Yesterday is not today

09

Time still moves forward.

"Xiaoyuan wants to see you." Yan Chengli said to Ajiu.

"What's the matter? Suddenly want to see me again?" Ajiu was very puzzled: "Didn't he keep avoiding seeing me?"

"I probably figured it out and wanted to apologize to you." Yan Chengli said, "By the way, I want to go too. I'm afraid I figured it out and want to sever ties with me."

"Pfft." Ajiu laughed: "You think too much, he has figured it out, thank you very much."

"?" Yan Chengli seemed very puzzled.

"He has been like this since he was a child. Give him some time and he will figure it out." Ajiu plugged an earphone into one ear and hummed softly.

Yan Chengli said: "How do you know, do you remember his childhood?"

"Remember," Ah Jiu didn't take off the earphones, listening to the music with one ear and listening to him with the other ear: "He should also remember, we were seven or eight years old when we separated."

"He doesn't remember anything, except you and your parents." Yan Chengli said: "When I picked him up from the orphanage, he had a fever. He had a fever for half a month. After waking up, he didn't recognize anyone. , I only know that I want my brother, I don’t remember anything about being in the orphanage, I only remember things about my childhood.”

Ajiu looked at Yan Chengli, was silent for a while, and then said hoarsely, "Was he good when he was young?"

"Very well-behaved, except for crying every night to find my brother, other times she is so obedient."

"Really? That must be because he doesn't know you well." Ajiu smiled and said, "He's not so obedient around me."

"Oh?" Yan Chengli became interested, and things involving Gu Yuan always aroused his interest.

"Do you want to listen?" Ajiu patted him on the sofa: "I'll tell you to listen."

Yan Chengli actually sat beside him. Since he came here, Yan Chengli had never been so close to him.Ajiu twisted her body uncomfortably, pulling the distance between the two of them a little further.

"He was naughty when he was a child, and he liked to make trouble." Ajiu began to recall, his face turned reddish when he recalled this, with a little illusory smile: "He skipped breakfast in the morning to eat an ice cream, He snatched half of my steamed stuffed buns and saved money to buy ice cream, but he didn’t give me a bite, which made me cry, and my father found out and beat him up.”

"He still loves toffee. At that time, the family bought the toffee of the big white rabbit. He didn't sleep every night, secretly waiting for my parents and me to fall asleep, and ran to steal the candy. One night, he squatted in the She ate sweets in the kitchen, but when my mother got up to go to the bathroom, she heard the noise, went to the kitchen at night and saw a figure squatting there, screaming loudly in fright, the whole building thought there was a murder in our house."

He started laughing while talking: "He was too skinny when he was young."

Yan Chengli also laughed a little: "Your memory is really good."

"That's right," Ajiu said with a smile, "This is one of my few strengths."

Yan Chengli turned his wrist: "It turned out that he was so greedy when he was a child, but he didn't like to eat or move much after he came here. He just sat there quietly and made me worry for a long time. If I didn't know him when I was a child, I really thought you were talking about yourself, who loves to toss and eat sweets."

After finishing speaking, he glanced at the extra chocolate wrapping paper on the coffee table, and thought to himself: I don’t know where he found it again. Why does this look so much like the chocolates that my parents sent back from Switzerland during the Chinese New Year last year? Knowing which corner it was put in, I turned it out for him and ate it.

"Hehe," Ajiu gave a dry laugh with a stiff face, "I couldn't beat him when I was young, but no, when I grow up, I have to eat more."

"Okay, you go with me in the afternoon, and let Xu Shaoling do a checkup for you by the way." Yan Chengli was about to go to the company.

"Ah? I want to check too?" Ajiu sighed, he hated drawing blood the most.

"Don't forget, you are a person who is missing a kidney, and regular checkups are a must."

"Hey, I'm healthy." Ajiu said to herself after he left.

But he is actually not that healthy. He knows that after that operation, his body became very weak. He used to not catch a cold once a year, but this year he will catch a cold whenever the season changes.Moreover, his appetite also fluctuates from time to time, sometimes he can eat a lot when he gets better, and sometimes he doesn't want to eat anything.

He found himself waking up more often at night, and he always wanted to go to the bathroom.There are even more embarrassing things, he doesn't seem to be very sexual, at first he didn't care, but later he found that when he woke up in the morning, he would no longer have sexual intercourse regularly, only occasionally.And recently, he even started to vomit, just like Xiao Yuan once vomited, as if he wanted to vomit out all his internal organs.

