[APH parent-child points] His cat

When it was dawn, Lovino felt that he might not be able to sleep.As soon as he closed his eyes, those cruel and cold pictures appeared.

His body was very heavy from the inside to the outside, so he went to take a bath.In the shower, he tilted his head up and let the water spray on his face, washing away the tears that were streaming out.

When he finished his shower, he went back to bed, exhausted now.But he has to face it, no matter how heavy and desperate he feels now, he has to cheer up, Feliciano is still waiting for him.

His phone rang and he sat up suddenly.

He answered the phone, and it was Feliciano's teachers who told him that Feliciano was out of danger after the operation, but he was still in a coma.A German named Ludwig helped pay for it, and he wanted to see Lovino.I wonder if Lovino can go to Germany as soon as possible?

As soon as he heard that Feliciano was out of danger, Lovino heaved a sigh of relief, and his mood seemed to have recovered a lot.Of course Lovino wants to go to Germany as soon as possible, the sooner the better, he can't wait to go to Feliciano's side.

He called to order a plane ticket to Berlin tomorrow, and then went to school and a nightclub to ask for leave in the afternoon. Coming to these two places made him very uneasy because he was afraid of meeting someone.Fortunately not.

After packing up some things, the next day, he flew to Berlin to see him. He went to the hospital and met Feliciano.

Feliciano was still in a coma. His whole body was covered with bandages, plaster casts, and various tubes were inserted into his body.Lovino saw the German, who sat aside, looking at Feliciano.Ludwig looked much more imposing in real life than in the photos, and of course he was no match for him in a fight, but he still felt uncomfortable seeing him.

Ludwig also saw him, and he knew it was the brother Lovino that Feliciano often mentioned just by his face, and he greeted him.

For the next few days, Lovino stayed in the hospital, and he applied for an escort.Ludwig often came to see Feliciano, and he said that he paid for Feliciano's surgery. Although he still has prejudice against him, he must be thanked for this.

Ludwig felt that Lovino didn't like him very much and always liked to find fault with himself, but he didn't know the reason.In fact, he originally thought that Feliciano's brother was a reliable person.Because Feliciano always praises his brother, saying that his brother is cool and handsome, and he works hard to make money for himself.But when he really met his brother and got along with him, he unexpectedly found out...

Ludwig could tell that Lovino really loved his younger brother, and his worries were all written on his face.But cool and handsome... where is this?Obviously the two brothers are the same, they love to do strange things, they are stupid, they are stupid, they love to make trouble for others, and the elder brother seems to be more naive than the younger brother.But just like his younger brother, he was so subtle that he couldn't be hated at all, so he could only let him go.This is also their advantage.

But he found that this brother's mental state was not very good, and he always had serious dark circles, and he seemed unable to rest well.Is it because my younger brother hasn't woken up yet, so he's been worried all the time?

Feliciano's condition is getting more and more stable, and now he just needs to wait for him to wake up. He is now Lovino's best hope.Lovino and Ludwig could be by Feliciano's side, watching him and waiting for him to wake up.

One day after this, the weather was fine that morning, Lovino sat by the window, the sun was shining on him warmly, and the birds sat on the branches and sang.He looked at the young leaves, green and yellow, glowing with life.Today seems like something good is going to happen.Indeed, Feliciano slowly opened his eyes in such a beautiful scenery.The joy is self-evident. Lovino feels that his mood has not been relaxed for a long time. The last time he felt joy seemed to be a thing in the last century.

Day by day, Feliciano's spirit recovered quickly. Although he was still wrapped in gauze and a plaster cast, he still looked like he was suffering from ADHD.He was happy to see Lovino, and he was also happy to have Ludwig by his side.It's just that his brother always makes trouble for Luther, and he feels a little troubled.

Ludwig took very good care of Feliciano and took good care of him.Unlike his muscular appearance, he is actually a very gentle person, very considerate.He is usually expressionless, with a serious face.But when he looked at Feliciano, he could clearly see the pampering in his eyes.

