golden wind meets dew

Inside the diary were two sheets of paper that did not belong to the diary.One was Du Jingzhou's draft paper back then, and it really said "No matter what, I finally know myself".and some fragmentary paintings.Among them, the bright and deep eyes accounted for the majority.

It is the owner of these eyes.Chen Wei thought.He was the one who took Du Jingzhou away.

Then, she learned from another piece of paper that the person she hated for two seconds was none other than Guan Jiang.This piece of paper is new.A few words were simply written on it.An acknowledgment of one's own identity, an account of childish impulses of teenage years, and a tender apology.After watching it, Chen Wei gradually lost her hatred.

Even fortunate.

Because "from one end to the end".

She knows that such a concept is no longer popular, but this is her greatest comfort at the moment—she has finally found one that is completely in line with her heart among all the things she reluctantly accepts.This even surpassed the comfort brought by Du Jingzhou's self-confession.

She closed the diary, and solemnly put it into a drawer that kept Dai Zhiqiu's belongings.

Du Jingzhou didn't go home for two days, and Chen Wei knew that he lived in Guanjiang.Now that she has said she will accept this matter, she will never allow herself to interfere negatively again.For two days, she didn't ask any questions.

On the evening of the third day, Du Jingzhou came home for dinner.

His eye, which was injured by the patient's family that day, has subsided in swelling, and he may not notice it unless he looks carefully.Even if Chen Wei finds out, as long as the description is not scary, he won't have to deal with her aggressive behavior.This mother is used to dealing with things calmly, which saves a lot of emotional troubles in her life.Except for the year caused by Zhiqiu's death.

"Doctor Xiaoguan passed Zhiqiu's diary to me." Chen Wei said during the meal.

That was on purpose.Du Jingzhou gave a soft "hmm".Calculating that the mother's behavior was unskilled and her skills were not in place, the "hmm" was a little astringent.

"Zhiqiu already knew about it. Then," she paused for a moment, looking at Du Jingzhou, "did you guys really fall in love in the year before she was alive?"

Du Jingzhou expected that she would pursue this point, so he shook his head frankly: "No. She doesn't want to let you down, and neither do I. I tried, but it doesn't work."

The answer seemed to be within Chen Wei's expectations, she nodded knowingly.He moved his chopsticks to eat again.After a while, Du Jingzhou thought the topic was over, and heard her mutter again, "The two of you lied to me for a year together..."

What she said was true, Du Jingzhou had nothing to say.

Half a year ago, whenever Zhiqiu was mentioned like this, the atmosphere at the dinner table immediately dropped to freezing point.The air is still warm now.They were silent with each other, and they understood without words, and the other was as relieved at the moment as they were themselves.

Not long after, Chen Wei still found out that Du Jingzhou was rejected and attacked by the patient's family because of his orientation and random posts all over the Internet.

She had no classes in the afternoon that day, and she had no other work to do, so she left school early and went in when she passed by the hospital.Du Jingzhou was undergoing surgery, she greeted his colleagues and turned back.

The big office and the pantry are together, with a thin board separating the two.She wanted to stop by to add some to the thermos, and heard the little nurses chatting.

"Pity……"

Du Jingzhou was young, promising, and good-looking, and the little nurse was full of regrets.Chen Wei listened silently for a while, remembering that Du Jingzhou did have somewhat strange eyes, and feeling amused at the little nurse's regret.

It's funny when the elders see the child say something stupid.She thought, Jingzhou is such an excellent child, what can I do, it's a pity that you little girl can't eat grapes and sigh with a sore throat?

She ended up leaving the hospital without heating the water.

In the evening, I looked at Du Jingzhou's injury and saw that it was nothing serious, so I didn't ask any further questions.Behind his back, he secretly called Guan Jiang, who seemed to be waiting for a long time, and comforted her in a measured manner.

"It's okay, the Internet hotspots pass quickly. After a while, the Internet is no longer hot, and everyone will stop talking about it." Guan Jiang reported a few data in advance, convincing her that the Internet hotspots will not last long, "Wait Just forget about it, everyone."

Chen Wei remained silent, noncommittal.

Hearing her silence, Guan Jiang was also quiet for a moment.Then, as if unable to hold back, he said, "I will take good care of Jing Zhou. I can give you an affirmative answer to the question you asked before."

"Really?" Chen Wei chuckled, "How did you decide?"

Guan Jiang paused, and said: "I have already brought Jingzhou to see my mother. My mother..."

He told Chen Wei the story about Brother Qiu.

It was in the evening, the weather was fine, the sunset and the wind were quiet and inclusive.Under the tree in front of the clinic, when he was talking about Brother Qiu for the first time in his life, he grasped the rhythm called "Wai Wei Lai".

At first he said that he took Du Jingzhou to visit the grave, and then he said about the funeral.Later, somehow, Brother Qiu's life was mentioned.Even with myself for the past twenty years.Later, when it was dark, he felt his cheeks itch, so he raised his hand to wipe it.Discovery is tears.

He was stunned.

When he heard the news of Brother Qiu's death, he didn't cry.When he couldn't make it to the funeral, he didn't cry.When he took Du Jingzhou to visit the grave, he didn't cry.It never even occurred to him that he would cry.Why did she shed tears at Chen Wei's place?

"Xiaoguan." Chen Wei called him.

"Huh?" He answered hastily, paying attention to his own voice in a panic.

