vast to me

Chapter 44

Chu Yuan never expected that such a day would come—even if there was such a day, maybe he would not love her anymore, or the sea would change.

He didn't even expect Shi Jian to respond to him even after defeating Wei.

Hey, it seems like you don't have much confidence in Wei Guo when you say that.In the past six months, I heard that the situation is very good. The old man of the first emperor died. Chen Xiaoyuan helped the youngest sixth prince to kill his uneasy brothers and got into power. Now it is basically supported by Peng Xiang.

God knows whether Chen Xiaoyuan will follow his old path.

Chu Yuan lay there sighing, and suddenly realized why he started thinking about national affairs afterwards.

The brain is broken.

He turned his head to look at Shijian who was asleep beside him, and blew into his ear very childishly.

The slightly messy hair on the sideburns flew up, but the person did not wake up.

He was so exhausted, how could he sleep so soundly with peace of mind!

Chu Yuan killed him, but he didn't expect such a day to happen.

Next time I will let you try your own strength, let me tell you!

The ups and downs of his current mood finally settled down, and those thoughts that he thought about and couldn't find a result in the past have all become a thing of the past.

This person is indeed his own.

He turned over to be hugged by Shi Jian, and now he wanted to be sticky as if he was playing tricks.The slightly cold spring night was ignited by the warmth of the people around him. His wish came true, and his wish came true. He was able to bury himself in the neck of his loved one and smell that person.

Shi Jian didn't light anything like incense, and he didn't use that kind of scented thing when washing clothes, but he had a special smell on his body.Chuyuan thought for a long time that he couldn't relate, and finally decided that it was the unique fragrance of this person.

As long as you smell it, it's him, and others can't learn it.

Chu Yuan really didn't know what he liked about Shijian, maybe it was just a habit.But there are not many people who can gossip with each other for such a long time, it is also a kind of fate, no matter how they will develop feelings, let alone these subtle gods?The term "rijiushengqing" is the most illusory, but it subtly infects everyone we meet in life.Why should the sea dry up and the rocks rot, it's just a long-term companion.

enough.

Life is boring, the most interesting thing in the world is each other who is always by our side.Your own life should be complete with yourself and another person.

However, it is satisfying to be like this at the moment, but after all, Chu Yuan is someone who has been there, and knows what the situation will be after this clean-up.He was a little uncertain that the current timebook looked normal, but what would happen in a while.

But Chuyuan is not a person who will worry about people, he has nothing to think about what those unhappy people are doing, if he gets mad because of this, then he will help him get out, it's no big deal.

After all, it is better than thinking wildly at the beginning.

Waking up early the next day, Chu Yuan had to go to work.As soon as he moved, Shi Jian, who was still asleep next to him, turned over and grabbed the hem of his clothes.

"What?" Chu Yuan thought he was about to wake up, so he bent over and asked him softly.Shi Jian's slender eyelashes trembled twice, slowly opened his eyes, and asked him, "Where are you going?"

"I have a job, I need to go early, otherwise the boss will deduct my monthly payment."

Shi Jian stared at him, his misty eyes were full of resentment.

Chu Yuan covered his eyes.Just look at Shijian's aggrieved appearance, Chu Yuanxin said that he acted as if he had done something to him last night and then abandoned him from beginning to end, that's why he was aggrieved!

"Why are you staring at me like that? It's not like I won't come back." Chu Yuan felt itchy and poked Shi Jian's face with his hands.In the past, poking was purely pretending to be a friend and doing something out of the ordinary, but now it is just doing it outright.

It feels so good.

Shi Jian grabbed his hand, squeezed his hands together, and looked reluctant to let go: "When do you plan to go back with me?"

Before waking up in the morning, his voice was still a little hoarse, Chu Yuan's throat was a little tight, and he cleared his throat: "For the time being... Maybe there is something left to finish."

Shi Jian didn't speak for a long time, and closed his eyes.Chu Yuanquan comforted him, bowed his head and kissed his lips twice, and said "I'll go first".

He actually left after speaking.Shi Jian closed his eyes, he heard Chu Yuan busy outside, until he heard the sound of the courtyard door being closed, he struggled to turn over and sit up.

He pinched the sore temple, but he didn't feel any effect.

It's been like this since he came to confess his love yesterday, he can't remember clearly what happened after the kiss, and he acted according to his instinctive desire.He felt a little out of control, but he didn't know how to control his feelings.He learned what joy, anger, sorrow and joy are overnight, and in his dream, he saw those messy stories again.

He has seen.

In the dream of being hit by the remnant soul of Sanshui and comatose, he had seen so many people's lives.

Those beautiful and hideous things; fear, longing, hatred, love... all mixed together, made him unconscious, and even made him feel unbearable and about to collapse.

He put on his clothes and sat up, looking around the small room where Chuyuan lived.The house is small, rather dilapidated, and has no decorations. It obviously doesn't look like it's going to stay for a long time.He closed his eyes and took a breath of the air here, which was full of Chu Yuan and the smell left over from what happened last night.It just calmed down his somewhat chaotic mood.

Shi Jian felt that he was indeed a little out of control, and he would be irritable when he left Chu Yuan.

He lay back down again, looking lazy and tired.

If those colleagues in the sky knew what he looked like now, it might be unbelievable.

No, you can't let Chu Yuan know.

Shijian went through those stories again in his coma.In the dream, he was exactly those people, living and dying, having fun, and his mind wandered between them.Even ordinary people cannot still strengthen their minds in this kind of swing, let alone the timebook that has just learned these things.

It doesn't matter whether it's a good story or a bad story, he wakes up in a bad mood.This state deepened his headache.

why.

He sat there panting, finally regaining consciousness, but it was like this.He could understand what Chuyuan was burdened at the beginning, and suddenly he was even more unwilling to accept himself at the beginning.

No wonder Chuyuan refused to come back, he actually...

He didn't know what time it was, but when he walked out of the room, he saw that there was no hot breakfast on the table.As long as Chuyuan doesn't mess around with researching new dishes, his craftsmanship is actually very good.Shijian didn't know what was good and what was bad in the past, but now he decided to taste these things again.

The porridge is already cold, so the taste is naturally not as good as when it was fresh.This just made Shi Jian feel guilty, it was clearly not his fault, it was just that he got up late.

With just one sip, he put down the spoon. The feeling that he did something wrong made him feel even more sorry for Chu Yuan.

He really couldn't cheer up.

He thought that as long as he could understand these things, he would be able to understand Chu Yuan's thoughts and what he could save.But when he was really able to clearly understand his emotions, he became confused because of these.

God is powerless and goes with the flow.

When Chuyuan came back, he was caught off guard by Shijian and pressed against the wall for a kiss.

"You...what's the matter with you?" Chu Yuan was taken aback, feeling that something was wrong with him, he touched the back of his neck while hugging him, and asked cautiously.Shi Jian was speechless, and it took him a long time to say "I don't know".

"Did you...was like this at the beginning? You couldn't control any emotions, irritable, negative..." Shi Jian thought of a few words, learned them from books, and said them with difficulty, but Probably this is what it means.

"Yeah, I wanted to tell you at the beginning, but you don't understand." Chu Yuan knew that this matter could not be generalized in such a simple way, how he was, maybe it didn't work in Shijian, so he didn't dare to mess around Said, "This is normal, if you have something on your mind, tell me and I will accompany you."

Only then did Shi Jian let out a muffled "hmm".

It's great that Chu Yuan didn't leave him like this.

The author has something to say: homework is too difficult, I am too difficult [crying]

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