[APH parent-child points] His cat
Chapter 18 18\
Feliciano took Lovino downstairs to build a snowman, and they rolled snowballs on the soft snow with gloves on.Feliciano wanted to decorate the snowman with paint, and he did.However, after the paint seeps into the snow water, the color blocks and lines become crooked.
It took them nearly four hours to complete their work.This big snowman with a strange color attracted the attention of many passers-by. Feliciano stood beside the snowman and supported the snowman. Brother, my masterpiece?"
"Stupid." Lovino commented briefly.
"Hey hey, I think it's okay. Come on, brother, take a picture of me and I'll send it to Luther." Feliciano waved to him and said.
"Why should I do such a stupid thing with you?" Having said that, Lovino still took the phone from Feliciano, "Okay, stand up, stand up...hey, can you fuck me?" Put on a normal pose! Alright, that's it..." Lovino pressed the shutter button and took a photo.
"Hey." Feliciano ran over to look at the photos, and was very satisfied after seeing them. "Brother, do you want one too?"
"No."
Feliciano sent the photo to Ludwig, and Ludwig wrote back after a while, telling him to be careful not to catch a cold.Feliciano replied happily: "Yes! Captain!"
"I always feel like wanting to beat you up." Lovino said to Feliciano. This kind of open and loving person is really annoying, even if it is his own brother.
"Why?" Feliciano was still very puzzled, he didn't know where he had offended his brother.
"Seeing your face makes me think you're fucking in need."
"Eh--?"
"Okay, come and let me punch you." Lovino held Feliciano and raised his fist. Feliciano struggled quickly and cried out in a crying voice:
"Brother, stop—"
But Lovino didn't stop, he grabbed Feliciano who was trying to escape, and Feliciano couldn't break free.Suddenly, he looked behind Lovino and shouted happily: "Brother Antonio!"
What!Hearing this name, Lovino was startled, he let go of Feliciano unconsciously, and then turned around to look, but found that there was no one behind him.Realizing he had been duped, Lovino was suddenly embarrassed by his overreaction.
"You, unexpectedly, dare to lie to me!" And she still used this method to lie to him.Lovino grabbed the hair on Feliciano's head.
"Hey! It hurts, it hurts! Brother, let go!" Feliciano cried.
"I must clean you up today!"
"Brother Antonio! Brother Antonio!" Feliciano looked behind Lovino with tears in his eyes, and waved his hands in a twisted posture, as if calling for help.
"You fucking want to lie to me! Look at the trick!"
Suddenly, something fell on his head. Lovino was startled, and raised his head, but saw the head of a kitten.Lovino turned his head, and Fernandez was standing behind him, who had just put the cat on his head.
"VE, it's true, I just saw Brother Antonio's car go by."
"A good brother should not bully his younger brother." Fernandez said to Lovino.
"It's none of your business! You..." Before he finished speaking, he felt that the kitten on his head was about to fall off. Lovino quickly raised his hand to support it, and when it stabilized, he hugged it down. Hold it in your arms.
"Then, I'll go up first, let's talk." Feliciano turned around and ran away after finishing speaking.
"Hey!" You fucking... Lovino hurriedly tried to stop him, but Feliciano didn't stop at all. "Then I too..." He also wanted to follow Feliciano, but was stopped - it was a matter of course.Lovino could only stop and turn around.
"What are you doing here! Bastard!"
"It misses you very much." Fernandez looked at the cat in Lovino's arms, and Lovino despised him in his heart. Can you even come up with such a lame excuse?But Fernandez immediately added: "I miss you too."
Lovino remained silent, ignoring his words.He lowered his head and stroked the cat in his arms. Compared with a year ago, the cat was fatter, but the length didn't seem to increase much. The chubby little fur ball was very cute.He lifted it up and looked at it in front of him. The cat looked at him and licked the tip of his nose with its tongue.
"Aww!" Lovino staggered back and almost fell.After all, the cat's tongue is prickly, and it still licks on the tip of the nose.The little idiot!Seeing Lovino's cute behavior, Fernandez couldn't help curling his lips.
"Can I buy you a cup of coffee?" Fernandez invited.
Lovino wanted to refuse, but he hesitated, he will leave the city again soon.Maybe we will never see each other again in the future, and it doesn't matter if we go have a cup of coffee together...
No wonder!
"No." Just when he was about to agree, those things from a year ago suddenly popped up in his mind, reminding him what kind of bastard this person opposite him was, and a surge of anger burst out.
