[APH parent-child points] His cat

When I woke up the next day and looked in the mirror in the bathroom, my eyes were red and swollen.Damn it!He cursed that all he could do was put ice water on it.

He lay motionless on the bed in a daze for nearly two hours.He wasn't in the mood to do anything else.He thought about many things in his heart, and as he thought about it, tears flowed down again.

Until the phone ringing woke him up, his first reaction was that bastard, he didn't know that he was still looking forward to it.But an unknown number was displayed on the phone screen, and he picked it up.

The call was from Feliciano's school teachers, who told him that Feliciano had had an accident and was in the operating room.

"What's going on!" Lovino exclaimed.

The other party replied that when Feliciano was walking out of the teaching building, someone jumped off the building and fell on him.The person who jumped off the building was fine, but he became the one whose life was in danger.

This requires relatives to rush to Germany. Considering Feliciano's family situation, the school is willing to help Lovino.In the end, the other party also mentioned that the compensation is still in dispute, but Feliciano's surgery still needs a lot of money, and he is not out of danger yet.The implication is that you bring as much money as possible before coming here.

Lovino hung up the phone numbly. He couldn't believe it was true. He called Feliciano, but the prompt told him that he couldn't get through.If this is true...then covered his face with his palms, and more tears slid down his fingers.

He has absolutely no idea what to do, Feliciano!Feliciano!Feliciano!There must be nothing wrong with him, he is the only person he can rely on in this world.This stupid brother, how the hell is he so unlucky, even the way he was injured is so stupid.

Why did you do this to him!God always deprives the people he loves from him one after another.He's fucking fed up!

If something happens to Feliciano, then he too...

He really didn't know what to do now. When he encountered such a big event, he was panicked and afraid. He suddenly thought of Fernandez. Now he was used to asking Fernandez for help whenever something happened. His dependence has reached such a point, even now that they have become like this - he is tired of him, he still expects him to help him!

By the way, before this, we must find a way to solve the money problem. If it is in an Italian hospital, then the money can be free.But Feliciano obviously has no way to return to Italy now. If he goes abroad, the amount of treatment expenses will be absolutely terrifyingly high.what to do?what to do?He wanted to fly to Feliciano's side right away, but if he couldn't find a way to pay for the operation, what was the use of going there?

Why are you so useless!Why are you so worthless!He hated himself so much, what should he do!

In the evening, he still went to the nightclub, of course he went by himself, and he would not ask Fernandez to pick him up.Although he is extremely not in the mood to work now, money must be earned, and how much he can earn now is his life-saving straw.

When he entered the store, he passed by the place where he could see the table where Fernandez often stayed, and he still couldn't help but secretly glanced over there.He saw Fernandez, who was with Francis, and there were still a few women around him, so he turned his gaze.

His complexion was obviously not very good. When he was backstage, Ruth asked him what was wrong with concern, was he feeling unwell?He shook his head.

He was in a bad state today, he kept thinking about Feliciano, he wasn't even in the mood to look at the audience.When his performance was over, Francis found him in the waiting room.

"Lovino, the owner of a modeling agency wants to see you. He is in my office. He said he wants to talk to you about business."

Lovino was a little puzzled as to why he was looking for him?If you want to find a model, you don't need to come to the night show.

"Well, you'd better take a look, this might be an opportunity." Francis took his hand.He knows this boss, and he does have a good company.

Although he is really not in the mood, what if there is a chance?Now as long as he has money, he is willing to earn it no matter what. It is a matter of Feliciano's life.Francis didn't go with him because the boss said he wanted to talk to Lovino alone.

But when Lovino entered the office and saw the face on the seat, he turned and left.He remembered the face, the face he hated, the one that paid off his boss to try to rape him two years ago when he was working in another bar.If I remember correctly, that guy's name was Rory.

"Twenty thousand." The man spoke behind him, Lovinor stopped in his tracks, and turned his head slightly.

