rose memory

"Teacher Bai, it's me. This morning, I asked Chen Yao to look for you, because I think you are easy to talk." Shen Xing cut off a sentence into several stanzas, just to let Bai Zhou hear clearly.

Bai Zhou finally heard clearly, and asked, "Do you think I'm easy to talk to?"

"Yes." Shen Xing suddenly felt uneasy, he always felt that Bai Zhou was about to say something earth-shattering.

"Then can I understand that you trust me very much?" Bai Zhou said.

Shen Xing repeated these words in his heart and felt that there was no problem, so he nodded: "Yes."

"So you don't trust anyone at all, do you?" Bai Zhou finally asked the real question after laying the groundwork for so long.

Shen Xing hesitated, this touched his warning line, like a conditioned reflex, he habitually did not answer this kind of question that unfolded his heart for others to see.

"You can choose not to answer." Bai Zhou said empathetically.

But in fact, Bai Zhou understood, and Shen Xing also understood that Bai Zhou raised this question not because he really wanted an answer, but to make Shen Xing think about it, to make Shen Xing who often evades this question.

Seeing the exposed trust others gave him.

Somewhat cruel.

But he had to do this, Shen Xing knew better than anyone else, he couldn't keep closing himself up, and couldn't let himself be out of control, so that his emotions had ups and downs like a cliff.

Even if it's not for himself, for Meng Xian's sake, he still wants to get out of this vicious circle.

"I will answer." Shen Xing said, "Yes, I can try to trust others."

Bai Zhou smiled, without showing a surprised expression, he stepped forward step by step to seduce: "Among those people, there is me, but there is no Meng Xian, right?"

"You can trust me because you think I'm a mentor who teaches and educates people, because you've known me for nearly a year." Bai Zhou continued: "The positivity of my career and the long-term relationship with you have made me a teacher. You have the emotion of 'trust'."

Shen Xing didn't say a word, because he had never thought about this issue before, and at this moment he suddenly discovered that so many elements were needed to make a choice and express his feelings.

"And Meng Xian, what's not satisfied with?" Bai Zhou said, putting the hot water bottle in his hand, as if he was covering it to keep warm, but in fact, today's temperature is not low.

"You think he has known you for a short time, so why don't you get along more?"

"You said it was up to my own choice."

"Indeed, I didn't do anything." Bai Zhou put the hot water on the table in the office, the sun shone in, and the tabletop under the glass shone like a jewel.

Bai Zhou knocked on the table pointingly: "I'm just expressing my feelings."

Shen Xing asked: "What do you mean?"

"I don't want you to miss it, just because of your dullness." Bai Zhou's words contained too much emotion in his eyes.

Shen Xing didn't answer, he couldn't understand Bai Zhou's "missing", he didn't know how long Bai Zhou had missed Ji Qingchuan because of Bai Zhou's slowness.

After a while, Bai Zhou picked up the glass again, held it in the palm of his hand, and said, "You have a quota for the competition in November, do you want to contact your parents?"

"Who does Teacher Bai think I should contact?" Shen Xing asked.

Bai Zhou smiled: "Then how do I know, think about it yourself."

Shen Xing discovered that Bai Zhou liked to give decisive advice while letting himself think about it.

Shen Xingwan came home after his self-study, and found a person standing at the school gate. He came out relatively late, and there were very few people still at the gate, and that person's appearance was quite outstanding, so he just stood there firmly, Shen Xing saw it at a glance.

Meng Xian had long legs and walked fast. When he came in front of him with big strides, Shen Xing was still frozen at the school gate.

He wanted to take Shen Xing's schoolbag very naturally, but Shen Xing was stunned for a moment, not resisting Meng Xian's movements.

They walked side by side on the side of the road, and the signboards facing the street were circled by a lot of neon lights of different colors, and their shadows were blurred.

After walking for a while, Shen Xing asked, "Are you picking me up from school?"

Meng Xian heard the other party's words, and couldn't bear the surprise in his tone, he smiled and said, "Yes."

"What capacity do you use to pick me up from school?" Shen Xing asked intentionally, it seemed that the paranoid cells in his body became particularly active as soon as he met Meng Xian.

Meng Xian was taken aback and walked quickly to a 24-hour convenience store in front.

"Wait for me." As soon as Meng Xian finished speaking, he walked in.

Shen Xing could only wait outside.

About 3 minutes later, Meng Xian came out with three lollipops of different flavors, and asked, "Which flavor do you like?"

Shen Xing didn't understand what the other party was going to do, he glanced across Meng Xian's hand, hesitantly said: "Litchi's."

Meng Xian handed over the lychee-flavored lollipop.

Shen Xing took it, unpacked it, licked it and put it down.

Shen Xing asked: "Why did you give me the lollipop?"

Meng Xian stuffed the other two sticks into Shen Xing's schoolbag, and said, "Eating candy will make you feel better, so that when I answer your questions, you will be happier."

Meng Xian said: "Now, can we be regarded as more than Youda and less than lovers?"

Shen Xing didn't speak, he took out two lollipops from his schoolbag and asked, "What flavor do you like?"

Meng Xian hesitated for a moment and said, "Orange flavor."

"Why do you want to give me back one?" Meng Xian asked.

Shen Xing zipped up his schoolbag and said, "To make you happy."

"Will your answer make me sad?" Meng Xian asked.

Shen Xing: "Yes, we don't..."

"Forget it." Meng Xian said, "Then I won't listen."

