Yesterday is not today

20

"Oops, big brother! Come here quickly, Xiaoyuan was in a car accident!" Yan Chengming was in a hurry.

"what?"

Yan Chengli hurried to the hospital, the operating room was lit, and Xu Shaoling and Yan Chengming were waiting anxiously at the door.

until the doctor comes out.

"It was delivered in a timely manner, and life is not in danger." After the doctor said this, the hearts of the three of them settled down.

"However, the patient suffered a severe blow to the head and severe injuries to the victim, and blindness cannot be avoided."

"What?!" Yan Chengming said loudly: "Blindness? How can I do that? Xiaoyuan is the one who holds the paintbrush. How do you let him live without his eyes?!"

"Is there any other treatment?" Xu Shaoling turned pale.

"If he can get the first transplant, there will be no problem. His eyeballs are not seriously damaged." The doctor said, "It's just that there are too few people donating and too many people are waiting..."

"Go to contact the donor and use all means." Yan Chengli said to Yan Chengming: "Remember, we need people to be willing."

With a clear face, Yan Cheng immediately went to the corner to make a phone call.

Xu Shaoling fell into deep thought.

Yan Chengli was busy arranging things, Gu Yuan was his younger brother, he couldn't ignore it, so many years of family affection, and that little delusion of love made him habitually protect this young man under his wings.

He didn't tell Ah Jiu, and in his heart, he didn't want Ah Jiu to know about it.

Ah Jiu is still avoiding Xiao Yuan, although he doesn't know why, but he wants to give him everything Ah Jiu wants.

When Xiao Yuan's eyes are healed, and when Ah Jiu no longer avoids Gu Yuan, he will naturally tell him the truth.

But Ajiu still knew.

He received a call, and he was very curious that a stranger would call from this number that only Yan Chengli knew.

He answered the phone: "Hello."

"Hello, is this Gu Jiu? I'm Xu Shaoling."

"Ah, it's Dr. Xu. What's the matter?"

"How is your body?"

"That's it, one day is one day." Ajiu laughed softly.

"Actually, I have something to tell you." There was no emotion in Xu Shaoling's voice.

"what's up?"

"Xiaoyuan came to my office today to wait for me. I looked through my patient file and saw your report. He cried and asked me, so I had to tell him the truth, but he was in a hurry to find you. He ran a red light on the road and got into a car accident..." Xu Shaoling paused, and then said: "His height is damaged, and he may lose his sight..."

"Now, we are contacting the first donor..." he finally finished.

Ajiu was silent for a while, but only for a while.

"I see, Dr. Xu, you can arrange the operation."

At that moment, Xu Shaoling was full of guilt, he couldn't help but said: "Actually, you don't have to worry about it, donating kidneys is more than donating kidneys, and..."

"It doesn't matter," Ajiu interrupted him: "Anyway, I won't live long, so it doesn't matter if I can see it or not."

"but......"

"Don't let Xiaoyuan know," Ah Jiu said, "Don't let my brother know."

"...he won't know."

"That's good."

"Can I ask why?"

Gu Jiu thought for a while before answering him: "My brother is already me, do you understand? He will live happily and take my part."

It was the first time Xu Shaoling thought this way, he thought: This young man named Gu Jiu should not have belonged to this world, and the life he was about to lose was just God wanting him to return to the heaven where he should have belonged earlier.

"Then, see you next time."

Ah Jiu hung up the phone, stood up from the toilet, washed away the spit out, and slowly returned to the bed while leaning on the wall.

In the evening, he came back.

Yan Chengli came back very late today, but Ah Jiu didn't go to the bar to sing, he was waiting for him.

Yan Chengli found him on the top floor, wearing loose pajamas, sitting outside the guardrail on the top floor.

He walked over frightened and hugged him, his voice full of fear: "What are you doing sitting here? It's so dangerous here, what if you don't sit properly and fall?"

He buried his face in his neck, and the violently beating heart found its proper frequency and gradually calmed down.

"Hehe," Ajiu smiled softly, "I just want to blow some air, and I want to see if the whole city is different from here."

