Bamboo horse and green plum

Song Yutong pinched her palms to the point of bleeding, and she couldn't wake herself up. Apart from feeling Lu Zhijie's temperature, she seemed to have lost consciousness in everything else. She felt as if her whole body had lost all bones. I can't stand my posture.

The room was very chaotic, her mother was crying all the time, and Teacher Chen accompanied her to cry too. Father Song silently took the letter on the coffee table, which was written on the coffee table, opened it tremblingly, and read it. It only took about 2 minutes. , Father Song fainted without warning, causing the already chaotic room to become even more out of control.

Principal Lu was awake. He supported Song Yifeng in a panic, and asked Lu Zhijie to take him to the hospital together. Lu Zhijie looked at Song Yutong who was in a daze, and didn't feel relieved to leave her behind, so he took her to the hospital together. Chen Lang I also followed them to the hospital. The village is not far from the county seat, and it didn't take long to arrive at the county hospital.

During the idle time in the car, Lu Zhijie was still thinking about whether he could handle these things well. The current situation does not allow him to be vulnerable, and he is not allowed to be delirious like Song Yutong. He has never experienced any big storms. His life experience did not give him the courage to remain calm in such a situation. He felt at a loss like never before. He was afraid that he would not be able to deal with the aftermath. Most importantly, he was afraid that Song Yutong would not be like her from now on. , what should he do?Lu Zhijie suddenly resigned himself to his fate and sent a message to Xiang Nan, just five words: I miss you so much all of a sudden, Lu Zhijie feels like I can't hold on any longer, what should I do?He didn't know what to do with himself, what would he do if it was Xiangnan?Can you also let yourself rely on yourself, that young man who has experienced life and death since he was a child, can you tell him how to face all this, can you help him hold on for a while, and let him take a rest.

When Xiang Nan received his message, he was in class. The teacher was talking about various experimental reactions of sulfuric acid. He took out his mobile phone and looked at it quietly. The surprise lasted only two seconds before he fell into fear. Lu Zhijie has known him for so many years , even if the two had done intimate things, he never took the initiative to say love words to himself, so did something happen to him?Things are so big that he is already scared?Xiang Nan didn't care about the teacher who was lecturing. He thought of a reason and left the classroom. He couldn't wait to call Lu Zhijie, but Lu Zhijie didn't answer any of them. This situation made Xiang Nan even more frightened. After leaving the school, he planned to visit Lu Zhijie's house, but while he was waiting for the bus, he received another message: I'm at the county hospital.Xiang Nan took a deep breath to calm himself down, took a taxi and went to the county hospital. He told himself all the way that Brother Jie was fine, and he would be fine.

At the time of Song Yifeng's rescue, Lu Zhijie still managed the wound on Song Yutong's palm rationally. Song Yutong outside the operating room still looked like a walking dead, unloved, and Lu Zhijie kept beside her. As he was talking, he didn't care if she listened or not, of course Song Yutong didn't listen to a word, she was in a daze and silently shed tears.

"Sixth brother, is my father okay?" Song Yutong pinched several wounds on the palm of her hand, even when she applied the medicine, she didn't feel any pain.

"It's okay, it's just that I was stimulated, and it will be fine in a while." Lu Zhijie said softly in a low voice.

"It's a good thing that you are here, and it's a good thing that you can accompany me." Song Yutong's tears never stopped, she never thought that her lacrimal glands could support her crying for so long, "I'm so useless , I can’t control myself anymore, how can I take care of my parents? What should I do?”

"Xiaoyu, you don't need to do anything, as long as you are well, your parents will be well too," Lu Zhijie wiped her tears for her. The sentence she heard most today was probably what should I do, but he didn't know What should he do, "My brother is a hero. He is protecting his country and people. That is his responsibility. He has fulfilled his mission and is now able to smile at Jiuquan. Don't let him worry, okay?"

"He said he would come back this summer vacation. Before the summer vacation, he came back, but he couldn't leave again. Brother Jie, I miss him so much, you know? I really miss him so much. "

"Brother Jie knows, Brother Jie misses him too, but he won't come back again, can you treat me as him in the future?" Lu Zhijie kept wiping her tears, "Your father should be out of the operating room, don't you?" I'm crying, he was stimulated just now, don't worry him anymore, Brother Jie will be with you, don't be afraid."

