[APH parent-child points] His cat

But the next day, Fernandez didn't look for him.In the evening, Lovino packed his luggage. He didn't bring many things, and he quickly packed them all and put them in the bag.He was going to take the next morning train and leave here.Feliciano will leave in two days to go back to Germany.

When sleeping, Lovino lay on the bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep.I'm about to leave, but...

He admits that Fernandez's words make him feel bad for him, and he wonders if what he's saying is true.The mood is very tangled, while wanting to escape, but also afraid that I will never see him again.If Lovino disappears again, will Fernandez let him go.He still can't bear it. If the other party forgets himself, this hypothetical topic once made him very depressed.

But the next morning, when Feliciano was walking him downstairs, he saw Fernandez's car downstairs.Fernandez saw them and got out of the car.

"Brother Antonio." Feliciano waved to him happily. Fernandez smiled at him, then walked towards them and took Lovino's luggage.

"I'll see you off." He said to Lovino.

"Eh? Wait..." Lovino didn't realize what the situation was.But Fernandez was already heading for the car with his bag.Feliciano pushed Lovino with both hands.

"Brother, let's go!"

Lovino followed Fernandez with some confusion, but he didn't get into the car right away, and he still didn't understand the situation.

"Where are you going?" Lovino asked.

"Send you to the train station, aren't you leaving this morning?"

"You... how do you know!"

"Because you refused to tell me, so I asked Xiao Feili."

"What!" Lovino was taken aback, he didn't expect Fernandez to do this, he was careless.

"Okay, come up quickly." Fernandez smiled at him.

Lovino sat on it, and Feliciano waved goodbye to him outside the window, and said it was a good trip, and he also raised his hand and waved to Feliciano.

Lovino was a little nervous along the way. He originally wanted to leave quietly again, so it would be too late for Fernandez to find out. He had already left, but he didn't expect Fernandez to know in advance.

And what disturbed him the most was that Fernandez didn't say anything to him along the way.He thought he would say something to him, but he didn't.This made Lovino feel very uncertain. He himself couldn't see through Fernandez's thoughts, and now he couldn't understand what his plan was.

Maybe he didn't have any plans.Lovino sneaked a glance at Fernandez, that bastard seemed to be in a good mood, could it be... he wanted to send himself away so happily?

He even felt for a moment that his judgment was correct and felt a little depressed.But he immediately scolded himself as a psychopath, why bother with this kind of problem.

If you drive a private car, you can reach your destination in no time.Fernandez stopped the car outside the station, turned to Lovino and said, "Sorry, I have to go to work later, so I can't accompany you in."

"It's ok."

"You're leaving, don't you have anything to say to me?"

"Tell me about your size!" Lovino replied immediately, but thought in his heart, I should be the one who asked this question.

"Lovino is really... Well, it's a smooth journey." Fernandez smiled at him.

Lovino hesitated for a moment, and finally got out of the car with his luggage.Just before entering the station gate, Lovino glanced back, Fernandez's car had already parked there, and the people in the car were looking at him all the time, seeing Lovino turning around, he smiled at Lovino, He waved his hand in a goodbye gesture.

Lovino lowered his eyes, turned his head and walked into the station.What, is this the end?He clearly said those words the day before yesterday, and now he is leaving, what is he doing like this!

But think about it carefully, what can Fernandez do? He wants to leave here and return to southern Italy. This is certain and will not change because of anything.But, that bastard!Just let yourself go?It's fine to say something, for example, I hope I can stay... But does that bastard really want me to stay? Why did he smile so happily when he sent him away!

Lovino felt very sad, what was he expecting!

Sure enough, that guy was talking nonsense to him the day before yesterday, even though he said he was a liar, and he would not believe him anymore.But in fact, I have long... believed it.

Dana had arrived long ago. He was waiting for Lovino. When he saw Lovino, he walked towards him.After seeing Lovino's face, he asked suspiciously, "You just came back from the funeral?"

Lovino ignored him.After an eight-hour journey, they returned to the orphanage.It was already dark, and it was still very early at this time, but it was still early for dinner.They didn't eat anything on the way, so they had to go to the kitchen to make some themselves.

After the formal dinner, Lovino and Dana distributed all the gifts they brought to the children, and the children were very happy.

"Do you like it?" Lovino knelt down and gave the beautiful hairpin to Catherine, who smiled sweetly.

"I like it very much, thank you." The cute little loli kissed Lovino on the cheek, and Lovino put the hairpin on her hair for her.

At night, Lovino suffered from insomnia again, of course he was thinking about Fernandez.He got a call from Feliciano confirming his trip was safe.Afterwards, Lovino thought about it, and hesitantly asked his brother if Fernandez had asked him for his phone number.Feliciano said he had asked, and he also told him Lovino's number.

