The time machine tells me [rebirth]
Chapter 42
"Let's...let's just leave this and be a stranger..." Jiang Muzhi sighed, wanting to take away her hand on Rong Feijin's shoulder.
The ridiculous truth and the tragic ending made her breathless. She didn't want to look at this man again, but Rong Feijin didn't want to do what she wanted.
"How did it change? What changed?" Rong Feijin said hastily, pressing her hand back as if pleading, not letting her leave, looking up at Jiang Muzhi with tears streaming down his face, as fragile as It's a fallen flower that has withered: "Nothing has changed... Amu, you still love me, and I love you too..."
"I..." Jiang Muzhi's eyes were bleak, and he was about to say something, but was interrupted by Rong Feijin.
"We love each other, why can't we be together? Everything can go back to the past..." Rong Feijin really didn't want to hear those words of severance from her anymore, her heart seemed to be mercilessly pricked by sharp steel needles that fell from all directions , the pain made her seem unable to breathe.
She didn't understand why Ah Mu still resisted her like this, she knew that she loved her, and also knew that it was helpless for her to break her promise back then, why couldn't she trust her again?Give her a chance, and give yourself a chance...
Amu said that she couldn't forgive her, but she can wait...a year, two years, ten years or eight years, she can wait...even as a friend...she doesn't want to be a stranger to Amu...
Everything has started all over again, so why should they go down the old path of never getting in touch with each other?
Rong Feijin's fair and pretty face was pale, and her voice was trembling all the time: "Amu...do you know why I appear in front of you now? Because I'm dead too...do you know how I died?"
She stared at Jiang Muzhi without blinking, and waited stubbornly for Jiang Muzhi's answer.
Jiang Muzhi had no choice but to shake his head and said, "I don't know..."
After thinking about it, I felt that my answer was too cold and hard, so I had to ask again: "Is it also the earthquake? Was it because I failed to save you at that time?"
"No, it's not." Rong Feijin lowered her head and pressed it against Jiang Muzhi's shoulder, as if in repentance, she raised her hand to cover her face in pain, tears kept flowing from between her fingers as if they couldn't stop Leaked: "You saved me... I lived for another three years, but I really couldn't live anymore, life alone was too hard... I finally know how you lived those four years. "
"After my mother died, I was in the house where you lived alone for four years, watching the redness with my own eyes, pulling away from my body bit by bit..."
"At that time, I was thinking, after I die, can I see you in another world, still wearing a white shirt and smiling at me..."
After Jiang Muzhi listened in a daze, she could almost imagine that the bloody scene and the woman's desperate eyes could not help but feel distressed in her heart.
She clearly felt that although Rong Feijin was trying to endure, she was still trembling all over.After all, this person was the girl she had loved for ten years. Seeing her so fragile, it would be a lie to say that she couldn't bear it.
"Does it hurt?" She held the girl's slender arm, looked at the clean and beautiful wrist that did not have the terrible scar, rubbed it gently, and asked softly.
"It doesn't hurt." Rong Feijin raised her tear-stained eyes, looked at her sadly, sniffed her nose, and said coquettishly, "It's not as painful as one ten thousandth of my heart."
Jiang Muzhi looked back at her, seeing her stubborn and vaguely expectant eyes, but he didn't give her any response, he pursed his lips and remained silent.
Because she knew that it was impossible for them, and the gully between them was still clearly visible. They looked very close at this moment, but they were actually very far away, and they would even be farther away in the future.
Rong Feijin was lost for a moment, and continued: "You don't know how happy I was when I woke up and found that I was young again. I thought I could be with you again, but you...you said you wanted to be a stranger to me. people……"
Rong Feijin was still whispering softly at first, but suddenly she was stimulated by some of her own words, as if possessed by a demon, her eyes seemed to be able to stare out, and her fingertips were tightly pinched on Jiang Muzhi's arm , muttering: "Give me one more chance... Now Tang Mian is not dead, I am not married, and nothing that hinders us has happened... Why can't we be together again?"
Jiang Mu subconsciously frowned, the man pinched her in pain, her arms tightened slightly, and the distress just now disappeared without a trace.
She sighed lightly, shook her head in disappointment and said, "Why do you still like to deceive yourself so much after all these years... Have these things really never happened? You and I both know that all this is true, even now It hasn’t happened yet, but the damage that can be caused is still indelible, how can those who have experienced pain and hatred forget it.”
"At least I can't forget." Jiang Muzhi's tone was flat, but inexplicably full of exhaustion: "I can't forget the way A Mian died tragically in front of me, and I can't forget how I blamed myself for those days and nights pain……"
The cars on the cross-sea bridge came and went, and the roaring sound seemed to cover everything, even the glimmer of light in Rong Feijin's eyes could not escape its clutches, and then it was overwhelming darkness.
