[Sound into the Heart Xiaofan Gao Hongyang] Boys' Notes

17.

Gao Yang still couldn't wait for Huang Zi's reply.He dragged Zhang Chao to chat until almost two o'clock, and finally fell asleep while clutching the phone.

It was seven o'clock when the alarm clock rang.The organizer arranged for them to leave for the next stop at 07:30.

Gao Yang got out of the quilt lightly, slipped on a pair of slippers and went into the bathroom to wash.Zhang Chao woke up reluctantly when he heard the sound. He threw a pillow on Gao Yang's bed to express his dissatisfaction with going to bed late and getting up early. Seeing that the other party didn't see anything, he had to get out of bed resentfully and step on the wrong slippers. Squeeze together with Gao Yang.

"Look down." He said, under his feet were two right slippers of different colors but the same shape.

Gao Yang lowered his eyes and glanced, he was brushing his teeth too lazy to talk, he kicked a wrong one, and stepped on the tiled floor with his right foot carelessly.

Zhang Chao observed the words for half a second, and keenly noticed that Gao Yang was also in a bad mood at the moment. He didn't know if he was angry at getting up like him, but anyway, if two people got angry together, he would definitely not be angry with Gao Yang.

He pursed his lips, comforting himself that the magnanimous Inner Mongolians are not as knowledgeable as Xinjiang people.

As soon as Gao Yang finished washing, Zhang Chao urged him to go to the breakfast buffet to steal a few buns.He disliked it very much: "What kind of breakfast are you eating, can you just pretend that you are still sleeping?"

Of course, Zhang Chao was reluctant, saying that Gao Yang insisted on chatting late at night last night, which made him unable to get up and go to the buffet breakfast today.

Gao Yang exposed him mercilessly: "Even if you went to bed at eight o'clock yesterday, you still wouldn't be able to get up for breakfast today."

But he is still going to help Zhang Chao steal bread.It was rare for him to be hungry in the morning, which happened to be a good time for Zhang Chao to remember him while taking care of his stomach.

Zhang Chao was called "Mr. Gao" several times with his head pressed down, and he waved goodbye with a fake smile on his face.

Gao Yang walked out of the room with a suppressed smile, only 07 minutes left until 30:10.He slammed the door with his luggage on his back to stop Zhang Chao from singing in the morning, and when he looked up, he saw Huang Zihongfan who was at the opposite door just opened the door.

Gao Yang's eyes flickered, maybe he couldn't even breathe or blink during those few seconds.In his heart, he really minded that this person didn't reply to his message all night, but he also knew that the solution of the problem should not be hindered by such trivial matters, so he made up his mind, and raised his hand to say good morning to Huang Zi first.

But Huang Zi pursed his lips and remained silent.

He looked away awkwardly, causing Gao Yang to be shackled and unable to move.

"Hey! Huang Baji, you borrowed my power bank yesterday and didn't return it. Did you charge me up tonight?"

Both of them turned their heads together and saw Ma Jia scratching her butt and drowsily carrying a bag on her shoulder.

Huang Zihongfan immediately hooked a hand, and shook his wits with Ma Jia with a playful smile.At first, Ma Jia turned his head and wanted to grab Gao Yang together, but Gao Yang took out his room card and opened the door again, and a sentence "so fast" came out from inside. He responded to Zhang Chao's words and impatiently reopened Closed the door.

Seeing him come back empty-handed, Zhang Chao started muttering again. Gao Yang couldn't hear a word, and leaned his back against the doorknob, his spine ached.

He dare not.

The past two days with Huang Zihongfan was like a wound being torn open and checked over and over again. The wound was originally nothing, just apply some iodine tincture and leave it alone.But such tossing and tossing gradually became bloody, and now he feels very painful.

fuck you.

18.

Gao Yang never spoke to Huang Zi again after that.

It's not that he deliberately avoided him like Huang Zi avoided him, it's just that if Gao Yang didn't take the initiative to speak, Huang Zi would never come to him. Really fed up with hot faces and cold butts, grievances and stubborn tempers came up together, and simply followed Huang Zi's wishes and staged an old and dead estrangement.

The week-long performance was over in a blink of an eye, Gao Yang was full of anger, and finally declined the dinner party proposed by Fang Shujian, and returned to Shanghai alone.

When he got home, the dark and empty room made him feel absent-minded for a short moment when he opened the door.

In fact, apart from Huang Zi on the first day and Chao Zhang on the second day, Gao Yang also lived in a single room during his tour in other cities in the next few days.At that time, I didn't feel any discomfort at all, and I felt that there was no noise in my ears, it was very quiet.

