[Sound into the Heart Xiaofan Gao Hongyang] Boys' Notes

14.

There was nothing wrong with the rehearsal in the afternoon, and the official performance went on as usual, and the audience went smoothly.

The first person on the stage collected the last note amidst the screams of the fans, and the spotlights above their heads instantly dispersed, like cool-colored fireworks bursting open.

Gao Yang waved his hand towards the audience. In the distance, there were his lampboards, his sheep, and the starry sky twinkling for him, the lights lit up for him.

Standing in this radiant light, he couldn't help being elated, Xing Yuan stretched out an arm to wrap around his waist, Gao Yang took advantage of the situation to hug him, and secretly buried a fleeing tear on his shoulder.

Besides the two of them, another Fang Shujian was soon wrapped. For some reason, Fang Shujian was already crying like a pear blossom and raining. Liang Pengjie and Dai Wei, who were attracted by the crying bag, also squeezed over from the corners of their eyes, and Dai Wei pulled a Zhang in his hand. Chao, Huang Zi laughed loudly, and started to join in the fun with a pace of disapproval.

Everyone huddled together in unison, so warm that it was scorching hot, as if it would be good to die at this moment.

They hugged so tightly that each had their face almost on someone else.From the corner of Gao Yang's eyes, he saw Huang Zihongfan, next to Zhang Chao, smiling brighter than spotlights or fireworks.

It's just that he didn't want to let this quiet beauty stay in him, full of bad taste, he leaned over and hooked Zhang Chao's knee when he was reluctant to part with the end of this grand event.

"I……!"

Someone who was suddenly hugged by the princess tried his best to hold back a swear word. He grabbed Huang Zihongfan's shirt in horror, making the drenched cloth even more crumpled.

There was more and more enthusiastic applause and screams from the audience. Fang Shujian, who was still crying just now, laughed through his tears and let out a resounding goose cry at Mai. Xing Yuan and Dai Wei knelt down on the ground and couldn't straighten up. Enthusiastic citizen Ma Jia was confused A wheat was stuffed in the middle for Zhang Chao.

Zhang Chao: "Huang Zihongfan, you are poisonous!!!!"

Huang Zipi was satisfied for a moment, let go of Zhang Chao, and was almost chased by someone on the stage and sprinted for 100 meters.

The performance finally officially came to an end amidst the uproar and laughter.

When the group photo was taken, Gao Yang happened to be right behind Huang Zi. The child's chest heaved and he was panting heavily. He made a scissors hand to the camera. Just looking at the back of his head, he could tell that he showed eight white and round teeth.

The Meixi Lake girls who happened to hear that day may never understand why Zhang Chao's first reaction when he was hugged by the princess was to shout "Gao Yang, you fucking tricked me!!!"

Just like Gao Yang would never understand why he was so bluntly dodged when he subconsciously reached out to help the exhausted Huang Zi after the princess hugged her.

Or maybe he actually understood.

He felt he needed to talk to Huang Zi.

15.

When Gao Yang came backstage, Zhang Chao couldn't wait to start the live broadcast.

He complained about the output to the fans who came to the live broadcast room, babbling like a little daughter-in-law who lost his innocence, and repeated three or four times that Huang Zihongfan took the opportunity to touch his ass.

Huang Zihongfan was the last one to come in and happened to hear this fourth time, said "Hi", and shouted loudly, not to be outdone: "Who deliberately touched your ass! And you pinched my chest and I haven't said anything yet! "

In the camera, Huang Zi squeezed half of Zhang Chao's head, turning on the beauty camera to show that he has a pair of very sincere and innocent big eyes.

"What else did Zhang Chaogang sue? You talk to me, I want to tell the truth!"

Zhang Chao was so angry that he couldn't speak, how could anyone be so righteous when he did something bad under the watchful eyes of everyone.

Suddenly, he turned his head and glared at Gao Yang, staring at Gao Yang in a daze, and subconsciously took half a step back.

...He thought Huang Zi and I were colluding to play tricks on him.

Gao Yang blinked, and it took him a while to figure it out.