"A Mian died because of me. I left my hometown for you. How can I be with you again? Well, I also know that I am unreasonable. You didn't ask me to leave my hometown. What happened to A Mian Can it be counted on your head?" Jiang Muzhi slowed down his voice, unhurried, but the next sentence was cold as if Rong Feijin was placed in a frozen lake in the cold winter: "But, Ah Jin, do you remember ? You promised me."
"When I said, 'If you can read me half well, don't bother me again', you said yes."
The neon lights on the cross-sea bridge flickered, and Rong Feijin's pupils seemed to shake a few times. Her throat moved, and her voice was a little difficult: "I promised, but at that time, Tang Mian died. I think Wuyan only agreed to face you, but now, Tang Mian is living well..."
"Yes, Ah Mian is alive." Jiang Muzhi nodded in response, but the next second seemed to throw a bomb/bomb to Rong Feijin: "But your mother is also alive."
"You were able to give up on me once for her in your last life, and you can do the same in this life."
Speaking of this, Jiang Muzhi's heart seemed to be stung. Even if reason told her that Rong Feijin's choice was beyond reproach, she still couldn't help being wronged and resentful. How did she deal with the pressure from her parents? Rong Feijin's, but what about Rong Feijin?The tears in the eyes flashed away.
Besides... Her mother may not have been terminally ill at the time, but this person was so stupid and naive as to believe it.
She wanted to cry, when the truth came out.But she also knew that in front of this person, she couldn't reveal her fragility at all, so she forced herself to pretend to be indifferent.
"I..." Rong Feijin was about to say something, but was stopped by Jiang Muzhi.
"Listen to me."
"Your mother's lung cancer is terminal, but she lived for seven years." Jiang Muzhi smiled self-deprecatingly, and he didn't know whether the sarcasm at the corner of his mouth was directed at Rong Feijin or her, and then he affirmed, "It's really a miracle."
Being reminded by Jiang Muzhi, Rong Feijin also noticed something was wrong, she frowned, her eyes widened suddenly, her eyes were full of disbelief, as if she had lost all her strength, she staggered two steps back: "You mean ...you mean..."
No, no, Rong Feijin shook his head like crazy, there are people in this world who have advanced lung cancer but lived for seven years, maybe, maybe...
But where are there so many miracles in this world?Rong Feijin finally lowered her head dejectedly, unable to lie to herself anymore, her mother did lie to her.
Because of this realization, Rong Feijin almost fell to the ground.
This time Jiang Muzhi was not so kind, he stepped forward to help her, just turned around and looked at the sea, and sneered: "You said that you and Zhang Qiluo were married in a fake way, I think, you even thought about waiting for your mother to die Then, go back and find me. But what you didn't expect is that A Mian died, and your mother was even more powerful, with terminal lung cancer, but forced me to die first."
Jiang Muzhi bit the words "advanced lung cancer", Jiang Muzhi turned around to look at her, his eyes were full of persecution, he approached Rong Feijin step by step, forcing her to step back step by step.
"Come back in this life, dare you say, you won't take your mother to the hospital first? No matter whether she has terminal lung cancer or not, she will live a long life anyway... If I am with you again, you plan to let her How long will I wait for you? Ten years? Twenty years? Or until you and Zhang Qiluo are full of descendants?"
In the end, Jiang Mu came to a conclusion: "So let's leave it like this, it's good for you and me to be separated."
"No, for me, it's not good at all." Rong Feijin was still struggling: "I still owe you... I owe you a lot, and I owe you my life! If I owe a debt, I have to pay it back... "
Jiang Muzhi didn't want to make any more entanglements, and walked back while waving his hands: "No, you don't owe me, my life was given by A Mian, and I saved you with her life."
"Don't make it up again." Jiang Muzhi seemed to have a premonition, and when Rong Feijin was about to say something, he said indifferently: "Don't make me hate you."
These words finally stopped Rong Feijin, she was frightened, wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, bit her lip and walked behind Jiang Muzhi, said with difficulty: "Then we can at least be friends."
After saying this, Rong Feijin felt that his heart was bleeding.
But she knew that no matter how she tried to save her now, Ah Mu would not listen. The biggest obstacle between them was her mother. If Ah Mu didn't believe that she was willing to fight her mother for her, then she would do it for her!Words are too pale, she will prove it with actions!
"Liu Chen and Ning Chen are together, you should...you shouldn't want them to be embarrassed."
Rong Feijin carefully observed Jiang Muzhi's reaction.
She sighed imperceptibly, her eyes as deep as an abyss flickered:
"Okay, you and I will be friends."
Jiang Muzhi's mind suddenly flashed back to what he had just been reborn, and he added another sentence.
"Friends after breaking up cannot hold hands or hug."
Even so, Rong Feijin was still relieved, and the slightly red and swollen eyes from crying brought back the tenderness of the past.