Why do I suddenly feel lonely again now?

Gao Yang flipped all the buttons on the wall, and the small room was suddenly brightly lit and filled with warm light.

When he first rented this house, he hated the yellow light of the light bulb, but now he is a little lucky. Bai, who is lonely and full of cold eyes, is too pitiful.

He fell into the beanbag sofa in the corner and took out his phone.

He had just run into the neighbor's cat on the stairs, a cream-colored puppet, which had escaped somehow.He knocked on the door of the neighbor's house, and the careless male college student didn't even notice that the cat was missing.

Gao Yang thought that he probably wouldn't be able to take care of the cat normally, so he exchanged some casual greetings, and sure enough he said it was a cat raised for his girlfriend.

Gao Yang casually mentioned how could his girlfriend's cat be taken care of so sloppily?The college student smiled wryly, isn't this a breakup?

Gao Yang was a little embarrassed, he weighed the little animal in his arms, remained silent, and suddenly asked the other party if he could take a photo with the kitten.

The college students were a little surprised, but they didn't refuse.Taking the phone from Gao Yang, he casually took a picture.Gao Yang didn't have the nerve to ask to see it, but thanked him for returning the cat to him.

Now that he reopened the photo album, the photo of this person is really ugly, the lighting is bad, the angle is straight, and even the cat's head is blurred.

Gao Yang sighed, if Huang Zi saw this, he would definitely laugh at him, which made both the cat and the owner ignore him.

But now he couldn't send it to Huang Zi, so he simply opened Weibo, and after retweeting the official tweet, he came to a business very strangely.

"I'm home. The cat next door came to pick me up."

He edited a sentence at random, without any particular intention to express.

19.

Afterwards, in order to get into the mood as soon as possible to practice for the next musical, Gao Yang cut himself off from the internet completely, shutting himself up at home every day to study lines and familiarize himself with the melody, living an isolated life.

How could he have imagined that his random Weibo post would cause an uproar on the Internet.

Gao Yang missed the moment when the fans were the most excited. It was the day when he received a call from Dai Wei. His little roommate sighed and complained that he had disappeared from the world, saying that now the majority of netizens are waiting for him to come out. To refute the rumors, the company doesn't know why there is no movement. If it weren't for the hard work of rational fans to support him, his Weibo would have been razed to the ground by the so-called girlfriend fans.

Speaking of this, Gao Yang still didn't understand what happened to him.

Dai Wei sighed, and desperately asked him to open Weibo. He specifically told Gao Yang to pretend to be dead first, and not to swipe, like, and retweet before posting to refute the rumors!

Gao Yang was puzzled, clicked on Weibo, and was a little dumbfounded.

——It turned out that I had a girlfriend and started dating.

The most popular "analysis posts" are full of emotions, concise language, precise angles, and well-founded.

They said Mr. Gao likes cats, so he must like girls with cats.This puppet cat wears a pink collar, which looks like a girl's handwriting.The shooting angle of this photo is from bottom to top, and it is a sweet snapshot. It is reasonable to speculate that the photographer is about 165 in height. Isn’t it the difference in height and perspective of the girlfriend that Meixi Lake girls are most familiar with?

Fang Shujian's Weibo showed that the Meixi Lake tour group had a dinner party that night, and Gao Yang's absent brother was in a hurry to go home to "watch the cat". Isn't the truth obvious enough?

In addition, what surprised fans the most was that they actually received a real hammer—Huang Zihongfan liked this analysis post.Isn't this the official brother's "no sight" certification?

It's useless to withdraw in seconds.

Gao Yang twitched the corners of his mouth, he didn't feel flustered at all and even wanted to laugh.

There are as many people who are not as tall as their hearts and their pitches are not as good as their own. The gender is determined casually based on their height. Don't contemporary male college students lose face?

He also said that Xingyuan and Liu Binhao didn't join in the troubles like him. The two were ridiculed by Fang Shujian and his party on Weibo. Why are the netizens laughing and joking there? What about Mai Tai?

He was too lazy to respond and didn't want to respond.

Anyway, it was a story a few days ago, so the long-overdue explanation seems to be a cover-up.

20.

At the end of the month, Gao Yang formally joined the group for rehearsal.

The "Girlfriend Next Door" incident was still fermenting, and the company finally couldn't hold back and began to control public relations.

Gao Yang was asked to avoid appearing in the public eye during this period of time. Although he felt that he had done nothing wrong, he also understood that there was no reason for him to choose this path.He obeyed the company's arrangement, and it happened that musical rehearsals took up most of his time, which was also a good excuse to disappear temporarily.

