Bamboo horse and green plum

Lu Zhijie quietly leaned on Xiang Nan's shoulder, without thinking about anything, he felt his mind was blank, Xiang Nan was not in a hurry, and silently accompanied him.

"Xiang Nan, go in and see if Uncle Song is awake, and see how Xiao Yu is doing, I feel so weak that I can't stand up anymore," Lu Zhijie finally said a word after a long time.

"Brother Jie, can you be selfish and think about you first? Do you only have Song Yutong in your heart and eyes?" Xiang Nan was furious when he heard Lu Zhijie's words. This person is hard to protect himself now. I was just thinking about what happened to Song Yutong.

"Ah?" Lu Zhijie didn't realize what Xiang Nan wanted to express, and looked at him blankly.

"Forget it, I'll go and have a look, you stay alone and don't run around." Xiang Nan stood up resignedly and entered the ward.

In the ward, Song Yifeng hadn't woken up yet, and Song Yutong sat beside him blankly, without tears or expression, like a body without a soul, who had come to the south for so long and still didn't understand what happened, look Song Yifeng's condition is not as if he has an incurable disease. He dare not speak rashly. Seeing Song Yutong like this, he can't help but feel distressed. He also can't understand his feelings for Song Yutong. It's complicated and complicated. I came up with a thought, obviously I like her too, but I can't stand Lu Zhijie liking her like that.

"Xiao Yu?" He walked up to Song Yutong and called softly, but Song Yutong didn't respond, so he pushed him lightly again, and Song Yutong came back to look at him.

"Xiang Nan? You're here." Song Yutong looked at him blankly with red eyes.

"..." Xiang Nan didn't know what to say, wasn't it you who wiped tears on my body just now, you didn't even know I was coming.

"I'm fine, go and see Sixth Brother, he may be too tired." Song Yutong forcefully forced a smile, this expression was uglier than crying, which made Xiang Nan feel distressed again.He opened his arms and wanted to give him a comforting hug, but he felt that his identity seemed inappropriate, hey, Xiang Nan sighed, forget it, why do you think so much, I just want to hug her, what does it matter what identity is, No matter what, she was a likable younger sister, so he obeyed his heart and gave Song Yutong a hug. Song Yutong didn't hide, and even patted his back comfortingly, and said thank you softly.

"Do you want to eat? I'll buy it for you," Xiang Nan looked at the meal time, thinking that he should eat something.

"I don't want to eat, you can take Sixth Brother to eat, it's fine, I'm here." Song Yutong regained his expressionless face, and looked at Song Yifeng on the bed unfocused.

Xiang Nan didn't know what to do anymore, he left the ward silently, and there was another expressionless person outside the door, he felt deeply powerless, what's wrong?Why do they all look the same.

"Brother Jie, let's go get something to eat?" Xiang Nan walked across to Lu Zhijie and asked, but Lu Zhijie didn't seem to hear it, well, the reaction was the same, Xiang Nan was even more depressed.

"Huh?" Lu Zhijie responded to him after a while.

"I said let's go out to eat something?" Xiang Nan said again patiently.

"I don't want to eat, are you hungry?" Lu Zhijie came back to his senses.

"I'm not... that's right, I'm hungry." Xiang Nan felt that if he said he wasn't hungry, the two of them might not be able to eat today, so they had to say that they were hungry and try to see if Lu Zhijie would accompany him because he was hungry When he went out to eat something, he also wanted to try Lu Zhijie's attitude towards him a little bit self-destructively.

"Then let's go eat something?" Lu Zhijie's reaction made Xiang Nan very satisfied immediately. Xiang Nan felt that he was too easily satisfied. What should I do? Is Yu okay?"

Well, back to Song Yutong again, Xiang Nan still didn't dare to ask what happened to make the two normally optimistic and positive people become like this, he was afraid of exposing their scars again.

"She said she wouldn't eat it. Let's go out and bring some porridge back. Uncle Song has to eat something too. He should be waking up soon. I saw that the infusion tube was pulled out." Xiang Nan helped Lu Zhijie up, feeling that he was still unconscious trembling.