He also worried about whether there was something wrong with him, but subconsciously, he always told himself that it might be because he was used to living a life of turning day and night upside down, exhausted and drinking wine as water, and suddenly lived this kind of cleanliness. Living a life of asceticism, the body has not adjusted itself.

If possible, he wanted to live in peace like this.

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"Xiao Yuan, are you finally willing to see brother?" Ah Jiu smiled and scratched Gu Yuan's nose.

Gu Yuan obviously recovered very well, and his face also grew fleshy, and his complexion was even better than Ah Jiu's.

Gu Yuan's eyes wandered back and forth, but he didn't dare to look at Ah Jiu.

"Hey, brother is so sad that you hide like this." Ajiu sighed heavily: "Why are you avoiding me?"

"Brother," Xiaoyuan yelled softly, tears streaming down his face.

He felt ashamed and didn't know what to say.

"Why are you crying?" Ajiu gently wiped away his tears with a tissue, and said, "My brother did it voluntarily, and it was Mr. Yan who insisted on giving me financial compensation. My brother used to work in a bad place, and I also want to earn money sooner." Enough money to get out of there, wouldn't it be nice to kill two birds with one stone now?"

"But..." But he didn't bring you out before because of me.How do you tell your brother such a thing?

"It's nothing but, you're all right, brother is fine. When my brother has money, he can buy you delicious food." Ajiu smiled and wiped his nose again.

"That's for you to eat! I'm not as greedy as you." Gu Yuan embarrassedly grabbed a tissue and wiped it himself.

"Ah? How do you know I'm gluttonous?" Ajiu looked at him amusedly as he wiped his nose vigorously, and the tip of his nose turned red.

"I still remember a little bit about my childhood. You took away my breakfast and even went to the kitchen to steal something to eat at night." Gu Yuan only remembered a little bit. When he was young, he fell ill and couldn't remember many things, but I remember these two things clearly.

"Hahahaha," Ajiu laughed loudly, "Xiaoyuan, you are so cute. I'll tell you secretly, my brother still goes to the kitchen to steal food."

"..." Gu Yuan was speechless.

The two of them seemed to have let go of their previous suspicions, as if nothing had happened.

Gu Yuan didn't say the countless sorry words that he wanted to say for a year, nor did he say the heavy thank you.

There is no chance to say that the clumsy him was comforted by his brother's thoughtfulness and intelligence.

But Yan Chengli received a very solemn thanks and apology.

Gu Yuan said: "Brother, thank you for taking care of me for so many years, and really thank you for finding my brother back for me in the end, but I still can't forgive you for leaving him in that kind of place before. But I can't blame you, because You have no responsibility to take care of my brother for me. I am not strong enough. I will take good care of my body, paint well, and become a famous painter. I want to take good care of my brother so that he can be happy with me in the future Life. So, I apologize to you for complaining."

I don't forgive you, but I thank you.

Sure enough, it was Gu Yuan's answer, he always has a clear distinction between what he likes and what he hates.

Yan Chengli accepted it with a wry smile, and only said, "As long as you are healthy and happy."

Gu Yuan ignored him and pretended to be asleep.

When Yan Chengli came out of the ward, Ah Jiu had just finished drawing blood and a series of machine checks, and the report would take some time to come out.

The two happened to meet at the door of the ward.

Looking at his dumbfounded face, Ajiu knew that Xiao Yuan had put him in a dilemma again.

"Don't make a sour face, Xiaoyuan is very soft-hearted, you just need to grind him a bit more." Ajiu said, opened the door and walked in.

"Brother! You're back!"

Gu Yuan's laughter came from the ward, and that happy tone, compared with how he was treated before, this is really a world of difference.

Yan Chengli was really jealous of Gu Jiu at this moment, he cheated himself, he couldn't live.

He thought, if he knew everything about today, if he could have known Gu Jiu earlier, maybe, the moment he found him back then, he would not have worried that Xiao Yuan would be approached by such a person, maybe he would have killed Gu Jiu when he was 12 years old. He brought him back to the Yan family. If he was brought back to the Yan family, he would not suffer for another five years. Maybe he would be able to read, get a college diploma, and even become a singer.And donating a kidney will not cause too much damage to his body.

However, everything is just if.Yan Chengli only has such a small moment of regret, he is not a daydreamer.Now that everything has happened, we should not think about what happened back then.