Fernandez raised his thumb and pointed to his car parked behind him, and asked with a smile, "Should I carry you up or carry you up?"
"You!" Lovino became impatient, he stared at him, but the other party looked at him quietly, telling him that he had no other choice.The sad thing is that his words alone will definitely not be able to resist him. "Why do you!"
"I'm sorry. But I do have something to tell you."
"Why can't you say it here?"
"Repeat my last question."
Lovino turned around and wanted to run, but was held back. "Do you really want me to do it?" Fernandez asked.
"You... let me go! I called someone..."
"Better not. If you want to shout, I'll kiss you right here as soon as you open your mouth. I don't mind, do you?"
What!There are a lot of people passing by here, and if they see two men kissing here, they will definitely be surrounded and possibly photographed.And he also has the same face as Feliciano, this is Feliciano's school, if Feliciano is misunderstood...
Lovino gritted his teeth and stared at Fernandez, wanting to kill him with his eyes, but the other party looked at him calmly, as if he was sure.He won, and Lovino really had nothing to do with him.Just go, anyway, it won't lose a layer of skin.Lovino raised his foot and walked towards the spot where Fernandez parked, Fernandez was very satisfied.
As soon as he got in the car, Lovino immediately opened his mouth and cursed at him: "Fuck you bastard! Go to hell, you should be damned! I hate you!"
Fernandez smiled at him and didn't mind, "Why didn't you scold outside just now? Actually, I really want to kiss you."
This sentence made Lovino choke, and he couldn't speak for a while, because he didn't know what to say, you bastard!Why is he such a jerk!Lovino swears he's never seen a more jerk than the one in front of him.
Fernandez took Lovino to a bar. They went in and sat down in a private room. Lovino could see that the waiter was respectful to Fernandez, but he didn't know that this bar also belonged to Francis.
"Want something to drink?" Fernandez asked.
"casual."
So Fernandez told the waiter that it would be fine as usual.
"By the way, will Lovino still leave here?" Here?Lovino was stunned for a moment, thought for a while, and probably asked if he would leave the city.
"of course."
"When? Where are you going?"
"It has nothing to do with you, I have no obligation to tell you."
Fernandez propped his chin with one hand on the table, smiled at him, and said nothing more.When the coffee came, he stirred it with a spoon, then put down the spoon, picked it up and took a sip.And Lovino didn't move, he waited for a while, but Fernandez never spoke again.
Lovino couldn't sit still anymore, he asked impatiently: "What the hell do you want to say, hurry up?"
"Then I'll just ask, you still like me, right?"
"What!" Lovino looked at him in shock, after making sure that he heard correctly, he couldn't say anything, his heart twitched.The other party looked at him with a smile in his eyes, and there was no clue in Fernandez's eyes. He didn't know what his purpose was for asking this question, and why this damned man had the face to ask such a question!Lovino took a sip of coffee, let himself calm down, and turned his gaze out of the glass.
"Lovino, let me hear your answer."
Lovino turned his gaze and looked at him angrily, "Are you crazy?" Fernandez looked at him with a helpless smile, as if to say why you dare not admit it.
Lovino didn't know what he meant, he only knew that he was very angry now.
Fernandez picked up the spoon, added another piece of sugar to the coffee, lowered his head, looked at the coffee cup, and slowly stirred it, then he opened his mouth again and said with a smile: "As expected, you don't want to admit it, I think so. But Lovino, you were really decisive when you left, and you couldn’t be found anywhere. At first, I was a little hard to accept, why did you disappear, as if you were running away? And now you basically want to run when you see me , It’s so sad. To be honest, in those days when you just disappeared, I missed you a little. No matter what I did, I always thought of you. What’s wrong with this stupid and innocent idiot? Just wondering like this, I've been thinking about you unconsciously for almost half a year, why is that? Is it a spell?"
Lovino listened to his words, his hands on the table were slowly clenched into fists.
"Will you forget me? Will you fall in love with someone else? Sometimes I worry about it like this. How should I put it? If I haven't forgotten you, but you fall into someone else's arms, wouldn't I be too pitiful?" This kind of thing is absolutely not allowed to happen. So when I saw that you still remembered me, and heard that you often dreamed of me, I was still very proud. This idiot really can’t forget me, the feeling.”
The other party lowered his head, but he could see the corners of his mouth slightly raised, with a careless expression on his face.Lovino's nails pinched the flesh of his palm, he gritted his teeth, resisting the urge to splash coffee on the face of the person opposite.