She believes that as time goes by, Ah Mu will forgive her, as long as she is always by her side...
The ridiculous truth and the tragic ending made her breathless. She didn't want to look at this man again, but Rong Feijin didn't want to do what she wanted.
"How did it change? What changed?" Rong Feijin said hastily, pressing her hand back as if pleading, not letting her leave, looking up at Jiang Muzhi with tears streaming down his face, as fragile as It's a fallen flower that has withered: "Nothing has changed... Amu, you still love me, and I love you too..."
"I..." Jiang Muzhi's eyes were bleak, and he was about to say something, but was interrupted by Rong Feijin.
"We love each other, why can't we be together? Everything can go back to the past..." Rong Feijin really didn't want to hear those words of severance from her anymore, her heart seemed to be mercilessly pricked by sharp steel needles that fell from all directions , the pain made her seem unable to breathe.
She didn't understand why Ah Mu still resisted her like this, she knew that she loved her, and also knew that it was helpless for her to break her promise back then, why couldn't she trust her again?Give her a chance, and give yourself a chance...
Amu said that she couldn't forgive her, but she can wait...a year, two years, ten years or eight years, she can wait...even as a friend...she doesn't want to be a stranger to Amu...
Everything has started all over again, so why should they go down the old path of never getting in touch with each other?
Rong Feijin's fair and pretty face was pale, and her voice was trembling all the time: "Amu...do you know why I appear in front of you now? Because I'm dead too...do you know how I died?"
She stared at Jiang Muzhi without blinking, and waited stubbornly for Jiang Muzhi's answer.
Jiang Muzhi had no choice but to shake his head and said, "I don't know..."
After thinking about it, I felt that my answer was too cold and hard, so I had to ask again: "Is it also the earthquake? Was it because I failed to save you at that time?"
"No, it's not." Rong Feijin lowered her head and pressed it against Jiang Muzhi's shoulder, as if in repentance, she raised her hand to cover her face in pain, tears kept flowing from between her fingers as if they couldn't stop Leaked: "You saved me... I lived for another three years, but I really couldn't live anymore, life alone was too hard... I finally know how you lived those four years. "
"After my mother died, I was in the house where you lived alone for four years, watching the redness with my own eyes, pulling away from my body bit by bit..."
"At that time, I was thinking, after I die, can I see you in another world, still wearing a white shirt and smiling at me..."
After Jiang Muzhi listened in a daze, she could almost imagine that the bloody scene and the woman's desperate eyes could not help but feel distressed in her heart.
She clearly felt that although Rong Feijin was trying to endure, she was still trembling all over.After all, this person was the girl she had loved for ten years. Seeing her so fragile, it would be a lie to say that she couldn't bear it.
"Does it hurt?" She held the girl's slender arm, looked at the clean and beautiful wrist that did not have the terrible scar, rubbed it gently, and asked softly.
"It doesn't hurt." Rong Feijin raised her tear-stained eyes, looked at her sadly, sniffed her nose, and said coquettishly, "It's not as painful as one ten thousandth of my heart."
Jiang Muzhi looked back at her, seeing her stubborn and vaguely expectant eyes, but he didn't give her any response, he pursed his lips and remained silent.
Because she knew that it was impossible for them, and the gully between them was still clearly visible. They looked very close at this moment, but they were actually very far away, and they would even be farther away in the future.
Rong Feijin was lost for a moment, and continued: "You don't know how happy I was when I woke up and found that I was young again. I thought I could be with you again, but you...you said you wanted to be a stranger to me. people……"
Rong Feijin was still whispering softly at first, but suddenly she was stimulated by some of her own words, as if possessed by a demon, her eyes seemed to be able to stare out, and her fingertips were tightly pinched on Jiang Muzhi's arm , muttering: "Give me one more chance... Now Tang Mian is not dead, I am not married, and nothing that hinders us has happened... Why can't we be together again?"
Jiang Mu subconsciously frowned, the man pinched her in pain, her arms tightened slightly, and the distress just now disappeared without a trace.
She sighed lightly, shook her head in disappointment and said, "Why do you still like to deceive yourself so much after all these years... Have these things really never happened? You and I both know that all this is true, even now It hasn’t happened yet, but the damage that can be caused is still indelible, how can those who have experienced pain and hatred forget it.”
"At least I can't forget." Jiang Muzhi's tone was flat, but inexplicably full of exhaustion: "I can't forget the way A Mian died tragically in front of me, and I can't forget how I blamed myself for those days and nights pain……"
The cars on the cross-sea bridge came and went, and the roaring sound seemed to cover everything, even the glimmer of light in Rong Feijin's eyes could not escape its clutches, and then it was overwhelming darkness.
