Yesterday is not today

10

Yan Chengli was entangled with business affairs for a long time today, when he stepped into the garden, the night was already very dark, and he suddenly found a figure huddled on the wicker chair in the garden.

"What are you doing here? Sleeping?" Yan Chengli saw the person clearly, it was Ajiu.

"Ah?" Ajiu woke up with a start: "What's wrong?" He asked confusedly.

"Aren't you afraid of getting sick if you sleep here?" Yan Chengli said disapprovingly.

"I was basking in the sun, why is it getting dark now." Ajiu also felt bad, and explained.

"Come in quickly."

"I'm numb from sleep, I'll take it easy." Ajiu found that half of her body was numb: "You go in first, I'll come in later."

Yan Chengli thought for a while, and found a space on the wide rattan chair and sat down.

Ajiu looked at him in surprise: "Mr. Yan?"

"I'll also sit down and look at the stars."

Ajiu raised her head, and there were actually stars tonight, speckled and scattered in the sky: "It's the first time I look at the stars like this, and I can't see them in the city. Your villa is on the mountainside, and I didn't expect to see a few stars." .”

"Have you never seen a star?" Yan Chengli asked.

"I've seen it. Sometimes the pick-up ends early. If I only pick up one customer that day, I'm used to being awake in the middle of the night. If I can't sleep, I go to the top floor of the store to blow some air. Our store has [-] floors at the highest , it is the highest in that area, and you can still see a few in summer when the weather is good." Ajiu lay down on her back, admiring the stars.

"I told you not to keep talking about your past!" Yan Chengli's tone was very impatient, his heart was very chaotic, and he felt very irritable when he said these things.

"Ah?" Ah Jiu just remembered, and said something he disliked again.

Yan Chengli felt that he should explain, but after much deliberation, he could only find an excuse: "Don't keep bringing your dirty things to the table, if you get used to it, you won't be able to keep your mouth shut in front of Xiao Yuan. But it’s not just a matter of saying sorry.”

"Ah..." Ah Jiu's heart hadn't been pierced for a long time, and now it seemed to be pricked by a small needle. He lowered his eyes, thought for a while, and put on a smiling face again. Face: "Hee hee hee, don't be angry, I just want to say that the stars are beautiful."

After speaking, he sat up, shoulder to shoulder with Yan Chengli: "Why don't I sing for you."

Without waiting for Yan Chengli's answer, he hummed the newly learned song, shook his head, and sang slowly in a hoarse voice.

Yan Chengli's heart seemed to have finally calmed down. He listened to his song, turned his face to see his gentle and devoted expression, and felt that he was like an elf in the dark.

He leaned closer and kissed the corner of his lips.

A warm, gentle kiss.

Ah Jiu's singing stopped abruptly, his eyes widened in disbelief, but he saw Yan Chengli's devout expression, as if he was kissing someone he loved.

Ajiu closed her eyes, opened her lips, and the two deepened the kiss.

Tonight, there is no wind or rain, the stars are bright, there are no people around, only a couple of people who are embracing and kissing, lost themselves in the night.

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He kissed him, he kissed Gu Jiu.

Gu Yuan's brother, the twin brother of the person he has loved for more than ten years.

That person is a male prostitute.

One of the people who traded flesh for life he disdained most.

Still a dirty child whore.

But he didn't even feel sick.

Maybe it's because he looks so much like the person he loves the most.

He regarded him as a substitute, because that person still didn't understand his intentions, and regarded him as a big brother and a relative.

Is that right?

They are the same, right?

That's it, otherwise what's the explanation for him to kiss a male prostitute?

He convinced himself.

But began to consciously avoid him.

Ajiu found out, and from that day on, Yan Chengli began to avoid him.

They used to have dinner together every day, but now Yan Chengli said that he had eaten. He clearly said that he did not need to attend various receptions and banquets, but he said that he had eaten. This excuse has been used for a week.

Although Ajiu didn't know a few big characters, he was not stupid, he understood that Yan Chengli was regretting his impulsiveness that day.

It's just a kiss, it's just a kiss... Do you want to avoid him like a beast like this?Treat him like a flood?

Ajiu's heart was a little empty, he wandered out like a ghost when the sun was rising, and in the evening, he no longer went home in the sunset.

Because there is no one at home who is willing to accompany him, not even a steaming meal.

Sometimes, like now, everyone seems to have their own trajectory, or home and business, or home and school.But he didn't, since he left there, it was like losing the first 17 years of his life.

In this world, no one knows him, no one remembers him, and no one misses him.

Yes, he also has a younger brother, Gu Yuan.

But Gu Yuan's constraints are too many, there are so many people who care about him, care about him, and accompany him, making him feel that he is just the least important one among Gu Yuan's many important people, and there are only a few memories between them. , and the days of real getting along are only a few days.

What's more, Gu Yuan didn't even know what kind of person he was.

No one cares about his past, present and future.

He is alone.

When he came to such a conclusion, he felt terrified.

Fear like never before.

Once, he had never seen daylight, never walked through the crowd.His world is only night, following the rules of the store, using his body to consume his life in the night, he once thought he would end his life there until the end, but now, he has seen the daylight of the world.

But he found that he had nowhere to go.

He was born in the dark, and he had already lost the phototaxis of animals.

He felt scared.

This kind of fear gradually deepened and deepened this week, until he felt that he could no longer bear it.

The tall building in front of me stands in the most magnificent area of ​​X City, where every inch of land is, and this building occupies the best position, and the four big characters of "Yan's Group" occupy the two floors of the tall building .

He circled back and forth through Yan's tall revolving door. In fact, he didn't think about anything, he didn't think about anything, he just felt flustered.Only when he gets close to Yan Chengli, who speaks to poke people's weaknesses and only has Gu Yuan in his heart, can he have a sense of reality.

That sense of reality made him feel at ease.

The security guard was already very suspicious of this suspicious person who was going back and forth at the revolving door, just when he was about to step forward to ask.

Ajiu made up his mind, shrugged his shoulders, walked to the front desk, looked at the two brightly dressed and fashionable front desk staff, hesitated for a moment, then stepped forward and asked, "Excuse me..."

"Hello, sir, how can I help you?" the front desk lady asked him very politely.

He hesitated and felt a little anxious: "Well, is your boss Yan Chengli?"

The lady at the front desk was stunned for a moment, and immediately returned to her normal state: "Yes, sir, do you have an appointment with the president?"

"Ah?" When Ah Jiu heard her say yes, she felt relieved at first, but when she heard that an appointment was required to see Yan Chengli, she immediately felt a little regretful about her impulsiveness: "I...I didn't make an appointment."

"I'm sorry, because the president is busy with work, if there is something to do, I need to make an appointment with the president himself." The receptionist was still very decent.

"Oh... oh, yes, yes." He repeatedly said yes, left there in a panic, and stood at the revolving door again in a daze.

In fact, he didn't think about anything, he just felt unspeakable... Depression, that kind of depression made him anxious, it seemed that only seeing Yan Chengli's face could relieve that anxiety.

"Huh? Xiaoyuan?"

He raised his head stupidly, and a young and handsome face appeared in his vision.

"Ah! You are..." Yan Chengming snapped his fingers: "Gu Jiu?!"

"Second Young Master Yan." Ajiu showed a standard smile.