Yesterday is not today

21

On the day of the operation, Yan Chengli called Ajiu early, saying that he had to work overtime and there was a cooperation that needed to be discussed.Ah Jiu is very obedient, he said yes, I will wait for you at home, drive slowly when you come back, and pay attention to safety.

He smiled and hung up the phone, Ah Jiu is fine, and Xiao Yuan will be fine too.

His younger brother and lover are healthy and happy by his side, and he feels that nothing is better than this.

"Are you sure you want to donate?"

"Yes, my condition is eligible for donation, right?"

"..." Xu Shaoling wanted to say something else.

"Come on, Doctor Xu, let's stop dawdling. Xiao Yuan must be very scared if he can't see him these days."

What about you, aren't you afraid?You won't see it again for the next few months.

But he is selfish after all, he loves Gu Yuan more than himself, if there is no donation from Gu Jiu, he will find another donor, if there is no donor, he will give his eyes to Gu Yuan.

Therefore, he has no reason to refuse.

The two operating rooms were not far apart, and the moment the anesthesia went down, Ajiu still couldn't avoid...Fear, he turned his head to the side, the blinds were a little bit broken, and through the blinds, Yan Chengli was wearing sterile clothes. Clothes, waiting for the figure outside the ward next door.

He was lying down, so he was too short.You can only see his shoulders, not his face.Beneath his sterile suit is the suit he had chosen for him, and this morning he had tied it on for him.

That's good, he thought, I'll keep him in my heart.

Then, miraculously, he wasn't afraid at all.

Then, the world fell into silence.

The night will never pass, and the dawn will never come again.

His light, at this moment, dissipated completely.

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Yan Chengli couldn't help looking at the donor's ward, he frowned, and instinctively wanted to get closer.

The sight from there was so familiar that it made him shudder.

"Sir, you can't approach this ward. The identity of the donor is kept secret." The nurse stopped him in time.

Yan Chengming said: "Brother, Xiao Yuan is in this room, don't make a mistake."

"I know," he said in a low voice, and returned to his original place.

Not long after, the door of the donor's ward was pushed open, and the medical staff walked past him with the preserved drugs and sent him to the next ward.

Everything is in order, everything is quiet.

In this world, there is a patient who is about to lose his life. He donated his eyes free of charge and by name to a teenager who was blind in a car accident, saving his future.

How great, how sublime, how touching.

Everything is beautiful.

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The operation was successful, Yan Chengli heaved a sigh of relief, and called Ajiu, but he didn't answer, maybe Ajiu fell asleep, he thought so.

He has been sleeping more and more recently, and he thought pamperingly, might he ask for too much, next time, he should restrain himself, his body is always weaker than ordinary people.

When he finally got home, he opened the door, and the house was very quiet.

He pushed open every door, and there was nothing.

He walked to the rooftop, only deserted.

There was a piece of paper on the table, on which was written: "I'm leaving, don't see me."

The handwriting is ugly, crooked, like the writing of a child who just learned to write in the first grade.

His heart suddenly turned cold.

The happiness he worked so hard to care for was broken.

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Gu Yuan opened his eyes, and the world returned to his eyes.

He smiled at Xu Shaoling who was watching him nervously.

Xu Shaoling breathed a sigh of relief: "It's okay." He announced, and opened the door of the ward.

Yan Chengming came in first and gave Gu Yuan a big bear: "That's great, Xiao Yuan!"

Yan Chengli came over slowly.

It is rare for Gu Yuan to take the initiative to call him: "Brother!"

Yan Chengli raised his head, but suddenly froze.

"Brother?" Gu Yuan asked, "What's wrong?"

Yan Chengli walked forward, stretched out his hand and gently stroked his eyes, itching, Gu Yuan blinked involuntarily.

"What's wrong? Is there any problem?" Gu Yuan felt it was too itchy, and turned his head to avoid it.

"It's nothing..." Yan Chengli withdrew his hand, and clenched his fists uneasily behind him: "It's beautiful...very...suitable for you."

His eyes are so familiar.

It was so familiar that he had kissed him countless times, so familiar that he seemed to see Ajiu's eyes.

He knew it was his delusion, he missed Ah Jiu so much...and they looked alike...although they were totally different.

"I also think it fits very well. There is no discomfort at all, just like my own eyes." Gu Yuan nodded and said, "By the way, if you find my brother, don't tell him about it, don't make him worry."

Xu Shaoling interrupted Gu Yuan at the right time: "Xiao Yuan, it's time for you to rest."

Gu Yuan immediately reacted, he promised Xu Shaoling not to tell others about his brother, so he said again: "Brother, you must help me find my brother as soon as possible, I have something very important to tell him."

"...OK." I'll find him.

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"President Yan, here is the information you want."

"Okay." Yan Chengli picked up the document and read it from beginning to end, carefully reading it.

But no matter how carefully you look at it, there are only three pieces of paper. How carefully can you look at it?

The first one is the shelter information of the orphanage.When they were seven years old, both Gu Jiu and Gu Yuan's parents died in a car accident, and they still owed a large amount of money to the bank for the car and house purchased with loans.The little money after the sale paid off the debt, and it was barely enough to hold the funeral for Gu's father and mother.

Their parents were both only children, and it happened that their grandparents and grandparents passed away early, and those distant cousins ​​didn't even show their faces, so the lonely two had to enter the orphanage.

The second one is the adoption photo of Gu Jiu's adoptive parents.Within two years of adopting Gu Jiu, Gu Jiu's adoptive mother died accidentally due to excessive drug use, and her adoptive father was also arrested for drug trafficking, and was soon executed.Gu Jiu, who was supposed to return to the orphanage, was given the four characters "lost and unknown".

And the adoptive parents adopted him only because they were afraid that the child born from drug abuse would be disabled. The orphanage back then was not like it is now, with complete procedures and extremely high requirements for adopters. Some people want these children just It's a great thing, how could I have thought that this couple, who looked like dogs, would dare to do such things as drug trafficking and taking drugs.

The third is a booklet, which contains the list and photos of the "staff" nine years ago in the largest red light district "Dark Night Walk" in City X. There are all kinds of men and women on it, and there are several photos of children printed on the last page .

Yan Chengli saw him at a glance, the child-like Gu Jiu, his eyes flashed with fear and deep worry, and his eyebrows frowned subconsciously.His mouth was slightly opened, as if shouting something.

That was nine-year-old Gu Jiu.

He suddenly turned the roster upside down by his side, not daring to take another look.

That was his Ajiu, who he didn't protect well.

"Don't...don't....please..."

"Let me go...please...."

"Help me...help me...."

"Help!"

Yan Chengli woke up suddenly. He was sweating profusely and sat up from the bed.

His face was wet, he wiped his face with tears.

He walked to the window and opened it completely, and the evening breeze caressed his cheek like comfort.

He lit a cigarette and took a silent puff.

The longing in the dark night became more intense, he finished his cigarette, and took out another one.

"Do you think there is a place in the world where there will never be night and always be full of sunshine?"

He reacted suddenly, grabbed his coat, turned around and ran outside.