Bamboo horse and green plum

Song Yifeng was discharged from the hospital the next day, and Song Yuhao's funeral was scheduled for the third day. Song Yutong felt that his parents, who were only in their 40s, had aged a lot overnight.

She didn't dare to cry, for fear of making her family more sad, but her mother's mood was very unstable, and she would shed tears almost every moment. For the first time, she felt that her responsibility was so heavy that she was a little out of breath. She didn't know how to comfort her mother, and she didn't know how to make her happy. She was tired, but she couldn't escape. She felt as if she had grown up overnight. At this time, Lu Zhijie and Xiang Nan didn't Leave and stay with her all the time.

On the day of Song Yuhao's funeral, the sky was cloudy, as if it was going to rain. Mother Song had already reached the point where she needed help to stand still. Teacher Chen had been silently supporting her. Father Song had stabilized his mood, but he still couldn't handle it normally. For affairs, only Song Yutong can organize Song Yuhao's funeral logically and clearly. It seems that after a good day of crying that day, she couldn't cry anymore. Many people came to the funeral. With the help of Lu Zhijie and Xiang Nan, Everything was completed smoothly, and Song Yuhao was buried on his own land, 10 minutes away from home.

"Sixth brother, you go back first, I will stay with my brother for a while." Everyone had already left, only Lu Zhijie and Xiang Nan were still in front of Song Yuhao's grave with Song Yutong.

"I'll stay with you." Lu Zhijie looked at Song Yutong, who hadn't slept for three days, feeling terribly distressed.

"No need, you and Xiang Nan go back first, and I'll just stay for a while." Song Yutong stared at Song Yuhao's tombstone without even looking at Lu Zhijie. Lu Zhijie looked at her silently and wanted to say something, but he didn't speak yet It was pulled away to the south.

"Brother Jie, there are some things that you can't help, just wait until she figured it out, Xiao Yu is not a child anymore, does your sister see that she has recovered a lot in the past two days?" Xiang Nan took his hand said comfortingly.

"I know, I just want her to know that she is not alone, and I will be with her." Lu Zhijie also stayed with her for three days without sleep, with a tired face.

"Brother Jie," Xiang Nan looked back at Lu Zhijie with a guilty conscience, "Didn't I hold you when we came up?"

"So?" Lu Zhijie looked at him suspiciously.

"It seems that Principal Lu saw it. I found out that he saw it and let you go quickly. He won't find anything, right? Will he do anything to you?" Xiang Nan looked at him with guilt and worry.

"If you don't let go, he might not think about anything. If you let go of your guilty conscience, he won't think about anything." Lu Zhijie rubbed his head, "It's okay, my dad is reasonable, if you really ask me, I will I just had a good talk with him, I always want to let them know, it will be the same sooner or later, I don’t talk about it now because I’m afraid they will think it will affect their studies, and I’ll give you an explanation after the college entrance examination at the latest.”

Hearing what he said, Xiang Nan immediately became happy, "I don't need to explain anything, it's fine like this."

"Let's sit here for a while and wait for the light rain. I'm still worried." Lu Zhijie sat down on the grass weakly. As soon as he sat up, he lay down as if paralyzed. Xiang Nan was very happy and didn't say anything. He followed him After lying down, Xiang Nan didn't sleep for two consecutive days, and the two of them fell asleep not long after lying down.

Song Yutong sat in front of Song Yuhao's tombstone, stared at the tombstone, didn't speak for a long time, and after a long time, she said, "Brother, I thought it would rain today, but it didn't, are you disappointed? Without the atmosphere of seeing off the hero as written in the book, without the rain, it seems that I am not so sad," she spoke slowly, sometimes with a long pause in the middle, "Men are inherently mortal, or heavier than Mount Tai, or lighter than The feather is selected from Sima Qian's "Historical Records", you should remember it well, don't let others laugh at you as an illiterate hero, otherwise I will send you another sentence, Wen Tianxiang said, no one in life has died since ancient times, keep a loyal photo History, these two sentences plus the other sentence in your letter are enough for you," Song Yutong said, tears streaming down, "I know you are a hero, but I still won't forgive you, You have left all your responsibilities to me, don’t you like me the most? But you are so cruel to me, why do you like me? Let me read a poem to you, miss you all night and cry again at dawn , yes, it’s just for you, I won’t miss you too much,” she wiped her tears with her hands, “I will forget you at dawn, and you don’t even think about reincarnation, even if you really reincarnate I won't recognize you either, after today, I won't cry for you anymore, now you don't have to pretend to be a ghost to scare me, you have become a ghost yourself," she lowered her head silently, slowing down After a long time, I took a deep breath and said, "Don't worry, I will take care of my parents. If possible, I still hope that you can scare me. I have never seen a ghost. I hope to see you very much. Don't expect to be a rich generation over there, I won't burn paper for you, that's right, I'm just taking revenge on you, who made you cruelly abandon me." After she finished saying this, she didn't know What should I say, she looked at Song Yuhao's tombstone motionlessly, weeping silently, after a long time, she felt numb from sitting all over, she slowly stood up, approached Song Yuhao's tombstone He touched the tombstone with his hand, "Brother, I'm leaving, I will come to see you when I have time, don't worry, a lot of what I just said is nonsense, I will burn paper for you, don't worry at home, I'm here Well, I have grown up, you leave it to me, no matter what, even if you leave me cruelly, I will still love you like you love me." After she finished speaking, she took another deep breath, turned and walked away After walking not far, she turned the corner and saw Lu Zhijie and Xiangnan sleeping on the ground. She looked at them silently, neither waking up nor leaving, she walked to the grass and sat down in a strange way. It's blank, thinking nothing.