But Fernandez did not contact Lovino, which was the most frustrating thing for Lovino.If he knew his number, if he cared about himself, he would generally ask if he arrived safely.

But until the next morning, when Lovino woke up, there were still no missed calls or text messages on his phone.

The following days returned to the usual state, getting up early every day to work, sleeping in free time, or playing with the children for a while.After a few days, Lovino still did not receive any contact from Fernandez, which made him feel depressed.If what Fernandez told him that day was true, it shouldn't have developed like this.

that liar!Lovino's heart throbbed, he was still playing tricks on himself, and he was fooled again naively.

Perhaps now Fernandez has already held others in his arms, telling others those sweet words and giving those tenderness to others.And only I still believed his words like a fool, looking forward to him.

Fool!Fool!Fool!Fool!Fool!Lovino scolded himself in his heart.He lay on the bed hugging the pillow, unknowingly shed tears.Never trust him again!that bastard!

When Lovino was free, the children came to him to play football, so he accompanied them.Of course he won't try his best, just accompany the nonsense.His legs did not allow him to do his best, and his legs would also hurt if he ran vigorously for a long time.But even so, his football skills are still very good, which is why the boys also like to play with him. He used to be good at football in school.

And girls like him more because he can make them happy, he treats girls very well and is very gentle.Girls have vanity at a young age, and a handsome big brother treats them like this, of course it can greatly satisfy their hearts.

Tired of playing with the children, Lovino sat on the lawn with them, and Catherine ran over and sat next to him, with the hairpin that Lovino had given her pinned in her hair.

"You are amazing!" She praised Lovino. Although Lovino is actually a good-for-nothing character, in the eyes of children, he is a very good big brother.

"Because I'm an adult."

"Actually... I have something to ask for your help." Catherine said nervously.

"As long as I can."

"You, when you go out tomorrow morning, can you take me with you? I want to go out for a while." She meant that when Lovino went to the market to buy ingredients in the morning, she wanted to go with him. Two days ago, I suddenly wanted to take a walk outside the fence.But it was impossible for the dean to agree, so she wanted to ask Lovino to help with this.

"But, if you are found out, you will..." Lovino felt a little embarrassed. If he was found out, he would be fined if he was punished, but Catherine would definitely be severely punished.

"It doesn't matter. Please, I really want to go outside." Catherine grabbed his sleeve and looked at him pleadingly.Staying in this orphanage all day is really driving people crazy.

"Okay, I'll think of a way." Lovino agreed.

"Great!" Catherine cheered, and then continued to ask cautiously: "Also, can I have chocolate cream pie for this afternoon's snack?"

"No problem." Lovino agreed.

Catherine was very happy and leaned over to kiss Lovino on the cheek. "Thank you, thank God for letting me meet you."

The next morning, after breakfast, Lovino and Dana were going out.When no one was around, Lovino asked Catherine to come over, and then asked her to squat in the cart used to load the vegetables, covered it with a cloth, and told her not to make any noise. They pulled the cart like this, and then put her brought out.

After leaving the orphanage, Lovino lifted the cloth and carried her off the cart.Then he took Catherine, and together they walked toward the market.Coming out of that wall, Catherine was happy, bouncing and bouncing all the way.Buying vegetables, packing them, and bargaining are all Dana's business, and Lovino is in charge of showing Catherine the scenery.Don't expect Lovino to do this. When the young master first arrived a year ago, he couldn't do anything other than cooking, and he was a bit lazy.It's not that Lovino doesn't want to do it, it's just that he really can't do it well, and often times the result is half the effort.In fact, Lovino tried to work hard, but he was really not the material for the job.So Dana always said that he was a good-for-nothing young master, that he should be served by others, and that working was too ridiculous for him.Not only is he tired, but everyone who watches him work feels tired.

When they went back, Lovino deliberately made a space in the cart, and he let Catherine squat inside, her small body curled up into a ball, and then covered with a cloth, and they took her back like this.

"Please don't do it again. If they are found out, they (referring to the nuns) will tell the police and accuse us of abducting children." Dana said.

This is indeed risky, but Catherine is really eager to go outside the fence to relax. Except when they are in school, it is basically impossible for them to go out and stay in this place day after day.

"Can't I go out with you in the future?" Catherine asked sadly.

"When you grow up, you can leave here." Lovino comforted her.

"But then I will leave you, and I won't be able to marry you." Catherine raised her head and looked at Lovino with shining eyes.

"My God, are you still thinking about this kind of thing?" Dana asked in surprise, Lovino waved to him to signal him to go away, so he went to pick up vegetables.

"Do you really want to marry me?" Lovino knelt down, looked at her, and asked, Catherine nodded with certainty, and Lovino continued to ask, "Why?"