"I thought I would never see you again, but I didn't expect to see you again. Is this the fate mentioned in the movie? Even though you don't want to admit it, after so long, it's obvious that you still like me, yes Right? I'm very happy. After such a long time, I'm still loved by others, and I feel that I'm great. Hey, Lovino, why did you run away? You really can't forget my words, you can try it, we Haven't started anything, have you? Are you so sure we won't end? Actually, even if you're stupid as hell, I still..."
"You're fucking enough!" Lovino slammed the table hard and stood up, anger rising from the bottom of his heart, he looked at the person in front of him resentfully, "Yes, I still like you, I love you. But so what! What the hell do you mean? Ridiculous? Sarcasm? Who gave you the right! You brute! What do you take other people's feelings for you for?" The bastard!It's so fucking over the top, he can say these words, what a jerk he is! "That's enough, it's over here, don't let me see you again..."
Before Lovino finished speaking, the person in front of him stood up suddenly. He lowered his head, and his bangs slightly covered his eyes. Lovino couldn't see his eyes clearly, but he could feel his expression was different. That's right.Fernandez raised his hand, and Lovino flinched, startled.Fernandez put his hand on Lovino's shoulder and hooked it hard. Lovino was taken by him and fell into his arms across the table. He hugged Lovino.Lovino was startled, looking for some support, he instinctively raised his hand and grabbed his arm.
"I love you too." Fernandez whispered in his ear, his voice slow and affectionate.Lovino was stunned, this sentence was like detonating a bomb in his mind.What is this bastard talking about!
"I love you," Fernandez repeated, in the same tone, "I didn't realize I was in love with you until you left, and I couldn't forget you. I was a bastard, and I found out too late. I'm sorry, I'm sorry for what I did and said to you, and I'm sorry for being unable to find you. Also, I'm sorry for what I said to you just now, because if you don't say that, you won't I will admit it. If you are angry, you can scold me as much as you want, and you can beat me."
When Lovino disappeared completely, he was terribly hurt.Francis reminded him that, in fact, he had fallen in love with Lovino a long time ago.Everyone can see this matter, only he himself is not aware of it.He hated himself to the core, why didn't he find out earlier, and as a result, Lovino was injured and lost his trace.
"I love you, Lovino," he repeated.In the days when Lovino left, he said this sentence to him countless times in his heart, and now he can't wait to say it to him countless times in person.
Lovino couldn't believe his ears, but he really said that.After a brief pause, Lovino finally responded.He pushed away the person in front of him vigorously, and looked at him with angry, sad, and crying eyes.
"What is this?" His voice trembled, "What the hell are you!" He had been hurt by him like that, and he had told him that he had no feelings for him.So he fled the city with resentment and sorrow, hated him for a year, loved him for a year, and made himself miserable for a year.Now this goddamn bastard came over and told him that he loved him. "Do you really think I'm a fool? Do you think it's fun? You fucking think it's fun to play with me, don't you!"
Fernandez looked at him with a very serious expression and sincere eyes.From the olive green eyes, Lovino saw guilt and distress, and more, hot feelings. "I'm sorry." He said to Lovino with a very guilty mood, and now he can only repeat this sentence like this. "It's all my fault, sorry."
Lovino was really angry, what were the emotions that had been tormenting him in the past days.If a person hurts you after you confessed to him, and then comes to tell you that he loves you, anyone will be very angry, this is simply ridiculous, like playing with your own feelings , hurt their dignity.Lovino couldn't accept his words.
"Go to hell! Why should I believe your words? You bloody liar!"
"I'm sorry." Fernandez looked at him guiltily, "but my feelings for you are real, I love you, I swear."
"So what! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you the most! You bastard, damn it! Beast!"
Fernandez raised his hands to cup Lovino's cheeks and wiped away his tears.He looked at Lovino tenderly, and said in a soft voice:
"Lovino, I'm sorry. I know you hate me, I will definitely make up for my mistakes, and I will make up for all the harm I have done to you, until you are satisfied, until you are willing to forgive me. It doesn't matter if you don't believe what I say, In short, I will try my best to show you. Before that, I just hope you don’t run away from me. I was the one who did something wrong, so why did you run away? Hey, beat me or scold me, as long as you If you feel better in your heart, just do it.”
"I will never forgive you." Lovino raised his hand to wipe away his tears and said with a sob.How familiar and nostalgic this gentleness of Fernandez has appeared in his dreams several times, but every time he wakes up and finds that it is nothing, he will cry sadly.