He thought to himself that he was really innocent, and what he said to Zhang Chao was clearly Huang Zihongfan's original words, and it was him who suddenly changed his mind, so how could he be ruthless?

Gao Yang then leaned over and pulled Huang Zi: "Don't be shy, let Zhang Chao live the live broadcast and chat with fans."

Huang Zitou didn't even bother to answer: "I was wronged, it was Zhang Chao's fans who insisted on dragging me to talk. Look, someone asked me how Chao Goose feels when hugged, hahahaha, let me tell you..."

Gao Yang: "What are you talking about? You see, Zhang Chao is already ready to fry you. Come here, I have something to tell you."

Huang Zi: "Hey, what is important to live broadcast? Gao Yang, hold back, save some time and talk to me next time."

The child picked up Zhang Chao's mobile phone and read the fan's screen with great interest.Zhang Chao was probably overwhelmed and calmed down, he folded his arms and gave Gao Yang a tired look, and sighed loudly.

But it can be seen that these are just his artificial performances.

How could Zhang Chao be serious about this skinny boy?

Once the excitement was over, the brothers in the room dispersed like birds and beasts and went to work.There was a mess of things to be cleaned up, and no one had the time to wait until the end of this uproar.

Ma Jia pulled Gao Yang to signal him not to waste time worrying about it.But Gao Yang didn't move, Huang Zihongfan's joke hidden a heavy uneasiness in him.

Gao Yang felt that he was on the run.

This person was avoiding him for no reason, killing all possible heart-to-heart conversations in the bud.

It's not necessary, is it?

They obviously only need to take a stand and let life continue as usual.

So he stretched out his hand and grabbed Huang Zi's wrist, thinking that he would make things clear today no matter what.

"Ah Huang, I..."

"What! I really didn't touch Zhang Chao! Just his flat body? Hey."

The hand suddenly became empty, and the whole hand was thrown away forcefully, the wrist bone hit the back of the chair heavily, and a conspicuous red mark soon appeared on the top.

Gao Yang was stunned by this force, and stiffly pushed his left hand up to hold the wound. The belated pain mercilessly devoured the heat from other parts of his body, only his wrist was burning hotly.

The big heads of Huang Zi and Zhang Chao filled the screen, and no audience saw what happened between them.

Zhang Chao heard the sound, but pretended that Gao Yang also wanted to come over to grab a position, so he reminded loudly: "This is my live broadcast, what's the matter with you guys fighting for the C position?"

Huang Zi laughed and pushed Zhang Chao, saying that he was helping him gain fans.

Gao Yang didn't speak, and put his eyes on Huang Zi.

He obviously did it on purpose.He was announcing in his most obvious body language that he had nothing to say to himself.

Gao Yang clutched his wrist, and stumped for a while like lost soul, this time no one persuaded him again.

His chest was heavy and stuffy, and he blamed Huang Zihongfan for hurting himself, why didn't he even say sorry?No matter what, he should look back at himself anyway.

But neither.

The hand that was thrown away from him was very naturally on Zhang Chao's forearm. Huang Zi's face did not see any haze, and he was not distracted at all, turning a deaf ear to the people behind him.

The two people who were obsessed with the live broadcast laughed heartily, and the laughter pierced into the eardrums hard, causing their fingertips to tremble nervously.After a while, Gao Yang turned and left.

He suddenly thought, maybe he was wrong.

——Huang Zi really doesn't like him.

Didn't he say that?He can distinguish between friendship and liking.

It was because I was so stupid that I forcibly led the ambiguity to myself with just a "sexual orientation", which caused the relationship between the two to fall into such a state.

He should be more objective, mobilize his reason more positively, maybe he can be less embarrassingly self-indulgent.

But is it all his fault for the misunderstanding?

Huang Zihongfan - his breath, his body temperature, his soft hair that he likes to get close to unexpectedly.He always runs towards himself with his youthful spirit.Are all the intimacy that envelops me fake?

If you want to say that Huang Zi's eyes have never been filled with affection, then what has been poking his heart all this time, making him shiver in shock?