"Crying?" But it was useless, Chen Wei had discovered it long ago.

He sniffed and didn't answer.There was a moment of silence between the two, and Chen Wei said that it was getting late and she was going to cook.Then he asked Guan Jiang if he wanted to go over for dinner.Guan Jiang was naturally overjoyed and agreed to Qu.

At the dinner table that day, neither Chen Wei nor Guan Jiang mentioned the phone number.

The three of them ate, and Chen Wei asked Guan Jiang to sit where Dai Zhiqiu used to sit.He didn't know, Du Jingzhou knew, and was secretly surprised.For a whole year after Dai Zhiqiu's death, Chen Wei didn't allow anyone to touch anything that belonged to Dai Zhiqiu.

Ken let Guan Jiang sit in Dai Zhiqiu's position, she has changed a lot.

Winter comes unknowingly.

The four seasons in Rongcheng seem sticky. Except for the big difference between summer and winter, other seasons are often inseparable.Autumn sticks to summer at one end, and leans against winter at the other end. The gap between the front and back is just the difference of adding a thick coat.Therefore, Guan Jiang didn't realize that the season had changed until he sneezed in the cold air.

Du Jingzhou parked right in front of him, lowered the car window to look at him, frowned, and asked him why he was always disobedient and didn't add clothes.He said with a smile, "Why are you acting like your mother, treating me like a son."

That's right, Chen Wei now treats Guan Jiang as another son.

After that heart-to-heart phone call, Chen Wei told Guan Jiang not to eat by himself after work, but to go to their house for dinner.When Chen Wei is in a good mood, recalling her childhood, she always says, "Our dad said that if we sit together and eat three meals, we are considered a family."

"Really?" Guan Jiang secretly asked Du Jingzhou.

Du Jingzhou said: "Really. My grandfather paid great attention to the concepts of everyone and small family. When a person becomes a family, he is separated from the family and has to take away his own dishes. This is called living independently and running his own small family. Home."

Therefore, it is a family that eats three meals a day together.

"Is your mother fully acknowledging me?"

"Forget it." Du Jingzhou said with certainty.

This is the beautiful side from autumn to winter.On the other hand, in the impressions of the three of them, they all appeared in pieces and indistinctly.

Du Jingzhou encountered the unreasonable medical troubles like before, twice later.A serious one caused Du Jingzhou to be criticized at the conference.If it wasn't for the director's intercession, and the hospital is always short of manpower, he might have to suspend his job.

In addition to this kind of violent personal discrimination and resistance, he was also ridiculed by the patients in the ward.Faced with these at first, it was naturally uncomfortable.But as a doctor, I have seen all kinds of strange things, and my heart is always wider than others.Sad and sad, injustice and grievances have become a piece of cake.

Guan Jiang's clinic encountered a period of unprovoked excitement.There are always people who continue to look at the name of the tooth and come to satisfy their curiosity.Speaking of which, it seems like birds of a feather flock together.Most of the people who came to watch Guanjiang were purely curious and kind.He also has a good-natured face and smiles amiably.

It made Du Jingzhou sometimes mutter that it was unfair.

It's unfair, so what should I do?The world just isn't fair.After much deliberation, Guan Jiang could only make up for his grievances from other places.

The malice and curiosity that Chen Wei faced were even more secretive.They are hidden in the ordinary evils that have long been waiting to see her unlucky, hidden in the hesitation of the students, hidden in the eyes of the leader who wanted to ask but was forced back by her frankly...

She used to think that it was normal for parents to be short-tempered.It is only now that I realize that not all parents are treated equally.Therefore, she also has a hard side.

To resist harm, to defend decency.

And people's imagination is too rich.There are countless boring people in the small town, who have nothing to do after eating enough, and rely on clues to make up many rumored stories.

So in the eyes of some people, Du Jingzhou, a young talent, has been ruined.Guan Jiang, an illegitimate son from a foreign country, is really not a good guy, and has brought disaster to the whole family.Teacher Chen Wei, who is full of peaches and plums, was tortured by an unfilial son to have gray hair.

But no matter what, these things were chopped into crumbs intentionally or unintentionally by the person involved.Minimize the possibility of being hurt by them as much as possible.Just in time, the gray feeling of winter is very suitable for covering them and freezing them.

In the spring of the following year, the old stories were finally chewed to taste and no longer aroused people's interest.

Du Jingzhou discovered this from the first quarterly meeting after the new year.The colleague who liked to cast meaningful glances at him the most, seemed to have lost his memory, and urged him to report the data again like a long time ago.Obviously not very polite attitude, but finally can't find that kind of paradoxical scrutiny and malice.

At that moment, the strange, cramped feeling he had endured for months dissipated.

Autumn, winter, spring.This circle seems to have experienced a lot, and it seems that they just spent the most unfriendly days in a bland manner.It didn't seem like there was any scandalous incident that would stir up a lot of people, but the three members of the family were cautiously guarding against something without exception.They did, survived.

We survived together.

Maybe it was because of the disarmament, and I feel better.When Du Jingzhou's birthday was approaching, Chen Wei suddenly asked them if they wanted to have a drink.

"What wine?" Guan Jiang asked casually without thinking too much.

Chen Wei said, "Wedding." Guan Jiang suddenly raised his head, meeting her gentle smiling eyes staring at the two of them inconceivably, "Xiao Guan, don't want to be like Jing Zhou, call me mom?"