rose memory

Shen Xing put the carnations and daisies in a small glass cabinet he bought, then wrapped the outside with a layer of bubble wrap, and carefully went to the rookie station facing the street.

He told the staff to be careful, so he planned to leave. After walking a few steps, he didn't feel relieved. He stood aside and stared at the staff before leaving.

He sent the written letter to the addressee: Liu Cantang.

He thought, after this last contact, let's break it off.

His mother now has a life of her own, and he appears more often, fearing that it will have an impact on his mother's life.

The autumn wind is bleak, and the leaves of the sycamore trees beside the road are already withered and yellow, and a large piece of them falls off when the wind blows.

He turned on his phone, and it showed 06:30 today, and Meng Xian sent him a message: 【Good morning. 】

And just now, the other party sent another sentence: [Good morning. 】

Shen Xing also replied: 【Good morning. 】

Now Shen Xing realized that he was indeed happy in his heart. When he was typing, when he sent this message, his heart was already filled with the emotion called joy.

It seems that after saying goodbye at the station, my state of mind has changed.

Before that, he asked in his heart over and over again: "How much does Meng Xian like himself?"

He rehearsed and performed over and over again, but never dared to open his mouth. He was afraid that the other party would not like him when he asked.

He admitted that he was looking for his brother's shadow in the other party, but now that he thinks about it, Meng Xian and his brother are not so similar.

His brother has remained in his memory for more than four years, and his every move, except for the frequent visits when he dreamed back at midnight, the rest are vague.

Once he thought of this, he could no longer compare Meng Xian with his brother. He knew in his heart that no matter how similar they were, they were still two different people.

As for him, he may be attached to his brother, but for Meng Xian, there is no excuse for those different thoughts.

In the evening, Shen Xing went to the evening self-study, and after walking the stairs, he met Chen Yao coming out of the office, bowing his head and walking with a sad face and silent.

After Shen Xing asked, he found out that it was Chen Yao who asked for leave for something and the head teacher didn't approve it.

Shen Xing patted the other party's shoulder: "What's the matter?"

Chen Yao pouted: "My friend is getting married."

Shen Xing almost choked on his own saliva: "What?"

Chen Yao turned his head, with a look of "I knew it": "You don't believe it, do you? My friend went to school late, didn't go to high school, and now he is an early adult, in his twenties..."

"Twenty? Don't be so anxious to get married, right?" Shen Xing asked, he still couldn't digest the news.

"My friend said that he likes that girl very much, and he likes her only in his life." Chen Yao said it calmly, obviously digesting it in advance.

"Also, what does it mean to get married in a hurry? People can get married right now, so there's no need to make a fuss." Chen Yao continued: "Look at yourself, you can get married too."

Shen Xing: "..."

After Chen Yao finished speaking, he realized that he had said something wrong. Shen Xing had become more and more "close to the people" recently, so he spoke quickly and said some unruly things.

Chen Yao carefully watched Shen Xing's expression, and said, "I'm sorry."

"It's okay, you're not wrong." Shen Xing tried to make his indifferent tone gentler all the year round, he nodded, "I'm indeed done."

Chen Yao opened his mouth, and before he could utter the next sentence of explanation, he got stuck in his throat. Half a month ago, he found that Shen Xing's smile was pretty, but now he felt that Shen Xing's voice was so good to hear.

"Actually, there are other ways." Shen Xing didn't pay attention to Chen Yao's expression, and only said: "Teacher Bai is more talkative, you go to find Teacher Bai, if you really can't, go to Teacher Ji, it's better than looking for the head teacher. "

Chen Yao: "Why didn't I expect that when the head teacher leaves at noon, I'll go find Teacher Bai."

Chen Yao went to look for Bai Zhou at noon, many people were taking a nap, Shen Xing sneaked out of the classroom again, this seemed to have become a habit, he never fell asleep at noon.

He picked up the hot water, returned to the classroom and put it on the table, then went downstairs to the small garden.

He was still sitting on the chair in the corridor, reading a Chinese textbook in his hand.

Then, a familiar scene appeared.

When Shen Xing raised his head, there was no retrograde sunlight behind the other party, no misty smoke, no gentle breeze, nothing that would create a beautiful encounter, so that Shen Xing, who was not good at Chinese, couldn't figure out how to describe the scene.

Just because the accumulation of words is too scarce

Without those messy things, Meng Xian was the only one left in his eyes.

"Shen Xing, are you unable to sleep at noon?" Meng Xian smiled, his sharp eyes softened a lot.

After listening to the other party's words, Shen Xing felt that the door of the small black room in his heart was gently knocked, and a soul stopped at the door and said to him: "I like you, come out quickly."

Shen Xing nodded lightly: "Yes."

Meng Xian sat beside Shen Xing very naturally, and said to him, "Then I will accompany you."

At this moment, a ray of light suddenly projected from the gloomy sky fell on Shen Xing's feet.

Shen Xing was a little confused, this was too coincidental.