"If it's not enough, you can add more, as long as you are willing to stay and talk about the conditions." Rory looked at Lovino's stopped figure, and put a cigarette on the ashtray.

Twenty thousand is equal to a year's salary of an ordinary person, equal to Feliciano's one-year tuition fee, and equal to the money for saving Feliciano's life.Lovino clenched his fists, yes, there is another way.Indeed, he now has nothing but himself.But he has himself, and this is the best and fastest way to make money. He knows that there are many people who want to spend the night with him.He turned, walked back, and closed the door.

Satisfied with his performance, Rory got up and walked to Lovino.

"What are your conditions?"

"Give me the money as soon as you're done." Lovino gritted his teeth and said, not talking nonsense with him.

"You've become much better." Rory narrowed his eyes at him, "but it's good news for me." He pulled Lovino and pressed him on the table, "If you behave well, I'll Will give you an extra tip."

"Wait, here..." Lovino was taken aback, what a joke, here!What if someone comes in?

But the other party immediately sealed his mouth.Lovino accepted the kiss, but it made him feel very disgusted. He instinctively wanted to push the person on him away, but the other party tightly clamped his wrist, with such strength that it seemed that his bones were about to be crushed. He was in so much pain that he was about to cry.Rory picked up the cigarette from the ashtray and burned it just below his collarbone. "do not move."

Lovino was in pain and struggled instinctively, but the other party scalded him again.Unexpectedly, not only was Lovino disobedient, but he also kicked him hard, then got up, jumped to the side in a hurry, and his knee was hit by the cabinet, which was so painful that Lovino almost fell down , bowed down and covered his knees.He saw that there were bruises on both his wrists.

"Want to repent?" Rory approached him.

Yes, he wanted to regret it, but the reality couldn't allow him to regret it.He gritted his teeth, now is not the time to care about his self-esteem. "I'm not ready, beast."

"I'm too impatient." Rory pulled him back, "You rest for a while." He gave Lovino room to breathe, and this tortured thing finally promised himself that he could not let him go this time. up.After a while, he pointed to the sofa and said to Lovino:

"You can lie down there again, and I'll be slower this time."

Dignity really doesn't matter that much when life is at stake, let alone Feliciano's life.Lovino listened to his words, walked over and lay down on the sofa slowly, the other party put his hand into his clothes, walked on his skin, teasing him.But Lovino wouldn't feel anything.His heart is so blocked now that he really wants to cry.Suddenly the face of that bastard Fernandez came to mind, and the thought of him brought tears to his eyes.He wanted him to save him, but this time he couldn't help him.

"Okay, why cry." Rory wiped away his tears, "It will make you comfortable later."

Lovino closed his eyes and bit his lower lip.

"By the way, if you want me to say, you'd rather go to my company if you want to show off in this kind of place. As long as you behave well, I'll give you good treatment..."

These words are just bullshit to Lovino's ears, but he will think about it, he has to think about it, with such a serious injury, he will definitely be hospitalized for a long time, and only [-] euros is definitely not enough.

What's the big deal, what's the big deal, what's the big deal.He murmured in his heart, trying to keep himself from thinking about that person.

Think of something else, such as doing so to raise money for Feliciano's operation, so he can go to Germany as soon as possible.

Although the money was obtained in this way, how else can he obtain money in this way now?God can only help him in this way, because he can't do anything, he is a useless person.You can get so much money just by sending it, why not?Later he'll be on his knees and thank God.

Feliciano... Feliciano... Feliciano... Wait for me, you must be fine.

Lovino has been stepping down for a long time, but I haven't seen him for a long time.Fernandez and Francis were drinking, so he asked casually, and Francis told him.

"You mean, Lovino went to see him alone, the two of them?"

"It should be nothing. If he wanted to do that kind of thing, Lovino would never agree. As long as Lovino doesn't agree, he won't dare to mess around. He knows the rules of our store."

Having said that, there is more than why.I still feel a little uneasy, after all Lovino is a very simple child.After a while, Fernandez still asked, "Where are they?"