Shen Xing was stunned for a moment, he didn't know that Meng Xian still had such an unreasonable side, he didn't like to listen, so he simply didn't let him talk, this method was simple and didn't even use sugar.

The two were silent for a while.

Meng Xian suddenly said, "Don't you have anything else to say?"

Meng Xian turned his head, stopped, and tentatively said, "For example..."

Shen Xing smiled, he knew Meng Xian's intentions already, and it was meaningless to keep hiding it.

Shen Xing asked: "Such as the number of escorts for the competition?"

Meng Xian didn't know that the other party said it so easily, so he was stunned and didn't speak.

"Do you have time?" Shen Xing knew that the other party would definitely agree

agreed, but he still asked.

"Yes." Meng Xian nodded.

The two of them gradually passed the downtown area, and the colors of the neon lights became dull, leaving only a full moon in the sky shining on the earth.

Shen Xing walked step by step, the distance between each step was equal, and each step stepped on Meng Xian's shadow.

"I noticed that you were not walking fast." Shen Xing said suddenly, and stepped on Meng Xian's shadow again.

The bricks pasted on the ground have been in disrepair for a long time, and several of them have long lost their corners. Shen Xing distractedly used the soles of his feet to feel the upward or downward curvature of these bricks, and to observe the fine dust that rose from the soles of his feet when he stepped on them.

"I usually walk very slowly, unless I'm chasing someone." Meng Xian said, his steps became slower and slower, and at best he even started to fall behind Shen Xing.

Shen Xing remembered the way the other party strode like a meteor when he just left school, and the tip of his nose felt a little sore.

"If I have to wait for someone, I'd like to keep walking very slowly." Meng Xian looked at Shen Xing, the meaning couldn't be more obvious.

"Among who..." Shen Xing blinked lightly: "Including me?"

Meng Xian narrowed his eyes: "It doesn't include you, but only you."

Shen Xing's heart was knocked again.

Arriving at the community where Shen Xing was located, Shen Xing didn't know what to say goodbye, so he could only wave.

Meng Xian didn't say much, just said, "Goodbye."

Meng Xian returned home, and the rare Meng Ying was waiting for him in the room.

Meng Xian said, "Sister." Then he got up and went to the refrigerator to get a bottle of mineral water.

"What are you thinking again?" Meng Ying knew that his little brother would be fine if he drank water.

"I wonder when you will restore my memory." Meng Xian unscrewed the bottle cap but did not drink it.

"Why do you..." Meng Ying was stunned for a while, but did not veto it.

Meng Xian took a sip of water and said, "How do I know that my memory was erased artificially, right?"

Meng Ying nodded.

Meng Xian smiled slyly, tightened the bottle cap, and said, "I didn't know at first, but now I know."

"I'll just say you..." Meng Ying was teased, and her face was sullen.

Meng Xian said seriously: "Sister, to be honest, when do you plan to restore my memory, I can feel that that memory is very important."

"I don't have that ability. I still say the same thing. When the time comes, you will naturally recover." Meng Ying spoke ambiguously, and Meng Xian didn't ask.

It is always said that the time has come, but what exactly is the time?

Meng Xian went back to the room and looked at the pen he found and fell into deep thought. This pen was exactly the same as Shen Xing's. He checked that it was a commemorative model of a foreign brand. Only 99 pieces were released. Is it really such a coincidence? ?

He thought of the awards and trophies he dug out at home before. His memories of high school were gone. When he was in high school, Shen Xing was in junior high school. What did he miss?

He checked the information, and all said that he was in love with the scene. He stood among the flowers for more than two hours that day, and he probably remembered his birthday party. At that time, he stood by the door frame, holding a goblet, watching Shen Xing and Song Yuan. chat.

Afterwards, every time a memory emerges, it must be this scene. What happened four years ago?

Meng Xian was doomed to sleepless nights.

He looked at the timetable of Yuncheng No. [-] Middle School, Senior Two, calculated the time early in the morning, and appeared in front of Shen Xing.

Shen Xing was stunned when he saw him, and continued to walk forward.

Meng Xian followed behind and said, "Good morning."

Shen Xing nodded, and worried that the other party would not be able to see, he said from his throat: "You too."

Meng Xian continued: "Today's weather looks good."

Shen Xing: "Yes."

"The weather forecast says that it will be cloudy today, 21 degrees Celsius, and the east wind will be level two." Meng Xian said the lines he had memorized for a long time.

Shen Xing: "...um."

There was a small vendor on the side of the road, and a young man who looked like a college student was sitting beside him.

Seeing Shen Xingxing glance at it unintentionally, Meng Xian picked the right moment and said, "Do you want to eat strawberries?"

Shen Xing didn't like wasting time playing guessing games with people, he nodded and said, "I think." He walked over.

"How much is a catty of strawberries?" Shen Xing asked.

The man glanced at Shen Xing, then turned his attention to Meng Xian, who was all dressed up, and said, "Thirty."

"Can't it be less?" Shen Xing asked again.

The man said firmly, "I can't."

Shen Xing: "Understood, goodbye."

After all, he turned around and left.

Meng Xian smiled and said, "It's so expensive."

Of course Shen Xing knew that such a price was nothing to Meng Xian, and the other party's answer was nothing more than for him.

Shen Xing accepted such kindness, but unexpectedly Meng Xian said, "If you look for him in the afternoon, he will definitely be cheaper."

Shen Xing was stunned, and asked, "Really?"

Meng Xian nodded: "Of course."