"Okay, it doesn't matter if you don't want to forgive me now."
"What now! I won't forgive you in the future!" Lovino looked up at him with tears in his eyes, and Fernandez hugged him again, because his appearance was both cute and distressing.
"Let go of me!" Lovino shouted hastily.Fernandez wrapped his arms around his waist and clasped his back shoulders with the other. He leaned into Lovino's ear and said softly:
"Lovino, you were too loud just now, everyone outside should have heard what you said."
Eh!Lovino froze suddenly.The emotions just now were too complicated, he didn't think too much at all, he yelled out like that completely out of his temper.It was only after Fernandez reminded him that he discovered the problem.What a shame!He blushed all of a sudden, feeling very embarrassed and embarrassed, he didn't even have the courage to walk out of this private room.
"What...how?" Lovino grabbed Fernandez's sleeve and asked tremblingly, what a shame!He completely forgot that he was just saying how much he hated the person who was holding him now.What an innocent kid, so cute, Fernández patted him on the back to reassure him.
"Lovino, how far is your future?"
Lovino was stunned. He didn't know how to answer for a while, and Fernandez didn't give him time to think, and continued:
"Hey, in my future, I will always try to find a way to ask for your forgiveness. But my future is forever. If you can't do it and never forgive me, it's because of me There is a way."
"Huh... what nonsense, you bastard!"
"I'm sorry, I said, I won't leave you alone again, this time for real. I want you to forgive me, accept me, and be with you forever. I who did that to you I'm really bad at saying this to you now. But I can't imagine life without you anymore, and I will never let you go again."
His lips were attached to Lovino's ear, and the soft words were breathed in Lovino's ear with warm breath, and Lovino felt a feather gently fluttering his heart.Fernandez's lips grazed his earlobe intentionally or unintentionally, as if teasing.This rascal, Lovino's face was completely red, red and hot.He gritted his teeth and said:
"Then I... will never forgive you."
Fernandez let go of his arms around Lovino, put his hands on Lovino's shoulders, and looked at Lovino face to face from a close distance.His eyes were full of affection, and with a warm smile, he said to Lovino:
"You won't, you love me."
After finishing speaking, he immediately raised one hand and gently pressed two fingers on Lovino's lips, preventing Lovino from swearing out of control again.It's just such an aura, this person hasn't changed at all, he suddenly feels a feeling of nostalgia, nostalgia, what he has always missed is not only his tenderness, his thoughts are completely connected to a year ago.Fernandez looked at Lovino's cheeks, which were as red as a ripe tomato, so cute.After a few seconds, his fingers left Lovino's lips.
"Sit down and have a cup of coffee first, and I will take you back later."
"No! I'm going back now." Lovino said, he didn't want to stay here for a moment.Hearing Fernandez continue, his heart may be shaken.
"Okay." If he wanted to.When walking out of the private room, Lovino hid behind Fernandez and followed him closely.He bowed his head deeply, not daring to look at the people around him.It wasn't until he got into Fernandez's car that he breathed a sigh of relief.
Along the way, what Fernandez said to him echoed in Lovino's mind.He could clearly feel his heart beating rapidly all the time, and he couldn't calm down.
Lovino had never been in love before. This was the first time someone told him this kind of thing. For someone who has no love experience, this is definitely a killer weapon, let alone a simple child like Lovino.
The car stopped under Feliciano's dormitory, Lovino got out of the car, Fernandez said goodbye to him, Lovino closed the car door and ran upstairs.
Feliciano was in the room, and he opened the door for Lovino.Seeing something wrong with Lovino's expression, he asked strangely:
"Brother, what's wrong with you? Your face is so red."
"Whispering!" Lovino glared at him, then ran to the bed and collapsed, and he turned over and lay on the bed.
His mind was so messed up now that he finally gave up those complicated thoughts because he found that the more he thought about it, the more chaotic he would get.He hammered the pillow with his hand and to hell with everything.
Calculating the time, he will leave the city again the day after tomorrow, and he will return to southern Italy. Everything is meaningless and will return to zero.Fernandez didn't know this, he didn't know that he would leave him completely again the day after tomorrow.
He suddenly thought of leaving tomorrow, in short, the sooner he left, the better.He wanted to run away again, because he was afraid of what Fernandez would do again tomorrow. He was afraid that Fernandez would completely arouse his strongest feelings for him, because now he has been a little shaken, isn't he?He raised his hand to his chest.In that case, after he went back, he would continue to suffer for a long time, he lowered his eyes, he didn't want to bear that kind of pain anymore.
