The time machine tells me [rebirth]

Looking at the dark and quiet night sky, Jiang Muzhi suddenly burst into tears, but he still held back his tears and walked towards the school.

Do you still love?Still love.

Dare to love?dare not.

Jiang Muzhi clearly felt that the love and exhaustion in her body seemed to be divided into two people, one kept deceiving herself, saying, she will change, and you still love her.A calm and self-sustaining gaze with cold eyes: That is the cowardice engraved in your bones, and it cannot be changed. Do you still want A Mian to die for you again?Do you still want to bear the pain of her abandoning you for someone else?

The latter's voice became louder and louder, and finally overwhelmed the already weak strength, echoing tirelessly in her mind over and over again.

It's too late, many people and many things can't resist the desolation of reality and the power of the world.

They are still in love, but she no longer has the courage to embrace that person.

Even the homeless singers on the street hugged their guitars and sang "The Journey That Can't Go Back".

we all loved someone

we all hated someone

We were all naive and desperate for love

Looking back, the good and the bad are actually my life

It's a journey of no return

They are finally over.

Jiang Muzhi sighed suddenly, tears flowed down the corners of her eyes inadvertently, she pretended to yawn to cover up the pain in her eyes, I don't know if it was because of the strong wind, she wanted to shiver all over because of the cold.

In the ear, the soft voice of the person who followed closely behind him suddenly sounded.

Rong Feijin chuckled lightly, and said in a relaxed tone, "Actually, it's a different experience to come back and see your friend who is still childish."

"En." Jiang Muzhi responded softly.

"I used to think that Ning Chen was like that all the time, indifferent and rational, as if nothing could change her face... But when I came back, I found out that she also had such childish moments." Rong Feijin frowned, Thinking of the appearance of Ji Ningchen and Liu Chen when they were together, he smiled softly, and then looked up at Jiang Muzhi.

She thought, maybe this is what a friend should be like, chatting casually and talking about your or my recent feelings.

"Did you know... She has developed very well. She looks like a strong woman on weekdays. The professional suit that has not changed for thousands of years is very imposing. Before I died, her monthly salary was over [-]..."

"That's really good." Jiang Muzhi replied, she pursed her lips, and suddenly wanted to ask about the situation of her three friends later, she slowed down, walked side by side with Rong Feijin, and asked hesitantly road:

"Then...afterwards, did Ah Chen and her reconcile?"

After finishing speaking, he looked sideways at Rong Feijin expectantly, but in the end he disappointed her.

Rong Feijin shook his head gently: "At least not before I die."

"After you died, they had a big fight because of the two of us." Rong Feijin recalled for a while, and suddenly thought of something, and a soft smile gradually formed on the corners of his lips: "However, later, I resigned from Jiang Hai. Ning Chen also applied for a job in Anton City, and they got in touch with each other little by little."

"Although they still quarrel frequently, Liu Chen treats Ning Chen's daughter very well. I think we will get back together sooner or later."

Jiang Muzhi was a little dazed when she heard that, and she suddenly remembered that on the day Ji Ningchen got married, Liu Chen was drunk at her home, her eyes were heavy, and the pain could be seen at a glance, she said: "I loved her, so I will never bless."

Ah Chen's pain was still vivid in his mind at that time, but he didn't want time to change. As time passed, Ah Chen finally chose to give in and accept.

But such an ending is not bad for Ah Chen, at least she doesn't have to live alone in this world, at least there is a living person in this world who knows what she has lost.

Jiang Muzhi was suddenly relieved, and the corners of his eyes were moist: "That's good, that's good..." She murmured, thought for a while and then asked: "What about Jin Yan and Yi Ran? How about them? And Tang Shu Tang Aunt, are they doing well? Are they in good health?"

"Well, everything is fine." Rong Feijin nodded lightly: "Lin Jinyan hurried back to attend your funeral, cried in front of your grave for a day, went to see Tang Mian, and then rushed back to the northwest. I heard that the family is harmonious, the children are filial, and the career is going well.”

"Yi Ran is also fine, working hard for your company every day." But she became more and more taciturn.

Rong Feijin swallowed the last sentence without telling Jiang Muzhi.

"That's good." Jiang Muzhi said this again, a relaxed smile suddenly appeared on the corner of his mouth, and he couldn't help asking: "Three years after my death, will her true son appear? You see, she is already 30 years old, and she hasn't experienced a relationship yet, so I'm really worried for her."

"No." Rong Feijin said quickly, listening to Amu's unconscious familiarity when talking about Bai Yiran, jealousy and pain flashed in her eyes. The position seems to have been switched. She used to have Bai Yiran but couldn't ask for it, but now it's completely the opposite... She wants Amu to have a good face, and she can get it by talking about Bai Yiran.

She paused for a moment and changed the subject.

"Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang are also doing well. They must be feeling uncomfortable, but they are still in good health. I go to see them every year and holiday..." Rong Feijin remembered something, and his eyes lit up: "Yes Yes, and later they also raised...um...probably Coke's great-grandson as a companion, he was happy all day long, and he was brought up since he was a child, and he is now two years old."