Song Yutong wiped her face indiscriminately. She forced herself to calm down. She was the only child in the family. From now on, she was the only spiritual support for her parents. Hold up this home.

Song Yifeng was overly stimulated. Although there was nothing wrong with him, he was still in a coma with a tube inserted. Because he was worried about his family, Lu Zhijie asked Principal Lu and Chen Lang to go back to the village first. He and Song Yutong accompanied Song Yifeng in the hospital. Principal Lu Looking at the two children with red eyes, they couldn't say a word of comfort, and they left after being hospitalized.

The two sat in the corridor outside the ward without speaking. After a long time, Song Yutong suddenly said, "Zhijie, please show me the letter my brother wrote to me, and I will watch you go It's time to take away our letter." Song Yutong felt that she should be sober at this moment, otherwise how could she notice that Lu Zhijie took away the letter.

Lu Zhijie stared at her for a long time, and hesitantly took out the letter from his trouser pocket, "Do you really want to read it at this time?"

"Don't worry, nothing will happen to me. I'm slowly accepting all of this," Song Yutong made herself appear calm, but her voice trembled uncontrollably. She took a deep breath , slowly opened the letter and read it,

Xiaoyu: If this letter is unfortunately read by you, it means that something happened to me. Forgive my brother for leaving without saying goodbye and leaving you to take care of your parents alone. But my brother died well and willingly. In the face of disaster, my brother can't stand by. His duty is to defend the family and the country. My elder brother is fulfilling his mission, at least he has also drawn a glorious heroic ending in his life. Who once said that a person is inherently mortal, or he is heavier than Mount Tai, or lighter than a feather, Even if it is not heavier than Mount Tai, nor lighter than a feather, my brother died equally great. You are still a high school student, so you should be able to understand what your brother has done. I hope I can be your pride and make you proud Tell people that your brother is a hero.

You must be crying when you read the letter, don’t cry for me, wipe away your tears, it’s really ugly when you cry, and you hiccup uncontrollably, you feel like an old man who is about to suffocate, work hard for you The dream of medical school will definitely come true. They must be very sad to take care of my parents instead of my brother. Tell them for me that although I have been in trouble since I was a child, I have done a great thing now. My brother can imagine you Feelings, but please forgive a hero who sacrificed his life for the country, in this peaceful and prosperous world, there must be someone to carry the burden forward.

Brother knows that you can always be a happy person. I hope that his departure will not change your mood. In the days to come, I hope you and Zhijie can trust each other and face all difficulties together. If you fail to marry He must also find someone he really likes and live the rest of his life well.

Sacrifice one's life to go to national calamity, seeing death suddenly as if returning home, brother shouldn't have written this poem wrongly, right?It’s too late to check on the Internet, even if you really made a mistake, don’t blame your brother. This may be the only experience of living a poem. I don’t regret that I chose this path, but I didn’t see you for the last time. It’s still The biggest regret in my life is that after you read the letter, you go back to see if there are any typos or language problems. After all, my brother is a scumbag. It is already very good to be able to write so many words. Don’t be too demanding on small details. If there is reincarnation, I will definitely appear in front of you with another identity. If there is no reincarnation, I will always use my soul to accompany you. Don’t be afraid to face this world. I believe that my brother will always be there.In the end, I still can’t avoid explaining the funeral. All my things belong to you. If you still have a conscience, burn some paper for my brother during the Qingming cold food, so that I can be a rich man there.Love you! ! !

Song Yutong smiled inexplicably after watching it, and she couldn't help but covered her mouth and cried silently. There was no sound, only she was trembling non-stop, and Lu Zhijie finally couldn't help crying Two lines of unstoppable tears, he hugged Song Yutong tightly, unable to say anything at all.

After a long time, Song Yutong came back to her senses in Lu Zhijie's arms. She pulled herself together and silently leaned on Lu Zhijie's shoulder, "Brother Jie, I won't have an older brother anymore?"

"You still have me, I'm your elder brother," Lu Zhijie heard her words, like a thunderbolt, hitting him with bruises all over his body.