It took them nearly four hours to complete their work.This big snowman with a strange color attracted the attention of many passers-by. Feliciano stood beside the snowman and supported the snowman. Brother, my masterpiece?"
"Stupid." Lovino commented briefly.
"Hey hey, I think it's okay. Come on, brother, take a picture of me and I'll send it to Luther." Feliciano waved to him and said.
"Why should I do such a stupid thing with you?" Having said that, Lovino still took the phone from Feliciano, "Okay, stand up, stand up...hey, can you fuck me?" Put on a normal pose! Alright, that's it..." Lovino pressed the shutter button and took a photo.
"Hey." Feliciano ran over to look at the photos, and was very satisfied after seeing them. "Brother, do you want one too?"
"No."
Feliciano sent the photo to Ludwig, and Ludwig wrote back after a while, telling him to be careful not to catch a cold.Feliciano replied happily: "Yes! Captain!"
"I always feel like wanting to beat you up." Lovino said to Feliciano. This kind of open and loving person is really annoying, even if it is his own brother.
"Why?" Feliciano was still very puzzled, he didn't know where he had offended his brother.
"Seeing your face makes me think you're fucking in need."
"Eh--?"
"Okay, come and let me punch you." Lovino held Feliciano and raised his fist. Feliciano struggled quickly and cried out in a crying voice:
"Brother, stop—"
But Lovino didn't stop, he grabbed Feliciano who was trying to escape, and Feliciano couldn't break free.Suddenly, he looked behind Lovino and shouted happily: "Brother Antonio!"
What!Hearing this name, Lovino was startled, he let go of Feliciano unconsciously, and then turned around to look, but found that there was no one behind him.Realizing he had been duped, Lovino was suddenly embarrassed by his overreaction.
"You, unexpectedly, dare to lie to me!" And she still used this method to lie to him.Lovino grabbed the hair on Feliciano's head.
"Hey! It hurts, it hurts! Brother, let go!" Feliciano cried.
"I must clean you up today!"
"Brother Antonio! Brother Antonio!" Feliciano looked behind Lovino with tears in his eyes, and waved his hands in a twisted posture, as if calling for help.
"You fucking want to lie to me! Look at the trick!"
Suddenly, something fell on his head. Lovino was startled, and raised his head, but saw the head of a kitten.Lovino turned his head, and Fernandez was standing behind him, who had just put the cat on his head.
"VE, it's true, I just saw Brother Antonio's car go by."
"A good brother should not bully his younger brother." Fernandez said to Lovino.
"It's none of your business! You..." Before he finished speaking, he felt that the kitten on his head was about to fall off. Lovino quickly raised his hand to support it, and when it stabilized, he hugged it down. Hold it in your arms.
"Then, I'll go up first, let's talk." Feliciano turned around and ran away after finishing speaking.
"Hey!" You fucking... Lovino hurriedly tried to stop him, but Feliciano didn't stop at all. "Then I too..." He also wanted to follow Feliciano, but was stopped - it was a matter of course.Lovino could only stop and turn around.
"What are you doing here! Bastard!"
"It misses you very much." Fernandez looked at the cat in Lovino's arms, and Lovino despised him in his heart. Can you even come up with such a lame excuse?But Fernandez immediately added: "I miss you too."
Lovino remained silent, ignoring his words.He lowered his head and stroked the cat in his arms. Compared with a year ago, the cat was fatter, but the length didn't seem to increase much. The chubby little fur ball was very cute.He lifted it up and looked at it in front of him. The cat looked at him and licked the tip of his nose with its tongue.
"Aww!" Lovino staggered back and almost fell.After all, the cat's tongue is prickly, and it still licks on the tip of the nose.The little idiot!Seeing Lovino's cute behavior, Fernandez couldn't help curling his lips.
"Can I buy you a cup of coffee?" Fernandez invited.
Lovino wanted to refuse, but he hesitated, he will leave the city again soon.Maybe we will never see each other again in the future, and it doesn't matter if we go have a cup of coffee together...
No wonder!
"No." Just when he was about to agree, those things from a year ago suddenly popped up in his mind, reminding him what kind of bastard this person opposite him was, and a surge of anger burst out.
Fernandez raised his thumb and pointed to his car parked behind him, and asked with a smile, "Should I carry you up or carry you up?"