"En." The corners of Jiang Muzhi's lips curled up slightly. For some reason, suddenly, her heart was at peace, which calmed down her grievances and self-pity for many years.

Jinyan finally forgave her and broke her vow of "never seeing each other again in this life". With Ah Chen around, Uncle Tang and Aunt Tang don't have to worry... The people she loves are still happy, so she can rest assured.

Before they knew it, they had already reached the downstairs of Jiang Muzhi's bedroom.

"I'm here." Jiang Muzhi stopped, and stood in front of Rong Feijin. The distance was neither far nor close, just the distance that an ordinary friend should have. He said sincerely, "Thank you for telling me this, goodbye."

"Well, goodbye." Rong Feijin took off Jiang Muzhi's coat and handed it to her: "Thank you for the coat too."

Rong Feijin was behind him, looking at Jiang Muzhi's relentless back, with a flash of disappointment in his eyes, he watched for a long time, and finally turned around when she disappeared around the corner.

If it had been, Ah Mu would definitely send her back to the dormitory and come back again.

She still can't help but wish for more.Rong Feijin sighed.

After Ah Mu died, what she thought was that it would be great if she could see her again; but after being reborn, after meeting Ah Mu, she couldn't help wishing that they could go back to the past. She has already clearly rejected her, and being willing to be friends with her is already a gift from heaven, but she is still not satisfied...

Liu Chen and Ji Ningchen who stayed in the dormitory were still worried about their friends.

Liu Chen didn't sit or stand, but he still couldn't bear to kiss his girlfriend's prosperous beauty. While holding up his mobile phone, he paced in the dormitory, muttering: "Why did they go out for so long, nothing happened? Let's go..."

"Can you stop leaving? You've been walking for half an hour, shaking the camera, making me dizzy." Ji Ningchen held his forehead, looked down at his watch, and was a little impatient, sitting on the chair, Said to the phone: "No matter how worried you are, they won't come back. Why don't you think about where they will go, and let's go find them together."

"It makes sense!" Liu Chen said, "Then where will they go?"

Before Ji Ningchen could speak, there was a sound of the door opening. Liu Chen's eyes lit up, and he hurried over to see that it was indeed Jiang Muzhi.

"Amu, you're back!" Liu Chen patted his chest, heaved a sigh of relief, and exaggeratedly said: "If you don't come back, I will drive around the world with Sister Ning Chen to look for it!"

As soon as he came back on November, Liu Chen went to bring back the coquettish Maserati, and struggled to get an entry and exit permit, and parked it downstairs in the dormitory. It has been a week, and it looks good.

It's just that she hasn't had a chance to drive out yet, and no one in the dormitory believes in her driving skills when she just got her driver's license.

Even Jiang Muzhi, who came across and knew her unparalleled driving skills.

She vaguely remembered that Ah Chen scratched his car on the first day he was on the road, which caused a sudden increase in insurance premiums in the second year.

With no one to accompany him, Liu Chen felt a little scared alone, so he delayed on the road.

"Then Ji Ningchen is quite courageous." Jiang Muzhi didn't believe her nonsense at all, and glanced at her casually: "She does believe you, it's late at night, do you know how to turn on the lights?"

"Can't you cooperate with me!" Liu Chen was not ashamed when he was exposed, but blamed Jiang Muzhi confidently.

"Okay, I don't have time to talk to you anymore." Liu Chen pushed Jiang Muzhi away, quickly walked back to the table with his mobile phone, sat down, and evoked a bright smile: "Sister Ning Chen, they all Come back, let's ignore them, let's continue chatting!"

It's true that you value sex over friends.

Jiang Muzhi curled his lips, rolled his eyes, and walked into the bathroom with the basin of clothes that needed to be rewashed.

In the evening of the next day, Jiang Muzhi went home with his schoolbag on his back, leaving Lin Jinyan and Liu Chen to depend on each other. On the way, he saw a milk tea shop that she used to like very much, and bought a cup along the way.

At the subway entrance, I took a sip with the staff and entered the subway station.

Her home is not far from the school, and it takes half an hour to get there, but the sky is short now, and it was already dark when Jiang Muzhi arrived home.

Here, to her, it is so familiar and yet so strange.

Jiang Muzhi stood at the door, holding the key in silence, not daring to open the door for a long time.

She thought that as long as she didn't think about many things, she would forget them.But now she knew that it wasn't like that at all.

When she stood here again, those memories that had been dusty for a long time finally had an opportunity to be reopened, and one page after another appeared in front of her eyes. The pain and despair seemed like yesterday, overwhelming like a storm. welcome up.

"We don't have a daughter like you!"

"I wish I never gave birth to you! When you were born, I should have strangled you!"

"You pervert who likes women! Get out of here!"

"Get out! Get out...Get out of here!"

……

Jiang Muzhi was terrified, and subconsciously covered his forehead, as if blood was bubbling from there, he took a step back.

She wants to escape.