Meng Xian was also taken aback, and then said, "Do you think it's okay?"

Shen Xing: "...um."

For the next 10 minutes, Shen Xing recited ancient poems while Meng Xian stood beside Shen Xing and watched him.

Shen Xing suddenly yawned.

At this moment, Meng Xian stepped in: "Sleep for a while, lean on my shoulder."

Hearing this, Shen Xing shook his head: "No need."

Two minutes later, Meng Xian looked at Shen Xing who was sleeping soundly leaning against the pillar, and chuckled lightly.

While supporting Shen Xing on his shoulder, he said helplessly: "Shen Xing, I like you very much, I like you much more than the person in your heart."

When Shen Xing was woken up by the bell for the end of get out of class, Meng Xian beside him had disappeared.

He picked up the Chinese materials placed beside him and sighed.

It wasn't that he couldn't fall asleep, but that he didn't want to waste time, but just now, he wasted nearly half an hour, and a strange joy rose in his heart.

For more than half an hour, I spent it with Meng Xian.Shen Xing thought.

When Shen Xing returned to the classroom, he found that many students were looking at him with strange eyes.

He didn't stop. After sitting in his seat, he looked at Chen Yao who was hesitant and said "I want to talk", and smiled: "Tell me, what happened?"

Chen Yao let out a long breath and asked, "Didn't you read the forum?"

Shen Xing remained expressionless: "No."

"Let me give you a hint." Chen Yao stopped talking, and wrote on the white draft paper like a secret agent: 【Chuheng Road bus stop】

Shen Xing was stunned.

"Isn't it?" Chen Yao said incredulously: "You really held hands with that man, I thought it was borrowing a seat!"

It seems like a coincidence that the girl with twin ponytails is also from No. [-] Middle School, and happened to know Shen Xing, and happened to take a photo, Shen Xing pretended to be calm and said: "Really, what's wrong?"

Seeing that the other party didn't care about it, Chen Yao was anxious and said, "Do you know? It was you who was picked out in the high jump, and now you are considered a man of the hour in our school. Is this person some kind of relative of yours?"

"No." Shen Xing said lightly.

"Then why are you holding his hand?!" Chen Yao felt that the emperor was not in a hurry and the eunuchs were in a hurry.

"..." Shen Xing didn't speak, but just looked at Chen Yao, which made Chen Yao feel apprehensive.

"Are you gay?" Chen Yao finally choked out a word.

Shen Xing said indifferently: "What?"

"It's nothing!" Chen Yao quickly waved his hand and said, "Actually, I don't discriminate, but I don't support it either. Suddenly I know you are, and I can't react."

Shen Xing didn't mind: "Yes."

"Do you know how many boys and girls have fallen out of love?" Chen Yao said, "You all have someone."

"I..." Shen Xing wanted to deny it, but he didn't know how to deny it at all. What's the relationship between him and Meng Xian?It would be too shameless for him to say that he is a friend, but he can be called a lover, but he has no close contact after all.

Chen Yao thought that Shen Xing was shy, and said, "It's all right, I'll help you keep it a secret, so that no one else will know."

Shen Xing ghostly said: "Okay."

Secret what?Obviously nothing.

Chen Yao said again: "I went to Teacher Bai just now, and he approved it for me, and said to help me tell the teacher in charge."

"En." Shen Xing nodded.

"He also asked me how I remembered to look for him." Chen Yao said.

Shen Xing raised his eyebrows: "Then?"

Chen Yao relaxed: "I'll be honest, just say that you asked me to find him."

"Did he say anything?" Shen Xing said worriedly.

"Say it, he said that if you have time before evening self-study, go to the physics group office to find him." Chen Yao looked at Shen Xing's face while talking, and only mentioned it when he saw that the other party was fine.

"Oh, I see." Shen Xing replied.

When Shen Xing arrived at the door of the physics team's office, the door was still closed. He raised his hand to knock on the door, but there was no answer from inside.

Shen Xing was puzzled, and wanted to stick close to the door to listen, when the door suddenly opened.

Bai Zhou opened the door with a smile on his face, turned sideways, and said, "Come in."

"Teacher, I received a leave note today. I heard you recommended it?" Bai Zhou didn't ask rhetorically, but as if he really didn't know. His tone was so gentle that people couldn't help but relax.

"It's me." Shen Xing's tone was very calm when he spoke, he didn't think he should be nervous, Bai Zhou was not a person who was good at asking questions.

"Is it really you?" Bai Zhou asked.

Bai Zhou smiled strangely, Shen Xing had never seen Bai Zhou smile like this before, maybe it wasn't a smile at all, but it gave people the feeling that this person was expressing kindness.

Even if the words are not so nice, so cloudy.

"It's me." Shen Xing couldn't see Bai Zhou's intention, so he could only repeat his previous answer.

"You'd better think about it, whether it's you or not." Bai Zhou put on that smile again.

Shen Xing: "..."

If Shen Xing hadn't known that his physics teacher had sound limbs, he might have thought that there was something wrong with this person.