I wish it was just for you

That night, I called my mother and told her that I wanted to go home. She was very happy to hear that, but she became confused. I told her about my breakup with Xiang Yunyang, but she didn't say much on the phone. What, just comforting me softly: "If you want to come back, you can come back, your own home, and you don't need anyone's permission."

I still don't know how to talk to Peipei, and I agreed to be with each other but now I want to leave her here alone. For her, I feel very guilty, so I plan to find an appropriate time to talk to her again.After working for two days, I prepared a resignation letter and submitted it to the department manager Lin. Manager Lin was a little shocked. We cooperated tacitly at work and had a good relationship in private. At the mention of resignation, she couldn't help but feel a little sudden.

No matter how she asked, I just expressed that I wanted to go back to my parents. After eight years of studying and working, it was time to go home and be with my parents. Seeing that she couldn't convince me, she accepted my resignation letter.There are only more than ten days left before the end of this month. In these ten days, I will carry out the handover according to the arrangement. As soon as this month is over, I will officially resign.

On the day when Manager Lin accepted the resignation letter, I had just finished checking the occupancy of a team. Peipei called me as usual. She was even busier in the new week, so she made an inquiry call once a day, and I spoke with her. Talk about handing over work.She was very happy, thinking that I was going to be promoted, and I told her that I was going to leave.

She was silent on the phone.

——I want to go back to City X.I continued.

——Is it so hard?she asked.

——It’s very hard, I’ve tried it, but I can’t stay.

--When are you coming back?

——The resignation procedures will be completed at the end of the month, but I won't leave immediately. I will wait for you to come back first.

——When I finish the work at hand, I will go back with you.

——What about your work?

——When I return to City X, there will be good companies. Besides, I don’t have any ambitions, as long as my salary is enough to eat and drink.

——Peipei, you treat me like this...

—Who said it was for you?I'm just tired of this job.

She is a liar, although she complains occasionally, but I know she still likes this job, the atmosphere is relaxed, the leadership is wise, and the prospects are bright. She is like a fish in water in this company, and she always treats me secretly like this without admitting it , suddenly felt a little dragging her back, and felt very sorry.

The news of my resignation spread among my colleagues. My colleagues in the department and a few close colleagues from other departments held a farewell party for me. In fact, it was just a group of people eating and drinking. When I got drunk, I couldn’t help feeling emotional and crying. The wonderful guests, as well as the arduous team struggle, and the loyalty of the rivers and lakes that came together to share the firepower after getting into trouble, I discovered that we have experienced a lot together.

No matter how bad the job is, the aftertaste can have a little sweetness. We share the same hatred and struggle together, as if those unhappiness are not worth mentioning. Memories can obviously filter out so many bad things, beautify so many ugly sides, and even make people born. A feeling of nostalgia and reluctance.

After I officially resigned, I became a vagrant. My mother called me and asked me when I would go back. I was still waiting for Peipei to return to L city. She shouldn't break her promise, and the day when she will come back is approaching.

I picked her up at the airport, and she was happy, like a little girl who hadn't experienced much in the world, and said goodbye to her colleagues, and we went home.I stewed the soup and made a few small dishes. She ate very deliciously. She boasted that I have improved my cooking skills after not eating my dishes for a month. In fact, I have not cooked half a time in this month.

I knew she was making me happy, so I was really happy.

In the next few days, I resumed cooking and cleaning the house, waiting for Peipei to come back.We'd go for a walk after we'd eaten, and then she'd be working and I'd be alone in the living room watching a movie.Life is going well, and with Peipei's company, my condition has improved a bit.

But the thought of going back has never stopped, and my memory has not faded because of the peace brought by Peipei.

I mentioned to Peipei about going back to City X, and she was a little ashamed, saying that the work at hand was halfway through, and she couldn’t just leave at the critical moment anyway, I understand very well, and I didn’t force her to go back with me , I hope she can stick to what she likes and not give up easily for anyone, including me.

We have been together, from childhood to adulthood, and we have been together until now at work. I know she can’t get used to being separated from me, just like me, but if separation is inevitable, we don’t need to be afraid, sadness will only It is for a short period of time. After this period of time passes, all the things that you think are too big are actually nothing more than dust.

This is the truth that I comprehended separately from Xiang Yunyang.

Everything in the past will be dusted away with my departure.What's interesting is that the bracelet that Xiang Yunyang gave me that I have been wearing on my wrist was lost, even if it was separated, I didn't take it off, but it miraculously disappeared quietly when I was about to leave the city.

Is it because he broke his promise to write the most beautiful love poem to Yunyang, so the bracelet left in anger?I always thought that we still have a long, long time to be in love for me to conceive this love poem, but unexpectedly time slipped away through my fingers and disappeared, and when I was in a hurry to write, there were only tears left.

Finally, I boarded the flight back to City X alone.

Look at the people around us, which one is not riddled with holes? ——From "Secret Love in Peach Blossom Spring"

As soon as I walked out of the airport, I saw the family car coming after waiting for a while. My mother got off the car excitedly and gave me a big hug, saying that I had lost weight.Dad took the luggage for me and asked us to get on the bus quickly. The airport timed to prevent the vehicle from staying too long, so we had to get on the bus in a hurry.

When I got home quickly, my mother made me a lot of dishes that I like to eat, which are very attractive just by looking at them.After eating and tidying up, I took the initiative to take on the burden of cleaning the bowls and chopsticks, and worked by the sink with my swollen stomach. My mother laughed and teased my stomach, and happily said that I would make me thinner again.

Dad echoed on the side, this is too thin, the flesh on the cheeks is gone, it doesn't look good, it needs to be made up.

I heard it clearly in the kitchen, and somehow wanted to laugh.

It's nice to be home.