vast to me

According to the meaning of Buddhism, it probably refers to something like "feeling, feeling, thinking, and knowing".In layman's terms, those emotions, what you see, what you taste, how you think, how you act.If you want to say that the five aggregates are all empty, it must be done by a dead person who has gone through the soul purification ceremony, drank Mengpo soup, and put aside the affairs of life and death.

Life is born with suffering, Buddhists should try their best to make the five aggregates empty, so that life can go more smoothly.This is also the reason why heaven does not bestow these things on the gods.Only when you are smooth, can you do things for the world and the six realms to the greatest extent.

Hmm... sounds like a tool, but there's nothing wrong with it.

Chuyuan, as a relatively transparent person... he said it was a god, but he didn't think it was necessary.After all, he is an independent individual, and he has to be for himself; besides, living in this world is just such a pleasure, and there is nothing wrong with being enthusiastic and profound.

The peace and distance gained from nothing, and the effort to feel the beauty of life are all for a happy life.Then he would rather choose the latter.

It's just that sometimes you go astray, you can't grasp the degree of thinking, you feel too deeply about everything subjectively, and you fall into the suffering of the five aggregates for no reason, then the gain outweighs the loss.

Shijian is like this now.

Either don't want to, or think too much about it.Out of control.

Chu Yuanxin said that you can't control it, don't throw fire on me!

Chu Yuan was bored at the beginning, and he flinched after a little presumptuousness.Shi Jian has been aggrieved for so many years and can't catch up with people, and now he has an inexplicable desire to control Chu Yuan, and he is holding on to him and won't let go.

While he was asleep, Chu Yuan probed his soul and sea of ​​consciousness, and sure enough, it was a demon.

The original Huxinlian is still there, but its power has been weakened a lot, and there is no impact, just floating around the soul so unhurriedly.Chu Yuan did not relax, this thing will always have an impact, fighting poison with poison, maybe one day he will become that poison.But Chuyuan didn't dare to touch this thing casually, it was too evil, no matter if he hurt himself or Chuyuan, even if he hit the soul with godhead, he couldn't save it.

Even in his sleep, Shi Jian tightly held onto Chu Yuan's hand, and it hurt.Chuyuan felt distressed, knowing that he was not feeling well, and regretted it a little, obviously he was used to it and could bear it, so why bother to involve him.

These love affairs... It's hard to say.

Shi Jian probably wasn't used to dreaming, so he even talked in his sleep.While muttering, Chu Yuan heard him say "I will".

Chuyuan still doesn't know what Shijian's words last night meant, and now he mentions them again, maybe he has some obsessions.Chu Yuan was very curious, and finally decided to sneak into his dream and take a look.

It's not that I'm curious and want to pry into privacy!He's just... He's just helping Shi Jian to relieve his mood!

Look at yourself, how nice it is!also help...

Before Chu Yuan finished his self-praise, he was taken aback by the scene in front of him.

The flowing light source was reflected from behind, and he was still hugging Shijian. The double pain from the soul made Chuyuan unable to bear it all at once, and shivered.

A crying and rambling voice came from behind him, Chu Yuan was in so much pain that his eyes turned black and his ears buzzed, he couldn't care less.

Shi Jian told him not to leave.

Chu Yuan remembered that this was when he was looking for Ah Qin.

What did I say at the beginning... Chu Yuan's brain is too bad, I really can't remember.He was stunned by the sudden pain at the moment, recalled in the confusion, and asked himself if Shi Jian could be like Ah Qin and the others.

At the beginning, Chuyuan was just a fluke, and Shi Jian had some feelings for him, but he forgot that even if Shi Jian thought so, he would not say it out loud.Now that he knew that Shi Jian had intentions, he suddenly felt that he was making things difficult for him.

sin sin.

So this time he didn't say anything at all, his thoughts were very heavy.When the turmoil passed and the two gradually adjusted their breathing, Shi Jian stood up.

Chu Yuan looked at him, not knowing what he wanted.