"A Mian died because of me. I left my hometown for you. How can I be with you again? Well, I also know that I am unreasonable. You didn't ask me to leave my hometown. What happened to A Mian Can it be counted on your head?" Jiang Muzhi slowed down his voice, unhurried, but the next sentence was cold as if Rong Feijin was placed in a frozen lake in the cold winter: "But, Ah Jin, do you remember ? You promised me."
"When I said, 'If you can read me half well, don't bother me again', you said yes."
The neon lights on the cross-sea bridge flickered, and Rong Feijin's pupils seemed to shake a few times. Her throat moved, and her voice was a little difficult: "I promised, but at that time, Tang Mian died. I think Wuyan only agreed to face you, but now, Tang Mian is living well..."
"Yes, Ah Mian is alive." Jiang Muzhi nodded in response, but the next second seemed to throw a bomb/bomb to Rong Feijin: "But your mother is also alive."
"You were able to give up on me once for her in your last life, and you can do the same in this life."
Speaking of this, Jiang Muzhi's heart seemed to be stung. Even if reason told her that Rong Feijin's choice was beyond reproach, she still couldn't help being wronged and resentful. How did she deal with the pressure from her parents? Rong Feijin's, but what about Rong Feijin?The tears in the eyes flashed away.
Besides... Her mother may not have been terminally ill at the time, but this person was so stupid and naive as to believe it.
She wanted to cry, when the truth came out.But she also knew that in front of this person, she couldn't reveal her fragility at all, so she forced herself to pretend to be indifferent.
"I..." Rong Feijin was about to say something, but was stopped by Jiang Muzhi.
"Listen to me."
"Your mother's lung cancer is terminal, but she lived for seven years." Jiang Muzhi smiled self-deprecatingly, and he didn't know whether the sarcasm at the corner of his mouth was directed at Rong Feijin or her, and then he affirmed, "It's really a miracle."
Being reminded by Jiang Muzhi, Rong Feijin also noticed something was wrong, she frowned, her eyes widened suddenly, her eyes were full of disbelief, as if she had lost all her strength, she staggered two steps back: "You mean ...you mean..."
No, no, Rong Feijin shook his head like crazy, there are people in this world who have advanced lung cancer but lived for seven years, maybe, maybe...
But where are there so many miracles in this world?Rong Feijin finally lowered her head dejectedly, unable to lie to herself anymore, her mother did lie to her.
Because of this realization, Rong Feijin almost fell to the ground.
This time Jiang Muzhi was not so kind, he stepped forward to help her, just turned around and looked at the sea, and sneered: "You said that you and Zhang Qiluo were married in a fake way, I think, you even thought about waiting for your mother to die Then, go back and find me. But what you didn't expect is that A Mian died, and your mother was even more powerful, with terminal lung cancer, but forced me to die first."
Jiang Muzhi bit the words "advanced lung cancer", Jiang Muzhi turned around to look at her, his eyes were full of persecution, he approached Rong Feijin step by step, forcing her to step back step by step.
"Come back in this life, dare you say, you won't take your mother to the hospital first? No matter whether she has terminal lung cancer or not, she will live a long life anyway... If I am with you again, you plan to let her How long will I wait for you? Ten years? Twenty years? Or until you and Zhang Qiluo are full of descendants?"
In the end, Jiang Mu came to a conclusion: "So let's leave it like this, it's good for you and me to be separated."
"No, for me, it's not good at all." Rong Feijin was still struggling: "I still owe you... I owe you a lot, and I owe you my life! If I owe a debt, I have to pay it back... "
Jiang Muzhi didn't want to make any more entanglements, and walked back while waving his hands: "No, you don't owe me, my life was given by A Mian, and I saved you with her life."
"Don't make it up again." Jiang Muzhi seemed to have a premonition, and when Rong Feijin was about to say something, he said indifferently: "Don't make me hate you."
These words finally stopped Rong Feijin, she was frightened, wiped the tears on her face indiscriminately, bit her lip and walked behind Jiang Muzhi, said with difficulty: "Then we can at least be friends."
After saying this, Rong Feijin felt that his heart was bleeding.
But she knew that no matter how she tried to save her now, Ah Mu would not listen. The biggest obstacle between them was her mother. If Ah Mu didn't believe that she was willing to fight her mother for her, then she would do it for her!Words are too pale, she will prove it with actions!
"Liu Chen and Ning Chen are together, you should...you shouldn't want them to be embarrassed."
Rong Feijin carefully observed Jiang Muzhi's reaction.
She sighed imperceptibly, her eyes as deep as an abyss flickered:
"Okay, you and I will be friends."
Jiang Muzhi's mind suddenly flashed back to what he had just been reborn, and he added another sentence.
"Friends after breaking up cannot hold hands or hug."
Even so, Rong Feijin was still relieved, and the slightly red and swollen eyes from crying brought back the tenderness of the past.
She believes that as time goes by, Ah Mu will forgive her, as long as she is always by her side...
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