rose memory

Shen Xing said goodbye to Meng Xian at the school gate. When he returned to the classroom, it was terribly quiet. He waited at the door for a while and knocked on the closed door. A strange voice came from inside. It was a lady's voice. Shen Xing He looked up at the class board again, and after confirming that he had gone the right way, he entered the door.

He had never seen that woman before. He sat on the seat, Chen Yao lifted his chin, pointed at the blackboard with his knuckles and said, "The new physics teacher, Mr. Bai seems to be on leave for health reasons. I heard that he will be a few months older. just came back."

Shen Xing blinked his eyes to show that he understood, and then asked softly, "Do you know the reason?"

Chen Yao shook his head: "I don't know, listen to her."

Shen Xing looked up and saw the word "Cheng Xu" written on the blackboard, which probably was the teacher's name.

"I'm very sorry that your teacher Bai Zhoubai is sick. Maybe you will ask me to take care of you in the future." The lady looked about 30 years old and spoke softly. She was wearing a white shirt, a black hip-wrapping skirt, and a pair of gold-rimmed glasses. The whole person is polite and has a good temperament.

The lady integrated in very quickly, and quickly called the school committee to ask about the progress of the study, and left after a few instructions. Then the Chinese teacher who had been waiting at the door for a long time came in and assigned a recitation task and left in a hurry.

After a while, deafening discussions sounded in the classroom, and Shen Xing's eyelids were also twitching wildly. He thought of Bai Zhou's inexplicable class change a few days ago, and what Bai Zhou said to him, "Don't miss it."

Shen Xing couldn't sleep at noon, for some reason, something dragged him, and Shen Xing ran to the corridor of the garden by some strange error.

Meng Xian was waiting for him in the corridor.

There was no one around, so Shen Xing sat down and reserved a place for Meng Xian.

Meng Xian sat down and asked, "Can't sleep again?"

Shen Xing nodded: "Well, I'm worried."

"If I'm not mistaken, Bai Zhou has finally asked for leave from the school." Meng Xian looked at Shen Xing and snapped his fingers, without saying a word, but pulled the other's hand away calmly.

"You knew it a long time ago?" Shen Xing turned his head and asked.

Meng Xian pressed his index finger to his lips, made a "quiet" gesture, and said softly, "Help us keep it a secret, and don't let your Teacher Ji know."

"You clearly know that you won't be able to hide it for long." Shen Xing suppressed the urge to sigh, and tried his best to keep his tone calm.

"Hide it for as long as you can, so that you, Mr. Ji, think it's a common cold." Meng Xian pressed Shen Xing's palm while speaking: "Bai Zhou still has a chance to survive, he said he thinks he can still survive. "

"Think?" Shen Xing was puzzled.

"Bai Zhou and Ji Qingchuan are not as simple as ordinary colleagues who become lovers. They have gone through many things to get together." Meng Xian put on a light tone of reminiscence: "Your Teacher Bai was a gangster when you were young, can you believe it? ?”

Shen Xing: "How do you know?"

"I..." Meng Xian was taken aback for a moment, that's right, how could he know?He only discovered now that his amnesia actually only forgot about Shen Xing.

"I met Bai Zhou when I was in junior high school. He was still a sophomore in middle school. He had tattoos on and drove a motorcycle on the street." Meng Xian smiled: "If Bai Zhou knew that I put his old Everything has been shaken out, and I must be angry."

Shen Xing was stunned for a moment and didn't speak, he couldn't figure out what Meng Xian was thinking at the moment, he was obviously the one who asked for comfort, but now it was Meng Xian.

He could feel that although Meng Xian had babbled so much at this moment, he hadn't said what he really wanted to say.

"I remember very clearly what Bai Zhou said to me."

coming.

Shen Xing quietly withdrew his hand, Meng Xian was stunned for a moment, and Shen Xing wrapped his hand around Meng Xian's again.

"What did he say?" Shen Xing choked his throat nervously.

Meng Xian: "He said he was born to be with Ji Qingchuan, to meet Ji Qingchuan."

Shen Xing finished the fourth class in the afternoon, walked out of the school gate for a while, and saw the boy selling strawberries was still there.

As he approached, the man stared at him for a while, before Shen Xing asked the price, he said, "Strawberries are 15 yuan a catty."

Shen Xing: "..."

Shen Xing: "Is there a good-looking man who said that if he sees me coming, he will give me a half discount and he will pay for it?"

The boy selling strawberries was taken aback for a moment, then touched his nose and said, "I don't understand what you're talking about."

After a while, Shen Xing entered the classroom carrying two bags of strawberries.

Meng Xian was standing at the door of his classroom.

Shen Xing acted like he didn't see it, and went in with the strawberries. He said something to Chen Yao, and Chen Yao divided one of the bags of strawberries with the front, back, left, and right tables.

Shen Xing smiled at Meng Xian who was outside the classroom.

Meng Xian couldn't quite smile.

Shen Xing came out with another bag of strawberries, looked at Meng Xian with a dark face, and said, "I brought those of them by the way, this one is specially bought for you."

Meng Xian's face remained unchanged.

"Theirs are 15 yuan a catty, and yours is [-] yuan." Shen Xing handed over the bag helplessly, and said, "Is this all right?"

Meng Xian raised his eyebrows.

Shen Xing said helplessly, "What else do you want?"

Meng Xian smiled, his eyes full of warmth: "Why do you care about my attitude?"

"Because I..." Shen Xing was taken aback for a moment, why?

Meng Xian smiled even more, and said, "Can I understand that you actually like me a little bit?"

Not a little, very much.

At that moment, Shen Xing said so in his heart.