"You!" Lovino became impatient, he stared at him, but the other party looked at him quietly, telling him that he had no other choice.The sad thing is that his words alone will definitely not be able to resist him. "Why do you!"
"I'm sorry. But I do have something to tell you."
"Why can't you say it here?"
"Repeat my last question."
Lovino turned around and wanted to run, but was held back. "Do you really want me to do it?" Fernandez asked.
"You... let me go! I called someone..."
"Better not. If you want to shout, I'll kiss you right here as soon as you open your mouth. I don't mind, do you?"
What!There are a lot of people passing by here, and if they see two men kissing here, they will definitely be surrounded and possibly photographed.And he also has the same face as Feliciano, this is Feliciano's school, if Feliciano is misunderstood...
Lovino gritted his teeth and stared at Fernandez, wanting to kill him with his eyes, but the other party looked at him calmly, as if he was sure.He won, and Lovino really had nothing to do with him.Just go, anyway, it won't lose a layer of skin.Lovino raised his foot and walked towards the spot where Fernandez parked, Fernandez was very satisfied.
As soon as he got in the car, Lovino immediately opened his mouth and cursed at him: "Fuck you bastard! Go to hell, you should be damned! I hate you!"
Fernandez smiled at him and didn't mind, "Why didn't you scold outside just now? Actually, I really want to kiss you."
This sentence made Lovino choke, and he couldn't speak for a while, because he didn't know what to say, you bastard!Why is he such a jerk!Lovino swears he's never seen a more jerk than the one in front of him.
Fernandez took Lovino to a bar. They went in and sat down in a private room. Lovino could see that the waiter was respectful to Fernandez, but he didn't know that this bar also belonged to Francis.
"Want something to drink?" Fernandez asked.
"casual."
So Fernandez told the waiter that it would be fine as usual.
"By the way, will Lovino still leave here?" Here?Lovino was stunned for a moment, thought for a while, and probably asked if he would leave the city.
"of course."
"When? Where are you going?"
"It has nothing to do with you, I have no obligation to tell you."
Fernandez propped his chin with one hand on the table, smiled at him, and said nothing more.When the coffee came, he stirred it with a spoon, then put down the spoon, picked it up and took a sip.And Lovino didn't move, he waited for a while, but Fernandez never spoke again.
Lovino couldn't sit still anymore, he asked impatiently: "What the hell do you want to say, hurry up?"
"Then I'll just ask, you still like me, right?"
"What!" Lovino looked at him in shock, after making sure that he heard correctly, he couldn't say anything, his heart twitched.The other party looked at him with a smile in his eyes, and there was no clue in Fernandez's eyes. He didn't know what his purpose was for asking this question, and why this damned man had the face to ask such a question!Lovino took a sip of coffee, let himself calm down, and turned his gaze out of the glass.
"Lovino, let me hear your answer."
Lovino turned his gaze and looked at him angrily, "Are you crazy?" Fernandez looked at him with a helpless smile, as if to say why you dare not admit it.
Lovino didn't know what he meant, he only knew that he was very angry now.
Fernandez picked up the spoon, added another piece of sugar to the coffee, lowered his head, looked at the coffee cup, and slowly stirred it, then he opened his mouth again and said with a smile: "As expected, you don't want to admit it, I think so. But Lovino, you were really decisive when you left, and you couldn’t be found anywhere. At first, I was a little hard to accept, why did you disappear, as if you were running away? And now you basically want to run when you see me , It’s so sad. To be honest, in those days when you just disappeared, I missed you a little. No matter what I did, I always thought of you. What’s wrong with this stupid and innocent idiot? Just wondering like this, I've been thinking about you unconsciously for almost half a year, why is that? Is it a spell?"
Lovino listened to his words, his hands on the table were slowly clenched into fists.
"Will you forget me? Will you fall in love with someone else? Sometimes I worry about it like this. How should I put it? If I haven't forgotten you, but you fall into someone else's arms, wouldn't I be too pitiful?" This kind of thing is absolutely not allowed to happen. So when I saw that you still remembered me, and heard that you often dreamed of me, I was still very proud. This idiot really can’t forget me, the feeling.”
The other party lowered his head, but he could see the corners of his mouth slightly raised, with a careless expression on his face.Lovino's nails pinched the flesh of his palm, he gritted his teeth, resisting the urge to splash coffee on the face of the person opposite.