Lovino remembered that there was someone who treated him so tenderly before, and he pressed his chest.He won't blame himself for not being able to forget. Many things he has experienced have made him understand that he can't forget because the time is not long enough. When the time is long enough, any pain can be overcome. He has always been such a calm and optimistic character.Until you die, every day is the first day of a new life for the rest of your life. People always have to adjust their mentality and look forward. Although he can't see far, it doesn't affect his progress.

Feliciano's good transfer Lovino's mood is slowly getting better, but Feliciano can see that he has something on his mind.So when the two were alone, Feliciano asked with concern.He is his own brother and the only person he can rely on.Lovino chose to tell him what happened, because it would make him feel better to find someone to listen to, but he didn't tell what happened that night, and he didn't tell Feliciano that he almost sold his body.After hearing this, Feliciano said with some regret:

"Yeah? I thought brother Antonio liked you."

"How is it possible, idiot." He also had such a self-sentimental moment, "And, where did you think it came out, you haven't seen him a few times at all."

"It feels, it's obvious."

"So, you're an idiot." Obviously that's wrong, isn't it.

"But brother Antonio..."

"That's enough, don't mention this name again, damn it." Lovino issued a ban, he just wanted Feliciano to listen, and didn't let him express his opinion.

"VE..." Feliciano saw Lovino's irritability, so he could only change the subject, "Speaking of which, why am I so unlucky? Brother, do you remember that once we walked together, a The plastic bucket fell off and hit me directly on my head. This time, only one person fell down, it’s scary to say..."

"Don't say such heavy things with such a happy expression! You idiot!" He was almost crushed to death this time!

Feliciano was disappointed that he couldn't take Lovino on a tour of Germany, which is a beautiful place.He couldn't let Luther take his brother there, because Luther was not good at doing this, and his brother didn't like Luther.

One day, while Feliciano was taking a nap, Ludwig invited Lovino out of the corridor because he wanted to talk to him about something.

"What are you talking about? If it's about money..." He has no way to repay him now.

"It's not that. I helped Feliciano out of my own will, and you don't have to take it as your burden." Ludwig said this. He remembered Feliciano telling him that his brother took care of all the debts. , Let yourself study hard as much as possible.

"Then what do you want to say?"

"After Feliciano graduates, I hope you can allow him to come to Germany. This is also his wish, but he said he wants your permission."

Lovino froze, he should refuse him.But he couldn't do it, he could see that the German was serious about Feliciano, and Feliciano didn't want to leave him.If he breaks them up by force - does he have the ability?Since they have already decided, why bother to ask themselves.

"You've only been together for such a short time, why did you decide what to do in the future?" This is what Lovino has been unable to figure out.

"The time is very short, but it's like we met in the previous life." Ludwig said, "With him, I have never been so happy."

"What are you going to do together, are you fucking getting married?" Lovino gave him a blank look, he was just running on him.

Ludwig was taken aback, and he was a little embarrassed by Lovino's question.But after thinking about it, he replied, "It's not impossible."

When you get along with Ludwig, you will find that he is a very authentic German, rigorous, careful, honest, and what he says is absolutely what he says.If he said so, it meant that he had already made such a decision.Lovino didn’t expect him to be like this. He was at a loss for words, and after a while, he said: “When Feliciano returns to Italy, until he graduates, you have to be separated for a year, bastard. You are in two different places. The country! One year, you have already forgotten each other, damn it."

"It's just one year." Ludwig looked at him and said seriously, "One year, nothing can change."

It's really stupid and will be forgotten, he promises, but Lovino doesn't want to have such a stupid debate with him, time will tell.

"Also, Feliciano told me that your current family's financial burden mainly comes from his tuition fees. He said that you have shouldered too much, which should have been his responsibility, and he still can't help you, It made him very sad a lot."

"That idiot..." He was actually thinking about this kind of thing, why would he think like this!They are brothers, aren't they? They should rely on each other and depend on each other.Moreover, compared to Feliciano, Lovino was completely useless.Feliciano should study hard now, and all he can do is to find ways to make money.

"I think, please let me bear this responsibility with him in the future, you don't have to work so hard for him. He is already an adult."

Lovino looked at him and had to admit that he was a reliable German man, at least as reliable as himself.It would be better for Feliciano to rely on him than himself.

"It's up to you." Lovino said, "You'd better remember what you said today. If you dare to forgive him, I'll definitely fuck your ass off."