Since Antonio wants to ask, Francis can only tell him.Fernandez got up to go, and Francis followed behind him. After all, it is better not to cause any trouble.

"Hey, you should be fine..." Antonio walked quickly, and Francis struggled to follow behind him.

When he arrived at the office, the door was closed, so he pushed it open.The scene inside the door stunned him. The man pressed Lovino on the sofa, kissed his neck, and put his hand into Lovino's clothes to caress him. Francis was behind, seeing this The scene also surprised him a little.Hearing the sound of the door opening, both of them raised their heads, and were startled when they saw the person at the door.Especially Lovino, when he saw Fernandez with tears in his eyes, the first thought in his heart was "You are finally here!", but when he saw Fernandez's expression, he immediately remembered his own position.He clenched his fingers tightly, and he didn't want him to know what he looked like now.

Fernandez walked over quickly, grabbed the man from Lovino and kicked him a few meters away.

"Hey..." Francis quickly pulled him back. Antonio was really angry. He knew that there was another side of Antonio that he didn't usually know. It would be bad if things went on like this, and something might happen.

"What are you doing! Is this how you treat guests?" Rory said angrily, clutching his stomach.

"What are you doing to him?" Fernandez's voice was very cold, Rory looked into his eyes, and his whole body began to tremble.

"Look and see!" Rory shouted loudly. Although he was intimidated by the other party's eyes, he still had to put on a show, "And he agreed! The price we negotiated, is it true that your shop backtracked?"

Hearing this, both Fernandez and Francis turned their heads to look at Lovino, and Lovino lowered his head.Although self-esteem should be thrown away, but no matter what, I don't want to lose my head in front of some people.When it really came to that situation, the inner torment was indescribable.

"Lovino?" Fernandez asked softly. He wanted to verify whether the words were true or not. Lovino lowered his head and didn't dare to look at him at all. He bit his lower lip tightly, which was a tacit agreement.Lovino could feel how cold it was to look at his eyes.

"Since Lovino Jr. agreed, it's their business, Antonio, we..." Although Francis felt a little unbelievable, since it was a matter negotiated by both parties, they had no right to interfere.What we have to do now is how to dissuade Antonio and let him drop the fire.

Fernandez picked up Lovino and dragged him out the door. Rory tried to stop him, but Francis stopped him. "I think it's better not to mess with him now. To be honest, if he gets angry, I'm also afraid of getting three points..."

"Hey! Let me go!" Lovino was dragged by the person in front of him, and walked with a limp. The person in front of him was walking so fast that he could hardly keep up.His left knee was hit, and it still hurts, probably swollen.Fernandez glanced at his legs, then turned and picked him up.

"What are you doing, bastard! Let me down!" Lovino struggled.

"Shut up!" Fernandez glanced at him, his eyes were horrifying, Lovino was also frightened, and he trembled.He had never seen Fernandez like this. Although Fernandez had scared him the first time he met him, it was far from what it is now.

When he came to the car, Fernandez put him down, opened the door, pushed him in, got in the car and took Lovino away.At this moment, Fernandez terrified him.But when you think about it, he's somehow meddling.How does it have anything to do with him?

"I want to go back." Lovino said.But Fernandez ignored him, he recognized that this was the way to Fernandez's house.

Arrived soon, Lovino jumped out of the car, why did he follow him here!This is simply a joke, slip away first.But if his knee is not injured, he may try to escape, after all, his ability to escape is second in the world, the first is Feliciano.He was quickly caught by Fernandez. Lovino tried to break free, but Fernandez picked him up and carried him directly to his home.

He threw Lovino on the bed, then leaned down with one hand on his head, looking down at him.

"It hurts!" Lovino yelled, "What are you doing, bastard!" But he looked up, met Fernandez's gaze, and his heart began to shake again.It's scary, that person is very angry now, his eyes are obviously angry, but it seems that ice has formed, and he is about to freeze him.