"I thought I would never see you again, but I didn't expect to see you again. Is this the fate mentioned in the movie? Even though you don't want to admit it, after so long, it's obvious that you still like me, yes Right? I'm very happy. After such a long time, I'm still loved by others, and I feel that I'm great. Hey, Lovino, why did you run away? You really can't forget my words, you can try it, we Haven't started anything, have you? Are you so sure we won't end? Actually, even if you're stupid as hell, I still..."
"You're fucking enough!" Lovino slammed the table hard and stood up, anger rising from the bottom of his heart, he looked at the person in front of him resentfully, "Yes, I still like you, I love you. But so what! What the hell do you mean? Ridiculous? Sarcasm? Who gave you the right! You brute! What do you take other people's feelings for you for?" The bastard!It's so fucking over the top, he can say these words, what a jerk he is! "That's enough, it's over here, don't let me see you again..."
Before Lovino finished speaking, the person in front of him stood up suddenly. He lowered his head, and his bangs slightly covered his eyes. Lovino couldn't see his eyes clearly, but he could feel his expression was different. That's right.Fernandez raised his hand, and Lovino flinched, startled.Fernandez put his hand on Lovino's shoulder and hooked it hard. Lovino was taken by him and fell into his arms across the table. He hugged Lovino.Lovino was startled, looking for some support, he instinctively raised his hand and grabbed his arm.
"I love you too." Fernandez whispered in his ear, his voice slow and affectionate.Lovino was stunned, this sentence was like detonating a bomb in his mind.What is this bastard talking about!
"I love you," Fernandez repeated, in the same tone, "I didn't realize I was in love with you until you left, and I couldn't forget you. I was a bastard, and I found out too late. I'm sorry, I'm sorry for what I did and said to you, and I'm sorry for being unable to find you. Also, I'm sorry for what I said to you just now, because if you don't say that, you won't I will admit it. If you are angry, you can scold me as much as you want, and you can beat me."
When Lovino disappeared completely, he was terribly hurt.Francis reminded him that, in fact, he had fallen in love with Lovino a long time ago.Everyone can see this matter, only he himself is not aware of it.He hated himself to the core, why didn't he find out earlier, and as a result, Lovino was injured and lost his trace.
"I love you, Lovino," he repeated.In the days when Lovino left, he said this sentence to him countless times in his heart, and now he can't wait to say it to him countless times in person.
Lovino couldn't believe his ears, but he really said that.After a brief pause, Lovino finally responded.He pushed away the person in front of him vigorously, and looked at him with angry, sad, and crying eyes.
"What is this?" His voice trembled, "What the hell are you!" He had been hurt by him like that, and he had told him that he had no feelings for him.So he fled the city with resentment and sorrow, hated him for a year, loved him for a year, and made himself miserable for a year.Now this goddamn bastard came over and told him that he loved him. "Do you really think I'm a fool? Do you think it's fun? You fucking think it's fun to play with me, don't you!"
Fernandez looked at him with a very serious expression and sincere eyes.From the olive green eyes, Lovino saw guilt and distress, and more, hot feelings. "I'm sorry." He said to Lovino with a very guilty mood, and now he can only repeat this sentence like this. "It's all my fault, sorry."
Lovino was really angry, what were the emotions that had been tormenting him in the past days.If a person hurts you after you confessed to him, and then comes to tell you that he loves you, anyone will be very angry, this is simply ridiculous, like playing with your own feelings , hurt their dignity.Lovino couldn't accept his words.
"Go to hell! Why should I believe your words? You bloody liar!"
"I'm sorry." Fernandez looked at him guiltily, "but my feelings for you are real, I love you, I swear."
"So what! I hate you! I hate you! I hate you the most! You bastard, damn it! Beast!"
Fernandez raised his hands to cup Lovino's cheeks and wiped away his tears.He looked at Lovino tenderly, and said in a soft voice:
"Lovino, I'm sorry. I know you hate me, I will definitely make up for my mistakes, and I will make up for all the harm I have done to you, until you are satisfied, until you are willing to forgive me. It doesn't matter if you don't believe what I say, In short, I will try my best to show you. Before that, I just hope you don’t run away from me. I was the one who did something wrong, so why did you run away? Hey, beat me or scold me, as long as you If you feel better in your heart, just do it.”
"I will never forgive you." Lovino raised his hand to wipe away his tears and said with a sob.How familiar and nostalgic this gentleness of Fernandez has appeared in his dreams several times, but every time he wakes up and finds that it is nothing, he will cry sadly.
"Okay, it doesn't matter if you don't want to forgive me now."
