The time machine tells me [rebirth]

Jiang Muzhi's mind was buzzing, his hands and feet were cold, his eyes were gradually covered with a layer of sad silence, and he felt ashamed.

She was belittled, deceived, and played with, but she didn't know it. What's even more ridiculous was that she actually thought that this was the young Rong Feijin's deep-rooted love for her!

Even though the facts were so obvious, she still deceived herself and couldn't believe it.

It turned out that this was her love... In the eyes of that person, it was worthless.

Jiang Muzhi unconsciously staggered a step back, bit his lips, and smiled self-deprecatingly, feeling a sense of loneliness as if his soul had been emptied.

fake.

all fake.

The entanglement and nostalgia since rebirth are all fake. This person acted it out for her, because I died for her in my previous life...

Jiang Muzhi suddenly wanted to ask Rong Feijin, do you feel that you are particularly great, selfless, and grateful?Because I saved your life in my previous life, so I can sacrifice my own happiness and insincerely create a dream-like first love for me.

However, is it possible to throw my heart and my love on the ground just because you are moved by yourself?It's all my fault, okay?It's like what you said when you broke up in your previous life, it's all my fault!But now I know I was wrong...why...why don't you let me go?

Jiang Muzhi's eyes were full of sadness, with tears in the corners of her eyes, she really couldn't help it, she wanted to make it clear to Rong Feijin immediately!Since they are old friends who have experienced the past, there is no need to hide it!

She took out her mobile phone from her pocket, dialed the number that she knew by heart, and the other party connected almost instantly.

Jiang Muzhi cut straight to the point, with a cold tone: "I want to see you, right now, right now."

Hearing this, Rong Feijin panicked immediately, and said in a panic, "Okay...just wait for me...I'll be right there..."

Before Rong Feijin could finish speaking, Jiang Muzhi hung up the phone resolutely, walked to the closet, picked out a coat, and put it on his body. When he turned around, he saw the frightened Liu Chen squatting on the ground looking at her. Unable to calm down for a moment, he said with a cold expression: "I'll go out for a while."

"Okay...Okay." Liu Chen froze for a moment, and quickly responded.

In the dead of night, the dark night sky is dotted with faint stars, the autumn wind swayed the ginkgo trees on both sides of the road, rustling, and the dim street lamps flickered, making them look more and more lonely. It became gray and lifeless.

When Rong Feijin hurriedly arrived, what she saw was such a scene. Jiang Muzhi was leaning against the wall, breathing out a lonely smoke ring silently. The misty smoke dispersed with the wind. She raised her head and looked at the Looking at the sky, there is sadness or silence in her eyes, and the fluttering and falling maple leaves are accompanied by a sense of desolation, which seems to be telling her frowning thoughts.

Rong Feijin's throat was suffocated, and there was a sudden pain in his heart, his eyes were sore and astringent, his vocal cords seemed to be grabbed by someone, and he couldn't speak.

"Amu..." Her voice was a little hoarse.

Jiang Muzhi heard the reputation and stared at her for a long time, unable to tell whether she had more resentment or love for this person in front of her, she shook her head, walked straight to Rong Feijin, but finally met her Passed by, without even looking back, strode forward and continued walking.

"Come on, this is not the place to talk."

Rong Feijin quickly followed, because of the height difference and Jiang Muzhi's deliberate embarrassment, it was a bit difficult for Rong Feijin to follow.

When he reached the sea-crossing bridge, Jiang Muzhi finally stopped in his tracks, his hair was blown a little messy, and he looked at the dark sea and remained silent.

Rong Feijin was panting slightly, because she left in a hurry, she didn't even wear a coat, only a thin top, and the wind at sea was so strong that she shivered unconsciously.

Jiang Muzhi felt her movement, glanced at her, couldn't help frowning slightly, and asked coldly, "Why aren't you wearing a coat?" Although her tone was indifferent, her movements were not slow, she took off her coat, on that person's body.

