[APH parent-child points] His cat

Sometimes Lovino would think that as soon as Feliciano came back, he would immediately check to see if he had chosen the wrong time. Now the weather in the north is so cold that it makes people huddled in the air-conditioned room and doesn’t want to go out.Moreover, Feliciano was really busy with things to deal with, so he couldn't spend time with him.Why didn't Feliciano choose to come back at Easter?By then the weather had started to warm up and they could join in the festivities together.

His wrists are much better and his feet don't hurt anymore.Fernandez called Feliciano, asked him about Lovino's situation, and asked Feliciano to take good care of him, and told Feliciano about the precautions and things that should be done.

After hanging up the phone, Feliciano would relay Antonio's brother's words to Lovino, but Lovino didn't pay much attention.

He doesn't think about Fernandez, he has learned over the past year how to distract himself from thinking about him.He will no longer have any stupid expectations of him.He hated him.

I don't know where Feliciano went today, he just said he had something to do and went out, leaving himself alone, so boring.

Feliciano was sitting in the coffee shop, he had already drunk half of the coffee, he looked at the time, did he come early?

After a while, he saw Antonio coming, and he smiled and waved to him, "Brother Antonio."

"Well, good afternoon, tip, I'm sorry to call you out suddenly." Antonio sat down opposite him, and the waiter handed him the menu. He glanced casually and ordered a cup of coffee.

"It's okay, I have time now anyway."

"Then I'll just say it straight. In fact, the main reason I called you out is to ask..."

"Ask about your brother?"

"Huh? Uh, well. That's it." Antonio smiled.

"What do you want to ask? As long as I know, I can tell you everything."

"Well... First of all, um, how did he live this year, did he have a good time, or did he encounter any problems?"

"It's nothing serious, I think my brother is doing well." Feliciano briefly talked to him about Lovino's situation this year, because he and Lovino have been in close contact through emails. .So basically he knew what Lovino was doing every day.

Knowing that he was doing well, Fernandez was half relieved.

"Then...has he mentioned me to you?"

What I want to know the most is this.Lovino hated him very much, which also meant that he still had a deep place in Lovino's heart.He wondered if Lovino had talked about other ideas for him.

"It seems that I never said it except once in the German hospital." Feliciano recalled.

"Germany, hospital?"

"Ah, just a year ago, I accidentally suffered a very serious injury. I heard that my situation was extremely dangerous and I almost died. Thinking about it now, it's terrible. My brother came to Germany to see me. He was talking to Antonio After my brother quarreled." Feliciano said with a smile.

"Eh?" He almost died, why can he say this with a smile, "Then are you in good health now?"

"No problem, no problem, I'll recover quickly!"

"Really? That's fine."

"My brother said that he was scared to death by me. Moreover, the money spent in the hospital was really huge. My brother was so anxious that he couldn't do anything. Fortunately, Luther helped me."

"Money...?" Antonio suddenly remembered what happened that night a year ago. Could it be because of his younger brother?Moreover, Feliciano said that the time when Lovino went to Germany was after a quarrel with himself, and Lovino did disappear briefly after that night-he just asked for leave from school and the store , Antonio didn't know where he went, but he thought he would come back.Later, one day, he learned that Lovino had directly gone through the formalities of withdrawing from school, and he never saw him again. "Hey, tip, what did Lovino tell you?"

"My brother seemed to have something on his mind when he was in Germany. I asked him what was going on, and he told me. But he didn't say too much. The simple thing is that he likes you and you don't like him. You quarreled, it was very serious. A quarrel that reached a breaking point. Later, when I wanted to ask, he told me not to mention it again."

"So...you didn't say anything else, did you?"

"Yes. Although I don't know the details, it can be seen that you really had a serious quarrel, because my brother has been in a bad mood and can't rest well at night."

"It's not just a quarrel." Antonio lowered his eyes and clenched his fists. "I did too much to him, and said a lot of too much. So...it's too late to apologize, because I Don't know where he went. Also, I don't think that's something that can be fixed with an apology alone."

