I wish it was just for you

Just a few days after I got home, my mother had a long talk with me. She listened to me and didn’t comment much. She just handed me a tissue when I was crying, and hugged me. We knew each other well, no matter what kind of comfort Words are useless, it would be better for me to confide and vent.

When I returned to City X, I mostly stayed at home, and occasionally went to the municipal library to read books and bask in the sun. My parents would also drag me to participate in some activities, asking me to go out and meet more people.In order not to worry my parents, I tried my best to follow their wishes and moved a few times symbolically.

Not long after the Spring Festival was approaching, I drove to the airport to pick up Peipei who celebrated the Spring Festival. I didn’t tell her in advance that I would pick her up instead of Dad Xu. I was quite proud of the surprise she showed when she saw me. , I stretched out my arms and she came over and gave me a big hug.

We go home, eat, talk all night, share the same bed.

After the festival, Peipei went back to L City. My parents were not in a hurry to get me into a new job immediately. I really needed a long period of rest to recover. The work in the hotel was quite exhausting, and the three shifts were reversed. The black and white work and rest have caused me to accumulate a lot of problems. It is good to make adjustments during this time.

Later, even though my sadness gradually subsided, my mood was still depressed. My mother suggested to go to the outskirts of the mountains to absorb oxygen to wash my lungs.

The next day, we packed up and prepared to go out. The female driver was on the road, and my father was quite worried. Before going out, she told me again and again. We managed to perfunctory and left home quickly.The blue sky, white clouds and clear air outside the car, and cheerful music playing inside the car made the mood brighter.

We first made a detour and passed by the KFC drive-thru restaurant to buy some food that we seldom eat. My mother ate happily in the passenger seat and did not forget to give me some food when I stopped the car. As I ate, I thought: Could this be the reason why my mother refused to let my father accompany me?

There were not many people and vehicles along the way, and it didn't take long for us to arrive at the homestay we were going to stay in.It is located in a flat and open land at the foot of the mountain. Looking at it from the outside, the roof is made of dark gray tiles, and the surrounding white walls are meticulously painted. Large expanses of glass floor-to-ceiling windows are hidden behind sparse bamboo trees. The black color of the glass windows The frame proudly shows its presence in the white wall.

Pushing open the hidden wooden door, a small yard occupies the center of sight, surrounded by white walls and gray tiles to frame it, the grass has been carefully trimmed, and there are only two stone paths leading to the front house and the On the other side of the simple square pavilion, the pavilion is covered with plants similar to scorpion grass, hanging from the top edge.

Many green plants and a small fish pond were cleverly placed in the yard. A few small fish were lazily still in the pond. The owner of the homestay greeted us with a smile from the corridor of the front room. We could see that they were familiar with each other from the way they talked, we took off our shoes and stepped up a step, put on slippers, and were greeted into the house.

The front room is a tea room, which is also used for check-in and front desk service. Just from a small tea room, you can see that the interior decoration is exquisite, and even the decorations and paintings are very appropriate.My mother called the owner of the homestay A Miao, and they were about the same age, so I called her Aunt Miao.Auntie Miao made delicious tea, and her voice was extremely gentle. I always like people with nice voices and gentle personalities. I think I like Auntie Miao.

After drinking tea, we came out of the front room. Aunt Miao led us along the verandah. There were branches in the veranda, and we walked out at a bend. There was a small yard similar to the front yard. The square pavilion was replaced by wooden chairs. The fish pond is bigger and there are more plants, but the building is only along one side of the yard. We walked along the yard to the middle area, which is the place with the best view. Aunt Miao opened the door for us.

Auntie Miao gave some instructions and invited us to have dinner together and left the room. After tidying up, we went out and went up the mountain.

The mountain is not too high, mostly wooden ladders. Although I am not too tired, I still sweat a little. The air on the mountain is very fresh, with a strong aroma of plants and trees. This sweat is really refreshing. Cool.We found a canteen to buy some food and drinking water, and found a place to sit in the shade. There were not many people on the mountain, but we could still call it a companion, so it wouldn't be too deserted.

We talked about some pleasant things and sat for a long time on the hill.

In the evening, we were invited by Aunt Miao for dinner. Aunt Miao was very happy and recommended wine made by nearby villagers to us.The wine tasted sweet but not low. I didn’t drink much and I became slightly drunk, so I stopped drinking. My mother and Aunt Miao continued to drink, talking and laughing happily. I didn’t expect Aunt Miao’s laughter to be so hearty after drinking. .

After helping Aunt Miao tidy up the messy cups and plates, we returned to the room, and my mother fell asleep as soon as she touched the pillow.I spread the quilt on the tatami mat in the guest room, half-lying and watching the night sky, enjoying the state of being slightly drunk. This moment is the most beautiful. The consciousness can be easily deceived in the dimness, as if nothing important has been lost, and everything is as it was before.

After a long time, I also fell into a deep sleep and had several dreams.

After another two months, my physical condition has basically recovered. Before I devote myself to my new job, I want to see Peipei first. She lives alone in L City, which is still a bit worrying, especially because she has been working lately. Yelling uncomfortable.So I booked the plane ticket without telling her, packed a few changes of clothes, and went to L City again.

When I went to L city again, although things were different, the pain had been relieved a lot. I took this opportunity to test the efficacy of the "Xiang Yunyang Desensitization Therapy" during this period.He took a taxi back to the familiar apartment and knocked on the door, but it was not Peipei behind the door, but a man.

It was Xiang Yunyang.

I was a little surprised, mistakenly thinking that I was delirious and found the wrong place, and when I was hesitating looking at the space behind him, he calmly let me in and said that Peipei was in the room.I entered the room, put down my bag, and tiptoed into Peipei's room. She was lying on the bed and sleeping soundly. There were some pills and half a glass of water on the low table beside the bed.

When I came out of Peipei's room, he also poured me a glass of water. I took the water and thanked him.This thank you is not only for the water in his hand, but also for his diagnosis and treatment of Peipei.

——Peipei, she said that she was not feeling well a few days ago, and she seemed to have a low-grade fever. How is she doing now?

——I don’t have much practical experience in internal medicine, so I can only make some simple judgments. It should be pneumonia, probably due to decreased resistance, cold and fatigue. I gave her some medicine. If she doesn’t improve, I have to go to the hospital. just do.

—Okay, I will pay attention to her situation.

--Um.If there is nothing else, I will leave first. Call me if there is anything to do.

--it is good.

Although the time to see him was short, it was not as embarrassing and cramped as I imagined. I was still slightly relieved in my heart.We can't be friends if we break up, and we won't be enemies. We meet from time to time, and we don't even know that it will be the year of the monkey when we see each other next time. We don't need to bother with imagination or how to express our psychological achievements, but it's still comfortable to meet suddenly like this. It is satisfactory.