I wish it was just for you

Xu Peiyu entered the room, turned off the light, but did not sleep, lying in the dark listening to the movement in the living room.For more than half a year, Chen Zixi has been switching between extremely happy and extremely sad. When she is happy, she is joyful, humming songs to clean, wash clothes, and cook. When she is sad, the sky is dark and the sky is dark. Sitting blankly, not drinking water, not eating, talking absent-mindedly when someone is around, but the mood is indescribably excited.

The way she pretended not to be unhappy was extremely distressing.

On Christmas night, Xu Peiyu waited at home until she heard Chen Zixi insert the key and turn the door lock, and realized that the gift was still in the room, so she hurried back to the room to pick up the gift, thinking about giving a small cake and a small gift inadvertently Soothe her broken heart.She knew that Chen Zixi attached great importance to their anniversary, and she had planned it a month earlier, and she also knew that the failure of the anniversary would definitely make her sad.

But when she found the gift and was about to leave the room, she heard suppressed crying from outside the house, and she stopped by the door with the gift.

Late at night after several overtime work, when Chen Zixi came home, she sat on the floor of the living room and fell asleep on the sofa, with an empty red wine bottle in front of her. Xu Peiyu spread out the blanket on the sofa and covered her , put the cushion under her head, cleaned up the mess on the ground, sat beside her and looked at her.She even frowned when she was asleep.

Xu Peiyu reached out to stroke her brow and looked at her lovingly.

The red wine in the cupboard at home has become more, then less, more and more, and then less. Xu Peiyu has seen empty wine bottles in the trash can that have not had time to be disposed of, but the number is far less than the number that keeps disappearing in the cupboard. of.She didn't tell the truth, pretending that she didn't know anything, and she didn't find anything.

She also knew that Chen Zixi was not stupid. She told Chen Zixi that she saw all the blankets she put on, the cushions on the pillow, and the red wine bottles she packed up. I chose to pretend, one pretended not to know, the other pretended not to be known.

Chen Zixi was just trying to maintain a certain dignity. They have been together for so many years, and they still have this tacit understanding.

You can no longer meddle in the affairs between the two of them. Before they get together, Xu Peiyu can still contribute to the flames. Once they are together, it is their own business as adults, and they should handle it by themselves. Whether it should be delayed or ended, only they can do it It was decided that a third person should not intervene, including her.

This time, Chen Zixi's illness, even if Xiang Yunyang, who was far away in City G, knew about it, it would not help, but at least he should let him know.She found her mobile phone, and when she called, the notification sound came: "The number you dialed is turned off, please try again later. Sorry, the number you dialed is power off." The notification sound repeated over and over again, and the coldness made her furious .

Is this the same notification sound that Chen Zixi has heard the most recently?

Sitting on the soft stool beside the bed, she watched Chen Zixi curled up, his face pale, and his body temperature had reached 38.7°C, so she picked up the phone again, and this time she called Hu Ruili, who she knew except Xiang Yunyang The only doctor outside.

When Hu Ruili heard about it on the phone, he reassured her not to worry, he would come right away.

While waiting for Hu Ruili, he washed rice and cooked porridge. He arrived before the porridge was ready, brought a medicine box, and gave Chen Zixi a preliminary examination. He also asked her about the situation and found out some medicines. Mark the dosage and help her feed porridge and medicine to Chen Zixi.After some tossing, Chen Zixi fell into a deep sleep again, and the fever gradually subsided.

After thanking Hu Ruili, she closed the door, went back to Chen Zixi's room, and half-lyed on the lazy sofa at the end of the bed to take a nap until the sun went down in the evening, during which time Chen Zixi woke up and poured water for her because she was yelling for water , the rest of the time she fell asleep peacefully, just like the sickly Chen Zixi on the bed.

Thanks to Chen Zixi, the stress and exhaustion brought about by her high-intensity work during this period was completely released in this afternoon.

Seeing that Chen Zixi was still asleep, she packed up and went out to buy food and fruits. She first went to the fruit and vegetable store she frequented to buy some seasonal fruits, and specially picked out a few oranges, kiwis and lemons, and then bought them near her home. I bought barbecued pork rice at a Hong Kong-style restaurant, thinking that Chen Zixi would be very happy to see it.

Sure enough, as she expected, Chen Zixi ate very happily, but she still spoke harshly to her, for fear of revealing a little cautiousness.Chen Zixi is more sensitive than anyone else. Once she knows that she is letting her go, she will definitely feel sorry for herself. What seems to be unintentional, but deliberately maintains a certain surface that has not changed.

When Xiang Yunyang returned to his home in Z city, he was empty and alone.After searching for a long time, I found a charging cable. I went back to the room and charged the phone. The phone buzzed and the screen lit up.He squeezed his sore shoulders into the bathroom, sat in the bathroom in a daze, his eyes glazed over.

His mind was blank. Originally, he imagined that there might be many pictures flashing through his mind like a revolving lantern, but in fact there were not.

After washing up, he casually put on a bathrobe, tied his belt loosely, and his mobile phone was ready to be turned on. He sat down on the sofa next to the socket, and looked at the messages received during the time when the phone was turned off, and Hu Ruili's message was among them.

The message was sent thirteen hours ago, and the content was very simple: Chen Zixi had a fever and was sick, went to see her, and was fine.

Before he went to G City, he asked Hu Ruili to help take care of Chen Zixi. Although Chen Zixi always looked weak, when he was not around, she was able to live independently.It had been peaceful before, but now something really happened, and the trustworthy Hu Ruili kept his promise.

Looking at the time, it was already 3:12 in the morning, and he hadn't slept for nearly twenty hours. After skimming through other information, he fell asleep on the sofa.

This time he slept very restlessly, dreaming all the time, he couldn't remember what he dreamed, but when he woke up, he only felt sad.He woke up naturally at 7 o'clock in the morning, it was still early but he had no sleepiness.After brushing his teeth, washing his face, shaving his beard, and tidying his hair, he opened the closet and saw the shirt Chen Zixi had given him. He took it off the hanger, put it on again with suit pants, and went out.