"Really? My brother never told me these things. If he didn't tell me, he couldn't tell others. I think my brother must have never forgotten you. He has been carrying these things by himself."

"Really..." Thinking of how Lovino should be hurt by him, he felt very distressed.

"Then, what is Brother Antonio going to do?"

"I don't know either... Even though I've been thinking about it for a year, I don't know what to do when I see his tears. I want him to forgive me, but... I can't even forgive myself."

"It's okay, it's okay, brother will definitely forgive you, because he likes you. As long as he really loves each other, this thing can be forgiven. I think he treats you like this because he is too sad. So don't be so depressed."

"Really..." These two brothers are very simple, their hearts are pure and simple.If it is possible to do so, that would be great. "Hey, Xiaofei, don't you hate me when I treat your brother like this?"

Feliciano shook his head with a smile, "No, I think you must be like this because of some misunderstanding, as long as you clear up this misunderstanding. My brother used to be very happy when he was with Brother Antonio, I feel Got it, to be honest, brother hasn't been this happy for a long time."

"Really? Do you really think so?" Feliciano's words comforted him very well.

"Enn. Do you know? My brother used to be super pretty when he smiled, but it's been a long time since I saw him."

Thinking of Lovino's smiling face in that photo, Antonio raised the corners of his mouth, "Yes, I think so too. Although I haven't seen the real thing, just looking at the photo makes my heart almost stop beating."

"That's right. I miss my brother's smile a little bit."

"Me too, as if I saw him laughing like this with my own eyes."

"Then, why don't you go and make your brother laugh?"

"Eh?"

"Brother Antonio's words must be fine. Your words will definitely make him laugh." Feliciano said with a smile, seeming to be infected by him, and Antonio also laughed.

"Really? Then I will definitely do it."

"Then, it's agreed."

"Okay." Antonio smiled.

To make Lovino laugh is what he has always wanted.He doesn't want to see his sad expression anymore, he should just live happily in this world, and he doesn't need anything else.

But what to do, now Lovino didn't want to see him, or talk to him at all.How should I convey my thoughts to him?Lovino is a pampered and proud person. He knows that he will not be soft when he is hard.Maybe if I was a little stronger with him, Lovino would listen to him well.But how could he be willing?

Lovino rolled on the bed, bored.That brat Dana called him and asked him out for a walk.

"Why are you looking for me? Don't you think I'm unreliable?" As they walked on the street, Lovino said in a complaining and impatient tone.

"Yes, not only are you unreliable, but you also have a natural physique that attracts trouble."

"You fucking want to die, don't you?"

"Oh, don't be like this. I don't know anyone here. I only want you. Look at this street, everyone is in pairs or in groups. How pitiful I am alone."

"What's this about me?"

"Actually, I have other things to ask you for. The things in the store here look much better than those in our town. Maybe we can take some back to the children, and they will be happy."

This idea sounds good, and Lovino originally planned to bring something back to those children.Looking sideways at the products displayed in the glass window of the store, he stopped when he saw some accessories in the jewelry store.

"What do you think of this?" Lovino asked Dana, pointing to a beautiful white hairpin, "Would Catherine like it?"

"Oh, God!" Dana looked at him with complicated eyes, "Are you really going to shoot her? Let her go, she's just a child."

"What are you talking about, bastard!" Lovino glared at him.Catherine lost her favorite barrette not long ago, and she's heartbroken.It's a sin to have that sweet little angel put on a sad face all day long.Lovino thought that if she got one, maybe she would be happy.He bought the barrette.And he suddenly thought that he should also send some decorations back to the other girls, so he continued to look to see if there were any suitable ones.

"Where are the boys?" Dana asked Lovino.

"God knows!" replied Lovino, who had never given anything to a boy before. "What did you want when you were a kid?"

"Forget, I don't want anything. My family was very poor when I was a child. I shouldn't want too much. What about you?"

"I don't want anything, I had everything at home when I was a kid."