"Okay." Ludwig nodded slightly, but it was a very solemn promise.

Later, Feliciano's health gradually improved, and now he only needs to recover from his injuries with peace of mind.With Ludwig taking care of him, Lovino felt that he had nothing to worry about, and it was time for him to leave, he couldn't stay here forever.

He began to think about what he should do.I have always wanted Feliciano to rely on myself.But now, Feliciano has found better support, he doesn't have to worry about that idiot brother anymore.

Ludwig took the initiative to take over the burden on himself, maybe now he can try to start living the life he wants to live?

Now that it's decided, that's it.

Back in Italy, back home, just happened to meet the neighbors.Neighbors told him that a man had come to him several times.

"Brown hair, green eyes, pretty young, about this tall..."

Lovino lowered his eyes, what is he doing now?He will no longer be innocent and naive expecting anything from him. It is because of his naivety that he ended up like this today.When Lovino returned home, his mobile phone card lay quietly on the table. He used a German mobile phone card when he went to Germany.He picked up that card and thought of someone again, should he have called himself?Or texted?In the next second, he threw the card into the trash can.

He went through the withdrawal procedure. He is not a student. Italian universities have very strict checks on graduation. If you don’t have enough credits, you will go back to repeat the grade. Anyway, after learning this point, you can only wait for a few more years. He has long wanted to give up studying for a long time. Heart to work.It's just that if he can graduate, he can find a better job, earn more money, and help Feliciano pay off his debts.But now Feliciano is no longer relying on himself, and he can ignore these things and do what he wants to do.To hell with the damn school!

As for the job at the nightclub, he didn't quit because he was afraid of meeting someone.Anyway, if he was absent for a long time, they themselves would fire him.

He will withdraw the lease of the current house, and he intends to leave completely.But the landlady kindly rented him a warehouse where he could put all Feliciano's things, and he paid the rent for one and a half years in one lump sum.When Feliciano returns home, he can figure out what to do.

Lovino has left the city, as long as he stays here and walks on the street, there is always a chance to meet him.He's just good at running away, he doesn't want to see that face again no matter what, he hates him to the core.

He took the train and returned to the small seaside town in southern Italy where he lived as a child.He changed jobs many times in a short period of time, and eventually he found the most stable job in an orphanage, as a cook, preparing food for more than a dozen children and other staff.There are others who work as chefs like him, working in rotation and taking a day or two off each week.Although I only prepare three meals a day plus afternoon snacks, the workload is actually quite heavy.

In his spare time, he plays football with the children and teaches them to dance. The children welcome him very much.The only dissatisfaction is that the women here are nuns, he can't tease them, and he has to speak dirty words secretly behind their backs.

Day by day passed, and it was no different from the past.

The price of wheat has risen again recently, and the pizza made in the restaurant is not as good as their own pizza. Some children secretly feed the ants with unfinished snacks, and they will be scolded by the nun when they trample the ants to death.

The sun was as warm as I remembered, and it was the sun's fault that I was lying on the lawn and didn't want to do anything.The southern Italian sun is nothing short of life's bliss.

Walking on the streets of the small town, there are still people who recognize me. If you recognize me, then say hello to them.Of course, if it is a girl, there will be special treatment. You must hold their hand in a friendly way and look at them with enthusiasm.

Life is moving forward slowly like this, and the days are smooth, but everything is as one wishes. When there is really nothing to do, I go to sleep. Is there any better time than sleeping?

Ahh, what a day it is.

Living in the orphanage, he has almost no expenses, and he can save all his money.

Sometimes he would suddenly think, should I save up the money and open my own pizza shop or pasta shop?Feliciano can come along to help, if he doesn't go to Germany.But if Feliciano still insisted on going back to the German, maybe he could go to Germany with him.Handing over my younger brother to that muscular man is really annoying. What if he bullies Feliciano?Feliciano must not be able to beat him, he has to look at Feliciano.

He emailed these ideas to Feliciano, and Feliciano said it was a good idea.In addition, Feliciano added that he will definitely return to Ludwig's side after graduation, so his brother should be ready to go together.This made Lovino very annoyed, and then he started to say sobering words, he said that Feliciano is a troublesome idiot, Ludwig will definitely not be able to stand him in the future, and then hate him, and then take advantage of him back to Italy Forget about him.