"What now! I won't forgive you in the future!" Lovino looked up at him with tears in his eyes, and Fernandez hugged him again, because his appearance was both cute and distressing.
"Let go of me!" Lovino shouted hastily.Fernandez wrapped his arms around his waist and clasped his back shoulders with the other. He leaned into Lovino's ear and said softly:
"Lovino, you were too loud just now, everyone outside should have heard what you said."
Eh!Lovino froze suddenly.The emotions just now were too complicated, he didn't think too much at all, he yelled out like that completely out of his temper.It was only after Fernandez reminded him that he discovered the problem.What a shame!He blushed all of a sudden, feeling very embarrassed and embarrassed, he didn't even have the courage to walk out of this private room.
"What...how?" Lovino grabbed Fernandez's sleeve and asked tremblingly, what a shame!He completely forgot that he was just saying how much he hated the person who was holding him now.What an innocent kid, so cute, Fernández patted him on the back to reassure him.
"Lovino, how far is your future?"
Lovino was stunned. He didn't know how to answer for a while, and Fernandez didn't give him time to think, and continued:
"Hey, in my future, I will always try to find a way to ask for your forgiveness. But my future is forever. If you can't do it and never forgive me, it's because of me There is a way."
"Huh... what nonsense, you bastard!"
"I'm sorry, I said, I won't leave you alone again, this time for real. I want you to forgive me, accept me, and be with you forever. I who did that to you I'm really bad at saying this to you now. But I can't imagine life without you anymore, and I will never let you go again."
His lips were attached to Lovino's ear, and the soft words were breathed in Lovino's ear with warm breath, and Lovino felt a feather gently fluttering his heart.Fernandez's lips grazed his earlobe intentionally or unintentionally, as if teasing.This rascal, Lovino's face was completely red, red and hot.He gritted his teeth and said:
"Then I... will never forgive you."
Fernandez let go of his arms around Lovino, put his hands on Lovino's shoulders, and looked at Lovino face to face from a close distance.His eyes were full of affection, and with a warm smile, he said to Lovino:
"You won't, you love me."
After finishing speaking, he immediately raised one hand and gently pressed two fingers on Lovino's lips, preventing Lovino from swearing out of control again.It's just such an aura, this person hasn't changed at all, he suddenly feels a feeling of nostalgia, nostalgia, what he has always missed is not only his tenderness, his thoughts are completely connected to a year ago.Fernandez looked at Lovino's cheeks, which were as red as a ripe tomato, so cute.After a few seconds, his fingers left Lovino's lips.
"Sit down and have a cup of coffee first, and I will take you back later."
"No! I'm going back now." Lovino said, he didn't want to stay here for a moment.Hearing Fernandez continue, his heart may be shaken.
"Okay." If he wanted to.When walking out of the private room, Lovino hid behind Fernandez and followed him closely.He bowed his head deeply, not daring to look at the people around him.It wasn't until he got into Fernandez's car that he breathed a sigh of relief.
Along the way, what Fernandez said to him echoed in Lovino's mind.He could clearly feel his heart beating rapidly all the time, and he couldn't calm down.
Lovino had never been in love before. This was the first time someone told him this kind of thing. For someone who has no love experience, this is definitely a killer weapon, let alone a simple child like Lovino.
The car stopped under Feliciano's dormitory, Lovino got out of the car, Fernandez said goodbye to him, Lovino closed the car door and ran upstairs.
Feliciano was in the room, and he opened the door for Lovino.Seeing something wrong with Lovino's expression, he asked strangely:
"Brother, what's wrong with you? Your face is so red."
"Whispering!" Lovino glared at him, then ran to the bed and collapsed, and he turned over and lay on the bed.
His mind was so messed up now that he finally gave up those complicated thoughts because he found that the more he thought about it, the more chaotic he would get.He hammered the pillow with his hand and to hell with everything.
Calculating the time, he will leave the city again the day after tomorrow, and he will return to southern Italy. Everything is meaningless and will return to zero.Fernandez didn't know this, he didn't know that he would leave him completely again the day after tomorrow.
He suddenly thought of leaving tomorrow, in short, the sooner he left, the better.He wanted to run away again, because he was afraid of what Fernandez would do again tomorrow. He was afraid that Fernandez would completely arouse his strongest feelings for him, because now he has been a little shaken, isn't he?He raised his hand to his chest.In that case, after he went back, he would continue to suffer for a long time, he lowered his eyes, he didn't want to bear that kind of pain anymore.
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