However, what Gao Yang didn't expect was that his state after joining the group was so unsatisfactory.

He gritted his teeth and insisted on high-intensity rehearsals. In order not to delay his legs, he often consciously worked overtime and stayed up all night memorizing his lines. Sometimes he repeatedly clicked on the dance videos recorded by his entrusting person, and used all the efforts he could think of.

But for some reason, no matter how he struggled, he still felt powerless.

Like a staggering prisoner tied behind a fast horse by a hemp rope, the soles of his feet were muddy and bloody. He struggled to stand up, but he had nowhere to ask for help, and he was asked to freeze his decent smile. Strongly support yourself to get up to [-] points.

He often feels a drowning-like suffocation attacking him. This is not a rhetoric, but a very physical breathlessness in a physical sense.

Sometimes the heart beats so fast that it shakes the picture in front of me.Sometimes he would feel short of oxygen again, as if his own energy could no longer support him to drive his body.

At night, as soon as his limbs touched the bed, he felt as if he could submerge in it, and his whole body screamed tired from the inside out, but he couldn't sleep, his practice was not over yet.Gao Yang brewed countless cups of coffee for himself, and his heart was pounding again, leaving only astringent and bitter taste on his tongue.

He finally pushed himself to the edge of the limit.

Gao Yang didn't even realize what happened to him when his body suddenly fell down uncontrollably.

I just felt like I wanted to take a step but couldn't move my lower limbs. He lost consciousness for a few seconds until the whole body was held in the arms of another leading actor. Gao Yang faced the ceiling that suddenly appeared in front of him. Blinking his eyes, he just felt strange in his heart.

"Xiao Gao, are you okay!"

Gao Yang gradually started to ring in his ears, he couldn't distinguish the speaker's voice, but only the director called himself Xiao Gao in the crew.

"It's okay, teacher, I stumbled." He thanked the actor who supported him, and pressed his eyes to make his eyes focus faster.

Gao Yang thought to himself that he was probably a little dehydrated, and he shouldn't have endured his thirst to finish the dance just now.Little did they know that his condition could be clearly seen by others.

"Xiao Gao, are you pushing yourself too hard?" The director held one of his shoulders to help him stand up slowly.

Gao Yang smiled and subconsciously wanted to deny it, but the director gently interrupted him, saying that he couldn't fit into the interpretation at all now.

"Xiao Zhang won't be able to come the day after tomorrow. It was originally arranged for you to practice with Teacher Qiu again. Now, don't worry about it now. You can go home and rest for two days."

Gao Yang was stunned for a moment, and an interpretation sounded in his mind: Did he not do well?Did he fail the teachers who had expected him?Is it about to be replaced?

As if he understood the flash of panic in Gao Yang's eyes, the man who was nearly fifty years old embraced this cute and silly boy, and rubbed him lovingly: "Xiao Gao, you have done a good job. But now your The task is to go back to sleep and rest. This vacation is not long, just two days, and you are not allowed to recite a single line in these two days, just let yourself go and come back again."

Gao Yang nodded mechanically, but he was still reluctant in his heart.

No matter how much you whitewash the words of comforting him, it is still saying that he is not good.He felt that he had to work harder to make up for it, but he couldn't find a way to "make it better".

The director is an experienced teacher in the industry, so many plays he has seen and seen so many actors, Gao Yang had no choice but to entrust himself to him and choose to believe his words.

When he got home that day, Gao Yang obediently took off his clothes and fell unconscious for twelve hours.

He slept so deeply that it was rare for him not to review his dance moves in his dreams.

When the hour hand reached the number nine, Gao Yang opened his eyes sleepily, and his body gasped three times as if he was afraid that sleep would suffocate him to death.

Before his mind could turn on, he stood up from the bed in a dazed state, and before he could take a step, his legs gave way and he fell back again.

Gao Yang resigned himself to lying on the bed for a while, closed his eyes and boredly recalled the illusory dream just now.When the feeling of powerlessness passed, he yawned satiatedly, rolled over lazily and got off the bed, and walked slowly to the window to lean against the wall.

He lives low, and now he can still see low-flying dragonflies through the window.I thought to myself, is it going to rain this day?The feeling of burnout comes up and I don't want to go out.

Gao Yangju sat back at the desk, thought for a while, and turned on the computer.He decided to follow the director's words completely and stop worrying about work today, but he didn't know what to do for a while. It just so happened that the recommendation on the homepage today was "Butterfly". Go to the chair to relive this musical that has been watched many times.