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For some reason, Shijian just had a premonition that Chu Yuan was still there.

So he bid farewell to Lianyu, and directly teleported to the place where he last stayed when he left the human world.

The evening in the small town was quiet early, and soon it was quiet with the afterglow. The cat on the wall turned its head and glanced at the person who appeared suddenly, and ran away quickly, and the surroundings returned to tranquility.

He heard his heart beating extremely fast, and he didn't know why, and he even felt a little dizzy.

This place should not be far from the place where Chu Yuan lived, and Shi Jian found it after turning around twice, but he lingered at the door for a long time, refusing to go in.

"If you want to, just do it to your heart's content, why bother to live so entangled?"

Lianyu's words rang in his ears again, and when he came back to his senses, he had already tapped lightly on the firewood gate twice.

He was very calm and unhurried, but who knew that his voice should be trembling at the moment.

Shijian couldn't express his feelings at the moment in words, he just followed Lianyu's guidance and did what he wanted in his heart. He just wanted to see Chuyuan and tell him something.

He didn't know whether his premonition was accurate, but he hoped that Chu Yuan was indeed here, but he was afraid that he would really see him, so he didn't know what to say.

Such a cautious self was completely unimaginable in Shijian before.

Such and such, such and such.After Shi Jian's shadow on the ground was dragged for a long time, a familiar voice came from inside the door: "Who is it?"

In the next second, the door in front of Shi Jian was pulled open.At the moment when he saw Chu Yuan, Shi Jian's breathing was stagnant, and things were worse than he imagined - he couldn't say a complete sentence at all.

Chu Yuan was also surprised to see Shi Jian.He didn't think he would think about it at first, but the thoughts that gradually subsided were already a pool of stagnant water, and when he was about to face it again, the man was in a turbulent situation in the pool.

He pinched the door panel, almost closing it and opening it again.

"You...why are you here?"

Shi Jian opened his mouth, but did not speak.The two stared at each other for a long time, and then Shi Jian choked out "Long time no see".

"It's been a long time for me." Chu Yuan wanted to laugh and let him in first.

After closing the door, Chu Yuan went back to his desk to pack his things, and asked him, "Have you gone to find Lian Yu?"

"Yes...you asked me to find her back then. Oh yes, I went to your place to clean up, Ah Meow...he grew up a lot."

"I'm just kidding, you really want to go." Chu Yuan washed a pair of bowls and chopsticks in the wooden basin, washed them, dried them, and put them back on the shelf, "You came by accident, I didn't prepare much food. "

"It's okay."

Shi Jian just stood there watching Chu Yuan busy with his work. After washing the dishes, he wiped the table with a rag.When he was about to collect the table, Shi Jian went over to help him.

"You don't need to do this kind of rough work." Chuyuan teased him in a relaxed tone, but without looking up at him, he bent over and undid a buckle and put it down on the table, folded it into a flat surface and leaned against the wall. He found a small mechanism built by a blacksmith himself.Clearly, he never thought of staying here for a long time, but everything has been done.

There is no reason for this.

The yard is not full of flowerpots like in Tiantian or Chuyuan's residence in the capital, only a pot of wild flowers that don't need to be taken care of is placed on the window sill.It seems that wild flowers are better able to adapt to the difficult living environment here in Chuyuan, and they live quite well.

Shi Jian was "invited" into the house by Chu Yuan, and served him a plate of fried melon seeds, presumably to make up for the fault of not having him for dinner.

Time Book:  …

He still didn't know how to speak.Although Lianyu told him to hurry up, seeing that Chuyuan was still here and hadn't left, he seemed relieved, not so anxious or uneasy.

Maybe this is... like?

With divine sight, he could see the trance-like projections of the fine dust raised by the broom as it swept across the ground.Chuyuan is much more diligent here than when he was in the sky, maybe it is for survival, life is tight but very fulfilling, just like everyone else.

It's very real and has a down-to-earth feeling.

Shi Jian looked at him and sighed loosely.Chuyuan has indeed been living like a person, and everything he does makes people feel at ease.

Clinging tightly, it's not so illusory.

"Then you went to find Lianyu, how is she?" After sweeping the floor, Chuyuan leaned the broom behind the door, and then picked up the topic just now with Shijian, "He won't really go to Luoxia, will he?" ?”