Dana rolled his eyes at him. In fact, the little boy may be able to coax them as long as there is delicious food, but they don't want to bring food back to them. .

The two of them may have various experiences and experiences in coaxing girls, but they are helpless when it comes to boys.

"How about sending some Easter eggs?" Dana suggested. After Christmas, some stores have started to put out Easter eggs one after another and start selling them.

"Okay, that's it." Lovino agreed.

"Lovino?" Hearing someone calling him, Lovino turned his head and saw Francis, which surprised him. "Are you alright?" Francis asked with concern.

"Uh, um."

"That's great, my brother is still worried about you." Francis said, even though he was a perverted uncle, he always wanted to avoid him.But in all fairness, he still treats himself very well, so I don't hate him.

"Did Antonio tell you anything?" Francis asked.

"What?" Lovino asked puzzled, what did you say?

Francis looked at Lovino's expression, didn't Antonio tell him anything?Tsk, it's okay for this person to be unresponsive, but what if he is unresponsive?

"Well, little Lovino, what do you think of Antonio?"

"It's nothing, I hate him, that's all. By the way, can you please stop mentioning his name to me?"

Francis can't help it either, he doesn't know how to help Antonio.Some things can only be said by Antonio himself, and if he does not say it himself, Francis will not say it for him.

"Francis, sorry for the long wait." A familiar voice came from behind, and Lovino froze.

Fernandez saw the person whose back was facing him. The figure was very familiar, and he would never forget it. He walked over quickly, and sure enough, "Lovino?" he called out in surprise.

This is really fucking unlucky, why can we meet everywhere, this city is obviously so vast.It took Lovino a lot of concentration to control his desire to rush out the door and escape.

"Then, brother, I'll go over there and have a look." Francis left, and he went to talk to the shopkeeper.

"Let's go." Lovino said to Dana, but Dana bent down and picked up an item.

"Wait, please, I'll look at this again."

Do you fucking watch the atmosphere!Lovino really wanted to punch him.

Seeing himself, he really wanted to leave. "Good afternoon, Lovino." Fernandez said to Lovino. Lovino snorted and turned his head away without responding to him.

"Is your injury better?" Fernandez continued to ask, and Lovino turned around to check the products around him, ignoring him at all.Even though Lovino treated him coldly, Fernandez still looked at him calmly.

The atmosphere between these two people seems to be very strange, the relationship between them is not ordinary, Dana felt, but it has nothing to do with him, he looked at the ring in his hand.At this moment, he felt the person talking to Lovino look at him, he put down his hand holding the ring and raised his head, smiling at the person in front of him.

"Hello, Curtis Dana."

"Hello. Antonio Fernandez Carriedo."

"Well, I seem to have heard this name somewhere. Where is it?" Dana recalled, "Oh, it seems to be from the dream of that guy over there."

Lovino quickly turned his head and stared at him in surprise, "You!"

Dana continued to raise his hand, looked at the ring in his hand, and stopped talking.During the period when he was hurt by Fernandez, Lovino would indeed dream of him and wake up crying at night.But, he was just crying—the tears started flowing in the dream, without making any noise, Dana never said anything to him, he thought he didn't know!Moreover, he actually called Fernandez's name in his dream?Dana never told him!

"Don't get me wrong! I may have dreamed of you, I can't remember... But I'm sure, it's all about wanting you to die! You bastard. Don't think about it..." Lovino Said to Fernandez.

"Well, I know, I didn't think about anything, I swear." Seeing that Lovino's emotions might get out of control, Fernandez comforted Lovino.

"Is this the content?" Dana raised his head again and looked at Lovino suspiciously. Lovino's eyes now want to kill him. If he dares to tell what he knows (although Lovino is not sure about his know what), he cuts his tongue, and he really does!Looking at Lovino's eyes, Dana shrugged and looked at Fernandez. "Yes, that's it. He really wants you to die, he wants you so badly that he can't sleep crying...well, I mean, what do you do to be so annoying, don't you Is it the culprit who made this little young master here become a useless wage earner?"