The shimmering galaxy shrunk between the two pupils, obviously Gao Yang had never seen Huang Zi generously gifting them to others.

An unbelievable sense of grievance welled up in my heart.

yes.He is an oriole hovering on the branches, a fox running through the bushes, and all the freshness of the sunny day after the rain.

He is not stingy in singing all the episodes and moments in the world.

It's the trees and bushes that are wrong, and they pretend to be tender and affectionate, thinking that the throbbing life is for themselves.Then it is ridiculous to regard itself as the habitat of others.

After Gao Yang took a shower, he crawled into the quilt wetly. The air conditioner in the room was turned on too high, and he seemed to be soaked in ice to the marrow of his bones, feeling cold and aching.

16.

"I do not like you……?"

Gao Yang wrapped himself in a cloud, lay down on the pillow, and read out the words in the WeChat box word by word.

He thought.Anyway, things are already like this, Huang Zihongfan suddenly retreated to a position more alienated than strangers who met each other, how could the situation be worse?

What should be said should always be conveyed to the other party as much as possible.Since this person is somehow unwilling to resolve the misunderstanding with him face to face, let's explain it in words.

Anyway, Gao Yang decided that he must say it.Evasion seemed useless to him.He doesn't want to let the things he messed up repeat.

I do not like you? ——It was from this confession that Huang Zi began to alienate himself.The meaning was a bit close to what he was trying to express, but I always felt that the words didn't convey the meaning, and it seemed that the previous confession was a complete lie.

Gao Yang shook his head, deleted it and continued to struggle.

"I didn't want to be with you?"

Nor is it.

He did so many useless and foolish things, in fact, in the final analysis, he was "together" with Huang Zi in peace.

He was worried that Huang Zi would be overwhelmed and leave, so he tried to hold him tight by giving him what he wanted.It's a pity that he thought that what Huang Zi wanted was the "like" of the two people's mutual understanding. Unfortunately, he was wrong about this.

So what should I say?

After hesitating for a long time, the fingertips finally tapped slowly:

"Ah Huang, I don't want to fall in love with you."

"Hmm." Gao Yang's heart beat faster and he pressed send, he was more nervous than confessing to that person face to face.

As soon as Zhang Chao finished the live broadcast and entered the room, he saw a suspicious creature motionless on the bed.

He tilted his head and glanced at "Silkworm Baby", Gao Yang in the cotton ball was so sleepy that he fell asleep.He has no energy. He is playing with his mobile phone and can yawn three times in five seconds.Zhang Chao thought it was funny: "Why do you stay awake when you're so sleepy? Ha, don't you want to wait until I come back?"

Gao Yang's eyes narrowed, his eyelids drooped up and down, and he could hug each other immediately.He stretched out a finger, the index finger, from under the white quilt, and tickled Zhang Chao, beckoning him to come closer.

Zhang Chao leaned over suspiciously, and moved his head to Gao Yang's side, only to find that there was still a layer of cool dampness on the man's head.

"Damn it? Why don't you blow your head when the air conditioner is so cold?"

"So I asked you to help adjust the air conditioner."

Zhang Chao followed that single beautiful finger to see the controller on the wall, "Gao Yang, why are you so lazy?!" The panel was mounted on the wall to the right of the bedside table, and a certain group of sheep just couldn't reach it.

Zhang Chao pressed five times in a row to adjust the temperature to 23, glanced at Gao Yang who retracted his right hand, sighed and adjusted the wind power to the lowest.

"I'll see if you'll be sick tomorrow."

"Huang Zi is also responsible for the illness. He adjusted the air conditioner yesterday."

Zhang Chao shook his head, turned around and went into the bathroom and threw a hair dryer on Gao Yang's bed.

"You can always get the socket less than one meter away from you, right? President Gao? Grandfather Gao."

Gao Yang reluctantly swallowed the hair dryer into the quilt, touched his head: "It's almost dry."

Zhang Chao rolled his eyes to the sky: "If you don't blow it, just wait for you to be bald."

After a pause for a second, the sound of plugging in the plug and the hair dryer sounded coherently.

"Really. Obviously looks like a reliable person."