After that, Feliciano didn't reply. In fact, Feliciano in Germany was already crying. He cried and threw himself into Luther's arms, asking him if he would forget himself, if he liked him, and what he got The result is no, I like it.He stopped crying and told Lovino about it.

These two be damned!Lovino closed the phone.He was suddenly jealous of Feliciano, even though he had been jealous of him since he was a child.Feliciano's name means happiness.And this little fool always gets happiness.

The sun in southern Italy is much warmer.But when it starts to enter winter, the weather will still turn cold.Northern Italy should start to snow slowly.And after entering winter, it gets dark very early, and the sun slowly disappears around 04:30 in the afternoon after December.

Lovino's leg injury made him hate the wet and cold weather, but fortunately, there are not too many such days.

It was almost time for the kids to finish their naps, and Lovino was in the kitchen, preparing an afternoon snack for them.

"...Then they asked me to just wait for the news at home, so I waited for two months. Although I had heard about it, but after experiencing it myself, I have to say that the efficiency of your Italians is amazing. Until now, The results have not yet come down..." The young man chattering beside Lovino is named Dana, who is also a chef like him, and he is from France.This person is always babbling, and he speaks very disregarding the atmosphere, and his lips are very cheap, maybe he did it on purpose.If you want Lovino to say, his mouth is much sharper than his cooking skills.

"Obviously, you're being played. And don't squirt your spit all over your plate you beast! Pass me the cheese."

"How could it be? Before I left, the owner gave me a roast chicken. He was so kind."

"That's why you are too simple. Everything is good in the eyes of simple people. Get out of the way and don't hinder me, bastard."

"Why do you always think of people so badly, and don't always think that you have a higher status than me. I am a top student who graduated from Havre University [*a French university]."

"What kind of top student? After graduation, you can only work under the hands of a gangster who never passed the exam and was hired by the teacher to go to his home university? Your university teacher taught you to cook for the orphanage after graduation?"

"So, don't always instruct me. My current situation is only temporary, and I'm still waiting for news."

"In your heart, the time capacity represented by the word temporary is two fucking years? Why are you always so fucking innocent, how many times do you have to be cheated? Change your innocence quickly, or you will be cheated You cheated out of your money. If you don’t understand such a simple truth, you should die, you bastard.”

"Don't keep saying that I am simple, and I think that simplicity is a very beautiful quality of the soul. Simple people are more likely to obtain happiness. To be honest, I am very envious of simple people. Why do you always feel that simplicity is equal to being cheated? Are you often lied to?"

"What kind of equation is this? You fucking think I'm innocent?"

"To be honest...Okay, I won't say it, put your hands down, don't keep hitting me."

"Give me all these snacks, you beast."

Lovino eats snacks with the children. Although Lovino always puts on a bad face, he is actually kind and kind. He doesn’t embarrass the children. He often plays with them and can do He serves delicious food, can dance handsomely, and the children are very happy to be with him.

"Do you want to play football together later?" Lovino asked the children, and everyone happily answered yes.

"That's not okay, Miss Emma has to let them take a bath later." Dana stopped.

"cut."

So after eating snacks, Lovino went back to the room by himself.Feliciano sent an email, saying that he would come back to China at Christmas time, which is half a month away.Christmas is a very grand holiday for Italians, and Italians have a strong sense of family, people who go out will come back to family reunion as much as possible.

Lovino told him that he had to accompany these children in the orphanage and prepare Christmas dinner for these children.If Feliciano doesn't come here, just stay with his muscular man in Germany.

Feliciano was very happy to hear that his brother allowed him to spend Christmas with Ludwig. He also told Lovino that he would still come back at the end of January, and he had to go back to school to deal with some things.

At the end of January, there was nothing to do at that time, so I should be able to ask for a few days off to visit him.It's been a long time, almost a year, I don't know if that guy has changed.His injury has already healed, and there is no root cause like his own.

The thought of reuniting with my younger brother warms my heart.

After all, Feliciano was the closest and only person he could rely on in the world.