"Why do you do that?" he asked in a deep voice.

Hearing Fernandez's question, Lovino's heart tightened. Thinking of what happened just now, he was seen by this person, and he lost all his dignity in front of this person. How should he think of himself now?However, "This has nothing to do with you, don't meddle in your own business! Don't let me make money."

"Money." Fernand paused, this pause made Lovino's heart tremble, I didn't really do this for money!He wants to explain it this way!But he felt it was unnecessary. "How much did he pay you?"

The person above looked at him, and the cold eyes made Lovino feel very uncomfortable. His eyes have been making Lovino uncomfortable since just now, but the discomfort is getting deeper and deeper.He suddenly felt that everything was over, even though he had started everything with him, maybe he still had some expectations?This feeling that chills my heart is really terrible.Lovino turned his face away from him, and didn't answer his question.

Fernandez raised his hand suddenly, and gently caressed Lovino's cheek.His fingers brushed across Lovino's skin. It was obviously a very gentle move, but it made Lovino feel extremely terrified.

He suddenly pinched Lovino's chin, raised his face slightly, and let Lovino's gaze return to himself. The strength of his hand made Lovino feel a little pain, "You know , I've wanted to sleep with you for a long time." Lovino looked at him, the pain in his jaw made him frown slightly. "Why didn't you want to do it with me before? Because I didn't pay for it?" Not so!Lovino suddenly felt a pain in his heart. Fernandez lowered his head and looked at Lovino at a close distance. "If you only want money, you should tell me earlier so that we can reciprocate, right?" He looked at Fernandez's His eyes seemed to be looking at something cheap, and he grabbed the bed sheet under him tightly.He had a sudden urge to ask a question, a question that made it extremely difficult for him to ask, but he wanted to know now.Fernandez looked into Lovino's eyes. He seemed to have something to say, and he was about to say it.He paused for a moment, waiting for him.In a very brief silence, Lovino finally spoke:

"You, have you ever liked me?"

Fernandez looked at him and suddenly smiled, without any warmth, "You think I like you, don't you?"

Lovino stared at him stubbornly, without speaking.

"How innocent must you be to ask such a question?"

Lovino looked at the person on his body, his nails dug deep into his palm, and he was about to bleed.Only physical pain could distract him from the pain in his chest.He felt as if a big gap had opened in his chest cavity, and when he looked in through the gap, the inside was all gray and lifeless.

sad.heartache.asphyxia.resentment.resentment.resentment.

"You have always wanted to sleep with me, and you should have told me earlier." Lovino looked at him and said.Just a single sentence, but he felt that he had exhausted all his strength.As much as he tried to look calm, the trembling syllables betrayed him

"You are very naive, and the illusion is more suitable for you." He said, and it was the first time that Lovino knew that he could be so cruel.

"Besides, I think that's obvious, you didn't see it, you're so stupid." He kissed Lovino, but in a rough way, biting and sucking on Lovino's lips , Lovino was in great pain, both physically and mentally.He pushed the person on top of him hard.Pushed away by him, Fernandez straightened up.

"Again, how much did he pay you?"

"Twenty thousand." Lovino answered him, telling him what to do in an angry way.

Fernandez unbuttoned his coat and took a card from the inside pocket of his coat. "This is fifty thousand." Then he said the password, Lovino looked at him and wanted to say something, but the words stuck in his throat.Fernandez let go of his finger and threw it directly in Lovino's face.

This is insulting.Lovino gritted his teeth and looked at him, his heart ached terribly.

Fernandez leaned down again, and he kissed Lovino's forehead, eyelids, nose, cheek, and neck.At this time, he saw the mark of Lovino being burned by a cigarette butt a little below the collarbone, damn it!There was a burst of anger in my heart, but kicking that beast was too cheap for him.He gently licked the person under him with his tongue. Lovino had never done this kind of thing before, and it was with a man. He was terribly afraid. Of course, what scared him even more was the eyes of the person on his body.But he can't show it, he doesn't want to show weakness in front of him.Fernandez put his hand into his clothes, and slid his fingertips across his stomach, lower abdomen, chest...staying there, gently squeezing and rubbing.

