I wish it was just for you

We stayed in Tongxun for two days. The town itself is very small, and it only takes one day to walk slowly and look at it slowly. But put yourself completely in the town, for example: sit by the river for a few hours and listen The sound of running water, the sound of people talking and washing clothes, looking at the texture of the tree under the old tree, and feeling the coolness of the wind are all unique experiences.

The people in the town are also very friendly. We have to go out for food for three meals a day, and the next day we go to the breakfast restaurant we visited on the first day. The boss has treated us like an old friend; I saw a grandma who was making glutinous rice cakes at the door of her house. When she saw us, she stuffed them for us two, saying that they were delicious, and let us try them, but she refused to take any money, saying that they were made at home and there was no need for money.

While lamenting the peace and simplicity of the town, I also found that some vacant land has started to build houses. It is said that this place will be developed into a new tourist attraction. The tranquility of the town is about to be broken.

There are gains and losses.

After Yiyi bid farewell, Xiang Yunyang and I took the bullet trains back to City L and City G respectively, with opposite directions and different destinations.Just like our respective life trajectories afterwards, even if I try to look in his direction, but the time train running at high speed will take us away in two completely different directions.

After that, we went back to busy work, I still don't distinguish between day and night, unlike Xiang Yunyang when he was in L city, I no longer grasp his schedule, we can always miss each other's rest in various forms time, and then hurriedly said a few words in the midst of busyness.

Time was lost in these haste, winter came, and Christmas in December came, but Xiang Yunyang had to accompany the dean of the department to attend the medical seminar. After the New Year's Day, the hotel and a local event plan The company cooperates to hold various activities on this Christmas, and all the rooms are fully booked early, so it is impossible to approve holidays.

He couldn’t come back, I couldn’t make it through, so I simply accepted the request of my colleagues and me to change shifts. As night fell, I looked at the lively garden parades outside the hotel. The bright lights shone on the excited faces of men and women. Santa Claus distributed gifts. Children circled around him.

What a night.

It was late at night when I got home, and there was a small cake on the table. Under the cake was a note in Peipei's handwriting, which read: Merry Christmas and Happy Anniversary.

I cried at the note, he didn’t even send me a phone call or a message today, our anniversary, which I value so much, seemed nothing to him.No matter how dull I am, I can still feel that Xiang Yunyang is getting farther and farther away from me.

I began to fall into a kind of worrying about gain and loss. The only thing I could confirm was that I still loved Xiang Yunyang, but there were so many things I couldn't confirm.This state of mind keeps me in a negative mood, especially when he doesn't contact me for a long time, and when it's raining and I'm stuck somewhere.

There is nothing I can do about it.

When I saw Xiang Yunyang again, it was after the Spring Festival.When we are together, we can still be as hot as love. We hold hands, hug, kiss, we go shopping, eat, drink coffee, watch movies, and meet frequently during the Spring Festival, which eases our relationship and my mood gradually. Get better, but immediately face parting again.

After the festival, the hotel began to enter a short period of off-season. Even if Xiang Yunyang was very busy, I could have enough time to cooperate with him, and the contact was considered stable. But after a while, I also started to get busy, and the balanced contact status was disturbed, and we reconnected. Back to the chaos.

This situation lasted for four months. After being busy with Ching Ming Festival, exhibitions, Labor Day and group anniversary celebrations, in early June, at the turn of spring and summer, when the flu was rampant, I fell ill.

I just remember that night I felt a terrible headache. I wanted to go to bed earlier after I got home from the night shift, but the pain was so bad that I couldn’t fall asleep, so I got up and took two painkillers, and I fell asleep smoothly. However, I was woken up many times by the heat throughout the night, feeling that my clothes were soaked in sweat. Every time I woke up, I was in a daze, and soon fell asleep again.

It was already morning when I was a little more conscious, and Peipei called my name. I was sore all over, and I didn't even open my eyelids. I responded to her inarticulately, turned over with difficulty, and fell asleep again.

After that I slept for a long time, it was still night when I woke up, I got up to check, Peipei hadn't come back yet, so I sent her a message.Although I still feel my nose is stuffy and my body still hurts, but I obviously feel a lot more relaxed, but maybe I sweat too much and my body is sticky. After drinking some water, I went to the bathroom to wash my hair and take a shower. After I finished washing When he came out, Peipei was opening the door and entering the house.

—You really scared me to death.Her first words when she saw me.

—Is it a cold?

——I have a fever, and the fever is almost close to 39°C.

——Thank you baby, I want to hug you to express my gratitude, but it’s better to keep this germ away from you.

——You, how could you make yourself so sick, you didn't call me when I was in the next room.

——At first I thought it was just a headache, and it would be fine after taking painkillers.I'm so hungry, Peipei.

— starve you to death.

——The fragrance cover in the bag in your hand can't even cover it, and you still speak harsh words.

—that’s what I’m going to eat myself.

—But you bought two copies.

——You have a good eye.

Peipei said, put the bag on the table, I opened it, it was my favorite char siu rice.

After I finished eating, Peipei brought me some medicine to take. I looked at many kinds and took one by one according to the dosage that Peipei said. It is not difficult for me to take medicine since I was a child, as long as I can avoid injections.

——How do you know to give me these medicines?I am optimistic about taking a variety of medicines together, which is not like the combination of laymen like us.

——You are dead, want to take you to the hospital but can't move you at all, so I called Hu Ruili to come over, he just happened to be on vacation, so he came over right away.These medicines were given to him.She sits next to me and turns on the TV with the remote.

——Then thank him for inviting him to dinner another day.

——I have to thank him very much, I didn't shirk at all, and I came right away.

——Over there at the hotel...

——Don't worry, I'll ask for leave for you as soon as I've asked for my own leave. You can rest during the day tomorrow, right?

I nodded and thanked Peipei again. She asked for leave to take care of me, which would definitely bring trouble to her work. She touched my head, as if she had something to say and swallowed it abruptly. I was a little strange and wanted to ask In the end, she was half-spread on the sofa, manipulated the remote control, called out the movie zone, and asked me: "Want to watch a movie?" I nodded, and she asked me again: "Want to watch Minions?" Nod again.

Maybe I slept too long during the day, and I still couldn’t fall asleep after watching the movie. Peipei went to sleep in the room, and I found another movie to watch. It was a Japanese movie called "Zhou Ji".This movie tells me a truth: choose one thing, and it will last a lifetime.

Such perseverance is really amazing.