Lovino turned and walked towards the door of the store, he was ashamed.This guy can't spit ivory out of his mouth, and from Lovino's understanding of him, he is definitely messing with himself on purpose.

He could no longer hold his head up in front of Fernandez. He thought that as long as he ignored him now, he could at least look more dignified.But now, look, he not only dreamed of him, shouted his name, but also cried and couldn't sleep.He didn't even dare to yell at Fernandez, "This is a fucking thing in the past!", because he couldn't guarantee that Dana's next sentence would be followed by "Where? You dreamed about it two weeks ago." Him." Actually Lovino didn't know if Dana knew about this dream, but before today he always thought that Dana didn't know anything, didn't he?

The scariest thing is not the pig teammate, but the slut who tries to trick you and consciously pretends to be the pig teammate.

Fernandez wanted to chase him out, but Dana stopped him.

After walking for a while, Lovino found that no one chased him out.That said, Dana and Fernandez are still together.Depend on!What are they doing together?He screamed in his heart that it was not good, and the ghost knew if that bitch would continue to talk to Fernandez, so he turned around and went back.He saw that Dana and Fernandez were still standing where they were, but they didn't seem to be talking.Seeing Lovino come back again, Dana said:

"Look, I said he'd come back himself. Why are we running out?"

Fernandez looked at Lovino with a smile on his lips.

This made Lovino very upset, he suddenly felt very wronged, because these two people were completely united to bully him, he was played by them, like a fool.Forget about Dana, even that bastard...Damn it!He turned his head and left again, this time he said nothing and would not come back!

"You can chase it out this time. Just now when you chased him out, he would just show you face without saying anything. Now he should say a few words to you." Although it was a curse word, Dana intuitively compared Luo Vino didn't say anything, and being scolded might make this man more satisfied.

Dana and Lovino had been together for nearly a year, and they always quarreled with Lovino, even if it was unconscious or forced, he had already grasped Lovino's temper quite clearly.And Lovino's character is very pure, and the way of expressing emotions is also very straightforward. When you are angry, you will show your face, if you are wronged, you will write it on your face, if you are sad, you will cry, and if you are shy, you will obviously cover it up.This aspect is still very easy for people to understand.

"Thank you," Fernandez said, and chased Lovino out.

He quickly caught up with Lovino, and Lovino turned his head, with tears of grievance hanging from the corners of his eyes.The weather was very cold, and his face was flushed red from the cold, so cute.

"What are you doing here, you bastard! I don't want to see you!"

"I'm sorry, Lovino." Fernandez said with a smile that only made Lovino feel angry and embarrassed.

"What the hell are you laughing at?" Are you laughing at your own ugliness at this time, or are you laughing at yourself that you can't forget him even in your dreams!

"Because you are right in front of me, so I am very happy!"

Rovinor paused, he calmed himself down, and said: "It's better to save your nonsense to coax your next target." He will no longer believe anything he said.If it was a year ago, Fernandez would only blush when he said these words to himself, but now he will not.Instead, he will feel sad, because he is just kidding himself and playing with himself by saying these words.And the same thing, Fernandez must have said with many different people, this is what saddens him the most.

"Lovino..." Fernandez looked at Lovino distressedly, and he saw his sad expression. He held Lovino with one hand, and gently hugged him with the other. "I mean it, I swear to God."

Are you sincere?Lovino's heart was twitching.

"You liar," Lovino said.

Fernandez gently hugged him into his arms, and said guiltily in his ear, "I'm sorry."

It's true that Fernandez has done too much to him.But the other party never liked him at all, so there is no saying that I am sorry for him emotionally.Everything was because of his self-indulgence, so he was hurt, ridiculed, and humiliated in front of Fernandez, all because of Lovino.Because he never told himself that he likes it, everything is his own opinion.Lovino knew this very well, so he wanted to run when he saw Fernandez.

If it is true, blame him for falling in love with a bastard who doesn't love him, the initiative is in the hands of the other party, and he will only suffer.He can't shake the other party in the slightest, but the other party can control his mood with just a word or a look.