Shijian just stared at him as usual, making him feel like he was in a panic.

"You..." Now that Chu Yuan knows, Shi Jian has his own in his heart, and has always had it, but he doesn't know it, so why bother.If I dared to say a few more words at the beginning, I didn't have to wait till now.It's my own stupidity.

"I will." This time Huan Chuyuan told Shi Jian, as if he was saying to himself, "I will be with you until you understand your emotions, I will be there."

He thought again, not to mention Shi Jian didn't understand his own heart, so he didn't understand him either.Every life is on the run, don't want to see him, or refuse.Knowing what I'm looking for, but I have to draw the light of time......

I am really nothing.

Chu Yuan frowned tightly, and Shi Jian thought he was unhappy, but he didn't know how to appease him.He should be very happy to get such an answer from Chuyuan. He looked Chuyuan up and down, and finally decided to go over to give him a kiss.

Why... Oh yes, this is Shi Jian's dream, and now he clearly knows these sticky tricks.

Comforting each other in this way, telling each other that no one is right, and no one owes anyone anything.Chu Yuan thought it was a little funny, he was still stuck in those "too deep" situations and couldn't get out, how could he sort out his mind for Shijian.

He meditated not to think too much, don't think too much, in a blink of an eye, the scene has changed.

It is still night.Moonlight, corridors, drunken heads.

Chuyuan—now Jiang Yao, grabbed Shi Jian by the collar, and just gave him a nameless, flimsy kiss.

"This is the last." Jiang Yao said, but she didn't just leave so resolutely.Chu Yuan found that he could feel the feeling of Shijian now, although there were only a few, but...

Shi Jianxin was indeed confused for half a beat.

If you said you didn't want me to get married, and you didn't want me to leave like this, I would definitely go with you.

But this is all memory, in the past.

Through Shijian's eyes, Chuyuan can see his memory.How did I reject him thousands of miles away, and how did Shi Jian catch up with me every time after being heartbroken.

He can see it all.

At this time, Shijian has realized what he said wrong at the beginning, he can almost guess why Chuyuan left, so he has been trying to catch up to make up for it; but Chuyuan never gave him this opportunity, and kept pushing him away .

Chu Yuan asked him through Jiang Yao's mouth: "Why do you want me to go back with you so much?"

Shi Jian was silent.

"What are you afraid of? There is nothing difficult to face, as long as you are willing to say that it is because you have me in your heart, I will go with you."

"You dare not say you don't, do you?"

Jiang Yao closed her eyes, thinking about what to say.Shi Jian recalled these over and over again in his dream, which meant that these were all his inner demons, and he cared about his leaving again and again.

"Don't be afraid that I will hate you, I am only afraid that you will not love me."

"I..." Shi Jian struggled to utter a syllable, "I don't want you to leave me, I know I was wrong, don't hate me..."

Tears streamed down his cheeks in ways he wouldn't have cried. ,

"Okay, okay..." Chu Yuan hugged him up, stroking his back to comfort him, "You don't have to think too much, as long as you know that I will always be with you, I will be with you." you go."

None of us is at fault, and none of us owes anyone anything.It was just an ignorant misunderstanding, perhaps some relief, and it should be able to make up for the past wounds.

Chu Yuan jumped in these intricate memories, filling those wounds with reassuring words.It's like walking through the vicissitudes of life.He always thought that Shi Jian owed him, and he didn't know that his words hurt his heart so much.All the way back to the original point, Chuyuan stood in front of Shi Jian with a few cold plums in his hands and a cautious heart of spring.

"I don't know why, but I am indeed in love with you, so what..."

Don't go, stop here and listen to what Shijian has to say.

"Oh, is that so?" Shijian, who doesn't understand love, was not surprised by this, but asked him, "Among ordinary people, such people have to get married... But I don't understand it very well, can you give me some pointers?" One or two?"

As if letting go of a concern, Chu Yuan smiled and inserted the few flower branches into Shi Jian's collar: "Yes, we, the future will be long."

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