"Okay." Shen Xing said in a calm tone, and handed over the strawberries with trembling hands. Seeing that the other party had picked it up, he let out a long breath, turned around and went back to the classroom.

Meng Xian looked at Shen Xing who was sitting motionless on the upper seat and didn't know what he was thinking, the corner of his mouth raised a beautiful arc.

At this time, Ji Qingchuan patted him on the back and asked, "How did you catch up to the school? It's in class!"

Meng Xian: "Well, I chased him to school."

Ji Qingchuan: "?"

"If you have time, ask me when Bai Zhou will come back. The students all miss him, and I..." Ji Qingchuan paused, and said somewhat unnaturally, "I miss him too."

Meng Xian turned around, saw Ji Qingchuan's slightly red cheeks, and nodded very lightly: "Okay, I'll talk to him when I have time."

The next night, Meng Xian still came to pick up Shen Xing. Shen Xing didn't say anything. Meng Xian was beside Shen Xing and asked, "I heard from Tingting that you bought carnations that day."

Shen Xing nodded: "Yes."

Meng Xian asked: "Your mother..."

Shen Xing interrupted Meng Xian's words: "I found it, but it doesn't recognize me." After saying that, Shen Xing raised his hand to touch his face with relief, covered it for a while, and then put down his hand.

Meng Xian was standing in front of him, they were facing each other, Shen Xing caught the flash of worry in Meng Xian's eyes.

Shen Xing smiled wryly: "Actually, I didn't care too much."

Meng Xian: "But you still care, right?"

Shen Xing felt that this person was not very good at talking, and he always picked up which pot he didn't open.

But he suddenly remembered what he said in Bai Zhou's office, he should try to open his heart.

Shen Xing nodded for the first time.

Meng Xian stared at Shen Xing's face for a long time, and after confirming that he was right, joy appeared in his eyes.

"Have you ever thought that your mother is only guilty of abandoning you, not what you think." Meng Xian said.

Shen Xing sighed, looking at the person in front of him who tried his best to untie his knot, he forced a smile: "I have thought about it."

"But no matter what the reason is, what difficulties she has, if she doesn't recognize me, she doesn't recognize me. This is a fact."

Shen Xing said.

"You are right." Meng Xian smiled and held Shen Xing's hand.

Shen Xing didn't resist, and let Meng Xian hold it.

The moment he was shaken by Meng Xian, a sense of belonging spontaneously arose in Shen Xing's heart.

When it was time to say goodbye, the moment Shen Xing let go of his hands, the movements of his hands were sloppy, and there was a taste of reluctance.

Meng Xian probably noticed it, and glanced at Shen Xing.

Shen Xing was taken aback for a moment, then quickly let go, and felt stupid again after a while.

Shen Xing felt like a little girl who just fell in love, and an unspeakable secret joy was filling his heart, and when it was slowly staining his cheeks, he suddenly thought——

Is this empathy?

Shen Xing was helpless, he had an unusual feeling for Meng Xian after all, he couldn't deceive himself, and at the same time he couldn't deceive the keen Meng Xian.

Shen Xing withdrew his hand and said with a stiff expression, "Good night."

Meng Xian didn't know what happened, he only knew that at that moment just now, Shen Xing's state of mind must have changed, from good to bad.

Meng Xian likes interactions where there is room for both parties, he likes Shen Xing so much, he should have been especially fond of Shen Xing.

But he repented.

Saints sometimes talk too much, not to mention that Meng Xian is a layman with all kinds of emotions and six desires.

"Can you stay at my house?" Meng Xian asked.

His brain is not broken, his mouth is not broken, there is a voice in his heart that keeps saying repeatedly: "Take him home! Take him home!"

Just take him home.

Hearing the words, Shen Xing thought he had heard wrongly, and Meng Xian didn't seem like someone who would speak so recklessly.

"What did you say?"

Meng Xian took a few steps, got closer to Shen Xing, bent down gently, and pressed it against Shen Xing's ear, as if joking and raving among lovers: "Would you like to live at my house?"

This time Shen Xing heard clearly.

He felt it was going too fast, he wanted to shake his head, he wanted to say no.

However, Meng Xian's next sentence broke down his dam that was already full of ant nests. His mood was like a tide, washing down unstoppably, and Shen Xing had no power to fight back.

"I'll take you home, okay?"

"it is good."

It was not the first time for Shen Xing to come to Meng Xian's house, logically speaking he shouldn't be so nervous, but at this moment he was a little at a loss.

Meng Xian thoughtfully told him the layout of the whole house, and led Shen Xing to a room with obvious signs of tidying up.

"Is it okay here?" Meng Xian asked.

Shen Xing nodded: "Yes."

Meng Xian said again: "I'll go out and buy clothes for you."

"No." Shen Xing hesitated: "No need, it's too late, I'll go tomorrow, wear..."

Shen Xing lowered his head, looked at the slippers that belonged to Meng Xian on his feet, moved his toes, raised his head and said, "Just wear yours."

Meng Xian thought of something else for a moment. He looked into the pure eyes of the other party, laughed at himself for thinking too much, and said, "Okay then."

Shen Xing was really worried that it was too late, something would happen to Meng Xian if he went out.

He didn't mean anything else.

But for some reason, after being misunderstood for a while, he didn't feel offended at all.

At night, Shen Xing nestled under the quilt, staring at Meng Xianfa's "Good Night" in a daze.

After a while, he got out of bed and knocked on Meng Xian's door.

Meng Xian opened the door and saw that Shen Xing was suffocating, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Shen Xing blinked, but there were still tears on his eyelashes from being too sleepy.

Shen Xing felt as if he had been roasted in the fire, and when he came back he was so hot that he was panicking, he blinked again, and said:

"Good night."