"Because you are great! I like you very much, and you are very gentle, and I am very happy to be with you." Catherine said in a childish and innocent tone, and Lovino patted her head.

"You are still young and don't need much, so you think it's okay to be with me, but when you grow up, you will find that I am not a good choice. The outside world is wonderful, better than me Too many people, you'll know when you get out."

Lovino looked at her, this girl's face is really beautiful, what kind of beauty she should become when she grows up, she is an angel, no matter in appearance or personality.When she grows up, she should realize how useless she is. She is just a good-for-nothing.He's not for her, she needs to find a really nice and gentle man to take care of her, like Fernandez... a man like that.

"He's right. I'm all for it," Dana interjected, and Lovino gave him a glare.

"But, is there anyone who is gentler and better than you?"

Dana muttered in a low voice, my God, it seems that I need to find a dictionary to explain to her the meaning of tenderness.

"Of course there are, ten times, a hundred times gentler and better than me, there are such people." Lovino told her, "But some people look gentle, but they are just bastards, beasts, you have to be careful of such people."

"Be careful? But how should I know?" Catherine asked.

"Use your IQ, ma'am." Dana replied, "Young master, stop chatting and come and help wash the vegetables."

Lovino stood up, and then asked Catherine to leave here to go out to play first, and then started to work.When he was working today, Dana didn't chatter endlessly, but concentrated on the work in his hands, thank God, he didn't have to listen to him chatter and chat with him by the way.

During lunch, the children talked quietly, and Lovino was happy to dine with them, because they would sincerely express their love for his food.Catherine always sat next to him and ate all the food on the plate while talking about delicious food, these children are so cute.When lunchtime was over, he went back to clearing the dishes and washing them.

When he was about to put the washed dishes back into the cabinet, he couldn't concentrate because he was thinking about the mess, and accidentally slipped his hand, and the basin in his hand fell to the ground, and all the dishes inside were broken on the floor , made a loud noise, and he jumped up in fright.

"My God." Dana hurried to the kitchen door, poked his head out to see that there was no one around in the corridor, and then closed the door. "Can you stop being dazed? Young master, clean up quickly."

Only then did Lovino come back to his senses, and quickly began to clean up the debris on the ground.Dana started chattering again from the side, "When you go grocery shopping tomorrow morning, you'd better go and buy new ones immediately. Think about it, with so many plates missing all of a sudden, how should I serve dinner out tonight without being noticed? "

"Okay, I'll figure it out! Don't be naughty, you bastard!"

"You are really, if you are always so clumsy, you will be discovered sooner or later." But Lovino's clumsiness should be known to everyone, but those are trivial things and can be forgiven.In fact, such destructive behaviors have happened occasionally before, but fortunately, he and Dana were the only two in the kitchen, so they were not discovered, and they dealt with them before they were discovered, otherwise Lovino might not be able to escape being fired fate.

Lovino bagged the scraps and took them back to his room to hide, and had to throw them outside tomorrow and buy new ones.

He is really, why is he always so clumsy, can't do anything well, so useless.Sometimes even he himself will dislike himself, so it is only natural that he is not liked, whether it is compared with Feliciano at home when he was a child, or when he grows up.He fell into a state of self-loathing, but because this state has happened many times before, he doesn't worry at all, maybe he can forget it in the afternoon, maybe he can forget it after dinner, or at most it can be delayed until he wakes up tomorrow morning, then It's really going to be completely better.After waking up, these negative emotions will all disappear.So now he can scold his good-for-nothing to his heart's content.

"Please, can you stop smoking in the room?" Dana returned to the room, but saw Lovino sitting on the bed smoking.Lovino was in a daze and ignored him.

Dana couldn't help Lovino, he opened the window, looked at Lovino again, and said, "Your cigarette ash fell on the bed sheet."

Lovino took a quick look, and sure enough, the soot accidentally fell on the bed sheet, and it even burned a small hole.Lovino screamed, and quickly put out the cigarette in the ashtray.Then tear off the sheet, which has to be washed.

"You should just buy new ones, I bet these holes will turn into big holes after you wash them." Dana shook his head, "By the way, I just saw an incredible thing in the lobby, you Are you interested?"

Lovino ignored him, and he walked towards the bathroom with the sheets in his arms. He was even more depressed now.He actually was in a daze while smoking on the bed, did he lose his mind just now!Well, he admits, he does have a bit of a brain sometimes.It's useless not to admit it, because God always orders life to repeatedly prove this point for him with facts, and he doesn't want to resist anymore.

So he deserves to be unlikable, he deserves to be so useless, he deserves to be so miserable, he deserves to be cheated.These are all taken for granted, he has entered a very bad state of depression.