"I was in a hurry...so I forgot." Rong Feijin was a little embarrassed, and unconsciously pinched Jiang Muzhi's coat tightly with his fingers, feeling a little nervous.After knowing it, she realized that it was just put on by A Mu. She couldn't help but retract her body, closed her eyes, took a deep breath, and felt the remaining breath of Jiang Muzhi. The long-standing feeling made her suddenly want to cry.

But she also knew that she couldn't take this breath as her own, and her Amu was also very thinly dressed.

For a moment, Rong Feijin forced a smile, took off his coat again, and handed it to Jiang Muzhi.

"You gave me the coat, what should I do?"

"I'm not cold, you can wear it." Jiang Muzhi refused without even looking at her.

"But..." Rong Feijin wanted to say something more, but was interrupted by Jiang Muzhi.

Her voice was cool and distant: "Don't you...do you have anything you want to tell me?"

"Say... what?" Rong Feijin was a little puzzled.

Jiang Muzhi turned around and stared at her deeply, trying to see even the slightest flaw and guilt from her face, but she failed. It was seamless.

She couldn't help thinking, this person is so good at acting, why didn't he become an actor in the first place?Now, all this ability is used on her.

"Rong Feijin, do you still have the heart?" She frowned, as if she had known this person all along, and her tone became more and more serious, until she was almost gnashing her teeth.

"What's wrong with me?" Rong Feijin was a little at a loss, seeing Jiang Muzhi about to walk away, she quickly reached out and grabbed her sleeve, and apologized urgently: "I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry?" Jiang Muzhi shook his head in disappointment, and pulled away her hand that was pulling his sleeve: "I'm afraid you don't even know where I'm sorry..."

"Rong Feijin, do you think that you are the smartest in the world and treat others as fools! Is there any point in lying to me? Rong Feijin, I am also human, even if I love you, even if I have been begging for nothing for ten years , I’m alone! I have a heart too! My heart hurts too! You know what!”

Jiang Muzhi's eyes were wide open, and he looked at Rong Feijin with hatred, his eyes were full of red bloodshot eyes, that posture, he really wanted to cut her into pieces, cut her into pieces, and in the blink of an eye, there was another Tears flashed.

"I didn't..." Rong Feijin staggered when she was yelled at. She was delighted for a moment when she heard the first half of Amu's sentence, but the questioning later made her eyes shed tears uncontrollably.

She looked at those beautiful eyes that were like stars in the sky crumbling, full of sadness and pain, but there was no way to relieve her, she took a step forward, and regardless of Jiang Muzhi's refusal, she firmly pulled her Looking up at her face, she murmured: "I don't have... Amu, I love you, I love you."

"Stop pretending..." Jiang Muzhi saw that she was still unrepentant, and kept saying that he loved her. He seemed to have lost all his strength for a moment, and his voice was like a poem, full of exhaustion: "I already know, You too are reborn."

"You...you know?"

Jiang Muzhi nodded imperceptibly: "I must have been so abnormal in this life, and you already knew that I was reborn..."

"Rong Feijin, it was you who said that you don't love me anymore. Everything in the past was due to your youth and ignorance, and I harmed you. I didn't say anything. I respected your wishes and left you. ... Everything that happened later was done by myself, I was greedy, I couldn't let it go, and I didn't blame you for anything..." Jiang Muzhi spoke slowly, neither high nor low.

But at this moment, Rong Feijin was a thousand times more flustered than when she was furious just now, so she continued:

"In this life... I just want to stay far away from you, everyone will return to the bridge, and you will follow the right path you walked in your previous life. I think Zhang Qiluo likes you very much now. You are with him Just made up for the regrets of the previous life."

For some reason, when Jiang Muzhi said this, her heart felt like a knife was being twisted. She clenched her teeth, choked up her throat, and tried to keep a calm and normal appearance.

"And I...whether I die alone or spend my whole life with another person...it has nothing to do with you. I saved you in my previous life willingly. You don't...don't have to have any psychological burden, and don't have to I have wronged myself for this, and I don't need your pity and compensation."