"You wait for me here, I'll go and see her." Lu Zhijie patted Xiangnan on the shoulder and walked to the ward.

"Xiao Yu, go eat something first?" Lu Zhijie looked at Song Yutong, who was not in the mood yet, feeling numb.

"Go ahead, I'm here to watch my dad, he should want to see me first when he wakes up," Song Yutong didn't even look up at him.

"I'm going to cook some porridge and bring it here. By the way, I'll help you get a coat. Stay here and don't run around, okay?" Lu Zhijie gently rubbed her hair, she nodded, and Lu Zhijie went out.

Along the way, Xiang Nan and Lu Zhijie didn't speak. Lu Zhijie was too tired and didn't know what to say, and Xiang Nan was in a complicated mood and didn't know what to ask. What happened to him?He didn't dare, afraid that Lu Zhijie would burst into tears again, and asked him what he thought of their relationship, but he still didn't dare, afraid of hearing the answer that made him despair, the two people with different thoughts went to the rental house quietly , the torment all the way to the south finally gave him the courage to do something, he just walked into the room, turned around and closed the door, and pressed Lu Zhijie against the door, Lu Zhijie staggered, just opened his mouth to scold Xiang Nan, Xiang Nan Without any warning, he kissed him. Before he could close his opened mouth, Xiang Nan's tongue swiped it all over his mouth. His eyes widened in shock, but he didn't react. Before he had time to push Xiang Nan away, Xiang Nan bit his lower lip as if venting his anger, he finally let out a "hiss" from the pain, Xiang Nan let him go slowly, his eyes were full of disappointment, such a look Stimulated Lu Zhijie, he didn't understand why he was disappointed, but his body reacted much faster than his brain, he pulled Xiang Nan who had turned around, and kissed him again.

Now Xiang Nan was shocked, and he also opened his eyes wide and didn't react. Lu Zhijie's kiss was different from Xiang Nan's as if venting. He gently poked into Xiang Nan's mouth and licked Xiang Nan's tongue lightly. , Sucking and lingering for a long time, until he felt that Xiang Nan reacted, he let him go gently.

Looking at Lu Zhijie like this in the south, his mind that lost his thinking became even more blank.

Lu Zhijie smiled easily, looked at Xiang Nan who was blushing, and joked, "Why do you react like this?"

"I was kissed by someone I like, so it's not normal if I don't respond?" Xiang Nan's thoughts came back, and he smiled happily.

"Get down to business first, bear with it!" Lu Zhijie bypassed him and prepared to wash rice and cook porridge.

"Let me come, can you eat the rice you cooked?" Xiang Nan snatched the rice from Lu Zhijie's hand, and Lu Zhijie looked at him as if teasing, "It's fine if you wait for two minutes, it won't affect your work."

"Then you cook it and bring it here, and I'll go to the hospital? I can't worry about her being alone." Lu Zhijie looked at his back thoughtfully.

"Then why are you coming back? I might as well come back alone." Hearing what he said, Xiang Nan became a little angry again. He had kissed himself just now, and he was thinking of others again.

"I saw that you were unhappy, so I came back with you." Lu Zhijie leaned on the bed tiredly, staring at Xiang Nan wanting to hear the next sentence, "So why are you unhappy?"

"It's not easy, Xueba, you can still tell that I'm not happy. I heard the last few words you two said." Xiang Nan took a deep breath, said what he said, and gave it up.

"So?" Lu Zhijie was puzzled.

"..." Xiang Nan was also puzzled, "Shouldn't you explain something to me?"

"Me? Do you need to explain something?" Lu Zhijie sat up and looked at Xiang Nan seriously.

Xiang Nan stopped what he was doing, walked to the opposite side of Lu Zhijie, dragged a stool and sat down, "Brother Jie, I don't want to force you, but you should consider my feelings to some extent, I'm not so generous enough to accept you being with others Together," Xiang Nan took a deep breath again, and they all spoke, fighting it out, "Do you know what I thought when I heard you tell her that you would never leave her for the rest of your life? I don't know what you think of us The relationship between the two, I don’t know what you and her are, you make me feel stupid, like a one-man show performing for myself, I also hope to be guarded by others, I also hope you can be like a pair She treats me the same... If you really want to be with her, I don't have to pester you, as long as you tell me clearly, I can..."