"Brother Jie...I'm so sad..." Song Yutong wiped away tears carelessly, "Why didn't the world treat him well? Isn't he a hero?"

"..." Lu Zhijie was speechless.

"Brother Jie...will you stay with me? In the days to come...will you leave me like him?" Song Yutong's tearful face was much calmer than before up.

"I will not leave you. Believe in me. I will be with you for the rest of my life. I will never leave. Don't be afraid, okay? It doesn't matter if you are really afraid. Can you follow Brother Jie? I will Protecting you, this world is beautiful, isn’t everything you do is working hard for this beauty? Because of their existence, this world will become better and better, right?” Lu Zhijie wiped away his tears, thinking It also slowly returned to normal levels.

"So you really won't leave me?" Lu Zhijie said so much, Song Yutong didn't seem to hear a word.

"I promise, I will not leave you, I will never leave you in this life, can you trust me? I have never broken my promise, and I will be with you for the rest of my life." Lu Zhijie hugged her harder, he didn't know How can I make the frightened person in front of me feel safe, he doesn't know what else to do except hug him, Song Yutong like this makes his heart feel like a knife, and he can't breathe in pain.

When Xiang Nan arrived, the two of them were still hugging each other and crying. Xiang Nan stopped at the corner. They didn't find him. Hearing the last two sentences of their conversation, Xiang Nan was in a complicated mood. Was Lu Zhijie making a promise to Song Yutong?He said so firmly that he felt like a mistress who had been devoting himself to breaking up two childhood sweethearts. He even forgot the fear in his heart when he came along the way. He felt that his expectations were wiped out again. Feeling very pitiful, is it true that no one loves him?So what is he to Lu Zhijie?A pastime when you are bored and lonely?What have you done all these years?It's ridiculous, although they have done very intimate things, masturbation, hugging, and holding hands, are these all hallucinations?But even though the two of them have done so much, Lu Zhijie still never gave him a definite answer, and never made it clear what their relationship was. He always felt that Lu Zhijie loved him, but at this time, he suspected that this person Do you really love him?How could that person who had never made a promise to himself easily tell Song Yutong about the promise of the rest of his life, why did he never even fantasize about the future to him? What can be done?Beat him up, but he couldn't bear it anymore, he took two steps back in despair, turned around and left, he felt that he was no longer needed here.

The moment he walked out of the hospital, he found his mobile phone in his pocket, and suddenly realized that it was Lu Zhijie who sent him the message on his own initiative, and he asked him to come here on his own initiative. Watching a big show showing affection, this sudden idea made him have some expectations, he turned around and ran into the hospital again.

"Brother Jie?" He walked up to the two people who had separated but were sitting in a daze, and called out to Lu Zhijie cautiously.The two looked up at him with red eyes, without saying a word. Such a scene made his heart ache, and he clenched his fists to calm himself down.

"I'll go in and see my dad," the three of them were silent for a long time before Song Yutong broke the calm. She took Xiang Nan's arm, stood up with Xiang Nan's strength, and then used Xiang Nan's strength to stand up naturally. Nan wiped his face with his sleeve, took a deep breath, and walked into the ward.

"Brother Jie? Are you okay?" Although Xiang Nan felt distressed, he was sober after all. In Song Yutong's words just now, he captured the key information. It was Song Yutong's father who was hospitalized, so what happened? , making Lu Zhijie look so bleak, Lu Zhijie still didn't say a word, Xiang Nan had to squat down, his eyes were parallel with Lu Zhijie, and waited for his next words.

"Xiang Nan, can you hug me?" Lu Zhijie forced himself to smile, and managed to say a word.

When Xiang Nan heard this, his heart ached beyond measure. What was he doing just now?Why didn't he come over earlier, he even forgot the content of the conversation between the two of them that made him sad, and rubbed Lu Zhijie into his arms without hesitation, not daring to ask what happened, this one who has always been strong and happy in front of him At this time, the young man was so fragile that he felt his chest was wet. The young man he loved so much cried silently in his arms. He didn't dare to move, but fortunately Lu Zhijie might feel his unnaturalness, so he pulled him up and sat on the stool, still leaning softly on his shoulder.