"Damn it, have you been sleeping for so long?" Xiang Nan woke up and looked at Song Yutong who was sitting next to him, and then looked at his watch. More than three hours had passed, "Xiao Yu?" He came to Song Yutong Sitting next to him, but didn't know what to say.

"Xiang Nan, are you trying to comfort me? No need, I'm fine," Song Yutong looked at him and smiled softly.

"I didn't want to comfort you. I know you can handle these things and everything will pass. I just want you to know that I will be with you just like Brother Jie." Xiang Nan sat next to her, looking out Looking into the distance, the looming fog shrouded the endless mountain peaks, and it was so quiet that there were no birdsong.

"I know, thank you." Song Yutong still gave him a slight smile, "Everything will be fine, I firmly believe that." She also looked into the distance, and saw a glimmer of light in the looming fog It penetrated the mist and sprayed on her body, instantly warming up.

"I woke up Brother Jie, are we going back?" Seeing her sudden warm smile, Xiang Nan felt relaxed.

"Let him sleep for a while. You and I don't have anything to do today. I haven't slept in three days. Let him sleep for a while." Song Yutong looked at Lu Zhijie who was sleeping peacefully, feeling very happy, "Xiang Nan, Treat Brother Jie better in the future, he is so outstanding." She turned her head and looked at Xiang Nan seriously, as if she wanted an old mother who was about to marry her daughter.

"?" Xiang Nan froze for a moment, then looked at her inexplicably, "You know?"

"He has liked you since junior high school. I knew it earlier than you. Sixth Brother and I have no secrets," Song Yutong explained to him.The sudden excitement in the south is inexplicable.

"I will," he looked at Song Yutong happily and seriously, repeating silently in his heart.I will be nice to him, "Why don't you sleep in too? I'll lend you my shoulder to sleep until you wake up naturally." He looked at Song Yutong who was tired and had obvious dark circles under his eyes, and patted himself on the shoulder, Song Yu Tong didn't show any courtesy to him either, leaning on his shoulder and closing his eyes, he didn't know if he fell asleep, Xiang Nan suddenly felt that life was too good, even the sky that was about to rain cleared up.

Not long after, Lu Zhijie woke up. Looking at the backs of the two people sitting next to him, none of them spoke, and they were as quiet as a painting. He walked gently to Xiang Nan and sat down, and asked softly, "Is she Are you ok?"

"It seems that the situation is okay," Xiang Nan looked at him with a smile, afraid of waking Song Yutong, so he didn't move. He lowered his voice, approached Lu Zhijie, and whispered in his ear, "Brother Jie, I love you. You!" Lu Zhijie looked at him in shock, and laughed after a while.

"You two are really enough, haven't you seen a light bulb as big as me?" Song Yutong opened his eyes, looked at them both with contempt, stood up and patted the dirt on his body, and said angrily, "Let's go, back home."

They both looked at each other and smiled warmly.

"Go back to school after dinner," Song Yifeng looked at the people eating in front of him, breaking the silence at the dinner table.

"Yes, don't delay your studies." Principal Lu also echoed.

"Go again tomorrow, I'll stay another day," Song Yutong looked at the tired Song Yifeng, still worried.

"It's okay, I can't die, just recover for two days, you go back to school today," Song Yifeng firmly issued an ultimatum, "Xiao Lang, please return to the army, you have been here for several days, should you go back? "

"Uncle, I'm not in a hurry. I can stay for a few more days. I have no place to go every time I go on vacation. Finally, there is a place to take me in. Just let me stay for two more days." Chen Lang smiled and looked at the picture on the dining table. Everyone said, "I'm about to change jobs. I applied to be transferred to the County Public Security Bureau, and it won't be long before I get approved. Then I'll still come here every day. Uncle, aunt, don't think I'm annoying!"

The news was so shocking that everyone at the dinner table stared at him.

"Don't look at me like this, there is no other reason, just like this place." Chen Lang smiled honestly.

"Brother Six, wait for me for a while, I have to talk to Brother Lang." After dinner, they were driven back to school, while Song Yifeng was not paying attention, Song Yutong slipped away to find Chen Lang.

"Brother Lang, what are you talking about about changing jobs?" Because of time constraints, Song Yutong cut directly to the topic.

"I know I can't lie to you," Chen Lang smiled, "Since you asked, I'll just say it straight, I'm indeed going to change jobs, but I haven't decided where to go, because of Song Yuhao's sacrifice, I'm going to It’s not bad to move here for the one who made this decision. I have no parents, no wife and children, and it’s the same wherever I go. We agreed at the beginning that if a comrade-in-arms sacrificed, we would take care of his parents, wife and children for him. I didn’t want anyone to think that How great I am, in fact I am not great, I am just fulfilling my promise, if I have parents, wife and children, I will not make such a decision, so you don't have to feel uneasy and guilty," Chen Lang said earnestly looking at her.

"I know you said this to make me feel at ease, and I know I can't persuade you, but I still ask you to think about it again, it's nothing, without Song Yuhao and me, I will take care of my parents , you don't have to fulfill any vows." Song Yutong also looked at him seriously, it was not his responsibility, she couldn't watch him make such a big sacrifice.

"Tongtong, you don't need to persuade me anymore. I have made a decision. From now on, you will be my family and I will be Song Yuhao. I will help him finish what he should do." Chen Lang stood solemnly Opposite her, she patted her on the shoulder, "Go to school, my application was not approved so quickly, I don't know if there will be any other reasons in the middle, if you can't come because of other reasons, then you forgive me Me, if there is no reason, I will come when you are in your third year of high school, you should welcome me in the lane!"