Yan Chengli couldn't bear to lift his face from his neck, he said sullenly: "Then why don't you just turn off the lights at home?"

"Well, you're right, I'll remember next time."

"Forget it, you are so afraid of the dark and timid, you have to turn on the light when you sleep, so don't try it."

"Hahaha, you're right, don't try it, the night without lights is so dark, it's really scary."

"Do you think there is a place in the world where there will never be night and always be full of sunshine?"

"Are you talking about the poles? But half the year it's day and half the year it's night."

"The poles? Is that too far away?"

"I heard that there is a city of sunshine in Lhasa, where the day is the longest day in the world, and the night there always passes quickly."

"Really? That's a really nice place..."

"Stop talking about this, you just scared me to death, I thought..."

"What do you think? Do you think I want to die?"

"......"

"Fool, if death was so easy, I would have died long ago. I just want to see more of the world..." Because in two days, I won't be able to see, and my fear of the dark , will heal without treatment.

When fear becomes a habit, humans will learn to adapt. Humans are such strong creatures.

"Why didn't you go to sing today?" Night Breeze was a little cold, he took off his suit jacket, wrapped it around Ajiu, and held him tightly in his arms.

"I just want to sing for you today."

"Just for me?"

"Yes, do you want to listen?" Gu Jiu blinked mischievously.

Yan Chengli feels that today's Ajiu is very different, very...relaxed, he has a feeling that this kind of Ajiu is his Ajiu.

How could he disappoint, he was too happy: "This is my honor."

The cold wind is like a complaint, and the cold stars are dotted.

A pair of lovers embraced on the rooftop, and the embraced one sang:

I've seen the world.

Read all the prosperity.

Doneitall. Hadmycakenow.

After all the vicissitudes, the heart is lazy and tired.

Diamonds, brilliant. And Bel Airnow.

Drunk with gold and paper, changing cups and cups, charming and fragrant.

Hotsummernights, midJuly.

Midsummer night is boundless, and July is still young.

When you and I were forever wild.

We are young and frivolous, not afraid of the long years.

The crazy days, city lights.

Indulge in time, and the lights are on.

The way you'd play with melike a child.

We play and chase like children, and it is hard to hide our childish hearts.

Willyou still love me.

When my age is gone, my face is old.

When I'm no longer young and beautiful

Will you still love me?

Willyou still love me. When I got nothing but my aching soul

When I had nothing but my broken soul.

I know you will, I know you will.

I know you will, I know you will.

I know that you will.

I know you will.

……

……

Dear Lord, when I get to heaven. Please let me bring my man.

Heavenly Father, when I go to heaven, will I have him by my side?

When hecomestellmethatyou'lllethimin.

Walk with him, let him in.

Father tell me if you can.

Lord, please allow me!

Oh that grace, oh that body.

His grace,

Oh that face makes me wanna party.

Drive me crazy.

He's mysun, he makes mesh like diamonds.

He is my sunshine, giving me the brilliance of a diamond.

Will you still love me. When I'm no longer young and beautiful

When the glory is gone and the face is old, will you still love me as before?

Willyou still love me. When I got nothing but my aching soul

Will you continue to love me when I have nothing but my broken soul?

I know you will, I know you will.

I know you will, I know you will.

I know that you will.

I know you will.

It's a pity that I can no longer ask you in person when my temples are snowing.

He turned his face and kissed him: "Cheng Li, let's do it."

So, this night, they longed for each other like rain after a long drought, tirelessly, and kept asking for each other.

At the end of the night, Ah Jiu seemed to hear his voice.

He said, "Ajiu, I love you."

Ah Jiu thought: Don't say who you love, you love Xiao Yuan, you just can't forgive your former self, you only have guilt and resentment towards me.Even if there is such a little bit of love, it's too late, this love, it's too late.

If this love came from yesterday, yesterday's him, yesterday's me, fine.

It's a pity that this love comes from today, today's him, today's me, it's too late.

Yesterday is not today, everything is no longer perfect.