zhuo Shuang's body, panting shortly, her cheeks flushed sickly due to lack of oxygen.

He couldn't react for a moment what Zhuo Shuang said.

Zhuo Shuang still likes him?What kind of impossible joke did God play with him?He didn't dare to move, he was afraid that if he moved, he would wake up from the dream, and Zhuo Shuang in reality still looked at him with eyes full of coldness and disgust.

"...Really?" His whole body was stiff, and Zhuo Shuang let Zhuo Shuang hug him, and gently patted his back with one hand to help him calm down, "Don't you think this is perverted?"

He tried to remind Zhuo Shuang of the past grievances that were between them.

In case Zhuo Shuang just forgot these things for a while, when he calms down, he will regret what he said...

"I don't care. I said before that I want to wait until you become an adult..." Zhuo Shuang's chest heaved violently, and even the breath he exhaled was hot, "Now I don't want to wait anymore."