"Did he treat you like this just now?" He whispered in Lovino's ear, "Is it comfortable?"

His words made Lovino feel very ashamed, but the place where Fernandez's fingertips passed made his body tremble slightly.This feeling was not there when the man treated him like that just now.

Fernandez looked at Lovino, and Lovino also looked at him. He found that the other party was still smiling, as if he was looking at some plaything, and showed a funny smile, and he was indeed playing with himself.Such a smile was really cruel in Lovino's eyes.

Lovino felt very sad, the layer after layer of pain just now made him almost collapse, his whole body seemed to be drained of blood, it was so cold.Fernandez continued to lean on his body and kissed him, Lovino turned his head sideways, as if trying to bury his face in the pillow.The other party's eyes broke his heart. He closed his eyes and bit his lower lip tightly.

Two drops of warm liquid landed on Fernandez's skin. He looked up at Lovino, and found that Lovino had already closed his eyes tightly and was crying, but he was trying not to let himself cry out. Come.Sensing that the opponent stopped moving, Lovino opened his eyes slightly, and the opponent could just see the endless sadness in his eyes.

Faced with such an expression, I really lost all interest.

Fernandez watched him, and after a moment, he moved away from him, slammed his fist against the wall, slammed the door and went out.Lovino also heard the sound of him leaving the house, the door was closed, and now he was the only one left in the house.He turned around, shrinking his body.That person must have hated himself.

He curled up in the darkness, tears couldn't stop flowing, he let out a sob, and when the sound finally opened a breakthrough, he burst into tears.

He felt so cold and sad, he was the only one left in this empty room, the air around him was cold, he was so lonely.Fear, sadness, ensued.He gripped the sheets tightly.

Don't leave me alone!

Don't leave me alone!

He was crying like a child.But in fact, he can only stay here alone, no one knows his fear, no one understands his pain.

He ran out of bed, out the door, out of the apartment, he didn't want to stay here any longer.He can't stay here anymore.

Downstairs, I heard a cat meowing.Lovino saw the kitten lying under the cardboard. It saw him and walked towards him.

Lovino knelt down and reached out to it, and the cat licked his fingers.

"Goodbye," Lovino said to it, still in tears.He felt so sad now that the cat squatted on the ground and looked at it kindly, but it couldn't understand how sad he was now. "Goodbye. But maybe... never see you again."

After speaking, Lovino got up, dragged his injured leg, and left here slowly.The cat jumped out of the cardboard pile and meowed behind him.He glanced back at it one last time, then left.

He finally got home and flung himself on the bed.He cried for a long time again.

It was the first time for Lovino to experience this kind of heart-wrenching feeling. He had lost many, many, the saddest things in his life, such as losing relatives, dreams, and everything.But those pains are not the same as the current heartache. His hands have been pressing his chest tightly.It was like suffocating, unable to breathe at all.

What does Fernandez mean to him?Ever since he was a child, he was the first person to be so kind and gentle to himself.Lovino is sure that even his own family has never treated him so well since he was a child. Compared with Feliciano who has received all kinds of favors from his family, he has always been an unneeded and unloved person.People are phototaxis, that person is like the warm sunshine, or he is the sun in Lovino's heart.Unknowingly, Lovino has become very dependent on him, and he is used to being kind to him.

Once his situation is changed, and he completely loses those tenderness, it will be heart-wrenching and uncomfortable, just like flesh and blood being peeled off.

Moreover, when he believed in him wholeheartedly and relied on him, he was severely deceived by him.

He cried for a long time, all kinds of troubles in his mind, even when he felt very tired, he couldn't sleep peacefully.He stayed up all night, and at the end the tears dried up, and he opened his eyes, staring at the ceiling until a ray of sky lighted up.