Shijian nodded: "She prepared a lot of money to redeem Luoxia, but Luoxia only took the money and ignored her."

"What a fool." After Chu Yuan finished his work, he sat down anyway.It was dark outside, so he lit the lamp.

"She said she really liked it."

"Oh."

That's the end of the topic.The two of them were speechless again. Hearing the subtle crackling sound of the candle, Chu Yuan always felt that the atmosphere was getting awkward.

It's not great.

"Then you... came to see me again when you're all right?"

Shijian nodded.

Chu Yuan said "Oh" again, a little lonely, he thought that Shi Jian came here because he had something to say to him, but he was still the same.

"but......"

As soon as Shi Jian made a sound, Chu Yuanxin immediately raised it again.But what?What can I say?

It's just that he didn't make it so obvious on his face, otherwise he was too unreserved and he didn't know what mess he would think.

Alas, the sensitive and hypocritical middle-aged god...

WTF? ? ?

Shi Jian cleared his throat while talking, feeling that he would not dare to speak anymore.His mind is in a mess right now, and his emotions are unpredictable.Although he is not very happy and angry, he always feels uncomfortable in his heart.

"... Lianyu told me...that..."

"Why are you still stuttering now? It's just like that after going out for a while?" Chu Yuan laughed at him, thinking that he could relieve the embarrassment.

What on earth are you going to say!talk!

"Just... Lianyu told me that if there is anything you want to do, you can just do it directly, no need to get entangled, just follow your heart."

"Indeed." To the point!Chuyuan smirked: "She looks straightforward, so she is like that. To her, Luoxia..."

"So..." Shi Jian brought back the topic of Chu Yuan's further and further distance, staring at Chu Yuan with burning eyes, "I'm here to find you."

Chu Yuan suddenly didn't know what to say, and was stunned for a moment, but he didn't expect this person to speak so simply, and he was really not entangled.

Then he looked away and blinked for a long time: "So?"

When Shi Jian opened the gate, he couldn't take it back, but his mind was confused, and his mouth became even more confused: "I have been looking for you for so many lives. It should be because of this reason. I couldn't understand you at the beginning, and I was wrong. Now I I won't run away, so..."

So what?

Chuyuan had never found that Shi Jian was so unhappy, and he was so angry when he heard it.He became angry, stretched his hand across the table and grabbed Shi Jian's neckline, pulled it, and moved closer to him.Chu Yuan pressed against his forehead, smiling evilly, the dim light set off his atmosphere very well, as if he was going to do something bad: "You... want this?"

Since you don't dare, then replace me, anyway, it's not the first time.

Chu Yuan already knew the purpose of Shi Jian's trip, so he let go of it naturally, without hesitation.He suddenly felt that he could finally let go of so many thoughts, and he was so relaxed that he could fly.

Shi Jian closed his eyes and admitted.

After living for so many years, it was the first time he took the initiative to ask for such a thing, and he felt embarrassed; but this feeling of being open-not only dared to talk to Chu Yuan, but also compromised with himself-made him feel easy.

All kinds of complicated emotions broke through the shackles of thoughts and broke into his sea of ​​consciousness. Yuan's sleeves are warm, the body temperature of Chu Yuan.

Suddenly, I felt that the emptiness and coldness in the sky was too cold.

Only the person in front of me, who really exists, makes people reluctant to let go.

Shi Jian only felt a headache and dizziness.But he didn't care about these things, even if the sky collapsed, he wouldn't let Chuyuan go again, holding on to Chuyuan like he did in Aqin's room that day, thinking of the stupid things he said.When they were separated, he answered Chu Yuan well: "I will."

"What?" Chu Yuan didn't wait for him to answer, this time it was Shi Jian's turn to kiss him.

Forget it, that's it, it's good.

The two of them didn't know when they hugged each other, and stumbled into the bedroom.Shi Jian couldn't stand upright and fell on the bed, and the two separated.Chu Yuan pounced on his chest and gasped for breath, then burst out laughing.

"What?" Shi Jian asked him.

"It's nothing," Chu Yuan couldn't stop laughing, "All wishes come true."