"No... Amu, no, how could you have nothing to do with me... How could it be pity and compensation?" Rong Feijin's eyes were full of disbelief, and she felt like her words turned against a knife. A few knives were stabbed in the heart, and the blood dripped down...

She pulled Jiang Muzhi as if she was holding on to the last straw: "Zhang Qiluo has nothing to do with me! Amu, I never, I never stopped loving you for a moment, those were never my true words... ..."

"Isn't it your truth? Could it be mine? Do you remember what I said to you? I'm tired, let's get together and break up..."

"Amu, don't treat me like this..." Rong Feijin's face was pale, choked with sobs, she took a step forward, hugged Jiang Muzhi's waist tightly, and threw herself into her arms, weeping uncontrollably.

"I beg you……"

"do not leave me……"

"I love you……"

Jiang Muzhi's face was indifferent, and his hands were hanging by his sides, allowing her to hold him, neither refusing nor responding.

The man's tears wet her clothes, and also wet her heart, her heart was astringent, and she believed what this man said.

However, if this person really loved her, how could he have said the words of severance in the first place?

She thought so, so she asked.

"Because of my mother..." Rong Feijin didn't want to hide anything anymore, she was out of breath from crying, and buried herself in Jiang Muzhi's arms.

"She, she was diagnosed with lung cancer at an advanced stage, and the doctor said she would not live for a few years... But I don't know who sent her our intimate photos, and she threatened her life... I resisted, but when When the knife in her hand actually scratched her skin, I still compromised..."

"Amu... I don't want to, I really don't want to... I thought I had no destiny with you in this life, and I didn't want you to wait for me, so I said that about you... You never hurt me, I fell in love willingly Your... Later, Zhang Qiluo and I were just married in a fake way, and I never let him touch..."

After Jiang Muzhi listened in a daze, there was a huge wave in his heart...

Is that so?At that time, when she was notified of the breakup, she was still wondering why there was no sign at all... During that time, Rong Feijin really lost a lot of weight, her face was pale, and there were thick dark circles under her eyes. I asked her what happened, She didn't answer. Although she was disappointed, she didn't ask any more questions...

But then, she felt ridiculous again.

Obviously she was Rong Feijin's bedside person, but why did Zhang Qiluo know that she was forced to help but he didn't?

And... Zhang Qiluo...

She didn't believe that he would be so kind. I'm afraid it was him who Rong Feijin said gave her mother's photo, and there was another debt between them.

Rong Feijin gave up their relationship for the sake of her mother. Although Jiang Muzhi was heartbroken, she also understood that one is the mother who raised her and lived together for more than 20 years, and the other is the lover who has known each other for less than ten years. Choose the former.

But she still couldn't agree with her later behavior of arbitrarily asserting herself. She never asked herself if she would like to be treated like this...

If she had told herself all this peacefully, how would the subsequent things have happened?

The more Jiang Muzhi thought about it, the more ridiculous she felt. It turned out that this ending at midnight always made her heartbroken until she burst into tears. The truth turned out to be like this. A Mian lost her life because of such a seemingly "white" lie. Yan broke up with her, and later she paid herself for it... She suffered from pain for four years, but in the end, this man told her that it was all her last resort "for her own good"...

Jiang Muzhi gently pulled Rong Feijin up from her embrace, and called her softly.

"Ajin."

After four years, Rong Feijin finally heard this name from this population again, tears were shining, and his eyes looked at Jiang Muzhi affectionately.

"I understand you……"

Rong Feijin's eyes lit up, and the tearful eyes were breathtakingly beautiful, but then.

"I understand you, but I can't forgive you."

Jiang Muzhi's eyes were cold, he looked at Rong Feijin steadfastly, and he spoke every word, his eyes were like stars falling from the sky, unable to splash a single spark.

"I still love you, but we can't be together anymore... It's been four years, and everything has changed."

For a moment, Rong Feijin seemed to hear the sound of the world collapsing...