"Can I be your boyfriend?" Lu Zhijie interrupted his chatter, yes, Xiang Nan is an insecure person, he may not be able to understand his feelings for Song Yutong, it's because he didn't do a good job, It made him feel a sense of crisis, and at this time Lu Zhijie began to blame himself.

"Ah?" Xiang Nan couldn't react when he was interrupted.

"Can I be your boyfriend?" Lu Zhijie took his hand, looked at him seriously and said you again, "Can I be your boyfriend? I thought we did so many intimate things together, so we don't have to Besides, at least I felt that we were already a couple in my heart, but if you are not sure, if you need, I can seriously tell you again, I feel that I am a pretty good partner, at least in I never doubted this before, but looking at your reaction, it proves that I am an unqualified boyfriend, it is my fault, I did not consider your feelings, I told you before, Xiao Yu and I started from our memories We are together, she is my dearest sister to me, although she is not related by blood, but she is also my favorite sister, I will always protect her, but you are different, you are my closest lover , you two are different to me, I will not leave her for any reason, and I will never give up on you for any reason in this life, I know you don't feel safe, but it doesn't matter, you believe that I will always be with you Is it good for you? I have never regarded you as anyone else in my heart, nor did I do those intimate things with you for any other reason. I have always faced our relationship seriously, and never I have other thoughts, and I will never leave you in my lifetime. It may be that I think how to do a lot of things is more important than how to say it, so I have never made any promises to you. If you think it is necessary, I can promise you Yes, I am serious now, you remember well, no matter what happens, I will never leave you, so, would you like me to be your boyfriend? Treat me like I treat you, no matter what happens , you stay by my side firmly? In the future, we will face all the good and bad things in this world together, are you willing?" Lu Zhijie looked at him seriously, his eyes glaring brightly.

"I am willing, really, I am willing," Xiang Nan felt like crying, shouldn't he show him a good laugh?It's obviously the joy of getting what you want, why can't you control the want to cry, "Then I will be your boyfriend from now on."

"Then don't treat Xiao Yu as your rival in love in the future, she has never had any unreasonable thoughts about me." Lu Zhijie stretched out his hand and pinched his face, "Now she is your real sister-in-law, you can't eat her Jealousy, now that her brother is gone, it is the saddest time, so you should be nice to her."

"Ah? What's wrong with her brother?" Xiang Nan finally realized that he didn't ask what happened for so long.

"That's right, I forgot to tell you," Lu Zhijie told Xiang Nan what happened, and he couldn't help but feel sad again. Not only Song Yutong has no brother, but he also has no brother. Song Yuhao, who had grown up with them together, was also his dearest brother in his heart, but he couldn't cry anymore, the letter Song Yuhao had given him was always in his pocket, and he didn't even have the courage to open it. nothing.

"I'm sorry, brother Jie. I didn't know that such a big thing happened, and I got angry with you unreasonably," Xiang Nan felt guilty all of a sudden.

"It doesn't matter, you just like to hide things. If you are unhappy, you can tell me. I can't guess your thoughts. If I don't do well, you can tell me. I will change it. No matter what happens in the future , let's face it together, okay? But don't hide everything in your heart. Do you know how sad I feel when I see your desperate expression? Xiangnan, believe me, I love you, no more than your love Little, so you can be unscrupulous in front of me, and be proud of being favored." Lu Zhijie felt that he was so tired, he couldn't handle everything well, he hadn't comforted Song Yutong well, and made Xiang Nan so sad.

"Brother Jie, I'll remember it, and I won't do it in the future," Xiang Nan threw himself into his arms, feeling at ease like never before.

Lu Zhi patted him on the back, "Then you go make porridge quickly, I'll go to the hospital first?"

"Okay," Xiang Nan took two steps, then turned around, "Brother Jie, I think this relationship needs to be sorted out. Xiao Yu is not my sister-in-law, she should be my sister-in-law." He became happy again.

"..." Lu Zhijie was speechless, really tired.