"Lovino, I apologize to you about what happened that night a year ago. You did it for your brother...why didn't you tell me about such things?"

He knows!Why would he know?Must be Feliciano...but, "Why the hell am I telling you? Crying and begging for help the next day after you dumped me?"

"Sorry, I was wrong." Fernandez said guiltily.Hearing the news that his younger brother was seriously injured, he was helpless, and he must have felt very sad at that time.But he not only didn't know anything, didn't help Lovino, but also hurt him.Lovino was enduring everything alone again, thinking about how he cried alone at night, just imagining it was enough to make people feel distressed and breathless.

He leaves Fernandez's arms. "Okay." He said to the other party, and then planned to leave, "Don't follow." He turned his head and left, he was worried that Fernandez would follow him like before, and he would definitely get angry with him.But the other party didn't, which made him breathe a sigh of relief.

Fernandez watched Lovino leave until he was out of sight.He turned around and went back to the jewelry store, judging from the conversations just now that Dana and Lovino are very close, he wanted to ask Dana something.But when he went back, he found that Dana had disappeared. He asked Francis if he saw Dana, the one who was with Lovino just now, and Francis said he didn't notice.

"Where's little Lovino?" asked Francis.

"I let him go, I didn't follow him. I was afraid he would bore me."

"You..." Francis sighed, looking at Antonio's current situation, he felt anxious for him. "When are you going to tell him?"

"I think . . . soon."

After walking for a while, Lovino suddenly thought of Dana.Where did that guy go?Wouldn't it still be in that store!If he dared to reveal a little about himself to Fernandez, he would settle the score with him.Just thinking about it, Dana called.He asked where Lovino was now, and told Lovino that he had left the store long ago.After hanging up the phone, Lovino waited for a while, and Dana found him, holding a bag containing some things he bought from the jewelry store just now.

"Hi, you are here."

"You bastard!" Lovino grabbed his collar, "What did you mean by that?"

"Come on, now on the street. I just remembered something. Two months before you came to the orphanage, I lost two books. I found them in the garbage, but they were gone. It was cut into pieces, and when the pieces were put together, the name of Antonio Fernandez Carriedo and some curse words were repeatedly repeated. I asked who did it, but no one admitted, don't tell me you forgot! "

"How long ago did this happen, can you stop being so narrow-minded! Beast!" Lovino let him go.

"Those two are limited editions! My two favorites, I've been carrying them with me from China."

"Uh... I... I can't fucking read French..."

"We're even. Let's get on with buying the kids presents now, we're running out of time."

Later they went to buy presents to take back to the boys. Before they parted, Dana asked Lovino to hand over all the things to him for safekeeping, and he was worried about handing them over to Lovino.Lovino can't wait for it, who cares about these things.

Feliciano will stay here for a week, and he has a week off.So they will part again soon.

When Feliciano really returns to Italy half a year later, Lovino wants to continue to return to this city.But when I think of Fernandez, I feel a little irritable.For some reason, I feel like I meet him everywhere I go.But what does it matter?As long as he doesn't take him seriously.But... he can't do it at all!Because in his heart, he has always cared about him.

Forget it, anyway, Feliciano is going to Germany after graduation.

He didn't understand what Fernandez was doing to him at the moment.But Lovino will definitely not have any expectations for him. Fernandez treats himself as well as he did a year ago, and Fernandez also said a year ago that he doesn't like himself, and he thinks that he likes him. Lovino is really a fool.

These words have always remained in Lovino's heart, like thorns buried in the flesh.The occasional pain has been reminding him that it is impossible for him to forget.

It's been a year and it's still the same.He cared so much about how Fernandez hurt him because his feelings for him hadn't dissipated.He suddenly remembered Ludwig's words, it's only a year, nothing can change.He always thought this sentence was stupid, but now it seemed that he was the one who was stupid.For a year, he never forgot.But he didn't know how long it would take to get rid of this stupid state completely.